LOGINNICK WALKER ©
I spotted Mum the moment I reached the front of the house. Had she been standing outside all this time? As I walked closer, she noticed me and came over. “Finally, you're back,” she said with a tired smile. I sighed and looked at her. “Why didn't you go inside?” I asked. She pressed her lips together and lowered her head. I walked into the house, then looked back to see her still standing there. “Aren't you coming in?” I asked her. I glanced at Mira, who was sitting beside Avery on the couch. The moment she heard me, she folded her arms and frowned. “Why is she coming in?” she asked. I dropped my bag and went to get Mum a glass of water. “Why would you leave her standing outside?” I asked them as I handed Mum the glass. “I'm fine. I just wanted to wait until I saw you,” Mum said as she looked over at Mira, having her sit. I sighed and rolled my eyes. “Why do you keep coming back?” I asked, looking at her. “Why did you leave in the first place? Why did you leave a seven-month-old baby for me to raise when I was still so young?” I took a deep breath and slowly let it out. She lowered her head into her hands and ran her fingers through her hair. “I was stupid back then,” she said quietly. “I left because I knew I couldn't do it. I knew I wasn't strong enough to take care of either of you after your father's death.” I looked over at Mira. “I regret everything I did. I know it sounds foolish to come back after all these years and try to be your mother again...” she said. “Yes, it does,” Mira cut in. “Mira,” I called. “So you can't come in here, trying to make up for what you did to us.“ She said and stormed into the room while Avery hurried after her. “Forgive me, Nick,” mum continued. “Even if you never accept me again, I'll do whatever it takes.” “I truly regret my choices, and I want to make things right,” she said as I stood there, watching her sniffle back her tears. “It'll take a long time for Mira to accept you,” I said quietly and she looked up at me. “Nick...” she called. I held her gaze. “I need you to respect Mira's choice and mine. I'm only doing this because I have to.” She let out a shaky breath and gently held her chest as tears rolled down her face. “I'm sorry. I'm so sorry,” she repeated between sobs. I walked to the room and quietly closed the door behind me. “We've already talked about this, Mira,” I said as she kept staring out the window. “It doesn't matter whether she's back or not. I'm still here, and no one is taking you away from me,” I said. “You're really giving her another chance,” Avery said, looking toward the door. “Yeah. I'm doing this for us and that includes mum,” I replied, looking back at Mira. Now it felt like I was stuck in the middle. I'd forgiven Mum like nothing had happened, but I couldn't move on because Mira couldn't. She wasn't ready to forgive her. I walked over and sat beside her. I gently smoothed her hair and let out a sigh. “Would you like to go out with me this weekend?” I asked. She looked up at me. “Where are we going?” she asked and I gave her a smile. ∆∆ ~ FIVE STAR CLUB AND BAR ~ Since I'd missed work for two days, I had to make up for those shifts today. I handled different tasks while covering another worker's shift. “What have you been up to these past few days?” the manager asked as I stood behind the bar. I forced a smile and scratched the back of my head. I didn't have a proper excuse. And I wasn't about to tell them I'd been dealing with something personal. That wasn't anyone else's business. “I was sick,” I said. “I knew coming to work would only make it worse.” He raised an eyebrow. “You were sick?” he asked. I blinked before giving him a small nod. He scoffed and walked away while I went back to serving the customers at the counter. A few moments later, the man who Enzo had fought with the night I got hurt took a seat at the bar. “Hey,” he said with a smile. “Nice seeing you again.” I forced a smile and gave a small bow. “You don't have to be so formal,” he said. “What's your name?” I hesitated. “Oh. I got carried away the last time that guy and I fought,” he said. “What would you like to drink?” I asked, looking away. “I'll tell you, but only if you tell me your name,” he replied, and I sighed. “He's mine.” That familiar voice made me look up. Enzo stood behind the man sitting on the bar stool. “You again?” the man asked as he got to his feet. Enzo, who was slightly taller, looked down at him before his eyes shifted to me. “He's with me, so let's not make a scene today,” Enzo said and the man turned to me. “Is that true?” he asked. I glanced at Enzo before giving a slow nod. The man shot Enzo a glare. “This isn't over,” he said before turning and walking away. Just then, my phone started ringing. I checked the screen and frowned. Avery. She never called me while I was at work. “Whatever it was would have to wait” I said within me and declined the call before I resumed working. “Double shot of Gordon's on the rocks,” he said. I nodded, polished a glass, and poured his drink. I slid it across the counter. He picked it up and took a sip. From the look on his face, the liquor burned all the way down. “Do you want to stop working?” he suddenly asked and I let out a small laugh. “Where did that come from?” I asked, still chuckling. He had to be joking. He just stared at me, then I knew he wasn't joking. Just then, my phone buzzed. It was a message from Avery. "Something's wrong, Nick. Someone posted a video of you and Grayson... I think you're in trouble. Call me as soon as you see this." My breath hitched as I read the message. I slowly looked at Enzo. A video? Was it from what happened between us today?NICK WALKER ©“What the fuck is wrong with you?” I asked, pushing him aside.“Tell me what the person says,” he said, pulling me out of the restroom.“Let me go… right now,” I told him, stopping in my tracks.He sucked in a deep breath and slowly let go of my hand.“I need you to understand…” he started.“Can we not talk right now?” I cut him off and tried to walk away, but he stepped right in front of me.“Nick, listen to me. I need to know what the person said when he called,” he said, and I sighed.“Why on earth are you making a fuss over a prank call?” I snapped.“Because I need to know, Nick,” he shot back.“Fine. He told me to tell Vadim to keep ‘me’ safe because… I don’t know. I forgot what else he said,” I said, trying to walk past him.He blocked my path, making me stop in my tracks.I took a deep breath, ran my hands through my hair, sighing.“I need to leave,” I said firmly.“Not until you remember what the person said.” He frowned, and I scoffed.I pinched the bridge of my
NICK WALKER ©I let out a shaky breath into the pillow under my face.“I’m going to be okay,” I kept telling myself as I lay there.But I knew I was lying.I wasn’t okay.We weren’t okay.I bit my lip, trying to hold back the tears I had been holding back since I left Enzo’s house.“Are you going to lie there forever?” I heard Avery ask from across the room.“It’s nothing,” I said in a muffled voice.“Okay, time’s up. Get up,” Avery said as she tried to pull me up.I groaned as she tried to sit me up. Our eyes met, and I let out a sigh.“It’s not what I think…” she started, then stopped as she looked around for Mira.I rolled my eyes and dropped back onto the couch, burying my face in the cushion.“Well, what can I say?” she said with a teasing smile.My hole still hurts like hell like it's never going to heal. My body grew tired and worn out, and I couldn't talk about it. Not even with my best friend.We stayed quiet for a while before I finally spoke.“Something is wrong with Enzo,
LORENZO GRAYSON\ VADIM KERZHAKOV ©He gently pulled his face from mine, biting back a moan. His fingers pierced my skin as I thrust my fingers in.I wrapped my hands on his nape and pulled him for a kiss.“Argh.“ He moaned and whimpered as I pushed my fingers in him.He kept his gaze on me which strangely caused my cock to tighten, I thrust deeper as we moved in pace together.I grabbed my hardened cock and looked around for a lubricant.“Fuck it.“ I whispered and dropped spit on my hardened cock.“It's going to hurt.“ I told him, and his hand gripped my arm as he tried to even his breath.I leaned down and kissed him, exploring his mouth with my tongue, savouring the sweetness of his lips.I stroked my hard cock and pushed the tip of it inside him, making Nick gasp as he rolled his eyes, his hand still gripping my arm.I took his hair from his face and ran my hand through his hair. “Breathe." I told him, looking into his eyes as his breath came out uneven before he gave a slow nod.
NICK WALKER © I always held Enzo close whenever we were together, and it includes this moment also. I sometimes get the fear that he might run from my arms and I can't explain where that feeling came from. Maybe I wasn't wrong to feel that way. For a moment, it felt like I was about to lose him. But he was here again, his tongue stuck in mine. He pulled away from me and stared at my bleeding wrist. The cloth wrapped around it was already soaked with blood. He let out a sigh and turned to leave, but I quickly grabbed his shirt. He looked back at me and ruffled my hair, giving me a short smile before gently removing my hand from his shirt. Then he walked out of the gym, leaving me alone. I stared down at my wrist. It hurt, but I barely registered the pain. My mind was too focused on Enzo. I couldn't stop thinking about him. I looked across the large gym and noticed cigarettes and ashes scattered across the floor. Everything was a mess. It looked like he had bee
NICK WALKER ©After my conversation with Mr. Kyle that day, I still couldn't get hold of Enzo for another three days.Mr. Kyle wasn't letting me see him because his men kept stopping me. Even when he left his office, one thing or another always stopped me from getting to him.My head was a mess. Back at home, I had planned a small outing for Mira and Mom without telling either of them. But it turned into a failure, just like I expected.Mira and I had a fight before I left home for work.Enzo still wasn't replying to my messages.I pressed my lips together and stared at the entrance of the bar."What's got you thinking?" Shawn asked as he stood in front of the counter."Ah. Nothing, really," I said with a forced smile.I suddenly spotted Mr. Kyle leaving his office upstairs with his men. I quickly grabbed my phone."Where are you going?" Shawn asked as I left my station.“Uh, the bathroom. Cover for me for a while,” I told him before walking outside.Before I could get to him, his men
NICK WALKER ©The exams were over, and the holiday had finally started. But I hadn't been able to reach Enzo for the past three days.He hadn't come to my house, and I hadn't seen him at work either. He wasn't replying to my texts or answering my calls.I couldn't stop worrying.I just wanted to know if he was okay.Was he sick?“Aren't you going to eat?” Avery asked as we sat down for lunch.I sighed as I stared at the food in front of me.“If you're not going to eat it, give it to me,” Avery said, pulling my plate toward herself.Seriously?Before she could take another bite, Mira smacked the back of Avery's hand with her spoon and pulled the plate back to me.“Ow! That hurt.”“Mira, apologize,” I said quickly as I took Avery's hand to check it.“How did you even choose her as your friend?” Mira asked, shaking her head as she continued eating.“He wasn't eating. You didn't have to be so harsh,” Avery said, rubbing the spot where Mira had hit her.“Well... sorry,” Mira mumbled.Avery
NICK WALKER ©“Give me that.“ Mira yanks the comb from my hand, jolting me out of the million thoughts running through my mind.“Sorry. I’ve got a lot going on,” I said with a sigh.“You don't have to apologize. I’m happy you don’t have to fix my hair this morning. “She beamed happily and turned t
NICK WALKER ©I slowly dropped my hands, slow and awkward, earning laughter and looks from the others. He looked at me exactly the way he did yesterday. Not angry. Not shocked. Just… blank. Like he has not seen someone familiar. “The nerd is shocked he has seen someone breathtaking.“ I heard someo
NICK WALKER©The silence in the bar was so loud. It was the opposite of the club above us, everything here was quieter. Laughter and chatter was subtle, like everyone had agreed to keep their secrets in their glass. I stood behind the counter, polishing cups, sliding drinks across the counter and
LORENZO GRAYSON \ VADIM KERZHAKOV ©The morning I had planned wasn't supposed to include Vanya.Yet there she was, sitting in the passenger seat with her heels resting on the dashboard, staring out the window as I drove to college.After our argument last night, neither of us brought it up.Before







