KRISTINA'S POV
"I, Laurence Gabriel Alfaro, accept you, Aliyah Jane Montereal, as my mate. You can rest easy whenever you're with me; I swear to the Moon Goddess' name that I would never fail to make you ecstatic,'' Laurence genuinely mumbled to Lady Montereal while tenderly cupping her cheeks. I have been inattentive to everyone else who was trying to get my attention, as I was focused on nothing else other than watching Laurence and Lady Montereal get clingy with each other. "How the hell can he be that touchy with someone he just met? So what if they're mates? I've known Laurence much longer than she does. If there's anyone out there suited to be Laurence's mate, it would obviously be me," I muttered, letting my thoughts escape through my mouth, thinking that no one would bother listening to my rants. We just had s*x a few hours ago, and now he's entertaining someone else. Aliyah Jane Montereal was the only one capable of handling the entire Black Fangs pack. She has such great manipulative and seductive charms that it is feasible for her to lure strong wolves into her pack. She probably has nice leadership skills as well, since they won't opt to stay with someone unreliable. Laurence suddenly glanced my way as if he knew that I was staring at them, which made my chest feel suffocated. If he wasn't with her, then I would have smiled at him. But no, I rolled my eyes instead before I walked away. "Kristina!" He called me, stopping me in my tracks. Despite wanting to get away, I still followed my heart and chose to face him. "Is there anything I can help you with, Alpha Alfaro?" I asked, mocking him with his current title. He grabbed Lady Montereal's waist, sticking her close to him. "I'm sure you haven't met her in person yet, so…" I raised one of my hands to gesture to him not to continue what he was about to say. "I know who she is," I coldly said. "Care to have one last talk with me?" Laurence slightly tilted his head sideways, wondering about my random invitation. "You can wait here for a while. This won't take too long," he said to his mate, then gave me the signal to follow him back to his bedroom. Maybe I wasn't too observant earlier. I just noticed that Laurence's room was spacious. The walls were painted cream, while the ground was filled with marble and stones. There wasn't much furniture inside. He may not seem like it, but he's actually neat. "What's with the formality back there?" Laurence closed the door after letting me in. "Are you sure that Lady Montereal is your mate? Amongst all of the people here, you should be the one who knows best what type of person she is. She would do whatever it takes just to obtain what she wants." I crossed my arms below my chest, completely ignoring his query. Laurence looked at me with disappointment in his eyes. "And here I was, hoping that you'd be the happiest to see me finally finding my mate," he murmured, not giving me a chance to rebut. "Aliyah may look like a slut in your eyes, but she's the one who came to me, and she's the one my wolf is looking for. If you can't wish us the best, then I wonder why I even thought of you as my closest friend," he grunted. For some unknown reasons, I felt like this wouldn't end well. Laurence always starts to lose his temper whenever he's pushed to his limits. Compared to his wolf, who's ruthless down to the core most of the time, he has fully tamed his wolf. "I understand where you're coming from, Laurence. But how are you going to take responsibility for me if I end up pregnant after what happened between us?" He simply shrugged his shoulders, as if to tell me that it was already none of his business. My eyes got teary, realizing that I'd be taking care of my child by myself. The scene where I imagined that he would take me as his Luna after successfully giving birth collapsed like how a glass shatters into fragmented pieces when dropped to the floor. "Laurence, please…" I whispered as I bowed my head to face the ground while advancing to his spot to hold the hem of his shirt, unable to continuously meet his gaze. "This isn't how we're supposed to end our relationship," I added, preventing myself from stuttering. He held me with those rough palms of his, just to let himself free from me. "Relationship? We weren't lovers in the first place, not even for a second. What made you think that you'd actually stand a chance against Aliyah?" I almost lost my balance when he pushed me. Fortunately, I was able to hold onto a nearby chair. "You've changed this much after a few minutes of interacting with her; you're even treating me like trash already." I seriously have no idea what to do anymore. My gut was telling me to let him decide what he wanted to do with his life. But at the same time, I feel like I shouldn't let him go and be with her. However, it seems like his mate could no longer wait for us to finish. Lady Montereal consecutively knocked on the door where he was. "Laurence? Is everything alright over there?" she asked. "Yeah. We're already done," he replied, giving me one last glance, which I perceived as his last farewell. I hurriedly blocked his path to his mate as I stepped in the middle. My back was on Laurence, and I faced the lady with a stern expression. "I don't know what's running through your mind right now, but I'm sure that time will reveal your ulterior motives for showing up now after all these years that Alpha Alfaro was searching for his mate," I confidently said with my arms spread apart to serve as a hurdle for them to have any physical contact. "You… You're the one who came from the orphanage, aren't you?" Lady Montereal asked, but I didn't give any sort of response, which only proves to her that she wasn't mistaken. "You're braver than what I heard from the rumors. I like that attitude." She reached for the top of my head, expecting that she'd hurt me, but she only gave me a pat. "You don't have to worry too much. I'll properly do my job as Laurence's mate; I'll marry him and have lots of children with him, so that the bloodline of the Alfaros won't end in this generation." She grinned. I clicked my tongue in irritation at how arrogant she was. "I almost forgot that you were trained by your father to be offensive rather than defensive…" I smirked, then glared at her intently. "Ah, right. Your father has been missing in action for years until now. I wonder what happened to him—is he still alive or just barely breathing as he struggles to survive each passing day?" I only attempted to provoke her a little, which seemed to work out pretty well. I saw how her eyes twitched and her ears turned slightly reddish. "Laurence, get her out of my sight while I'm still able to hold myself back," she ordered him without blinking once. I partly covered my mouth with one of my hands. "What do you mean that you're restraining yourself? Just go on and straight-up admit that you're afraid to be humiliated if you choose to fight me right now, in front of your mate, then lose like a pup." Laurence tightly gripped my left forearm, making me shriek in pain. "Stop, Kristina." It was only two words, but it was enough to make me obey him. The shorter his statements were, the scarier he got. "You don't have any authority to continue residing inside the Crimson Snow Pack," he mumbled while the two of us were getting further away from Lady Montereal. "W-what? Are you… Is this your way of punishing me?" I questioned him in disbelief. He nodded his head. "From this day onwards, I am totally removing all your rights to step foot in my territories; you're banished from the Crimson Snow Pack, Kristina Ysabelle Cruz," he formally announced. My body automatically lost its strength the moment he declared I was no longer under his pack. I removed his grip on me, kneeling with my head touching the ground. "D-don't do this to me, Alpha Alfaro, please… I'm begging you! I don't want to go back to that orphanage; I can't return there yet. Please, forgive me for talking back to Lady Montereal; I won't do it ever again, I swear!" My voice cracked as I asked for another chance. "Take me in as one of your Omegas or whatever; just don't throw me away like I'm unworthy of being by your side. I promise I won't say anything to your mate about what we did, so—" "Enough, Kristina. Don't force me to hurt you," Laurence said with such sincerity in his tone and concern in his eyes before he kicked me out of his pack house. All the passageways that I could have possibly used to sneak in were blocked by his guards. I'm running out of any other options... The only solution that I can think of right now is to go astray—be one of the rogues who has less than a fifty percent chance of surviving out in the woods.KRISTINA'S POVThe next morning, Laurence came up with an idea to make this transition easier, and said it would be much better if we had someone take over some of the responsibility. I agreed right away. The others thought I was being unreasonable. I wasn't. As long as they were safe, I cared less where our lives took us. I am willing to sacrifice everything for them. Even though I didn't tell them how much of a hard time I'd had when we decided to have another child, I could see in their faces that they already knew, even though I hadn't said anything. Laurence made them understand that it wasn't about what we wanted, it was about what was best for everyone. Now, after the war against the Black Fangs Pack ended, I was finally able to relax. Even though we had lost most of our land during the war, the pack remained. We built a new settlement in the far northern region of the land, which is very near my old territory. A lot of people are happy to rebuild their homes. In fact, they
KRISTINA'S POVMonths later, I returned to the Crimson Snow Pack. Laurence discovered that I was actually his second chance mate through the moon goddess' intel. Laurence and I finally accepted each other, but our joyous moments together didn't last as I never got healed even after Nathan desperately tried to save me. His healing process wasn't enough, or so they thought.Alliyah was the main cause why I never felt better, she poisoned me after she figured out that Laurence was the one responsible for trapping her father. She sought for vengeance, and the only thing she could think of that would make Laurence suffer was to harm me.Laurence had no other choice left, he couldn't be mad at Nathan as he did his best, which he witnessed. He could only provide me and my triplets the happiness that they deserve for the remaining lifespan that I had, like fulfilling their wishes.They finally got blessed by the moon goddess. Laurence accepted my tainted body and chose to make love with me, r
KRISTINA'S POVNathan didn't notice the wounds on my body, maybe I got them from running hard while I was in wolf form. After a while I felt delirious. I was constantly moaning and writhing in extreme pain. With the strength of my growl I got Nathan's attention. When Nathan saw my wound, he immediately cleaned it and bandaged it. I just calmed down when I felt Nathan's firm grip on my hands. I was unconscious until the next day and night. Nathan changed my bandage again until he saw that my wound was slowly healing. On the second day, I woke up a little, but still seemed out of my mind. Nathan forced me to eat. Even though I didn't want to eat at first and kept moaning and whining in extreme pain, I eventually had to give in. He also gave me some medicine so I could get better and I did, but my appetite was still gone. After two days in bed I felt better and finally started eating again. On the third day I managed to eat some food. After that Nathan left for work and I was alone in
KRISTINA'S POVI was not comfortable with the ride so I called Nathan and talked to him. I took off my clothes and retreated into a corner. "Kristina, what are you doing?" Nathan shouted. "We need to run fast using my wolf form. I don't want my clothes to get ruined when I transform into a wolf. I can now run fast without my clothes getting caught on the trees."I quickly made Nathan follow what I said. He was startled when I grabbed him and pulled him up. Then, he wrapped his arms around my neck and closed his eyes tightly. "Kristina–"But the wind swallowed his voice as I shot off to the forest. Nathan gasped and clung to me very tightly. He wanted to say that their run was romantic. But the f*ck it wasn't. There was nothing romantic about the frigid and harsh wind slapping his face, nothing sweet about his ears popping from pressure. And especially not romantic about how fast we were running in his state of mind. So, there was no romance between us and neither was there any pa
KRISTINA'S POVThen, without warning, he leaned down to pull something up from behind me and wrapped a blanket around me. "Don't worry about that." He smiled gently, wrapping his hand around mine before leading me to sit by the edge of the ledge. I glanced down at our intertwined fingers briefly before turning my gaze back towards the view. "We'll have a nice picnic when we make it to the mainland. I'm sure we'll find a nice spot for that as well." "I don't suppose you happen to know where we are right now?" "No." I said, looking at the horizon again, watching as the sun slowly set behind it, "But I do know that it's almost sunrise, so that means it should be safe to leave soon." Nathan nodded and turned back to look at the sky. The sun finally broke free above the water and started its journey towards the west, leaving trails of golden light in its wake, lighting the way to our destination. We sat together quietly, enjoying the view, but Nathan seemed much more at ease than ear
KRISTINA'S POVMy voice cracked as another sob escaped me. "All three of us…" It felt good to admit how much I had missed him. The silence was deafening this time. A cold hand clasped itself around my arm. "That's not happening, Kristina," he said firmly. "There's no way we can escape. And besides, you have no chance of getting past that thing."He sighed and shook his head. "This is all my fault." "Nathan–" "You don't understand!" He exclaimed, suddenly enraged, "We're locked up in the damn prison for our entire lives. You can't blame me for this. I did nothing wrong! You did everything wrong!" His voice rose into hysteria. "You're supposed to care about me! Why are you acting so stupid? You're never going to forgive yourself, aren't you?" "N–Nathan…" "Stop acting like an idiot! How many times do I have to tell you that this is my fault! Don't give me that crap about how you tried to help me! All you did was drive the wolves away! Just like you always do!" I winced as he screa