That small voice calling my mother catches my attention and that makes me smile.
“Emma, Rico ”
I mumbled and as soon as I called their name they rushes inside my room straight to the front of the drawer beside my bed
“Brother... brother! You were awake! How are you?”
“Well brother is full of bandages on his arm”
“Brother does it still hurt? Do you want us to call the doctor?”
“Were you hungry? do you want to eat something?”
This tiny little siblings of mine are acting so cute in front of me. I almost forgot that they are twins since they do not look the same.
Emma is featured just like a little Version of my mother while Rico on the other hand just look the same as my father. I somehow felt amazement to them for taking the whole features of our parents while me, I was a mixed featuring the both of them.
Well let's set aside
I was so surprised when I heard about those things coming from my younger siblings. They said that they saw Lhana helping me. She is even in the state of being pale. Even so, she is so white already... just how palet did she become? I... should ask this or not? Even so... maybe they do know how is Lhana's condition by now.“Do you two know how is she?”They boh look at each other. How adorable their smile is,“Brother likes sister Lhana~”They started to mumble in unison. Now they ain't adorableI heard them giggled as they give me a wide smileI wonder how long will it take for me to fully recover. Maybe... i should give Lhana some gift as thank you for what she did.I just close my eyes and didn't bother hearing their words. They won't stop teasing me but if I just let them be, surely they will get tired of it and go awayHah, let's just restI closed my
I didn't look at the door to see whether my family my family is since I feel that their presence is not around this area. Even so, I went back in the door and close it shut so that they can't comeinside without knocking.Looking at my surroundings I realize that the curtain is slightly open compared to what it is when I left it“Hey elf are you there?”I mumbled only to see a little light that is circulating all over me.“Show yourself ” I slightly mumbled as I find it hard to not see the elf in its actual form since she was just a mere little light who looks like a flock of flies.Can't you speak? It's as if I am talking to the air... I look so saneI need to remember how my younger siblings look at me as if I am a sane person who loves her smile I slightly Put my Palm on my face as I recall thatThe sparks then glimmer around me. I narrowed my eyes as i find it real weird
“What happened?” I asked her only to see the frightening look on her face as she looked at theeh of mine whose bandage are already loosened up completely.The two kids tried to look and took a peek about what my mother saw but then my mother shouted loud enough so that they can stop from doing what they was about to do.I somehow feel discomfort with my mother acting that way. She is not a person who will act like that, she is gentle and kind specially if it is around my two little siblings. Her, acting that way...“Emma Rico please get out of this room for now I have to talk to your brother”“Mother”As much as they wanted to stay, they can't possibly disobey mom.“Allright now that they are gone”I look at my mother who was locking the door she didn't look back at me and sat in the same side on where I am sitting from a while ago. Removing the bandage is compl
“Mom is there something wrong?”I asked as I saw how my mother looked at me in a very unfamiliar way. She stand up and and look around my room walking and opening all of the drawers as if he is looking for something. I was about to ask her about the thing that she is looking for but then she stopped as she saw a pen and a clean paper.A pen and a paper? Now I remember that my mother is good in her hands. One of her talents is that she is good in drawing. He even made a title because of that talent of her.I just silently look at my mother who was seriously drawing and scribbling something on that paper. It is as if she is eager to do it since it is something urgent.Now I doubt if I should have said those words. Is it a bad move for me to ask something about that old man?But that old man looks just like what I described, even so, I feel like I'm missing some important details.
After that, I never heard anything about the man whom my mother drew in the paper. Even the paper she used became ashes after it burn in flames. It is as if my mother is not wanting anyone to see that very face.She is hinding something.Even if I asked about that, for sure she won't answer me truthfully.My father came home immediately when he heard the news. l was in my room sitting as I analyze the weird scar thing that happened on my leg and just like my mother, he look at it with a worried and startled face. Even so, he collected his calm and immediately went back on his original and formal faceNow I wonder why they are acting like this. Surely, people will be surprised about this but their faces are saying as if something they are expecting finally came. That this thing finally came which makes them worriedNow that I remember, that small little fragments that are flying all around. It never appeared
I am not sure about what this elder is saying to me. But he said that thing and... regret? Will I make a choice i my life that I will regret?Just what does he mean by that?Looking at my hand who is holding the key he had given... I can't help but run my thoughts.It was the very first time that an elder talked to me like this. Yes they do say some words for me but in the presence of my parents... but today, It seems to be differentThe elder left leaving me in silent. I never knew whether I am someone who have the right to say this but then why do they make things so uncertain?Why do I feel like something is not right?They often tell things that are different in the ordinary language... as if they are playing it safety. Just like beating around the bushEven so, what the elders said to me was somehow annoying at some point.They always said that freedom will al
The last time I tried to reach it, it soon disappeared the moment I put my eyes in something other than this. I am afraid that once I do the same thing, this little light fragments will surely be gone from my site and I will never know when will be the time that they will come again.Now I wonder what this little fragments meansI do feel uncomfortable that I am not moving an inch to see whether it will dissipate or remain in my sight.Is this little light fragments mean anything?But still, after a long while of staring at it, it never disappear just like what it did beforeCan I touch it?I thought to myself. I'd say somehow... there is an urge in me that makes me feel curious, whether it has a body or not...What I mean to say is... they look like a small little light floating but then they usually dissipate and disappear. It makes me feel curious whether they have a body or not.
Just what the hell is happening in my body?“Mom...! dad....!”I shouted panically as I am not sure whether I should hide it or not. But then I came off to the conclusion that whether it is turning worse or turning good, I shall let my parents see it since they have much more knowledge about me and they have much more experience experience compared to what I have.Surely they will have things to say to me about this and they will have their own opinion. Even do, whatever may happen... I won't let thrm keep me caged in here.I have learned my lesson when I tried to hide my my problem with my parents because once I hide it to them it became a lot more bigger that is not goid enough for me to handleIt is not that it was a big deal but then at that moment I did something reckless when I was a child and ended up hurting other people for I ruined something precious to them. And.. when I tried to bring it back into pieces