It took a couple of days after i recovered from the fever. Fortunately, I was able to catch up to the classes I missed and it was all thanks to Toma's efforts in taking notes and in teaching me too. "Ahh~ I really missed walking outdoors with you." He said while we were on our way to our first class.
"So do I." I said, smiling.
"Wanna hangout somewhere after classes?" Toma asked.
I raised an eyebrow at him. "No. We got to study, we're almost done for the last semester. We should get serious on this for a better future."
He giggles and teased me. "Look at you, so concerned about your future."
"Yeah, we really should be. Don't you want your future to be secured?"
"Hmm, good point. I'll think more about that." He said.
Since Toma had something to do with his other friends, I was left alone to go home. It felt nice being by myself once in a while and I get to sort my thoughts in a more focused manner. I went to the mall to buy some stuff out of boredom before going home.And everytime my eyes see a couple passing by, it would remind me of my thoughts of earlier. Will things be better between us if I was the other gender? I'm still not entirely comfortable with my secret relationship with Toma. I was still very unsure of a lot things, but the only important thing I know right now is that I love him.While I look through some books in the novel section there was this unexpected person who approached me. "Hey! It's nice to see you again, Yuji." Yuu smiled very brightly."Ah, hey. Nice to see you too." I casually replied.
I didn't get to buy anything when I came back home. My mind was still taking in every word that Yuu had said to me. What the hell did he meant by telling me all of that? This is definitely blackmailing but what is he doing this for!? That Yuu… he's a psychopath! Can't he just mind his own business?! "Hey, I'm back!" Toma said when he opened the door. I tried my best to change the expression on my face before things get out of my hands. Toma must not know about this. "Hey." I forced a smile. "So, anything interesting that happened?" Maybe it's best if I don't think about it while Toma is here. "Hng, not really. They just made me carry some stuff and bought me some food in return." "Atleast you were useful." I teased.
He's definitely hiding something from me."Damn it Yuji, can't you even trust me?" I sighed as I grabbed some snacks off the shelf. I don't feel like seeing him like that right now so I thought of taking a stroll somewhere.After buying the stuff I need, I head some place who knows where. I kept staring at a distance while I sipping on my drink. "Haa… I should've brought an extra jacket."Lately it's been too cold…I'm happy but sometimes I feel like I'm suffocating, is this how it is being with Yuji? It's like a rollercoaster with so many twist and turns. I know he loves me but the way he pushes me away these past few days kinda hits hard. The way how restricted our relationship is, it's almost like a crime to hold his hand in public."Heh, but I
Ever since I encountered Yuu at the mall, I can't help but to be anxious with every eyes glancing at me. I must be overthinking things, and I can't even shake these stupid thoughts off. This is why I went to the campus seperately."Yo, Toma isn't with you?" Hino sat next to me."Y-Yeah, he'll probably be here later.""Oh okay…" and he continues to talk randomly. I can't really follow what he's talking because I was still bothered by so many thoughts.Will Yuu show up today?Is Toma upset with me for going here seperately?…should I just break it off with Toma?"—oi, Yuji!""…oh, what is it?" Shit, I guess I
"Ah!" Yuji fell on the ground as Yuu gave him another hit. He was badly beaten by Yuu along with another guy. While getting beaten, Yuji thought so hard of what reason Yuu could possibly have against him. What has he ever done to him to resort onto a situation like this?"You. Disgusting. Fag!" The two laughed as they kept kicking Yuji down when he tries to get up.They also keep taking some pictures on their phones while they beat Yuji. "…ell… e…""Hm? Is there something you want to say?" Yuu asked in a mocking tone. He grabs Yuji on the hair and lifts his face off the ground. "Don't keep me waiting, I'll smash your annoying face on the floor.""…tell… me… what did I ever do to you?" He asked with all the strength left in him.
"And for the winner of this theatrical competition!… the North Peaches High School!"The crowd roared happily, agreeing with the results of the competition. All that performed on stage was great and entertaining, but not as good as the winner of the competition. Though the achievement of the North Peaches High School wouldn't be possible with it's lead, Yujiro.Many have admired his talent in acting, and it is also said that with his talent, it is possible to reach higher grounds if he continue to mold and pursue his talent.There was also this one person who claims to admire Yuji the most, Yuu. He was also an aspiring actor like Yuji, he wants to be someone just like him. And so he thought of getting some advice from this person himself.Yuu was confident that words from his idol will definitely
"…I thought you'll come to my performance when I told you about it, but it really pissed me off when you ditched it. I thought I might finally have you acknowledge my talent."Now that it was all clear for Yuji, he greatly felt guilty for making someone feel so horrible. It also reminded him how bad he treated Toma."I… I'm sorry." He weakly mutters.Yuu glares at Yuji. "It's already too late for that.""I'm sorry.""I said it's too late for that!" Yuu stands up to get something he hid behind the dumpster near them. And as Yuu gets closer to his victim, Yuji was frozen in fear of the hammer in sight. "Which one should I choose first? Your hands? Feet? Man, so many choices!""T-That thing will kill me!"
Toma was greatly bothered when Yuji got to the campus earlier than him. It made him doubt that Yuji might have been troubled by something, and it annoyed the hell out of him that he can't figure what it was."Haa. I lost interest attending first class." He muttered.And so he spent most of his time laying on his bed, reminiscing about the cheerful times he had with Yuji. Now that Yuji's gone to school, he never felt this lonely before. He tries to find comfort in every memory he shared with Yuji.When he got bored of it, he decided to have lunch at his favorite restaurant. But on his way there, he encountered a familiar face, though he wasn't noticed by this other fellow. It was Yuu. One of his acquaintances, though he was mostly ignored by Yuu because he seemed more interested in Yuji."Wait…" b