"Just let me hug you, Riana." It happened weeks ago, but it is still vivid in my memory. Like it only happened earlier.I don't even understand why I hugged that day. But I wanted to do that since the first day I saw her again. A lot of things were running through my mind these past few weeks. Even Zillah keeps asking me if there is something wrong. I wonder if there is. I can't even look at Zillah's eyes.I am glad Riana did not bother asking why I hugged her that day. Well, if she asked me, I cannot answer it either. Maybe, it is good that she would not know my feelings towards her. I miss her. I miss her so much. I can no longer bear to stare at or look at her from afar. Since the day that she came back, I have always wanted to hug her, just like what she always did to me years ago.I never moved on from her. Our memories stayed; in every moment that we had, I miss it.We would be together if things had not happened, maybe still now. I know I had a big mistake, too, not only Ria
Riana falls asleep after what happened between her and Killian earlier. She woke up with a note at her side.Riana,I went outside, and the pack had a meeting. I will visit you later. I did not bother to wake you up. She crumbled the note from Killian and threw it away. She stares at the ceiling of her room, and tears start to flow from her eyes to her cheeks.She stood up and locked her room. She decided to lay in her bed the whole day and not let Killian in.She sobbed as she thought about Diego. She doesn't know what she is doing anymore. She knows herself. What has happened between her and Killian was not for the plan anymore. She shooked her head many times. She doesn't want to lie anymore. She knows that her feelings have controlled her whole system. She enjoyed everything that happened, and that made her cry more.What will she tell Diego about it? That she enjoyed being owned by Killian? And not just once, many times Killian held her, and she let that repeat many times.She w
Riana woke up with a heavy heart and an aching forehead. She forgot to eat dinner last night because of what happened. Her stomach growled, signaling she needed to get some food for herself. She fixed herself and decided to step out of her room. She went to the dining area to have her breakfast.She felt happy in the dining area when she saw that only a few people were having breakfast. She has been avoiding everyone since that incident happened. When someone saw her and Killian hugging each other.She sat down on the left side after eating her food."Can I sit here too?" She nodded without looking at the person who wanted to sit with her.She looked at the person who was now sitting opposite her. She was shocked seeing him."Hi"The man greeted her."H-hi"She is stuttering. It was the man who saw her and Killian."You alright?" She nodded at him and brought her attention back to her food. "So, how are you?"She looked at him with a questioning face. She wonders what he is after n
Riana lay down in her bed with a heavy heart again. Her mind was full of confusion. She needs help understanding Killian. But she doesn't understand herself more. She thought she would be happy if Killian stayed away from her. But now, here she is, crying all over again. She could not bear to see him and act as if she was nothing to him. Riana is confused about what she really wants. Does she really want to be a stranger again to Killian? She cannot even tell if Killian will be like that to her. Indeed, when she sees Killian and Zillah together, she will be in pain again. She can't bear this situation anymore. It feels like every day, she is in pain. She wanted to be happy, but she didn't know what could make her happy. She only knows that she is not okay at all. Killian hides in the dark area of the garden. Killian watches Riana while crying.“I am sorry, Riana, but I finally decided. I need to fix my relationship with Zillah. I hope you will be happy without me.”There, Killian
RIANA POVDiego kissed me back. Our kisses became more aggressive during those times.At that time, I became more aggressive. I was desperate to make him happy in bed to make up for the big sin I had committed against him."Let me do it, Sweetheart," I said, kissing her lips firmly.I heard his moans while I was kissing him. I rubbed the surface of his shorts to harden his manhood."Ahhhh shittt! So good!" he growled.I put her clothes down.I lay on top of him to insert his penis inside my womanhood. But suddenly, we heard shouting outside. We heard people panicking, so I immediately got up and got dressed.I panicked and immediately left our room. I didn't think about Diego anymore.When I came out, I saw Melissa running with her son, Ibrahim."What's going on, Melissa?" I asked, confused."The Rogues are attacking us again!" Melissa answered."What?!" I asked firmly."What happened?!" Diego asked behind me.I immediately looked at him and said what I had learned from Melissa."The
Alpha Killian POV"Are you okay, Alpha?" Yael asked, one of my gammas."Yes I'm fine," I lied."We're close to Olympia, Alpha," Yael said with a smile.I tried to smile at him. I know I'm not fine but I need to pretend that I'm okay. It's not easy for me to avoid Riana but I know this is the best thing to do for us.I just held my breath while thinking about her. She never left my mind even though now Zillah and I have made up. There is still a part of me that wants to see and be with her.When I arrived at the Mountain of Olympia I knelt in front of the sky and the moon. I called the name of the Goddess Abiya. Abiya is the Goddess of protection and grace."Goddess Abiya!" I called her."I am here before you to ask for your protection and grace for my pack, the bloody scar.Suddenly, a shape of a woman appeared in front of me, only light was visible."I'm giving you protection now and now you must return to Harvard. You need to protect your pack against the Rogues," Goddess Abiya said
"Maybe if we had a son before, he would be the luckiest son in the world," she said, smiling.I can't believe I can hear those words from her. It's a compliment that makes me feel thrilled.She showed me how proud she was of me. And I can't help myself but smile at her sweetly."If only," I replied."You want to have a son, right? Why don't you make one with Zillah?" she asked me.I was surprised at what she said to me and shook my head. I told her that God, Arcus, won't allow me to have a child. I accept the curse to pay all my father's debt to God Arcus.God Arcus, God of new life and death. He is the only one who can give new life. But he doesn't allow me to make a new life. Father already asked him too much when he asked for two sons. It's Alpha Diego and me."God, Arcus won't allow me to have a son. My father already asked him too much when he asked him to have twin brothers," I told her.She was obviously surprised at what I said. I looked at her, and we look each other's eyes.
AUTHOR'S POVWhen Riana returned to her room with Alpha Diego, she saw him packing things. She hugged him and begged him to go back to Valentin. She wanted to forget her feelings for Alpha Killian and escape the betrayal they did to him."I want to go with you, my love," she said gently."No, it's impossible because your mission is not over," Alpha Diego refused."Revenge is no longer important to me if the two of us will stay away from each other," she said."Is that the real reason, Riana?" Diego asked firmly.Riana swallowed saliva and was very nervous at the tone of Alpha Diego's voice. She felt as if Alpha Diego doubted her."What do you mean, Diego?" she asked."You know how much I miss you, right?" she added."Nevermind about it. Just do your mission, and I want you to have accomplished everything when I return," Alpha Diego firmly responded to her.Riana doesn't fully understand why Alpha Diego wants to continue the mission even though he knows it will get her closer to Alpha