LOGINLORENZO GRAYSON\ KERZHAKOV ©
I stared at the mirror intently, ready to put on the life of a lecturer I fixed myself into. I picked my pair of glasses and wore them. Every morning, I put on this same calm, controlled look, the look of a college lecturer who blends into normal life. But no matter how neat I looked, or how peaceful I tried to act, it didn’t change one truth. I was still the son of one of the most powerful mafia syndicates in Russia. I grabbed the car keys and started driving to college. Halfway there, my phone rang. It was Kyle. He never called this time unless it was important. “Any updates?” I asked, eyes still on the road. I had sent Kyle to investigate the man that was arrested by the cops. We needed to know who he worked for and whose hands were reaching into my life again. “He doesn't even know you, he was sent to kill the man that was after you. I’m trying to track the people behind him, but he says he was blackmailed…” I scoffed. Of course. Another pawn. “Let him be, he's useless, they'll come for him soon.“ I told him and hung up. “Good morning, professor.“ Students greeted me as I walked towards my office. They blushed and whispered amongst themselves while I gave them a polite smile as I walked into the office. I sat down, opened my laptop, and pulled up the footage; the same footage I’d watched more times than I could count. My mother’s case. The day everything changed. I rubbed my temples and tried to make sense of the shadows and blurred faces. It still wasn’t enough. I needed more. I needed the real footage, the one I can't get my hands on. An hour passed before I even noticed and I found my way to lecture classes. ∆~∆ This is my third class. I'm lecturing without a break in each of them. I watched as Mr Walker and the other girl beside him argued. They argued under their breath, not loudly, but enough that I noticed. I paused and looked straight at them. “Mr. Walker and…” I stopped. I didn’t know the girl’s name. They both froze and slowly turned to face me along with the rest of the class turning to them. “Your name?“ “Avery…uhm..Avery Campbell.“ She answered. “Would you both like to tell the class what the discussion was all about?“ I asked them and finally turned my gaze to Nick. They kept mute before Avery apologized and nudged Nick to apologize. He bowed his head slightly and mumbled an apology. For some reason, his apology hit differently. Maybe because he always seemed on edge around me. Class ended and I headed back to the office, tired and exhausted. I received a message and I clicked to open it. Kyle: Got my hands on a footage. Not sure if it’s useful. I straightened and was about to watch the footage when I heard a knock on the door and the figure entered. Not again. He walked in nervously, head bowed. Nick Walker. He cleared his throat, fingers fidgeting, and I watched him silently. He always seemed uncomfortable around me, yet he kept showing up in my space without warning. “I'm here to apologize for being rude and…for saying such words yesterday. I found out they caught the killer yesterday, I'm so sorry for uttering such a statement.“ He apologized and bowed again. I sighed. I thought this was over. And besides, I could tell he still didn’t fully believe me. I had no energy for this, not when I had a new lead to follow. “Can we…” “Use the door“ I interrupted him calmly but firmly and he blinked twice trying to process my words correctly. “What?“ He asked, confused. I stood up, opened the door, and gestured outward. “I’d appreciate it if we had nothing to do with each other,” I said. “Please take your leave.” He scoffed quietly and bit his lower lip before walking out of the office. I sighed and closed the door before heading back to my laptop to watch the footage. After much time of watching closely, the footage wasn’t perfect, but it gave me something, a lead, a direction. A car. A plate number. Enough to dig further. I grabbed my phone and dialed Kyle. “Get the dashcam footage from the car with the plate number I sent to you now,” I said. “On it,” he replied. I watched the video again. For the first time in months, I felt closer to the truth. ∆∆ ~ FIVE STAR CLUB &BAR ~ Later that night, Kyle and I came out for a smoke. We leaned against a car as he lit two cigarettes, his and mine, taking a long drag from it. A woman walked up to us. Without hesitation, she took the cigarette from my lips, took a drag, and exhaled smoke right into my face. “Hey, handsome,” she said with a smirk. Kyle went inside, leaving the two of us alone. My gaze traveled over her as she handed the cigarette back and traded drags. “Let's get something stronger to drink.“ I told her and we headed inside. The bar was silent as always. I ordered drinks for us both while the lady rambled about her week. I downed my while wanting to know where the night would take us both. “Restroom calls. I'll be right back,” she said and stood up. Her purse slipped, spilling her belongings across the floor. She dropped to her knees under the table to gather them. One of her hands rested on my left thigh, fingers grazing lightly. I turned my head to avoid staring at her too closely. But then I saw him. Standing a few feet away, staring at us. Staring at her hand on my lap. Staring at the way she knelt between my legs. Nick's throat bobbed as he swallowed hard. His eyes shifted from her, then back to me. Something hot and uncomfortable passed through my chest. I was right. I couldn’t escape him. Because somehow…he was everywhere. And worse I couldn’t stop noticing him.NICK WALKER ©“What the fuck is wrong with you?” I asked, pushing him aside.“Tell me what the person says,” he said, pulling me out of the restroom.“Let me go… right now,” I told him, stopping in my tracks.He sucked in a deep breath and slowly let go of my hand.“I need you to understand…” he started.“Can we not talk right now?” I cut him off and tried to walk away, but he stepped right in front of me.“Nick, listen to me. I need to know what the person said when he called,” he said, and I sighed.“Why on earth are you making a fuss over a prank call?” I snapped.“Because I need to know, Nick,” he shot back.“Fine. He told me to tell Vadim to keep ‘me’ safe because… I don’t know. I forgot what else he said,” I said, trying to walk past him.He blocked my path, making me stop in my tracks.I took a deep breath, ran my hands through my hair, sighing.“I need to leave,” I said firmly.“Not until you remember what the person said.” He frowned, and I scoffed.I pinched the bridge of my
NICK WALKER ©I let out a shaky breath into the pillow under my face.“I’m going to be okay,” I kept telling myself as I lay there.But I knew I was lying.I wasn’t okay.We weren’t okay.I bit my lip, trying to hold back the tears I had been holding back since I left Enzo’s house.“Are you going to lie there forever?” I heard Avery ask from across the room.“It’s nothing,” I said in a muffled voice.“Okay, time’s up. Get up,” Avery said as she tried to pull me up.I groaned as she tried to sit me up. Our eyes met, and I let out a sigh.“It’s not what I think…” she started, then stopped as she looked around for Mira.I rolled my eyes and dropped back onto the couch, burying my face in the cushion.“Well, what can I say?” she said with a teasing smile.My hole still hurts like hell like it's never going to heal. My body grew tired and worn out, and I couldn't talk about it. Not even with my best friend.We stayed quiet for a while before I finally spoke.“Something is wrong with Enzo,
LORENZO GRAYSON\ VADIM KERZHAKOV ©He gently pulled his face from mine, biting back a moan. His fingers pierced my skin as I thrust my fingers in.I wrapped my hands on his nape and pulled him for a kiss.“Argh.“ He moaned and whimpered as I pushed my fingers in him.He kept his gaze on me which strangely caused my cock to tighten, I thrust deeper as we moved in pace together.I grabbed my hardened cock and looked around for a lubricant.“Fuck it.“ I whispered and dropped spit on my hardened cock.“It's going to hurt.“ I told him, and his hand gripped my arm as he tried to even his breath.I leaned down and kissed him, exploring his mouth with my tongue, savouring the sweetness of his lips.I stroked my hard cock and pushed the tip of it inside him, making Nick gasp as he rolled his eyes, his hand still gripping my arm.I took his hair from his face and ran my hand through his hair. “Breathe." I told him, looking into his eyes as his breath came out uneven before he gave a slow nod.
NICK WALKER © I always held Enzo close whenever we were together, and it includes this moment also. I sometimes get the fear that he might run from my arms and I can't explain where that feeling came from. Maybe I wasn't wrong to feel that way. For a moment, it felt like I was about to lose him. But he was here again, his tongue stuck in mine. He pulled away from me and stared at my bleeding wrist. The cloth wrapped around it was already soaked with blood. He let out a sigh and turned to leave, but I quickly grabbed his shirt. He looked back at me and ruffled my hair, giving me a short smile before gently removing my hand from his shirt. Then he walked out of the gym, leaving me alone. I stared down at my wrist. It hurt, but I barely registered the pain. My mind was too focused on Enzo. I couldn't stop thinking about him. I looked across the large gym and noticed cigarettes and ashes scattered across the floor. Everything was a mess. It looked like he had bee
NICK WALKER ©After my conversation with Mr. Kyle that day, I still couldn't get hold of Enzo for another three days.Mr. Kyle wasn't letting me see him because his men kept stopping me. Even when he left his office, one thing or another always stopped me from getting to him.My head was a mess. Back at home, I had planned a small outing for Mira and Mom without telling either of them. But it turned into a failure, just like I expected.Mira and I had a fight before I left home for work.Enzo still wasn't replying to my messages.I pressed my lips together and stared at the entrance of the bar."What's got you thinking?" Shawn asked as he stood in front of the counter."Ah. Nothing, really," I said with a forced smile.I suddenly spotted Mr. Kyle leaving his office upstairs with his men. I quickly grabbed my phone."Where are you going?" Shawn asked as I left my station.“Uh, the bathroom. Cover for me for a while,” I told him before walking outside.Before I could get to him, his men
NICK WALKER ©The exams were over, and the holiday had finally started. But I hadn't been able to reach Enzo for the past three days.He hadn't come to my house, and I hadn't seen him at work either. He wasn't replying to my texts or answering my calls.I couldn't stop worrying.I just wanted to know if he was okay.Was he sick?“Aren't you going to eat?” Avery asked as we sat down for lunch.I sighed as I stared at the food in front of me.“If you're not going to eat it, give it to me,” Avery said, pulling my plate toward herself.Seriously?Before she could take another bite, Mira smacked the back of Avery's hand with her spoon and pulled the plate back to me.“Ow! That hurt.”“Mira, apologize,” I said quickly as I took Avery's hand to check it.“How did you even choose her as your friend?” Mira asked, shaking her head as she continued eating.“He wasn't eating. You didn't have to be so harsh,” Avery said, rubbing the spot where Mira had hit her.“Well... sorry,” Mira mumbled.Avery
NICK WALKER ©I slowly dropped my hands, slow and awkward, earning laughter and looks from the others. He looked at me exactly the way he did yesterday. Not angry. Not shocked. Just… blank. Like he has not seen someone familiar. “The nerd is shocked he has seen someone breathtaking.“ I heard someo
NICK WALKER©The silence in the bar was so loud. It was the opposite of the club above us, everything here was quieter. Laughter and chatter was subtle, like everyone had agreed to keep their secrets in their glass. I stood behind the counter, polishing cups, sliding drinks across the counter and
LORENZO GRAYSON \ VADIM KERZHAKOV ©The morning I had planned wasn't supposed to include Vanya.Yet there she was, sitting in the passenger seat with her heels resting on the dashboard, staring out the window as I drove to college.After our argument last night, neither of us brought it up.Before
NICK WALKER ©We had already left the house, and the drive was so very awkward. Neither of us said a word as the car moved through the morning traffic.I sighed and turned my attention to the window. My palms were sweaty. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't stop thinking about what had happened







