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The moment the woman Enzo called Vanya locked her blue eyes on me, I felt scared. Her gaze moved from my head down to my feet before she folded her arms and gave me a questioning look. “And who is this?” she asked and I quickly bowed my head politely. “I'm…” Enzo cut me off before I could finish. He spoke in a language that wasn't English, though it sounded familiar like he had spoken them before. The two of them exchanged words I couldn't understand before silence settled between them, and she turned back to me. She said something that I was sure was about me, making Enzo glance in my direction. “He's just my student,” Enzo said and the woman scoffed. I nervously bit my lip as they continued talking about me in each other's language. After a moment, Enzo let out a sigh and turned to me. “Why don't you come back later?” he said and I nodded quietly. “I'll take my leave, sir,” I said softly and headed for the door. The two men standing at the entrance stepped aside to let me pass. As soon as I left the office, the door shut behind me. I paused and stared at it for a moment as too many thoughts rushed through my mind. Who was she? Enzo seemed quite close to her. She understood his language so well, and the way they looked at each other made me so curious. “Close to her.” The words lingered in my head and I found myself nibbling on my lower lip again. “Hello, love.” I remembered the words she had said the moment she walked in. Or were they former lovers? If they were, then what about Professor Douglas? Too many thoughts ran through my head as I made my way back to the library. “Where were you?” Avery asked the moment I returned to the library. “Professor Grayson's office,” I replied before she could start asking questions. “He needed help sorting out some paperwork.” “Do you like Grayson?” Avery suddenly asked without looking up from her book, and I froze. “What on earth are you talking about?” I asked with a scoff. “It's just a question, Nick,” she said, finally lifting her eyes from her book. “Where is that question even coming from?” I asked with a nervous laugh, quickly looking away. What the hell was she talking about? Like Enzo? “Enzo, of all people. He's a man, remember?” I said and she nodded slowly. “I see,” she replied and went back to the book in her hands. For some reason I couldn't explain, my chest tightened at her words. I quickly looked back down at my own book and tried to focus on reading. ∆∆ ~ FIVE STAR CLUB AND BAR ~ There weren't many people in the bar, but I could still hear the loud music coming from the club. It always felt different here. The quiet made it easier for my mind to wander. My thoughts kept drifting back to everything that had happened, and I couldn't wrap my head around them anymore. I found myself wondering about the woman, Vanya. She had even arrived with two men behind her. Was she someone important? Maybe she was famous. Or maybe she was someone well-known from Enzo's country. Enzo. I sighed as I remembered what Avery had said back at the library. Why would she think I liked him? I didn't even know what it truly meant to like someone. I'd never liked anyone before. “Argh,” I groaned and rubbed my face. When I looked up, the woman, Vanya, was sitting on a bar stool right in front of me and I nearly jumped. When did she get here? I quickly glanced around, trying to figure out how long she had been sitting there. “Look who it is. I was wondering why you looked familiar,” she said, folding her arms across her chest. “Good evening,” I replied, bowing my head slightly. “What would you care to drink tonight?” I asked and she answered with a scoff. “What exactly is your relationship with Vadim...” She stopped herself and sighed. “I meant Lorenzo,” she corrected and I frowned. Enzo was Vadim? “Uh… he's my lecturer…” She cut me off before I could finish. “Boring. I already know that,” she said, sounding uninterested. “I mean your relationship with him.” “Huh? There's… there's nothing,” I stammered. She waved her hand to cut me off again. “I want your best mix of cocktails,” she said instead. I nodded slowly, feeling a little pressure from the way she was talking to me. Or maybe it was more like an interrogation. Maybe she was truly Enzo’s lover, trying to figure out what was going on between him and me. “Are you getting my drink, or are you going to stand there thinking all day?” she asked. “Sorry. Give me a few minutes,” I said. I picked up an hurricane glass and started polishing it, then filled it with crushed ice. I poured the hurricane ingredients into the cocktail shaker filled with ice and shook it hard until the outside was frosty. “You're quite good at this. Since when have you been doing it?” she asked and I let out a small, nervous laugh. “Why would Kyle even hire a minor to work in a place like this?” she asked again. I looked up at her for a second but didn't answer. Instead, I returned my focus on the drink. I strained the mixture carefully into a curved hurricane glass filled with crushed ice. I topped it off by sliding a fresh orange wheel and a preserved Maraschino cherry on the rim of the glass. Then I slid the glass over to her. “Here it is,” I said. She looked at me for a moment before taking it. She took a small sip, then another and nodded slowly. “This is great,” she said and I gave a small bow, unsure how to respond. My mind drifted as I watched her. Where was Enzo anyway? Wasn't he supposed to be here with her? Or was he with Mr. Kyle in his office? “Are you looking for Lorenzo?” she asked, and I turned to her. Huh? How does she even know that? “He's busy at the club. There are so many women all over him,” she said as she sipped from her glass. “I couldn't stay and watch, so I had to leave,” she added and I felt a tight pressure in my chest at her words. Sharp cramps followed as I pictured Enzo surrounded by women touching him. “How could he still have the nerve to touch other women after…” I thought, then stopped myself and sighed. He was the kind of man every woman wanted. So who was I in all of this? Not that I cared. At least, that's what I told myself. “No way… you're jealous,” she said, placing her glass down and leaning closer to the bar. “Jealous? What… what are you talking about?” I asked, suddenly stammering. “Oh, come on. You and I both know what I'm talking about,” she said and I went quiet. I didn't have an answer for that. “Vanya.” I heard Enzo's voice and turned toward him. The moment our eyes met, my heart jumped. I quickly looked away and forced myself to act busy, just to avoid holding his gaze. “You're here finally. I was just talking to the kid about how jealou…” She stopped mid-sentence when I cut in. “What would you like, Mr Grayson?” I said quickly, turning to him and he raised a brow at me. “Mr Grayson?” he repeated and I sighed under my breath. Of course that sounded wrong. What the hell is wrong with me?NICK WALKER ©“What the fuck is wrong with you?” I asked, pushing him aside.“Tell me what the person says,” he said, pulling me out of the restroom.“Let me go… right now,” I told him, stopping in my tracks.He sucked in a deep breath and slowly let go of my hand.“I need you to understand…” he started.“Can we not talk right now?” I cut him off and tried to walk away, but he stepped right in front of me.“Nick, listen to me. I need to know what the person said when he called,” he said, and I sighed.“Why on earth are you making a fuss over a prank call?” I snapped.“Because I need to know, Nick,” he shot back.“Fine. He told me to tell Vadim to keep ‘me’ safe because… I don’t know. I forgot what else he said,” I said, trying to walk past him.He blocked my path, making me stop in my tracks.I took a deep breath, ran my hands through my hair, sighing.“I need to leave,” I said firmly.“Not until you remember what the person said.” He frowned, and I scoffed.I pinched the bridge of my
NICK WALKER ©I let out a shaky breath into the pillow under my face.“I’m going to be okay,” I kept telling myself as I lay there.But I knew I was lying.I wasn’t okay.We weren’t okay.I bit my lip, trying to hold back the tears I had been holding back since I left Enzo’s house.“Are you going to lie there forever?” I heard Avery ask from across the room.“It’s nothing,” I said in a muffled voice.“Okay, time’s up. Get up,” Avery said as she tried to pull me up.I groaned as she tried to sit me up. Our eyes met, and I let out a sigh.“It’s not what I think…” she started, then stopped as she looked around for Mira.I rolled my eyes and dropped back onto the couch, burying my face in the cushion.“Well, what can I say?” she said with a teasing smile.My hole still hurts like hell like it's never going to heal. My body grew tired and worn out, and I couldn't talk about it. Not even with my best friend.We stayed quiet for a while before I finally spoke.“Something is wrong with Enzo,
LORENZO GRAYSON\ VADIM KERZHAKOV ©He gently pulled his face from mine, biting back a moan. His fingers pierced my skin as I thrust my fingers in.I wrapped my hands on his nape and pulled him for a kiss.“Argh.“ He moaned and whimpered as I pushed my fingers in him.He kept his gaze on me which strangely caused my cock to tighten, I thrust deeper as we moved in pace together.I grabbed my hardened cock and looked around for a lubricant.“Fuck it.“ I whispered and dropped spit on my hardened cock.“It's going to hurt.“ I told him, and his hand gripped my arm as he tried to even his breath.I leaned down and kissed him, exploring his mouth with my tongue, savouring the sweetness of his lips.I stroked my hard cock and pushed the tip of it inside him, making Nick gasp as he rolled his eyes, his hand still gripping my arm.I took his hair from his face and ran my hand through his hair. “Breathe." I told him, looking into his eyes as his breath came out uneven before he gave a slow nod.
NICK WALKER © I always held Enzo close whenever we were together, and it includes this moment also. I sometimes get the fear that he might run from my arms and I can't explain where that feeling came from. Maybe I wasn't wrong to feel that way. For a moment, it felt like I was about to lose him. But he was here again, his tongue stuck in mine. He pulled away from me and stared at my bleeding wrist. The cloth wrapped around it was already soaked with blood. He let out a sigh and turned to leave, but I quickly grabbed his shirt. He looked back at me and ruffled my hair, giving me a short smile before gently removing my hand from his shirt. Then he walked out of the gym, leaving me alone. I stared down at my wrist. It hurt, but I barely registered the pain. My mind was too focused on Enzo. I couldn't stop thinking about him. I looked across the large gym and noticed cigarettes and ashes scattered across the floor. Everything was a mess. It looked like he had bee
NICK WALKER ©After my conversation with Mr. Kyle that day, I still couldn't get hold of Enzo for another three days.Mr. Kyle wasn't letting me see him because his men kept stopping me. Even when he left his office, one thing or another always stopped me from getting to him.My head was a mess. Back at home, I had planned a small outing for Mira and Mom without telling either of them. But it turned into a failure, just like I expected.Mira and I had a fight before I left home for work.Enzo still wasn't replying to my messages.I pressed my lips together and stared at the entrance of the bar."What's got you thinking?" Shawn asked as he stood in front of the counter."Ah. Nothing, really," I said with a forced smile.I suddenly spotted Mr. Kyle leaving his office upstairs with his men. I quickly grabbed my phone."Where are you going?" Shawn asked as I left my station.“Uh, the bathroom. Cover for me for a while,” I told him before walking outside.Before I could get to him, his men
NICK WALKER ©The exams were over, and the holiday had finally started. But I hadn't been able to reach Enzo for the past three days.He hadn't come to my house, and I hadn't seen him at work either. He wasn't replying to my texts or answering my calls.I couldn't stop worrying.I just wanted to know if he was okay.Was he sick?“Aren't you going to eat?” Avery asked as we sat down for lunch.I sighed as I stared at the food in front of me.“If you're not going to eat it, give it to me,” Avery said, pulling my plate toward herself.Seriously?Before she could take another bite, Mira smacked the back of Avery's hand with her spoon and pulled the plate back to me.“Ow! That hurt.”“Mira, apologize,” I said quickly as I took Avery's hand to check it.“How did you even choose her as your friend?” Mira asked, shaking her head as she continued eating.“He wasn't eating. You didn't have to be so harsh,” Avery said, rubbing the spot where Mira had hit her.“Well... sorry,” Mira mumbled.Avery
LORENZO GRAYSON \ VADIM KERZHAKOV ©The morning I had planned wasn't supposed to include Vanya.Yet there she was, sitting in the passenger seat with her heels resting on the dashboard, staring out the window as I drove to college.After our argument last night, neither of us brought it up.Before
NICK WALKER ©We had already left the house, and the drive was so very awkward. Neither of us said a word as the car moved through the morning traffic.I sighed and turned my attention to the window. My palms were sweaty. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't stop thinking about what had happened
NICK WALKER ©It was already past 4 p.m, and Mira still wasn’t back from school. Avery and I had already gone to her school to search for her, but there was no sign of her anywhere.“We should go to the police station if we still can’t find her within the next hour,” Avery said as she wiped the swe
Good day, my dear readers. This is Author Cloud speaking. Thank you for taking your time to read this story. I truly appreciate your support and your interest in the world I am building here. I would like to let you know that every language used in this book, whether Italian or Russian, has been tr







