LOGINLORENZO GRAYSON\ KERZHAKOV ©
I stared at the mirror intently, ready to put on the life of a lecturer I fixed myself into. I picked my pair of glasses and wore them. Every morning, I put on this same calm, controlled look, the look of a college lecturer who blends into normal life. But no matter how neat I looked, or how peaceful I tried to act, it didn’t change one truth. I was still the son of one of the most powerful mafia syndicates in Russia. I grabbed the car keys and started driving to college. Halfway there, my phone rang. It was Kyle. He never called this time unless it was important. “Any updates?” I asked, eyes still on the road. I had sent Kyle to investigate the man that was arrested by the cops. We needed to know who he worked for and whose hands were reaching into my life again. “He doesn't even know you, he was sent to kill the man that was after you. I’m trying to track the people behind him, but he says he was blackmailed…” I scoffed. Of course. Another pawn. “Let him be, he's useless, they'll come for him soon.“ I told him and hung up. “Good morning, professor.“ Students greeted me as I walked towards my office. They blushed and whispered amongst themselves while I gave them a polite smile as I walked into the office. I sat down, opened my laptop, and pulled up the footage; the same footage I’d watched more times than I could count. My mother’s case. The day everything changed. I rubbed my temples and tried to make sense of the shadows and blurred faces. It still wasn’t enough. I needed more. I needed the real footage, the one I can't get my hands on. An hour passed before I even noticed and I found my way to lecture classes. ∆~∆ This is my third class. I'm lecturing without a break in each of them. I watched as Mr Walker and the other girl beside him argued. They argued under their breath, not loudly, but enough that I noticed. I paused and looked straight at them. “Mr. Walker and…” I stopped. I didn’t know the girl’s name. They both froze and slowly turned to face me along with the rest of the class turning to them. “Your name?“ “Avery…uhm..Avery Campbell.“ She answered. “Would you both like to tell the class what the discussion was all about?“ I asked them and finally turned my gaze to Nick. They kept mute before Avery apologized and nudged Nick to apologize. He bowed his head slightly and mumbled an apology. For some reason, his apology hit differently. Maybe because he always seemed on edge around me. Class ended and I headed back to the office, tired and exhausted. I received a message and I clicked to open it. Kyle: Got my hands on a footage. Not sure if it’s useful. I straightened and was about to watch the footage when I heard a knock on the door and the figure entered. Not again. He walked in nervously, head bowed. Nick Walker. He cleared his throat, fingers fidgeting, and I watched him silently. He always seemed uncomfortable around me, yet he kept showing up in my space without warning. “I'm here to apologize for being rude and…for saying such words yesterday. I found out they caught the killer yesterday, I'm so sorry for uttering such a statement.“ He apologized and bowed again. I sighed. I thought this was over. And besides, I could tell he still didn’t fully believe me. I had no energy for this, not when I had a new lead to follow. “Can we…” “Use the door“ I interrupted him calmly but firmly and he blinked twice trying to process my words correctly. “What?“ He asked, confused. I stood up, opened the door, and gestured outward. “I’d appreciate it if we had nothing to do with each other,” I said. “Please take your leave.” He scoffed quietly and bit his lower lip before walking out of the office. I sighed and closed the door before heading back to my laptop to watch the footage. After much time of watching closely, the footage wasn’t perfect, but it gave me something, a lead, a direction. A car. A plate number. Enough to dig further. I grabbed my phone and dialed Kyle. “Get the dashcam footage from the car with the plate number I sent to you now,” I said. “On it,” he replied. I watched the video again. For the first time in months, I felt closer to the truth. ∆∆ ~ FIVE STAR CLUB &BAR ~ Later that night, Kyle and I came out for a smoke. We leaned against a car as he lit two cigarettes, his and mine, taking a long drag from it. A woman walked up to us. Without hesitation, she took the cigarette from my lips, took a drag, and exhaled smoke right into my face. “Hey, handsome,” she said with a smirk. Kyle went inside, leaving the two of us alone. My gaze traveled over her as she handed the cigarette back and traded drags. “Let's get something stronger to drink.“ I told her and we headed inside. The bar was silent as always. I ordered drinks for us both while the lady rambled about her week. I downed my while wanting to know where the night would take us both. “Restroom calls. I'll be right back,” she said and stood up. Her purse slipped, spilling her belongings across the floor. She dropped to her knees under the table to gather them. One of her hands rested on my left thigh, fingers grazing lightly. I turned my head to avoid staring at her too closely. But then I saw him. Standing a few feet away, staring at us. Staring at her hand on my lap. Staring at the way she knelt between my legs. Nick's throat bobbed as he swallowed hard. His eyes shifted from her, then back to me. Something hot and uncomfortable passed through my chest. I was right. I couldn’t escape him. Because somehow…he was everywhere. And worse I couldn’t stop noticing him.NICK WALKER ©I couldn't stop thinking about Enzo. He had cared enough to drop me off yesterday.He also apologized for what he said that night. And for some reason, I felt more comforted by his apology than I wanted to admit.My gaze drifted to his coat hanging outside to dry.I remembered the way he had taken it off and hung it around my shoulders.“Are you blushing?” Avery's voice made me jump and I quickly turned toward the doorway.I hadn't even noticed when she arrived. I quickly gathered the books scattered across the table and shoved them into my bag.“When did you get here?” I asked as I moved around the room, making sure everything was in place before we left for school.Avery dropped onto the sofa with a grin.“Since the moment I caught you lost in your thoughts and blushing to yourself.”“What do you mean?” I asked. “I wasn't blushing.”Just then, Mira walked out of her room. She was already dressed for school, and a huge smile on her face stretched from ear to ear.Ever
LORENZO GRAYSON\VADIM KERZHAKOV ©Winter had already set in and the air outside was cold.It cut through my coat as I stood by the car, my back resting against it.I looked up at the clear night sky and for a moment, my thoughts drifted to my mother.I pulled my hands out of my pockets and reached into my coat, took out a cigar, and lit it.All of a sudden, a light drizzle suddenly began to fall.I dropped the cigar to the ground and crushed it beneath my shoe.I was about to head back inside the bar when I noticed Nick leaving through the front entrance.His shift must have ended.Before I could think much about it, the drizzle turned into a downpour.I quickly got into my car before I got soaked and glanced at the dashboard clock.It was almost midnight.Then Kyle's words echoed in my mind.“...he works hard every day, trying to take care of his little sister.”Through the rain-covered windshield, I watched Nick. He held his bag over his head as he hurried back under the shelter of
LORENZO GRAYSON\VADIM KERZHAKOV ©“What was that about?” Alina asked as she closed the office door behind her.I pinched the bridge of my nose and let out a tired sigh.I couldn't even bring myself to hit him. All I managed to do was throw him out of my office.“It's nothing serious,” I said, walking over and dropping onto the couch. “The kid is just trouble.”Alina gave me a look. “That doesn't seem like anything serious,” she said. “I thought you told me you two were close.”I sighed and leaned back against the couch.If only she knew how complicated that word had become.“What's the document for?” I asked.Alina sighed and glanced at the door before taking the seat across from me.Without a word, she handed me a sealed brown envelope.I broke the seal and pulled out the papers inside. As my eyes moved across the first page, Alina spoke.“Valerie Kerzhakov's injuries weren't caused by an accident.”My head snapped up.“What?”I looked back down and read through the report.“I was
NICK WALKER ©I couldn’t help staring at him as he walked into the hall.He wore the same cold look as always. A stack of papers rested in his hands as he walked to the front. He took off his coat, placed it aside, and rolled up his sleeves.I frowned a little and glanced at the papers on the table.What was all that for?“Attendance first,” he said in a calm voice before starting the roll call.“Nick Walker.” I heard my name a few minutes later. I raised my hand a little.“Present,” I answered but he didn’t even look up.I stared at him for a moment. I stared at the same man who had insulted me and looked down on me. I hated to admit it, but a part of me thought…A part of me thought we were starting to get closer but after hearing his words last evening, all I felt was disappointment.“Nick… are you sure you’re okay?” Avery asked, pulling me out of my thoughts.“Your lip keeps bleeding,” Avery said as she handed me a wipe.I felt a sharp sting the moment I touched my lip and let ou
NICK WALKER ©Whatever happened yesterday was never going to happen again. It was already in the past, and last night ended whatever I had with him.“Are you okay? You don’t look fine,” Mira said as I quietly combed her hair.“I’m fine,” I said with a forced smile.“Well, you don’t look like you're fine,” she said, turning to face me. I let out a small sigh.“Sit still and let me finish your hair,” I said and she groaned.“You’ve spent so much time doing my hair. If you’re not okay, I can always do it myself,” she said but I ignored her and kept fixing it.“Finally,” she said the moment I finished.She jumped to her feet and stretched.“At least I’m glad I don’t have to see Avery this morning,” she said before rushing off to finish the pasta I made for breakfast.Avery had already texted me. She woke up late and said she would wait for me by the school gate instead.“Come on, grab your bag. We need to go,” I said as I checked the time.“And stop rushing your food,” I warned and she n
NICK WALKER ©The last two days had felt strange. After what I saw in Enzo’s office, I had not seen him again. Only the female professor.And Avery?She had been acting strange too. For the past two days, she had been quieter than usual, and for some reason, it disturbed me.I kept waiting for her to come around, but she did not. She spent more time talking to Mira and only made small talk and short replies with me. Something felt off, and I hated that it got to me this much.I started clearing my throat as we walked home after getting off the bus. She turned to look at me.“Are you okay, Nick?” she asked, worry clear on her face.“Yeah, I’m fine actually,” I said and she let out a small sigh and kept walking.I hurried to catch up with her and lightly bumped her shoulder.“What’s wrong?” I asked. “You seem distant. Did I do something wrong?”She stopped walking and turned to me. “Do you think you’ve done anything wrong, Nick Walker?”I tried to think of what could have gone wrong be







