Monika Pov's
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I was standing outside the marriage court of the werewolf world, wearing a wedding gown. Never in my imagination, I thought that I would have to come here to marry someone, especially after how everyone rejected me.
I loved someone from childhood but he rejected me because he loves his fated mate. Then my best friend proposed to me, and I said yes, but he also rejected me after finding his fated mate. I thought maybe it was a magic of mate bond that werewolves love their fated mate more than their chosen mate, but here, destiny also proved me wrong.
My fated mate, Ryan, wanted to reject me just after meeting me, but because of circumstances, he couldn't, but it didn't change anything. He did reject me, but after taking my virginity. I still consider that day as my worst nightmare.
I lost all my hopes in love after my fated mate rejection and was living my life with my daughter. Yes, I got pregnant with Ryan, and I realised this after he left me.
I was living a peaceful life until Ryan chose to return and claim his right over my daughter. Thankfully, there was a way to stop him, but that way was disastrous in itself. I was going to marry the ruthless Alpha of the werewolf world.
Everyone in my pack was as shocked as I was. The girl who got rejected by everyone is now going to marry an Alpha.
"Let's go" My mom came from behind, bringing me back to the world. She passed me a broken smile, knowing I didn't want this... I don't want to marry that heartless person. I nodded and went inside, expecting my groom to be standing and waiting for me, but like always, he failed me.
"Where is he?" I asked his beta who rolled his eyes at my question, showing he has no manners like his Alpha.
"He will be here in a while." He grunted and went to the side to stand away from us. I sighed and sat on the chair, waiting for the devil of my life. The person whom I started loving but he rejected me after mating.
"What do you think?" My wolf, Akira, asked anxiously.
"About what?"
"What if he rejects us again like before and refuses to come?" She asked.
"I'm not afraid that he would reject me, Akira. It will not be something new for me after getting rejected by many, but I'm afraid for my daughter," I said and looked at my daughter, Jenny, who was excitedly waiting for her father to come and accept me.
"He is known as heartless and ruthless, Alpha. It won't be a big deal for him to break my daughter's heart, but I will never forgive him for this." I thought and looked at Jenny. Her smile starts withering as it's been more than an hour since we were waiting for Ryan. I sighed and stood up then went near Jenny.
"Let's go princess. I don't think he will come now," I said and extended my hand towards her.
"But he promised me," she said. Tears brimmed in her eyes.
"That's why I never wanted to agree with this marriage thing", I hissed at Akira, who forced me to say yes. I was trying to find words to console my daughter when suddenly, Akira howled in happiness. Before I could ask her the reason, someone's voice surprised me.
"And I know how to fulfil my promise"
"Daddy", Jenny chimed and ran towards him. I know it's Ryan without looking. So finally he decided to show up after making me wait for more than an hour.
"At least he came", Akira muttered.
"Should I be grateful for that?" I scoffed and closed the mindlink before she spoiled my mood more than it was.
"Alpha Ryan" His beta bowed his head in respect. I rolled my eyes and looked at the court officer to start the procedure of marriage.
Ryan stood beside me but I refused to look at him for once. Somewhere I knew his eyes were fixed on me.
"Here... Signed this paper and then marked each other while taking the oath," Councillor said, passing a register towards us. I picked up the pen to sign.
"Stop", He said and kept his hand on the register. I raised my hand and looked at him confusingly, finally giving him the satisfaction of making eye contact. He smirked when our eyes met.
"You will not sign these freaking marriage papers," He said in a low tone, then took out some paper from his pocket when I didn't ask him any questions.
"You're going to sign this contract paper," He said. I snatched the paper from his hand. Shocked words would be less to explain my emotion at that moment.
"A Contract?" I look at him, not able to believe my eyes.
"Yes... If you want to marry me, then you have to sign this marriage contract," He said without any shame. I glare at him and start reading the contract along with the terms and conditions he mentioned.
"You cannot reject your mate but he can reject you if you did something wrong" I read the first condition and then scoffed, remembering how he rejected me before like a coward after mating with me without having any conversation.
"You have to fulfil all your Luna duties while fulfilling the duties of a wife" I read and looked at him from head to toe.
"Do you really think I would let you touch me after how you took my virginity and rejected me" I hissed.
"There is no need to recall old things. We will end up arguing. Read further" He grunted. I shoot him a dead glare before reading his next stupid condition.
"We both will not mark each other until the entire pack agrees and votes for you to become their Luna" I didn't say anything on this condition because I have zero interest in becoming his Luna. I sighed and read further.
"Don't expect any love from your mate. This marriage is a contract marriage where you have to fulfil the duties of a good mother of Jenny along with the duties of Alpha and Luna. There is no place for love in this marriage. If any of you fall in love, then others have a right to back out from this marriage" My heart missed a beat. Only If he knew I never stopped loving him, then he would have never written this condition. Our past was brutal but my love for him never died.
After a pause, I shook my head, reminding myself to stay focused. Nothing can happen between us because I know he will never love me. A heartless person like him can never love anyone.
"You have to pleasure the Alpha as he wants. You cannot refuse him." I gritted my teeth after reading his last condition and crushed the paper in my hand before looking back at him.
"What kind of absurd contract is this? What do you think of yourself?" I growled. His beta rushed towards us to protect his Alpha after seeing how furious I was.
"Lower your voice," He said and encircled his hand around my waist, pulling me closer to him. Surprising me with his actions. I look at his hand and then at him.
"I don't think there was anything wrong in any of these conditions." He shrugged his shoulders. I clenched my jaw, unable to believe how someone could be so shameless. He held my chin and made me look into his eyes, which I was avoiding because his mesmerising eyes always made me forget why I was mad at him.
"If you want to marry me, then you have to fulfil the duties of a wife," He grinned, increasing my temper.
"I won't sign this" He kept his finger on my lips interrupting me.
"Shh," He shushed me and turned my face towards my daughter, who was looking at our side with a big smile on her face, thinking her mommy and daddy were finally getting along. Tears welled up in my eyes realising the truth will break her heart.
"Think about her before making any decision, kitten" he whispered in my ear, indirectly threatening me to sign my death note, which means this stupid contract.
Monika Pov's.I was looking at my daughter, who was looking at me with a smile. She wants me to get back with her father, but she doesn't know how much he hates me and thinks low of me.Ryan kissed my cheek, startling me. I turned my face and looked at him, then touched my cheek where his lips touched me."He kissed us" Anika howled in happiness while my heart was beating at higher speed. Ryan looked at our daughter, Jenny, then winked at her, making her giggle. I understood he intentionally kissed me in front of Jenny to show her how good he is and how much he loves and cares about her mother."Think about our daughter before making any decision." He said in a low tone, then looked at me."Remember, if you didn't marry me, then I will apply for Jenny's custody in the werewolves council... So think, baby girl and make a wise decision if you don't want to lose your daughter." He said and again took out some paper from his coat pocket."I knew you would destroy the papers after reading
Monika Pov's.I parked my car outside Ryan's mansion and hopped out of it. Warriors outside the mansion looked at me shockingly as I came here driving my own car."I imagine what would be Ryan's reaction when he came to know that I came here. I'm sure he must have thought I would cry and wait for him but to his dismay he married a rebellious Queen not a sympathy queen" I smirked and walked towards the mansion while looking around, impressed at how Ryan turned this entire pack condition.I remember Mom told me that the previous Alpha of this pack destroyed this place, but Ryan changed and improved everything after becoming Alpha."Our mate is so good... Most of Alpha refused to take the pack of low quality with poor members and facility, but he did magic. Not only did he choose to become the Alpha of this pack, but he also improved things here. He did an impressive job in handling everything." Anika started praising him."I agree with you. He indeed changed everything. I read an artic
Monika Pov's."Ryan's ex... His fi--first love," I stuttered, looking at the lady, widening my eyes. Anika whimpers, realising our mate is still in love with someone else."You didn't know about Jenny?" She asked."I... I didn't know Ryan's ex's name was Jenny." I replied. Tears rolled from my eyes."Five years ago, when we met for the first time and felt the mate bond, he told me he loved someone else in his life, but I didn't know he still loved her", I mumbled in a low tone and wiped my tears."I thought he might have moved on from her. That's why he asked me to marry him" I said and lowered my head as I didn't want her to see tears in my eyes."Monika" She called me lovingly and took my hand in her hands."No one can replace Jenny in his life, but that doesn't mean you can't create a space for yourself in his heart," she said with a light smile. I chuckled and shook my head."If he hasn't forgiven her in the past five years then it's impossible that he will ever love me. Moreover,
Monika Pov's . I wiped the unwanted tears which fell from my eyes without my permission. I had never cried in the past five years, but seeing him with someone else brought tears to my eyes. I don't understand why that ruthless cheater matters so much to me and why I always fall for the wrong person. I took a deep breath to calm myself, not wanting to cry for him and was about to open the door of my room when a maid came near me. "Do you want something?" She asked. I scrunched my eyebrow. "No... why?" "You're opening the door of my room so I thought you might need something" She said. "Your room?" I asked and looked at the door, then her. "But Ryan's mother assigned this room to me" I muttered. "You're mistaken, Luna... She must have assigned you that room," she pointed at the nearby room. "But", I clamped up and then looked at the doors of both rooms; they looked similar. "You are new here. That's why you might have got confused", she said and shrugged her shoulders. I nodde
Monika Pov's.I moved my hand and brushed Ryan's lips with my fingers. All my confidence vanished when he held my hand and took my finger between his lips. His one action reminded me of the first time, he kissed me and sucked my lips."Ahh," I hissed in pain when he bit my middle finger."You should not play with fire; it can burn your hand", he said and shoved my hand away. I didn't say anything and tried to cross him when he held my hand and pulled me back to the place where I was standing before. He leaned towards my face."Ryan" I called him. My heart was beating at a higher speed in anticipation of his next move."Next time, if you touch me without my permission, then you can't even imagine what I will do to you. This marriage is only for our daughter, not to fulfil your desires. So there is no need to act like a""who*e?" I asked, completing his sentence. He shook his head."Wife... There is no need to act like my wife." He said. I turned my head in another direction as his clo
Monika Pov's .I didn't reply to Ryan and bowed my head, unable to understand what I should say to him. Obviously, I can't say that I want him to check me out or get affected by me... Or..."touch me" Anika completed. I bite my lower lip and close my thighs, feeling a different sensation. I don't understand why he affects me like this..."Look at me when I'm talking" Ryan said and held my chin to make me look at his face. "Don't bite your lips" he grunted. I closed my eyes and cursed myself for acting like a stupid."You didn't answer me," He whispered."Oh God .. why does he need to sound so sexy?" I thought and opened my eyes."I wasn't imagining anything", I replied, but I doubt he heard me. He just nodded his head, looking at my lips instead of my face. "Is he also getting affected by our closeness?" Anika asked me as if I knew everything about Ryan. I gulped when his eyes moved down from my lips to my cleavage. "Ryan" He shook his head before I would've said anything."Don't
Monika Pov's .I was looking at Ryan, widening my eyes. "Why?" I grunted. He smirked and then pointed towards a dress kept on a couch."Get ready... Mother wants to meet you" Ryan said in a stern tone."You could have just shook my body or called my name to wake me up... What was the need to throw water?" I shouted and looked at the clock on the wall. I hardly slept for a few hours, and he woke me up in the worst manner. "Whatever... Get ready. I don't want to make Mother wait for you," he said."Fine" I removed the blanket and hopped out of bed."F*ck" he cursed under his breath."Now what I did" I asked, getting annoyed with his jerk behaviour. I scrunched my eyebrow when he didn't reply and kept looking at me. "He lost his mind", I thought and shrugged my shoulders, then picked the dress from the couch and went to the bathroom to take a bath and change. My eyes shot up when they went into the mirror."Ahh" I screamed, seeing my na*ed body. Now I get why Ryan was looking at me.
Monika Pov's .Ryan stood in front of me, glaring at my soul. I gulped and forced a smile on my face, pretending that I was not afraid of him."She is looking mesmerising" I heard another warrior complimenting me who was standing behind the warrior who complimented me before. Ryan clenched his jaw and held my arm."Didn't I tell you to change?" He hissed. I look at his hand then him."I'm not your slave... It's my body and my choice to wear anything I want" I snarled, trying to release my arm from his grip. My arm started hurting because of his tight hold."ohh, girl! You don't know how dangerous it is to mess up with me" he grinned and moved closer to me. I gulped and tried to take a step away from him, but it was like he already knew what would be my next step. He kept his hand on my waist, restraining me."She is your Alpha's mate, and you should keep this in mind before passing any compliment", he grunted, looking into my eyes, then turned to look at the warriors who complimented
Author Pov's .Monika was waiting for her Mom in her office cabin, but her mother didn't show up the entire day, and when she tried to mindlink Olivia, she blocked her, which increased Monika's frustration and anger two times. "I just want to bang someone's head on the wall." Monika groaned and looked at the door when someone knocked, only to find her assistant standing there with a file."Come in" "Olivia, ma'am, asked me to give you this file" Monika scrunched her eyebrow in confusion as her mother never took an interest in office work."Put it on the table and ask Mom to call me when she gets free", Monika told her assistant, who nodded her head and left after bowing her head.Monika opened the file, and a low growl escaped from her mouth after seeing the pictures of a few men along with their bio-data. It didn't take her long to understand that Olivia sent these pictures as a marriage proposal."Mom" " she growled and cursed under her breath before picking up her car keys and s
Author Pov's ."Jenny" She ran back to her room before Monika could say anything or try to fix the damage she accidentally caused."Mom" Monika turned her head towards her mother. "she heard everything" "Go talk to her," Olivia said. Monika nodded and ran behind Jenny to her room. Monika was about to knock on the door but stopped when she saw Jenny lying on the bed, crying while hugging her teddy. Her tears were enough to twitch Monika's heart in pain. Monika wiped her tears and took a deep breath to calm herself. She went inside and sat beside her princess."Princess", She called Jenny lovingly, who hid her face in a teddy bear. "Princess.. Please look at your Mommy," Monika muttered, feeling her voice getting heavier because of the tears she was holding in front of her daughter. She pulled Jenny into her lap forcefully when Jenny didn't look at her despite her continuous request. Jenny hid her face in Monika's chest while sobbing in the same way as Monika did before with her mo
Author Pov's .Monika was trying to engross herself in work, sitting inside her cabin, not wanting to think about Ryan, but nothing was working. Ryan's face, smile, eyes and the moment she spent with him were ruining her peace of mind. At last, she closed her laptop frustratingly and went back home."You came at the right time… Let's have dinner" Before Jenny's mom, Olivia, could finish, Monika went towards her room, not wanting to show her distressed face to her mother."What happened to her?" Monika heard her mother mumbling to herself because of her amazing hearing power but she didn't stop. She closed the door of her room with a thud and sat on the couch, breathing heavily."I wish I could tell him I wasn't playing any victim card, but my destiny made me a victim," Monika whispered and an unwanted tear rolled from her eyes when she realised how doomed she was when it came to love."It's okay, Monika… You're strong. Stop crying like a weakling" She motivated herself and wiped her
Author Pov's .(Flashback continues after 5 years of Ryan and Monika's separation and one month before Monika and Ryan's marriage).Monika was sitting on a chair in her office, working on her laptop, when her mom, Olivia, dashed inside her office fuming in anger."What are you doing here?" Olivia shouted, startling Monika who stood up from her chair."You scared me, Mom" She kept her hand on my chest to calm her racing heart. "Why are you looking at me with so much love?" She asked when her mom was glaring at her."Aren't you forgetting something?" Olivia asked and encircled her hands around her chest. Monika scrunched her eyebrow and checked her mobile to see what she had planned for today. Her eyes shot up when she realised what she had forgotten."I'm dead" She looked at her mom with a terrifying look. "How could you forget such an important day, Monika?" Olivia growled. "Mom, I promise to hear all your lectures after returning. Right now, I have to reach there," Monika said,
Monika Pov's .I was more shocked than Ryan after realising how boldly I confessed my love to him. I tried to run away, but he didn't let me go; instead, he pulled me closer to him. At that moment, all I wanted was to dig myself six feet underground.He smirked, enjoying my misery, and moved further closer to me, leaving hardly any space between him and me."Wh---what consequences?" I asked. He parted away from me a little and looked into my eyes."Why do you get nervous around me?" He asked. I kept my hand over his chest."I don't know... Maybe because you're too intimidating for me, and when you get close to me like this, I feel weak in my knees," I whispered. My heart skipped a beat and I got goosebumps all over my body when he encircled his hand around my waist."Don't worry; I said before I will never let you fall, Monika," he said, making my heart start beating at a higher speed. I hate how he controls the speed of my heart with his touch and words."I'm not talking about this
Ryan Pov's .The next day, after getting ready, I went directly to my office to work and learn about the casualties that happened because of the war. I remember our enemy's warriors had injured my warriors before I took over and killed them to save my people."Patrick, go and bring me the files that contain the details of the family of warriors who died at the border recently while trying to save us", I ordered him. He nodded and left.I sat on my office chair and opened my laptop. That's when Gloria entered my room, holding Monika's hand and closed my laptop."What was that?" I asked and raised my eyebrow, then looked at Monika, who was looking confused. I understood Gloria dragged Monika here without telling her the reason."How can you be so boring? You should go out with Monika and give her the tour of the pack, but look at you... Sitting in your office, working on your laptop like a grumpy" Gloria said. I rolled my eyes and then looked at Monika, who was laughing after keeping a
Ryan Pov's.I smiled loving how freely Monika was laughing. It made my heart flutter. If possible, then I want this smile never to leave her face.I don't know why things went sour between us in the past or say I don't want to think about those memories again. I just want her to be happy."And for that, you have to give up on your plan of snatching her daughter from her," Wild scowled."You're still hanging over that topic. I dropped that plan last night, realising how horrible I'm turning day by day. Thankfully, her tears and care for me stopped me on time; otherwise, I wouldn't be able to look at myself in the mirror," I replied, looking at Monika, who started blushing after catching me staring at me. She turned towards me and raised her eyebrow as if asking me, 'why am I staring at her?' then bowed her head shyly."I'm amazed you look gorgeous at the age of thirty-five," I said, teasing her."Thank" She clamped up and then narrowed her eyes at me. "Were you admiring me or making f
Monika Pov's .My heartbeat rose when Ryan stood up and walked towards me. It would be a lie if I said his actions and expressionless face aren't scary. I don't want to have another fight with him."Ryan", I called him, but he shushed me."Stay quiet" I narrowed my eyes when he ordered me. I was about to say something to piss him off for ordering me like this, but his next step left me dumbstruck."Ryan," I gasped when he kneeled in front of me and held his ear. I looked at everyone present there; they all were shocked, just like me."I made you apologise because Welda is our elder, and I don't like it when someone talks back to her, and Gloria is like my younger sister whom I want to protect with everything. I didn't like how you behaved and called her," he muttered. I tightened my lips and nodded."I can understand, and that's why I apologised, and I would've done it even when you wouldn't have asked me to do it. It's just" I stopped and looked at Ryan, unsure whether I should shar
Author Pov's .Ryan raised his eyebrow at my action but didn't say anything in front of me. The girl sitting beside him passed me a smile."Hello, Monika," She greeted me, but I ignored her and took the toast in my plate and butter, then looked around for a knife to butter my toast."Here" that girl passed me the knife. My eyes went to Ryan, who gestured for me to take the knife. I rolled my eyes and snatched the knife from that girl's hand, startling her."Wow... Someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed," she muttered."At least I didn't wake up with someone else's husband," I scoffed, not able to hold myself anymore. I was fuming in anger after seeing her flirting with my man, Ryan, who was hearing our conversation. He started coughing while that girl was looking at me, widening my eyes."Ryan... Didn't you teach your wife how to behave?" Welda asked, gritting her teeth. "Monika," Ryan called me and glared at me. I ignored him and looked at Welda's side."Why are you saying an