Chapter 5: Answer My Question

[Natasha's POV]

“Answer my question first,” he demanded again. “Why were you enjoying food from his hand?”

“Because he treats me nicely, unlike you and Celeb.” I don't know what to say, so I just made up an excuse. He stared at me again. When I didn't get the answer I stepped aside to open the door, but his hand suddenly reached out for me and pulled me towards him. His body covered mine tightly and pressed me against him. A strong scent invaded my nostrils. I struggled and pushed his chest hard, but he didn't budge even an inch. I felt helpless and useless. I was scared of what he'll do to me.

“What the fk are you trying to do, Ethan? Let me go,” I tried to shout, but he didn't loosen his hold at all. “Let me go, you bastard.” He just laughed hysterically.

“So he treats you nicely, that's why you allowed him to enter your room?” He said sarcastically.

“Ethan, I don't know what happened to you but let me go or else.” He started to laugh loudly and pressed harder on my body. The pain was unbearable. I can feel my body starting to shake in fear. I tried to kick and punch Ethan but to no avail. Ethan tightened his grip on me.

“Do you like it?” He asked. I kept screaming for help, but there wasn't any response. He kept pressing more and harder on me and tears started to roll down my cheek. I knew where this fighting was leading, but I had never had that since a year ago. I don't know how my body will react now.

“Ethan!” I cried out louder. “Let me go--” He cut me off abruptly by slamming his lips onto mine and kissing me hungerly. His kiss was sloppy, almost desperate, his breathing quickens. His hands started roaming everywhere, touching and squeezing every part of my body as if it were the last time he would ever touch me. My whole world exploded in flames with every second that passed. The kiss was so desperate that I don't remember anymore why I was fighting against his hold.

“I hope you'll love our first encounter,” he said before pushing me on my bed. That's it. That was the end of my struggles. All the pain and humiliation vanished and was replaced by numbness. My body fell down onto my bed heavily as I couldn't move anymore. I shook and trembled badly. I could hear my heart beating wildly in my ears. The sound of my heartbeat was filling my mind. I felt cold sweat trickling down my back while staring at his hard and muscular body.

“This is going to be fun, and I'll make sure you remember your punishment,” he said while smiling at me. Then his finger traced over his chest slowly, stopping near the area between his chest and stomach. “Just to remind you that our first time will last long,” he finished while chuckling softly.

“How dare you choose my brother over me?” He sneered back at me. And I was lost trying to think about this situation. “Can't you see how much I love you? Can't you read my eyes? Can't you sense how much possessive I'm for you?” He bit my earlobe, making me tremble.

I gathered my courage and pushed him back. “I can never love you.” I hissed. His gaze pierced through me, it seemed impossible for him to believe my words. His fingers started tracing my jaw line. “Then I'll make you fall in love with me.”

A chill went down my spine when he challenged me. My breath caught in my throat. He moved closer until his chest was right next to my ear. His warm breath was tickling my skin, making me shudder. "You'll beg for me, you’ll beg for my love and attention. I promise you, princess.” He smiled slyly. I shook my head. “I'm going to make you scream out my name so many times that your throat hurts, and you're begging for mercy.” His eyes glinted with amusement and I felt disgusted at what I saw in his eyes. It's just filled with lust, pure lust for my body. His hot breath made my knees weak.

“What?” I gasped. “What do you mean?” I was confused. What does he want to imply? Was he trying to say that he loved me? No way….right? He didn't love me at all. I will never fall in love again. I took a deep shaky breath.

“Ah, Ah Ahh! … Ethan, please stop…we…ah…cannot do this here…ahh,” I panted between kisses as his tongue invaded my mouth, twirling against my own tongue as he gently sucked them with passion.

“You have to make up for what you did today at dinner,” he replied mockingly before continuing to defile my mouth. My body froze from shock at what was happening as my hands clenched tightly against his black shirt. I tried to break my lips away from his kiss only for his warm and large hands to push the back of my head directing my wet lips back towards his hungry lips and seeking tongue once again.

“You have to forget my brother Damein, your body is mine, Natasha..... Only I can pleasure you….” He chuckled in my ear and whispered to me in his deep and seductive voice. “I'll give you so much pleasure that you'll forget all about him…”

“Ahhh … please,” another set of moans unintentionally escaped my lips to my own surprise. I was losing control of my mind and body as his big manly hands slowly slid inside my blue shirt and cupped my left breast, massaging them intensely. The sensation sent a jolt through me, and I started to feel a sudden rush of warmth and stickiness easing out from between my legs. No, I am reacting to him so fast and so strongly. As if he could sense my arousal, he leaned his body closer to mine and wedged his left leg in between my thighs. I tried to plead with him to stop, but the only sounds that I could produce were sensual moans mixed with my hard breathing. He was now fondling both of my breasts over my clothes.

“No… stop… I can't …" I moaned and gasped as his tongue slowly licked my ear lobes and then sucked my ear, making wet sucking sounds. The sensation was so intense that I opened my eyes wide just to see his handsome face and his eyes burning with desire for me gazing back at me. He kissed me again deeply, thrusting his tongue deep into my mouth. Our mixed saliva dripped out of my lips every time he changed the angle of our kiss. Moaning between our kisses, I could feel his thigh pressed upwards against my throbbing secret passage.

“You're grinding your pus*y against my leg,” he teased. My whole body froze at his words. I immediately felt embarrassed, realizing how much control I have lost to this man. During my shock, his hands quickly tore open the front of my blouse and pushed my bra out of the way to reveal my naked breasts. I felt the cold temperature of the room on my bare skin, and my nipples hardened instantly. The cold was momentary as he quickly covered my left breast with his warm hand and my right nipple with his hot mouth.