Chapter 6 My first shift

I have a wolf

Raven's POV

'Let me in Raven, you need to open yourself to me.'

'How do I do that?'

'Just lower the veil, accept me as part of you.'

I breathed deeply, letting my body and mind relax, focusing on my breath as I silently accepted her to come forth to me.

Feeling my body vibrate as I felt the first snap of one of my bones, an agonizing painful break as each finger dislocated simultaneously making me scream so forcefully it was silent.

Next my wrist snapped backwards, then the other, excruciating wasn't even a word that could describe this amount of pain I was feeling.

As my bones cracked then broke before they began elongating as they readjusted I could feel my the tiny pores all over my body begin to stretch open.

Fur protruding from me as my fingers slammed down onto the ground in front of me for my eyes to adjust to the darkness showing me that my fingers were now furry paws.

Suddenly my back snapped my whole self back, I felt as if I was being folded in half backwards, stuck in this position as I felt each one of my ribs breaking before they reformed, then my face, my face felt as if it was on fire as my nose began to elongate, not only could I feel it but I watched as it turned into a muzzle, protruding out far enough for my eyes to see myself.

I then slammed forward onto my front paws as my back arched upwards, the bones snapping into place as my deafening screams began to dull when black spots formed in my vision.

My body collapsed onto the ground below me, the coolness of the earth felt amazing against my fur, cooling off my over heated body.

I was panting hard as I tried to grasp everything that was happening to me when the voice spoke back out to me.

'You did amazing Raven, I'm so proud of you.

I'm Luana, I'm so happy to finally be able to speak to you.'

'Luana, that's a beautiful name, I'm so happy to have you in my life finally. I've been dreaming of this day, dreaming of the day I'd have someone in my life that doesn't see me as a burden or pariah.'

'You are meant for so much more than how you have been treated Raven. We will overcome, we will heal together as one.'

I felt tears falling down into our fur before seeping into the dirt beneath us when suddenly the most amazing scent surrounded us making my ears twitch.

The smell of fresh cut grass after a night rain with a vanilla hint swirling through when I lazily lifted my head to see the black wolf staring down at me with something in his eyes I couldn't quite decifer when I heard my wolf again.

'Mate! Mate!'

My eyes widened at what she was saying, he was my mate, that's why I felt so close to him, why I had feelings for someone I didn't even know.

I forced my body up before collapsing again, I was physically exhausted but the thought of not going to my mate was pushing me to try again when he stepped closer to me making me whimper.

'Raven?'

I heard in my head, he opened the link to me!?

'Yes?'

'Mate?'

Oh my God's, he knows I'm his mate, is he going to reject us?

'Why would he reject us? Have you seen us, we are beautiful Raven, wolf or human, we are beautiful.'

I looked down at myself again, seeing my black paws, then my black nose before turning to look at my pure black body, I was shocked l.

'We're like dad was? I'm like my father, oh no everyone was right about me!'

I whimpered putting my head down while using my front paws to hide myself.

'We aren't like anyone but us, plus we aren't all black Raven, we have a pure white patch that goes from out chest to our stomach with white on the tip of our tail.'

My tail flicked making me peek out to look to see that she was right when I heard him again.

'Raven, you are my mate.'

I turned to look at him to see him standing directly over me, his black eyes looking down into mine before I suddenly began shifting once again.

It was painful but nothing like what we had just gone through, now I was laying naked curled into a ball on the ground before trying to sit up when I felt a hand help me, sparks flying through my body making me gasp only to look at the hand holding onto me.

Following his hand up his arm to look up at his face only to jump back from his hold, the breath completely knocked from my legs as I stumbled back into a tree, all to aware now of myself being naked as I hear my wolf panting in my head.

'Our mate is a God!'

'No! He can't be ours! He can't be!'

'Why? He's perfect! He's the Alpha Heir'

'Exactly! We are lower than an Omega, we can't claim the title of the Beta's daughter, he was killed for betraying this pack, we are not accepted here.'

'He's going to reject us? But his wolf wants us, I can feel him, he wants all of us in every way.'

'He may want us, but Axel can't have us, his father would never allow it.'

I stood there, attempting to cover my naked form, my heart racing as I watched him step closer to me, his hand coming out, holding out to me as I pulled back further until I was pressed so far up against the tree I had no where else to move to.

"You don't want me? I'm your mate, can't you feel it? My wolf can feel you, he knows your his, that you are ours."

"Alpha, I can't be, you can't have me, I'm not worthy of you or the status that comes with being with you. I can't be anyone's Luna, especially not of this pack. You know this, please, this can't be happening right now."

I covered my face in my hands as I began to sob, my whole world was crashing down, not that I had much to begin with but this was worse.

I was going to lose the one person I had, the one wolf that was meant to love me because of status, because of my father.

Now I hated him, I have no clue what he did to make it so I was hated in the way that I was but that no longer mattered to me, I don't care anymore about why because I hate him now too.

How can I have my fated when he ruined who I could have been, what I had been made to be by the moon goddess herself.

I was pulled from the tree, arms wrapping tightly around me as Axel held my body as is wracked from my sobs. His fingers drawing circles on me as he shushed me quietly while pressing light kisses to my bare skin making sparks fly all through my body.

"I want you Raven, I don't care what anyone thinks about it. We want you, you're ours Raven. You were made for us."

He whispered to me as he held me, his kisses trailing up my neck before he pulled me away from his body, his hands cupping my face as he used his thumbs to wipe away my tears.

"Can I kiss you again? All I want is to kiss you, hold you, touch you, have your body close to mine."

Licking my lips as I stared into his eyes before biting my bottom lip slightly, my heart thumping harshly in my chest when I nodded to him.

He leaned his head down to mine, his eyes on my the entire time before his nose was touching mine.

"Tell me you want me to kiss you Raven, I need to hear you tell me it's what you want."

"Kiss me Axel, I want you to kiss me."

His eyes went wide when I said his name. It felt surreal to say his name out loud, hearing the way it rolled off my tongue, it's was like a drug. He didn't waste anymore time as he pressed his lips to mine.

Gently at first before the kiss deepened as he kissed me hard, sparks rushing through my body as he pulled my naked body flush against his, feeling hardened self poking into my stomach as he slipped his tongue into my mouth making me moan deeply.

My legs clenched at my thighs as I felt my arousal start to leak onto them when he broke the kiss, his eyes going dark as he inhaled deeply.

A rumble travel through his chest vibrating through my body arousing me even more when he lifted my body up, my legs wrapping around his waist as his hand cupped my ass, his fingers slipping up towards my core when he growled at the feel of my slickness on him.

He pinned my back against the tree before he trailed kisses down my neck to my chest before pulling my hardened nipple into his mouth making me moan as nails dug into his shoulders, my head falling back against the tree at the pleasure running throughout my body, pleasure I never knew existed before now.

I wanted more, wanted all of him, now and forever when he stopped kissing me, my head falling forward to find his eyes looking into mine, a small smile on his face.

"Can I have all of you Raven? Can I take you home, sleep next to you, hold you all night long?"

"I have chores soon, then I have to bring my things to school."

"First I get you, you won't be doing chores Raven, you are no longer here to clean after everyone, you are mine, my Luna."

He then kissed me again before pulling me off the tree as he carried me back to the pack house in the dark, through the house then up to his room.

He refused to put me down as he carried me to the bathroom, turning the water on then walking I to the shower letting the hot water cascade down my body, the heat seeping into my bones, taking some of the ache away.

He placed me on my feet before he made sure I was steady then washed my body, he washed every inch of me, trailing his fingers all over every curve like he was trying to memorize me.

After he finished my body he turned me around, wetting hair as he washed all the dirt out of it while massaging my scalp. It was the most intimate act, something I'd never even been able to dream of because I never knew just how much emotions could be put into such a simple act until now.

After he finished he turned off the water before wrapping a plush soft towel around my body as he dried me off, drying my hair as much as he could as well before he lifted me back up, making me wrap my legs around him again.

Taking me into the bedroom he placed me gently down onto the bed before he stood back, looking down at me with lust filled eyes, I always thought I'd feel embarrassed by this, but the way he looked at me made me feel beautiful, wanted, not embarrassed at all.

He climbed onto the bed, pushing my legs apart as he looked into my eyes while his finger lightly trailed up my leg to my inner thigh making my lips part with a small moan escaping me when he slid a fingers down between my lips as he spread them apart when his eyes trailed down to look at me when he ran his fingers over my opening making me gasp at the feel.

"Can I taste you?"