Chapter SevenRoland's PovEliana was in for a quarrel I wasn't willing to buy. She became paranoid and was unable to get a hold of herself."Eliana,not now, please. I owe you no explanation. Not you, not the elders, not anyone! We can talk about this some other time, okay? You should leave now."I said, holding Mira's hand, trying to make her feel okay and to also put things in order maturely to avoid making a scene. Eliana was just not giving in.It seems I had spoiled her rotten, why was I just noticing this part of her? I was getting pissed already. I just hope she doesn't overstep her boundaries, I didn't want to lose my temper. "Get your hands off that filthy thing! I am going nowhere, Roland! Is this a joke or something? Of all the women you could make your Luna, it's this. I couldn't stand her harsh attitude towards Mira and had to stop her. The will to make things worse just kept coming from her,pressing my anger to the surface. I did all I could to make her stop ranting, bu
Chapter EightEliana's PovI became enraged over the whole thing, I could feel the intensity of my anger becoming extremely violent. There is just one person who is best fit for Roland; why go for a low life nobody? I couldn't believe my ears when Roland stated his words clearly to me concerning his decision being rigid. There must be a way to change it. I wouldn't take that statement of his to heart. All I could do was scream out my anger. I was hurting within. Though he is older than me, he doesn't have the right to make decisions that concern the pack without my consent!The rate at which my heart beats increased with the thought of the greatest shock of my life could compel me to do something crazy! Ronald had gone contrary to my words even after advising him on what to do,gosh! He actually stood against my words, knowing they were unacceptable. Choosing her over me,not fair.His decision got the beat of me, breaking me apart like he knows nothing about my likes. I could feel a p
Chapter NineMira's PovNow, as I was leaving the court, I began to consider returning back to my room. Going with Roland to the court was something I regret more than anything else. He had chosen to make me feel uncomfortable in this way, even after I had told him it was never needed. In precisely where is his conscience? I couldn't decide exactly where to focus my attention since everything was weighing heavily on my mind. I continued thinking about it a lot, wondering whether there was a way out of the pack. It will be my joy to leave the pack if doing so will relieve all of my anxieties and concerns and keep me away from the chaos surrounding me. "Do you really have to leave before you find peace?" Inside, I pondered. I find it strange that I was at a place where I was unable to choose calm over anxiety.Nothing seems to interest me now because of the scene that occurred at the court. It destroyed my heart. I felt like I was losing my footing because of the severe expressions on
Chapter TenMira's PovAs I turned in bed for comfort, I heard what sounded like a carpenter's nail hitting a wall. I was unable to wait to get up and see what it was. The sound was so loud that I was unable to stand it any longer. I heard someone knock on the door and looked closely."Why so early in the morning?" I had woken up because it was so early."You are cordially invited to the dining room for breakfast. The maid said, "Come downstairs as soon as you can," just as I opened the door. Right now, I was shocked and couldn't believe what I was hearing. I started to wonder whether Roland was genuinely hosting a feast or something. I could not see the alpha there when I looked at the bed. We made out last night, and it didn't seem like he stayed. I think I slept through a drunken stupor. He had gotten out of bed, but I was so drowsy that I was unaware of it. I received the impression that he was up early because of a crucial matter and didn't want to wake me up. It appeared as tho
Roland's PovI went to my study room after we all had breakfast together. After enjoying a pleasant conversation with Mira, I couldn't contain my excitement. I have this strange sensation in my gut every time I spend time with her.Every posture phase we had and the gesture I received from Mira in the dining room were all I could think of. I feel that she's starting to see things from my point of view and is even willing to pardon me for making her my luna without her permission. Her eyes conveyed a sense of ease and acceptance that makes me happy to have her as my Luna. She has acknowledged that we are meant to be mates, which makes me happy.Even though we had an intimate relationship, the emotions never go away unlike others. Every day seemed like a fresh beginning since I'm still happy and deeply in love with her. Every time we touch and spend a night together, I've seen that our love grows stronger. It's an incredible sensation that I will never get over.The idea overwhelmed me
Chapter Twelve.Mira's PovAs I sat there, I thought about a few things and concluded that, since I don't have a higher rank than the others, I suppose I am in a position to benefit from everything. It seems like the perfect spot just then, compared to when I have a title. Without this higher identity, one is just like a free bird.Being a Luna, though, may also imply something different. Even though I've only lately begun to observe, I could already see that the maids around me moved in the same way as I do—they constantly pursued me. Like, what on earth is happening?Is it not possible for me to have any privacy? Staring at them as though they were some kind of undiscovered species, I wandered inside.I have to get used to the fact that there are so many servants around me which seems to me like Luna's life is a little bit different from that of royalty. It tends to be somewhat beyond royalty from what I've seen so far. The thought of having to be roused up in order to be dressed
Chapter ThirteenMira's PovAs the day progressed, everything seemed to be going well despite Eliana's visit ruining my day. I felt like she was going to figure out a way to get in opposition to me. I couldn't stop having questions about this, which made me a bit anxious."How should I go about the whole thing?" I ask myself this question. I was in a state where I was unable to decide which direction to go in. Even though I doubt it a lot, I have this intuition that keeps me moving. My heart has softened to the point that it now supports Alpha Roland.I feel like he's turned into a daily nutrient in my diet. Just finding this to be true is so difficult.Every time I find myself thinking about him, I can see how effortless it has evolved into for me. Though it appears like I will want to stay here, I don't often consider leaving this pack."What's wrong with you Mira?" As I attempted to figure out why my thoughts were usually like this, I asked, bashing my head so hard. Smiles attach t
Chapter FourteenMira's PovHis reply was quite convincing and soul mending. I could tell at first that Rhea must have put some pressure on Eliana, but this isn't really mine to handle."Any further questions?" Alpha Roland asked. He had this smile fixed on his face like he was in for a quiz. "Well…" I stutter, thinking about all he's said in favor of Eliana's identity before me."Listen, you have my word Mira, I know Eliana so well. We have been together since childhood. Common, She wouldn't harm you, she can't hurt a fly. As long as she knows how special you are to me, she will love you. You have my word"Getting such an assurance from him made me feel fulfilled. I knew they were not empty words. My heart began to beat so fast but I couldn't figure out what was going on. It seemed I had begun to doubt something."Put yourself together " I said go myself with a slow and gentle hit on my chest, using my hand. It seemed fear grabbed my heart again.There was room for more questions an