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âNow that you're finally twenty, I hope and wish you find your mate soon,â Mom said, pressing a kiss to my forehead and pulling me into an embrace. Yesss. It was my 20th birthday. And I still didnât have a mate. Not a damn one. Most people met their mate by eighteenâsometimes even sixteen. And here I was, twenty, still mate-less, still stuck in this⌠limbo. âWe'll get it soon,â Ria murmured, her voice soft but comforting in my mind. Riaâmy wolf. Always my quiet support. âNow, hereâs your birthday gift.â Momâs voice snapped me back to reality. âHmmmâŚâ I whispered, absentmindedly, still lost in my swirling thoughts. âElena, are you here?â she asked. I nodded, forcing a weak smile. She reached out and handed me a sleek, heavy key with a tiny logo dangling from the keyring. My heart practically jumped out of my chest. âMommmm!â I drawled, wide-eyed. âYes, darling. You like it?â I nodded so hard I could barely speak. My fingers curled around it. This wasnât just any car keyâit was the key to a brand-new metallic midnight-blue BMW Z4 Roadster, the kind that makes people turn their heads when you drive past. Smooth lines, low profile, all leather interior, with heated seats and that tech panel everyone drools over. My hands shook holding it. âYouâre kidding, right?â I breathed. Mom smiled, proud. âNope. All yours. Happy birthday, baby.â My chest tightened. Excited. Nervous. But mostly⌠overwhelmed. âWhereâs Dad?â I asked, trying to keep my voice calm. She sighed. âHeâs on a business trip, baby. You know how busy your dad gets.â Busy? That was her polite way of saying he just⌠didnât care. Heâd missed my birthdays before, including my sixteenth, when heâd actually told me I was too fat to spend a day with him. âYouâre too fat, Lena. I canât spend a day with you looking like a fat pig,â heâd spat. Mom had yelled at him that night, but nothing changed. Ever since, Iâd avoided him whenever he came home. Iâm also a virgin. Boys⌠just didnât talk to me. The last time I tried, it was a disaster. Last year, Elenaâmy chaos in human formâdragged me to the club for my nineteenth birthday. Some boy⌠God, I still shudder thinking about it⌠couldnât even get inside me and had the audacity to complain about my laps. My laps! He called them big, and said it was covering my pussy. Since then, I avoided intimacy entirely, even though Elena kept trying to convince me otherwise. My phone buzzed, and the caller ID read Bestie. Call of the devil. I answered immediately. Mom excused herself to the kitchen. âHappy fucking birthday, bitch! Youâre officially an adult!â Her voice boomed through the speaker, making me wince and pull the phone away from my ear. âDo you really have to scream?â âOf course, Lena! You just clocked 20! We have to celebrate, baby. Iâll be at your house soon.â âYou know you donât have to come,â I muttered. âItâs not a party. Just me and Mom.â âYouâre delusional if you think Iâd miss your birthday. Your dad?â âAs usual⌠heâs on a business trip,â I mumbled, voice dropping. Pretending I didnât care wasnât working. âDonât be sad, baby. Iâll be there soon,â she reassured before hanging up. I stood up, dragging myself to my room. The moment I caught my reflection in the mirror⌠damn. I looked fat. Too fat. And I hadnât even eaten much lately. But the mirror doesnât lie. I jerked away from it just as the door burst open. âHappy Birthday, Bitch!!â Elena charged in, arms wide, and hugged me tightly. Elena. My other half, my chaos, my partner-in-crime. Weâd been inseparable since middle school, bonded partly because we shared the same nameâbut she was the complete opposite of me. Pretty, petite, a goddess. And yes⌠she also didnât have a mate, which felt like a curse sometimes. âThank you, El,â I whispered, hugging her back. âYouâre welcome. And you are not allowed to be sad on your birthdays. I forbid it.â She drawled each word like a command. âThe people who donât love you for who you are? Theyâre missing out,â she added, smacking me lightly on the arm. How did I get so lucky with a friend like her? âNow, letâs go to the living room,â she said, dragging me by the hand. The couch was littered with gifts. âYou didnât have to get me gifts,â I murmured. âStop annoying me, bitch. Iâll get you every damn gift in this house. I canât wait for tonight,â she said, eyes sparkling with excitement. I groaned. âDonât give me that look,â she scolded, grinning. Our tradition was always clubbing on our birthday nights. School tomorrow? Details. âDo we really have to gooooo?â I whined. âYes, Lena. We have to. Itâs your birthday. We need to celebrate a queen,â she said firmly. âButââ âNo buts. Now letâs get your cake to the table and eat the birthday meal Mom cooked,â she said, striding to the dining room. I huffed, carrying the cake. Mom had set the table beautifully: my favorite pasta, garlic bread, and a chocolate cake decorated with silver frosting swirls and tiny edible stars. We cut the cake and ate, savoring the moment. â â â â â â Later, at the club. Music blasted so loud it made my chest thrum. People everywhere, bodies moving, strippers dancing on stage. Elena grabbed my hand and dragged me to the floor. âGosh, this is lit!â she yelled over the music. Hours of dancing and drinks had passed in a blur. âI wanna go homeee,â I pouted. She rolled her eyes. âWait, I need the restroom,â she yelled, ducking into the crowd. I swallowed hard, feeling exposed in the chaos. I tried to dance along to the beat, to the Justin Bieber track pounding through the speakers⌠until someone bumped into me. âHey! Get your fat self out of the way!â a man barked. I froze. I hated this. I hated being stared at, judged. He was older, late twenties maybe, reeking of alcohol, with a friend snickering beside him. âYouâre taking up all the space in the club. Go home, fatty,â his friend sneered. I glared, daggers in my eyes. âAnd you shouldnât even be here⌠Iâm sure your mamaâs looking for you already, children,â I snapped. The first one grabbed my hair, making me wince, ready to slap meâbut someone grabbed his wrist, twisting it painfully. He yelped and let go. âWhat are you trying to do? slap her?â a deep voice asked. The rescuer stepped into view. Hades Deville Of Bennet Blades. Hockey captain of our school rival. The guy everyone whispered about. âWhat the hell, man?â one of the older men spat, red-faced. âSheâs just some fat chick,â his friend jeered. âYou donât talk to women like that. Show some respect,â Hades barked. âApologize.â âUh⌠Iâm sorry. Iâm sorry!â the man stammered. His eyes met mine brieflyâtoo brieflyâand my heart skipped. I waved a shaky âthanksâ as Hades turned to leave. âIâm Elena Darius!â I yelled after him. He smirked, glanced back, then disappeared into the crowd. Fazed, I sank onto a nearby stool. Why did I tell him my name? Elena smacked my ass. âIâm backkk!â âCan we go home now?â I asked. She nodded, and we booked a car, heading back to the quiet of home. â â â âYou didnât tell me that yesterday!â Elena complained as soon as we were inside. âBecause I knew youâd try to hunt the guy's down,â I muttered. âHell, I wouldâve!â âExactly why I didnât want to. Besides⌠Hades saved me,â I said, trying to downplay it. âI canât believe Hadesâthe fine specimen man saved you. Youâre lucky, girl.â âYeah, but heâs still an enemy,â I countered. âNot my enemy. Who could hate that sweet, sexy man?â she fanned herself dramatically. âHeâll break your heart into pieces. Then youâll spend weeks or even years trying to fix it,â I teased, and she smacked my arm playfully. âI even told him my name yesterday. Why?â I muttered, shaking my head. âDesperate bitch,â she said with a smirk. The car stopped no we stepped out.I inhaled sharply, dreading the crowd. âArg. I hate school. Letâs just go home,â Elena whined, shaking my arm. âWake up,â I muttered. Students suddenly started shouting and running past us. âWhatâs wrong with these ants?â Elena asked. âJaso!!.â They yelled Jason Almond. My crush since forever. The school flower boy. Hockey captain. My heart pounded. My wolf growled, claws itching to tear through⌠something. The scent, the pull, it was insane. âMATE!!â Ria growled, sharp and loud.HADES POVShe texted back.Three words. Nothing dramatic. Nothing that should have made me grin at my phone like an idiot in the middle of the locker room.Elena: Don't get cocky.That was it. That was the whole message. And still I read it about six times before Alex leaned over and read it upside down over my shoulder."Don't get cocky," he said, in a voice pitched way too high to be mine. "Ohhh, Cap's in trouble.""Get out of my personal space.""You're smiling like you won the championship.""I did not smile.""You're smiling right now."I wasn't going to admit that. I put my phone away and laced up my skates, and Zach paced inside me the whole time, restless and pleased with himself, like he'd personally written the text for her.*Told you,* he said. *She likes you.*"She said don't get cocky."*That's what liking someone sounds like when you're stubborn.*"You'd know a lot about being stubborn."*I would.*I couldn't argue with that.Practice ran long. Coach ran us through drill
ELENAâS POV By lunch, the number on my wrist had smudged into a blue mess. Fine. Whatever. It wasn't like I had it memorized or anything. (I had it memorized. All ten numbers. I wasn't proud of that.) "You keep looking at your arm," El said around a mouthful of fries. "That's the fourth time." "No I don't." "Hayden. Back me up." Hayden said nothing. He suddenly found his water bottle very interesting. "Coward," El said. "I'd like to survive lunch," he said. I pulled my arm under the table and glared at both of them. "Can we not make this a whole thing?" "It's already a whole thing, Lena. A boy wrote his number on your arm in front of the entire school. There's no version of this that isn't a thing." "He's pushy," I muttered. "That's all it means." "Mm-hm." El leaned back, arms crossed, wearing the smug look she always got right before she said something I wasn't going to like. "Is that why you haven't washed it off?" I froze with a fry halfway to my mouth. "I knew it," s
HADES POVâSo,â Alex said, sitting down across from me at lunch. He had a big grin on his face. âHow did it go with your mate?ââFine.ââFine, fine? Or fine like you got told no in a parking lot in front of forty people and now youâre dying inside?ââThe second one,â Jeremiah said, not even looking up from his food.I didnât answer either of them. Zach had been quiet and angry ever since I walked away from her. It felt like a door slamming, over and over, deep in my head.*You left,* he growled. *Why did you leave.*âBecause she wanted space.â*She didnât ask for space. You just guessed.*âShe needed it. I could tell.â*Dumb.*âThanks.âHe didnât say anything else. He just kept pacing inside me, restless, like heâd finally found the other half of himself and now he couldnât sit still. It felt like something was pulling at my chest, telling me to go back and find her.I hated that I understood exactly how he felt.âCap.â Alex waved a hand in front of my face. âYouâre staring off again.
ELENAâS POVHe didnât move. Didnât smile. Didnât look at anyone else.Just me.My stomach dropped somewhere near my shoes as Hades crossed the lot, helmet swinging loose from two fingers like he had all the time in the world. Every step he took, the crowd parted like he was Moses and they were a very horny, very nosy Red Sea.âOkay, this is not happening,â I muttered.âItâs happening,â Hayden said beside me, voice tight. âItâs very much happening.âEl grabbed my arm. âLena. LENA. Breathe.ââI am breathing.ââYouâre doing the thing where you stop breathing and pretend youâre breathing.âI didnât have time to argue, because Hades stopped a few feet away, and up close he was worse. Unfairly tall. Jaw like it was carved by someone with a personal vendetta against average men. And those eyes â the same ones that had locked on mine across an entire ice rink like a heat-seeking missile.Ria, traitor that she was, went absolutely feral in my chest. *Mate. Mate. MATE.*âShut up,â I told her.â
HADES POV Me; How can she leave,where are you? Cous: humâI can't tell you. Just give her time she'll come around. Cous: besides, you're her second mate. I raides my eyebrows at the message. Second mate? She had one before me? Me: second mate? Cous: yup to Jason. He rejected her because she was fat and now he wants her back. Elena, fat? My mind drifted back to the night of the club. *flashback* âI'm Elena Robertâ The girl yelled after me and I smirked finding my way through the crowds.* *end of flashback* Me: Whats her last name. Cous: Roberto. The other girl is ls also Elena and they're best friend. Can you believe. She's the one. Fuck she looked great now. Like a fucking goddess. Elena. Me: how do you even know that much about her? Me: we're friends ofc I know most things about her. Me: keep an eye on her⌠Cous: why should I? Me: You wouldn't want to defy me. Hayden Deville. Cous; okay bitch. I rolled my eyes at his last text putting my phone in my jean pocket. ââ
HADES POV âFuck, I canât wait for us to crush those pussies,â Jeremiah grinned, practically vibrating with anticipation. I didnât bother responding. My wolfâZachâhad been pacing nonstop inside my head, restless and aggressive in a way that set my instincts on edge. Suspicious. âYou good, Cap?â Alex asked. I smirked, masking it. âAlways.â âIâm sure heâs just thinking about how many girls heâs gonna bang tonight,â someone laughed. I shook my head just as my phone buzzed. Cous: Iâm here already. Break some legs. Me: Fuck off, sucker. Cous: Iâm wishing you well, coward. Say it to my face. Me: Try me. Gotta go. Cous: Good luck out there! Me: I donât need luck. I win regardless. âItâs time,â Coach announced as he stepped into the locker room. I rose, gripping my hockey stick as the team gathered. We slammed fists together, chanting before skating out onto the rink. The moment my blades hit the ice, Zach roaredâso loud it almost ripped from my chest. Mate is here. âWhat?â I mu
ELENAâS POV "Elena?" he asked, and I glared at him."The one and only! What's your problem?"The way he blinked at me like heâd just discovered fire made my skin crawl. Boy looked confused and horny at the same time â a deadly combination of stupidity."When did you become this beautiful?"I almos
Elenaâs POVâIs that Elena?ââI wouldnât have recognized her if not for her face.ââDamn⌠she looks different.âYeah, yeah, keep talking, people. Thatâs exactly what I want. Let them choke on their own jealousy.Lena and I walked through the hall like we owned it. Our steps hit like thunderâevery e
ELENAâS POVThe studentsâ shouts faded into the chaos of my pounding heart as I turned toward Jason. His eyes locked on mine, and Riaâs growl ripped through me again, louder this time, sharp and demanding.âMATE!â she bellowed, claws twitching beneath my skin.Jasonâs face darkened, his gaze stripp
ELENAâS POVâArgh, fuck, I feel like Iâm losing my mind!â I groaned, my chest heaving up and down, sweat slicking my skin after the relentless jogging Aunt Kate had dragged me through. My legs screamed in protest, my lungs burned, and yet she stood there like some impossibly perfect drill sergeant,







