Still your Alpha

"Just let me hug you, Riana."

It happened weeks ago, but it is still vivid in my memory. Like it only happened earlier.

I don't even understand why I hugged that day. But I wanted to do that since the first day I saw her again.

A lot of things were running through my mind these past few weeks. Even Zillah keeps asking me if there is something wrong. I wonder if there is. I can't even look at Zillah's eyes.

I am glad Riana did not bother asking why I hugged her that day. Well, if she asked me, I cannot answer it either. Maybe, it is good that she would not know my feelings towards her.

I miss her. I miss her so much. I can no longer bear to stare at or look at her from afar.

Since the day that she came back, I have always wanted to hug her, just like what she always did to me years ago.

I never moved on from her. Our memories stayed; in every moment that we had, I miss it.

We would be together if things had not happened, maybe still now. I know I had a big mistake, too, not only Ria