Why Am I Feeling This Way?

When it was already the weekend, Toma and I planned to hang around at some place to make him feel better after his break up. Though I hate myself whenever I feel weird about Toma when the littlest things happen: like whenever we slightly touch, or whenever he stares at me, or even whenever he would call my name.

"…hmmm, is there something troubling you Yuji?" I didn't noticed that Toma was near me, so when I saw him beside me, I freaked out.

"What the hell dude! You're too close!" I immediately pushed his face far away from mine.

"I'm just worried, you know! You looked like you were deeply thinking about something."

"It's nothing. None of your business."

"Oh really?" He looked at me with doubtful eyes.

"Really! Geez, just leave me alone." Argh, I just can't stand this weird feeling. I tried hard avoiding his gaze so he couldn't see my face turning red.

"EH!? Didn't