Troy POV
It’s 2 a.m., midnight, and it’s impossible for a guard to knock by this time. Was Shrike locked outside the palace, or has he sneaked out to see his family again without any permission from me?
Shrike is one of my favorite guards who finds it more comforting to take permission from me than my father or Zac, my elder brother. My father is the strictest and fiercest man on this planet, a man who will kick his only daughter out of his life without a second thought. He should be a man you should never move an inch to. A man you should always battle with your breath whenever you are near him.
“ Shrike? Is that you?” I move quietly towards the door. This door is a secret passage to the palace, and only very few of us know about it, including Shrike. I hear no response from him, causing me to hesitate in my steps. It’s unusual; I should have heard his whispers asking for help to let him in.
“Who is that?” I shout with my fierce tone, and the tone is lowered so that no one in the palace will suspect anything, especially to wake people up; it’s pretty late.
I’m about to call out again when I hear a feminine voice and an outburst of tears: “Troy, please open up!” She cries in a state that I cannot fathom. Fuck, it’s my sister, Lily.
I hasten my steps as I throw down the lock from the door and flare the door open; immediately, she crashes into my arms like a wasted piece of sh*t.
“Fuck, Lily, look at me!” I slap her cheek softly as her eyes remain close. She smells of so much alcohol; has she been drinking? And damn, she is not meant to be here. Is she foolish enough to risk her life? Because the Alpha King will kill her if he smells her close.
“Troy, my life is completely shattered,” she finally whispers, tears trickling down her eyes. I’m confused as anger sweeps across my bones, raising the surge of protectiveness towards her.
“What is going on? You have to speak so that I can understand you!” I whistle and yell as my chest gets tighter. “Fuck, you have never consumed alcohol before; why the heck will you do it now?” My stomach sinks. I don’t believe this Lily, who will literally run away from you at the sight of an alcohol bottle in your hand, will ever think of tasting it.
“Troy… Charlie.” She tries to speak, but she shakes in my arms. That alone is scary, and I’m scared that she is here too; her life is at risk in this palace. Alpha Archie made a rule to take her life whenever she steps foot here again because she defiled him as a king and as a father. He gave orders to the guards to take her life if she ever came close.
When she mentions her husband’s name, my anger grows. He is the fucking reason Lily can never step into the palace again. He is the damn reason we are bound to not go see her. Alpha Archie has literally removed her from the family tree; he has removed her pictures from all the family albums.
“What happened to Charlie? Speak to me!” I shout again, telling her to hasten up, as I constantly look back to see if anyone is aware she is here. If any guards should see her now, I will have no choice but to cut his head off and hide his body where no one will see it because my sister’s life is more precious to me.
It’s been three years since I held my little sister like this. I miss the feel of her tiny body in my arms. She has a perfect shape and statue, but to me and Zac, she is tiny because we have a statue like a god, tall with broad shoulders and golden eyes with blonde hair just like Lily’s hair.
“Charlie left me!” She finally let it out, as though it had been too heavy to spit out. She says it with a pool of tears in her eyes, which apparently feels like a sword has been pierced into my heart. She still shakes in my arms; she is so vulnerable, and I can’t leave her alone at this point.
“Fuck that bastard.” I grit my teeth with rage boiling through my blood vessels, cupping her face as I lean on my laps to support her. Her ocean blue eyes are full of tears. I wonder if she can clearly see with those tears in her eyes.
I regret to say this, but I have no choice. “Lily, you can’t be here, please.” My heart squeezes as I spit it out. I hate that my little sister cannot be with me at this point in her life. I have to send her back to where she is coming from, for the sake of her life, so I can see these beautiful eyes of hers again. And again, only if she is going to leave now.
“I have no where to go, please; do not send me away, Troy.” She grips my arms tighter, looking into my eyes and begging not to leave her. She is the closest person to me in this family; she is my little princess.
“Lily, you have to go! Archie will kill you!” I shout without sugarcoating my words, then I watch as she staggers off my arms. I feel the walls of her heart breaking just from the way she stares at me.
“Fine, I will go then.” I know it takes an ounce of strength to spit that out. I can see the pain clearly in her eyes; it tears up my heart like a blade.
She completely left my arms, trying to stabilize herself. She waves like a tree that is being whipped by the winds. I’m tempted to pull her back into my arms, but no!
It’s getting so late, and anyone can wake up anytime from now on. “Go now, Lily, and don’t ever come back!” I know my tone will hurt her as hell, but this is the only way she can leave without making a scene. If she dares to make a scene, not just a guard will wake up; many will, and I can’t start killing all the guards without Archie finding out about it.
I watch as she nods, trying to wipe her cheek dry, but the tears keep pouring down; it’s uncontrollable. My stomach churns; I feel so much hurt seeing Lily like this, and I feel fucking tied down that I can’t help her. It makes me sick and useless. All this is that bastard’s fault!
I can’t tear my eyes off her back as she turns to walk away slowly. She can’t go on her own in this state. Goodness, what do I do?
I can’t stop her, and I can’t keep her with me. Shit, sometimes life is fucked up!
The tears are blurring my vision, and I hate that I can’t help it. My life has been shattered in a blink of an eye. I have nowhere to go, and I have nothing with me. Charlie left with the bank card we had. We used a joint account and had only one card because we had to cut down on expenses since we were striving to live peacefully on our own without depending on our families. Charlie doesn’t have a family; he is an orphan and the only child of his dead parents. I promised to give him the family he never had; we promised to be each other's family and love each other dearly. But I don’t believe Charlie will ever do this to me; it feels like a nightmare—a nightmare that I'm screaming and struggling to come out of. It feels like a nightmare that my breath is being snatched away. I can’t help it; I can’t stop thinking and reminiscing on every word that came from Charlie. The more I think about it, the more it feels like my head wants to roll off my neck. The more I feel like I'm suffocat
"What do I do now?” The moment I say those words, I feel my whole world crumbling down like a wall. I've never been more scared than I am right now.“ Lily....." He sighs first as he opens his mouth to speak before his phone begins to ring in his pocket. I can see confusion and anger all over his face, as if he is helpless about what to do."Zac is calling," he tells me as his blue eyes get sadder. It’s a sign that he has to go now. I think he has sneaked out of the palace to come after me."Lily, I'm so sorry. I have to leave now before Archie finds out. Zac just...” I stop him from explaining too much. I already know what is going on. Father had bound them from seeing me; he didn’t need to explain much; he looks so pathetic when he does."I think I will be fine. Go now. I don’t want anything to happen to you.” I push his hands away from mine so that he can leave already.He quickly turns his back, so I don’t see the tears on the brink of his eyes. "Alright, take care," he says with a
Charlie’s POV"What took you so long, Charlie?” She sits on a black wooden chair behind the fireplace, swinging the glass of Domaine Leroy Musigny Grand Cru wine in her hand. It’s one of her favorite and most expensive wines.She stares seductively at me with her dark brown eyes. I stiffen as I walk closer because whenever I go close to her, my dick shamelessly sticks out from my jeans as if dancing to the tone of her tight, clammy pussy."I was getting rid of everything that could stop me from making love to you tonight.” I wink at her as I throw my bags on the white fabric couch. I always love the aura of her room, especially the romantic candles she always lights up whenever she is expecting my arrival.Then a couple of paintings were attached to the walls of her spacious bedroom. I stared long at the art of the lady nude with heavy boobs around her chest and the curves of her slim waist. The lady in the artwork looks exactly like her.The first time I came, I had mistaken the art
I remain on the floor, leaning at the door of the apartment, which has already been locked. I have nowhere to go but to lie on this floor.I have no friends, and I can’t go back to my home. My life is no longer safe in my home. I can’t believe I suddenly became an outcast in less than forty-eight hours. “Ma'am, you have to leave; it’s cold out here, and beside, someone who wants to rent the apartment is coming to check it out soon. It won’t be nice if he sees someone sleeping in front of the room that he is about to rent.” The owner of the building advises me to leave since I’m no longer a tenant in the building. “Can I stay a little while, please? I have no where to go; I’m pregnant, and I’ve been abandoned by my husband.” I hated that I started sounding like a beggar. It hollows out a pit in my stomach as I squeal. “Sorry to hear that.” He calmly says, turning his heels to leave me be for a little while. I have stopped crying, and I'm now so numb that I can barely feel myself. I
“You need to stop beating yourself over that guilt, Lily.” Diana smiles enthusiastically as she stops the car in front of a building. It’s about a two-story building. I get out of the car as I stare at the building with hope in my eyes. I think my suspicions are right; Diana no longer lives in Yonger.“That’s more like it, Lily. I want you to smile and be happy because no man is worth your tears.” She walks around the car from the driver's seat to meet me as she holds my hand.“Are you stunned that I now live in New York?" She blushes, tucking her long black hair behind her ears as she leads me through the building.“I am, Diana.” I say, quietly.“Well, I moved out just to start over somewhere new; it had to be in New York because I found a very good job here.” She stares happily at me as we walk through the stairs leading to the second floor.“I wish I didn’t leave you.” The sadness in my tone is something I cannot easily get rid of. I’m guilty as fuck, and I have to go through it.“
The room is spacious and really girlish, with colorful art and flowers around every corner of the walls.Diana leads me into an empty room. It’s comfy, with soft blue blankets on the bed and a window with beautiful views from the outside. “This is your room; I hope you like it.” Her face radiates as she turns on the colorful light from the TV side.“Like is an understatement. I love it.” I stare happily at her as she comes to sit on the soft bed with me.“I want you to take a quick bath and come out for dinner.” She caresses my face, then pats my hair before she gets off the bed.She is about to walk away when I grab her wrist , "Thank you so much, Diana.” She meets the intensity of love and sincerity in my eyes.“Don’t sweat it. I told you I would always have your back from now on.” She rubs the back of my hand calmly until she drops it slowly on the bed and makes her way out of the room.“I will be waiting for you. You need to eat something for the sake of your babies.” she hollers
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Charlie POVThe door slams hard as she follows me into the bedroom. I take off the brown suit sluggishly as I arch my shoulder with a tiny growl escaping my chest. She walks in with her brow climbing up her face. I haven’t been paying much attention to the worries on her face because lately my mind has been too occupied with work and something else. We're just returning from work and I'm worn out.“Is something bothering you, Charlie? You have been looking so weird lately.” She saunters towards me as she blocks me from moving forward, standing in front of me. I smile at her as I study her expression on her face.“Nothing is wrong; maybe I’m just stressed." I hastily kissed her to clear her doubt. She wraps her arms around my neck as she kisses me back.I have been in charge of the company that was transferred to my name ever since I signed the marriage papers and had a court wedding with her.We have been legally married for five years now, and something still feels off about me. I