Young Autumn Wilde was a happy she-wolf along with her twin, Summer Wilde, and her big brother, Luke Wilde. It was all she ever wanted. To be close with her family and played with pack members since she is the daughter of the Alpha of Red Moon pack. But, when she's 17, she ran away from the pack's house. She ran from one pack to another pack just to search for the most precious matter for her. By that, she lives in the woods, sleeps on the ground covered with leaves. But that's not the worst thing yet. The worst thing happened after the best sleep she ever had since she ran away from home. Why? Maybe you want to find out yourself......View More
Autumn’s Pov It was heart-breaking when the guardians said that I couldn't have any children. Even Lucy confirmed it. They said that my womb cannot handle pups without bringing pain to me because it looks different. They also told me that this must be because of the wound I once had. The guardians said my body was actually not 100% back to normal even after Ethan accepted to be my mate and the wound perfectly healed without any mark. For the entire week, Ethan hardly proceeds with the news and blamed himself for that. I'm sad, of course, but seeing Ethan like this was also killing me. I told him that the guardian might be wrong, but he won't listen. "Ethan, think about how if I can make my body 100% healed again? Or even what if the guardian is actually wrong? It's not the end of the world if we have hopes, Ethan." I brushed his hair softly then continued, "Even if we cou
Autumn’s Pov I could see the concern on Ethan's face when Lucy and I cannot answer his question. I tried to hold my tears because i thought about my days with him. What if his wolf knows what i was and thought that i lied to him. I really wanted to talk about it but i still didn't know whether i was a cursed or a gifted werewolf. I knew it didn't make any sense since my mom and dad are both pure werewolves and they never told anything about me or Sammy being different. I want to cry because i didn't want Ethan to leave me if he knows what i truly was. Well, i didn't want his wolf to hate me and pushed Ethan to just leave me. I kept silent and Lucy kept looking down to the ground, escaping Ethan's hard gaze. "Oh!" Ethan pointed out. 'Please Goddess, don't let him know.' I prayed and closed my eyes as Ethan continued, "You have another surprise f
Lucy’s Pov Jarred was out with Ethan, checking our new members. In the packhouse, was born 2 couple of twins. One couple was my best friend's cousin's pups. I actually wanna see those pups but Jarred said that it would be better if I informed my best friend about her cousin first. I thought that it would be good if Autumn come with me so i walked to her room. I knocked on her door and popped my head in. "Hey, A. You wanna hang out somewhere?" I asked as i saw her laying on the bed smiling at the ceilings. "Sure, but. Are you sure you're wearing that? It's cold outside. You know that right?" She asked, got up in surprise and checked my outfit. It's cold outside, i know but i won't feel it. I'm a werewolf, i mean we are werewolves. We don't feel cold. "Werewolves did not feel the cold, you know that right?" I mocked. "But i feel the cold."
Autumn’s Pov So, this is life. One second I feel very happy, feel so bright. Then it turned miserable and dark until I couldn't feel anything but pain. But now, the shine started to light up my life again to be better. I felt happier than ever. It's not like my family couldn't make me happy, but every time Ethan talked to me, my heart felt warmer and it was what made me happy. Now I knew why mom and dad had a smile on their face every day and every time. Mom didn't even care if her cheeks would get wrinkles if she smiled a lot. She said a smile will make the day feel better. Bad days? Smile at the day and just hope it will be better soon. I never did that, though. I didn't trust it until now... I felt so different. I mean, I was just a careless person, before. I didn't care about my appearance, I do love fashion, but still comfy clothes were the best. I didn't talk mu
Autumn’s Pov We were on our way to Ethan's house now. He said this car was rented so he needs to give it back and we have to walk back to his house. 'You need to stop saying it was his house. It is ours too! Call it home. Try to remember that.' Audrey said coldly. What was wrong with her? "You went to the packhouse yesterday, huh?" Ethan asked, filled the quiet tension we have in the car. "You know about that? Well, that day after I made my bed I went out of my room searching for someone. But nobody was in the living room and I got curious about the pack's house." I explained. Ethan nodded. "The pups are so sweet. Even the ladies there are quite nice. I talked to some of them." I continued. "Yeah, they lifted my stress a lot. I mean the pups, not the ladies." I chuckled and Ethan just smiled, eyes on the road. "I d
Ethan’s Pov Shit, I think I need to get this bipolar and exhausting 'me' off of my charming image. For the past few weeks, I felt so confused about myself because one moment I could be careless about Autumn, but a moment later I just wanted to make her happy. What was happening to my brain? Why couldn't it do his job nicely? It was such a mood killer. 'You know it always been me who wanna make my mate happy right? But your ego is too dumb to understand.' Greyson was never helping me to clear this mind. He was just making it more difficult for me. Will Sophia help me? She always calms me and helps me to think. Why can't I just live my old life with her and be happy? This new relationship was disturbing my Alpha work. I couldn't even think straight now. 2 days after the mall thing and Autumn still hadn't left her room. Well, she left her room to eat with us but, just after she put her plate on the
Autumn’s Pov We went home after we got photoshoots in one of the photo studios in the mall. Lucy said it will be our first memory together, so we just followed to whatever she wants. I liked being in the pack's house because it was nice and crowded, but Ethan said that Alpha, Beta, Delta, and their family lived together in The Alpha's house, aside from the pack's house. The dungeon was in Ethan's house too. On the Underground of The Alpha's house. The house was enormous and luxurious even though it's not as big as the pack's house. There was a house for his mom and dad around the territory, but they didn't want to live alone, so they move to Ethan's and their house changed to Patrol's Base. I found out that the rules here were different from My former pack's rules. The Alpha's family had their own house aside from the pack's house, the Beta's house, and the Delta's house in Red Moon. The pack's membe
Autumn’s Pov God bless you You make me feel brand new For God blessed me with you You make me feel brand new I sing this song 'cause you Make me feel brand new My heart thumped faster excitedly when I heard the song. This is the song my dad usually sang for mom. Dad loves to sing and you won't believe that he's good at it. Really good, actually. I heard the song from a Mall's speaker. Lucy got me to a mall because I didn't have any clothes. I couldn't stay at the hospital and wearing their shirts any longer. Mrs. Dolby said my bones got better and she let me go and Lucy took me to walk. My ribs and the wound on me recovered the day after the Moon's daughter came. It was a miracle! Mrs. Dolby said I may be a witch because I can heal that fast. But everyone knows, I was only a pure werewolf. The Goddesses just love
Ethan’s Pov When Summer told her family that Autumn was finally awake, they all stood up. Even Lucy and Jarred too. I on the other side still didn't know what to do so I just sat there confused. "Hey, Ms. Dolby. Can we come in?" Lucy asked the guardian who just walked out of her room. "Only a few. The room is not that big, you know. Only 4 can come in." She said and just walked away from us coldly. Lucy was the one who picked Ms. Dolby to treat Autumn. I didn't know what she saw on that guardian. She didn't seem nice. But after all, Lucy will be guardian after her final test. She knows all of the guardians here and if she said Ms. Dolby is the best to treat Autumn, then I let her. I still sat on where I've been before. I thought it should be her family to come in first. I will just wait here with Jarred, Lucy, and Brian. Oh, don't forget Sophia. She's waiting too but she has been qui
The novel is about the story of a Werewolf drama written by Sherinica. A peaceful pack of werewolves is stirred as an unusual story surround within. Autumn Wilde runs away from home because she thinks that looking for her mate is the second most important thing to her family, and finding a mate would content her father as an alpha of the pack. But she encounters danger instead which led her to finally discover her mate who is just around her all along- Ethan. Moreover, Ethan has a story to tell but is a secret. What could it be?