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Chapter Seventy One: Losing Myself

Author: Lovette
last update publish date: 2026-03-31 21:06:10

I start noticing it in the silences.

Not the machines since those are constant. Their hum is the background noise of this place, like breath in a body that isn’t allowed to sleep.

It’s the pauses between us that begin to feel wrong.

Arissa, Patient Five… we no longer rush to fill them.

At first, I thought it’s exhaustion. My body is perpetually sore now, like my veins are bruised from the inside out.

Time blurs in a way that makes it impossible to tell whether I’ve slept for hours or mi
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  • Rejecting My Three Alpha Mates   Chapter Seventy One: Losing Myself

    I start noticing it in the silences. Not the machines since those are constant. Their hum is the background noise of this place, like breath in a body that isn’t allowed to sleep. It’s the pauses between us that begin to feel wrong. Arissa, Patient Five… we no longer rush to fill them. At first, I thought it’s exhaustion. My body is perpetually sore now, like my veins are bruised from the inside out. Time blurs in a way that makes it impossible to tell whether I’ve slept for hours or minutes. The lights never change. The air never smells different. But then she tilts her head. And I realize she’s tilting it the same way I do when I’m thinking. The thought hits me so sharply I gasp. She looks up immediately. “Are you in pain?” “No,” I say too fast. “Just… dizzy.” Her eyes narrow slightly, studying me. Not with fear. Not with confusion. With recognition. “That happens when you lie,” she says. My stomach drops. “I don’t lie,” I answer automatically. She considers tha

  • Rejecting My Three Alpha Mates   Chapter Seventy: Homebound

    ALPHA LUCA The gates recognize me before the guards do. Steel unfolds with mechanical grace, ancient stone walls rising like a memory I never asked to revisit. The Moretti estate looks exactly as it always has. It was immaculate, imposing, perfect in the way only something carefully curated can be. That’s what unsettles me. Nothing here ever looks wrong. My driver doesn’t ask questions. He never does. By the time the car comes to a stop beneath the sweeping archway, my chest is already tight, my blood humming faintly beneath my skin like it knows I’ve stepped into a cage disguised as a home. The door opens. And of course, almost like clockwork… “Alpha Luca.” Frederik stands at the base of the steps, black tablet already in hand, expression strained somewhere between relief and tightly leashed alarm. He looks exactly the same as always: tailored suit, immaculate posture, eyes that miss nothing. But I caught it. The subtle flicker of surprise he doesn’t quite man

  • Rejecting My Three Alpha Mates   Chapter Sixty Nine: Deadly Discoveries

    ALPHA LUCA I’ve learned there are two kinds of silence. The first is empty. It’s absence, ignorance, the kind you can excuse. The second is deliberate. It’s calculated. It’s deadly. I recognize the second the moment Gavin’s face appears on the secure video channel, shadows cutting sharp lines across his features, his golden eyes dulled with exhaustion and something worse… knowledge. After Gavin left, we tried our best to follow through with the data my uncle gave us, but our bodies wouldn’t let us. We had to go back to the house and rest even for just a little. Harley appeared on the screen, hunched forward, forearms braced on the table like he’s physically holding himself together. The faint tremor in his hands doesn’t go unnoticed. Neither does the tightness in my own chest, the familiar burn that crawls up my spine like my blood is trying to claw its way out. We’re all deteriorating. Together. Gavin doesn’t waste time. “My father is alive.” The words land like a cont

  • Rejecting My Three Alpha Mates   Chapter Sixty Eight: Dangerous Connection

    ALPHA GAVIN I don’t want to leave. That’s the first thought that claws through me as I step away from the SUV, the cold night air slicing into my lungs like punishment. Every instinct in my body screams that I should stay right where I am, shouldn’t take my eyes off the road, the laptop, the last fragile thread tying us to Alessi. But my phone is buzzing again. My mother. Of course it had to be her. I let it ring once more, jaw clenched, chest tight enough it hurts to breathe. Harley’s words echo in my skull… ‘We don’t have hope yet. Just a direction.’ And Luca… Luca barely managed to stay upright when I climbed out of the car. I look back at them. Harley is hunched over the hood, hands braced like the metal is the only thing keeping him standing. His scent is sharp, erratic, like fear and fury tangled with something darker. Luca is pale, lips tinged blue, one hand pressed to his ribs like he’s holding himself together by sheer force of will. They’re getting worse.

  • Rejecting My Three Alpha Mates   Chapter Sixty Seven: Fighting And Losing

    ALPHA HARLEY My fingers drum the steering wheel so hard the leather is starting to peel. Gavin is pacing behind the hood of the SUV like a predator seconds from snapping steel in half, phone crushed in his hand. And Luca? He’s staring at the single, blinking red point on the tablet in his lap, Alessi’s last known location. It burned itself into the hollow pit already forming in my chest. The abandoned service road. The place where her signal vanished. Where she vanished. My wolf claws at my skin, frantic, sick. I swallow the metallic taste rising in my throat. “Run it again.” Luca’s breathing hitches. It was shallow, uneven. He doesn’t look at me when he taps the keys, a thin sheen of sweat covers his brow. The illness is hitting him again. Harder than before. “Harley,” he murmurs, “I’ve run it six times. It’s the same.” His voice cracks into a rasp. “She was taken and it stopped there.” My vision closes to a pinprick. My hands are shaking again, I believe another sym

  • Rejecting My Three Alpha Mates   Chapter Sixty Six: Two Of Me

    The world comes back in pieces. First there was sound, then there was pain. A low mechanical hum fills my skull, steady and cruel, like a heartbeat that isn’t mine. My mouth is dry. My tongue tastes like metal. When I breathe, I smell antiseptic, bleach, and blood. My blood. Something pricks the crook of my arm. I try to move, but leather straps bite into my wrists. Panic blooms in me immediately. Where the hell am I? My chest rises too quickly, and the heart monitor beside me explodes in frantic beeps. The sound shreds the silence. The lab. The white walls. The light that was too bright to be real. And then, as if a ghost cutting through fog, someone whispers. “You’re real.” The voice is hoarse, trembling, small enough to shatter if I breathe too loudly. My body stills. My vision swims, focusing on a glass divider across the room. Behind it… No. That’s… She’s… Me?! The girl staring back has my face but clearly not my life. Her skin is pale and bruised, her lips crack

  • Rejecting My Three Alpha Mates   Chapter Twenty Three: Mano Y Mano

    ALPHA GAVIN The tension between Luca Moretti and I was increasing by the second. I couldn’t understand why this was happening, why I had found my mate, and at the same time he did, too, and she was one person. How was that even possible? I’ve never heard of such a phenomenon, and it seems fro

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  • Rejecting My Three Alpha Mates   Chapter Twenty: Touched By Gods

    To my surprise, I managed to survive almost an hour of being stuck in the same room as the two boys who I still can’t wrap my mind around were both my mates. Of course, it didn’t turn out to be as easy as I hoped it would be. One of the reasons being Luca kept flirting with me even though he was

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  • Rejecting My Three Alpha Mates   Chapter Twenty One: Fake It Make It

    I’ve been opening and closing my wardrobe for the past hour as if somehow the next time I open it, new clothes would magically appear in it. It was just like back then at the Turner’s house when Milla and I would stare at the food cabinets and wished more would appear since we usually gave our sh

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  • Rejecting My Three Alpha Mates   Chapter Twenty Two: Tonight's Special Guest

    When the car stops just a few steps away from the lavish grand entrance with two men in black suits guarding it, my entire body freezes in panic and all I can think about is, I can’t freaking do this. Who was I kidding?! “I know it’s crazy, but–” “Crazy? This is batshit insane! These– these peo

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