LOGINVIOLET
My eyes fluttered open, the rays of sunlight falling on my face. It made it hard to fall back asleep. It felt like someone had put sandbags on my eyelids. It was so hard getting them to open but eventually I did.
It took some time before my eyes finally adjusted to the light. With a groan, I pushed myself up into a sitting position and looked around. I was on the floor outside the main house. I looked back at the tall building that had served as my home and prison for twenty-two years. The torture and torments I had endured in that house wasn’t something I liked thinking about.
All of a sudden, memories of the previous night began to flood my mind. I clutched my chest, feeling like my heart was going to give out. It was still hard to believe that all of it had happened. I had been painfully rejected. The worst part was that he had embarrassed and humiliated me before the whole part.
I took in a shaky breath and got up to my feet with a few groans. There was no point in hating myself over what happened. I didn’t regret a single word of what I had said last night. I meant every single one of it.
I would no longer take the horrible treatments of the pack members. What happened was very clear. Tristan had made his choice very clearly and decided who he wanted to choose over me. The battle line had been drawn and I would not be succumbing.
“Mark my words Tristan Black. I will make you pay for everything you made me endure.” I swore to myself.
I made my way to the back of the house where I knew the window to my room would be. I looked around and my eyes landed on the tree. I looked down at what I was wearing. I was still in yesterday’s gown. It would be impossible to climb with it.
I began to rip at the seams until I knew I would be able to freely climb up. It was a shame I had to ruin the only beautiful gown I had but I knew it was necessary. Taking in a deep breath, I began climbing the tree.
It took some time before I finally made it to the branch that extended all the way to my window. I looked around, making sure no one was watching me. It was still pretty early in the morning so most of the pack members would still be asleep by now.
I crawled into the room through the open window and landed less than gracefully. I wasted no time in taking off the gown and quickly grabbed a shirt and some trousers before putting them on. I grabbed my bag and packed up most of my essentials into it. Once I was done, I put on my hoodie and flipped the hood over my head.
As I stood by the window, I took one final glance at my room. Blowing out a breath, I got out of the window and climbed down the tree with my bag still in hand. I landed on the ground with a small thud. I quickly looked around, making sure no one saw me.
“We’re good. We’re good.” I tried to reassure myself as I bolted for the forests.
It wasn’t all that far from the main house and soon enough, I had made it there. I looked back, the houses already in a far distance. My heart thrummed in my chest as the thought of what I was doing echoed in my head.
It was for the best. I deserved this. I needed to do it for myself. I let out a breath before turning and heading deeper into the forest. All my senses where on alert as I walked through the forest. I didn’t have a phone that I could use so it only made my journey the more difficult.
My main aim was to find someone that could help me beat Tristan Black. When I thought about getting revenge, there was only one person that came to mind. The one person that I knew Tristan hated with every single cell in his body.
Alpha of rival Dark Moon Pack, Lucian Sinclair. He was well known as a monster among wolves, with a ruthless reputation and a knack for defeating his enemies in the most brutal way possible. Was I sure if I could even find him? How was I sure he would even agree to help me?
I pushed away all the insecure thoughts and focused on my goal. I had to have faith that I could find him. I had a map that would direct me where I was headed. I took multiple stops and breaks, occasionally foraging the forest for some food.
I would then get up and continue my journey. This continued for almost five days. By the fifth day I was already tired of everything. It was as if my mission wasn’t yielding any success at all. I could feel myself on the verge of giving up. What was the point in doing anything?
By now, West Creak must have realized my absence. I tried not to think about it as I forced myself to trudge on. It was already late afternoon and I had barely even eaten anything all day. I decided to rest against a tree when I felt my feet were about to give out. This was all so hard.
It was hard holding on to my resolve with each passing day. I could feel myself slipping further and further. Would this even work? What if I even succeeded in finding Lucian? Who’s to say he would even help me?
I was still deep in though when a howl made me freeze. After some seconds two more howls followed the first one.
My body tensed as I already knew what it could mean. There was only one possible meaning to those howls.
Rogues.
LUCIANI kissed her.Why did I kiss her?Blaming alcohol at that point would be pointless because alcohol didn’t nudge me towards her lips. It didn’t egg me on to do the one thing that I’d sworn I’d never do. Be anything intimate with her.Shit. Shit.The way her heart seemed to drop at my words was even more weird. We’d marked each other, which meant I was more aware of whatever emotional turbulence she was going through. I’d done a good job of ignoring it and pushing it down for the better part of our deal.So why did it all come crashing down two nights ago? Fuck. I screwed up. Big time. All the fault was on me. I shouldn’t have let myself get that close to her. Or even let her get that close to me in the first place.“Hello?”Zayn snapped his fingers twice, staring at me with confusion and what seemed like worry. “Earth to Lucian. Thought I lost you there for a second.”I cleared my throat. “Well, you didn’t. Get to the damn point.”“Were you even listening to what I said?” He loo
VIOLETMy heart was racing with each step further I took. Lucian was a little bit up ahead but his grip on my hand never wavered even once“Careful.” He said when I almost tripped on my gown.I waited some seconds to steady myself before sending him a nod. With that, we continued up the stairs. Lucian turned a corner, moving away from the long hallway. As soon as the cold air hit my face, I realized what he had in mind.He let out a breath when we eventually got on the grassy floor. I turned to him, trying hard to hide my amusement.“This is your idea of a getaway?” I snorted.“Well, I mean it helps,” He shrugged, a small smile playing at his lips. “If it helps there’s some good drinks in that cooler over there.”I raised my head back. “Cooler? No way.”He chuckled. “Come on.”I let him lead me to the far right of the balcony. Of course, hidden behind a bunch of potted plants was a small red cooler. Lucian gently opened it, slowly pulled out what looked like a bottle of wine.“More dr
VIOLETThe party was slowly delving well into the night. Me? I couldn’t tell what glass I was nursing. Third? Fourth. It didn’t matter. I hadn’t felt this calm in…forever.Reese, on the other hand, was having a blast. She must have downed about six glasses of wine already. Each blink of her eye was slower than the eye and I could swear she was more than tipsy at that point.“You really need to hold your alcohol, babe.” Zayn shook his head, a fond smile on his lips.She huffed, pouting her lips. “Oh, come on. You love me like that.”“Do I?” He pretended to think on it for a while. “Yes. Yes I do.”Her smile became cheeky this time. I shook my head and turned to Lucian. Immediately, he turned to the drink in his hand.“I’d have sworn you were a lightweight when it came to drinks.” He took a sip of his drink.“You underestimate me, Alpha.” I chuckled, taking one full swig of my drink and draining the whole glass.He watched as I put the glass back on the table, trailing my every move unt
VIOLETSince when did Lucian become a gentleman? So…soft. Or was I tweaking? It wouldn’t be far off to assume this was some fever dream.And yet when he’d kissed the back of my hand, I’d felt something jolt through my body. It could just be my nerves. I had a tendency to read too hard into things after all.“May I have the honor of your first dance, Violet?”I let the question linger in the air a little. It was very easy to say yes. But where was the fun in that?“Since when did you become so gentlemanly?”“I’ve always been a gentleman.” He replied.I scoffed. “Give me a break.”“I know you find joy in disputing everything I say and turning it into some sort of banter, Violet.” He sounded more amused than frustrated. “But I’d like to know your answer. May I?”Some seconds passed before I nodded. “You may.”That was all he needed. Wordlessly, he led me to the center of the dance floor. One of his hands moved to my waist while the other weaved through my fingers, holding tightly to my h
LUCIANMy days had become increasingly choked up, more than I was actually pleased with. But it was something I knew I had to do. So far so good, I still had those reports Zayn had given me about Violet’s scars.Something told me it ran deeper than that. I would have to do my best in finding out what it was by all means necessary. Why did I care so much? I wasn’t so sure. It was like an itch that needed scratching, something I just felt the need to handle.“So tomorrow then?” Zayn yawned.I nodded, waving him goodbye as I made my way up towards my room. Sure enough, Violet was already on the bed. Her gaze was focused on the ceiling. She didn’t even look my way, not budging as I slammed the door shut.I bit back the words that were itching to leave my throat. As soon as I was done freshening up, I made my way back to the bed and took my spot there. Still, she didn’t move. What was she thinking about?Was it the events of the day?“Violet.”Slowly, she turned towards me. I could barely
TRIGGER WARNING: This chapter deals with sensitive topics, including mental health struggles, suicidal ideation and emotional crisisVIOLET“Do you understand how many we’d need?”“What?” I raised my head to look at Reese.She frowned, eyes raking all over me suspiciously. “You’ve been zoning out more often these days. What exactly is going through your mind?”“Have I?” I shook my head. “I don’t know. I’m sorry about that.”She sighed, pushing the ledger off her thighs and leaning down onto me. “Wanna talk about it?”I shook my head again, forcing a smile. “I’m okay. I think.”For a second, it seemed like she was going to protest. Surprisingly, she simply sighed again. “Alright, alright. I hear you.”I brightened my smile some more. We’d been going over how much female care products would be brought into the pack since morning and had just about finished rounding it up. That is, until I started zoning out.There was a lot more on my mind than I could talk about. There was still the un







