(DANIEL)It didn't take too long before I packed the car right in front of Lily's school gate and I switch off the ignition taking a deep breath with my heartbeat thumping hard and loud in my chest. I am actually going nuts at the moment, I just know it. This is already too much to comprehend right now at this moment. I am practical hyperventilating as a grip hard against the steering wheel, trying to contain my raging emotions. I can't believe that the thoughts alone about meeting this little girl is getting me this riled up. Just what the freaking hell is wrong with me? What heck is my problem? It's not like I'm about to follow through a suicide mission or perform a very huge project that might probably take away my life. I just want to pick up my daughter. Oh my goodness I find myself and gripping hard against my steering wheel with both hands as I relax back against the car seat shutting my eyes and taking quick deep breaths. "Calm down Daniel. Calm down. Take a deep breath. S
(DANIEL)Okay okay this moment just got a lot more awkward than ever as I find myself breathing hard while I relax back in my seat staring ahead of me and sweating profusely at the thought about what the heck I just did just now. Goodness me. I freaking lost it with Amelia. I take a peek at her to see her blushing excessively as she looks outside the window unable to control the way she is feeling presently at the moment. I can tell that it got her perfectly well that she feels like she is definitely going nuts. I chuckle and rake my fingers through my hair. I think I have to set things right between the both of us right now. I don't understand what the hell has gotten into my system over this little girl. Why..... what is it about her that is getting me this crazy? Why does the sight of her and her presence just keep unscrewing some knots my brain making me go insane? I rub my chin as I glance at her petite little beautiful form beside me. I really want to explore this. It is what
(AMELIA)We finally arrive at Lily's home and I find myself freaking the freak out with my palms sweaty and thinking faculty a little bit jumbled with a lot of extreme advanced thoughts about what the f*** happened back at school. I can't believe I completely let myself down for him right from the moment he grabbed me. Just feels like I wasn't myself anymore the moment he arms wrapped me. I was just completely lost in his arms under his enthralling glorious embrace ready to give in to whatever he had in store for me. I don't understand why the f*** it's just so hard to still myself and stop myself from doing things that shouldn't happen between us whenever I am with him. I bite my lip and tilt my head to glance at him as he switches off the ignition and takes a shirt breath flexing his attractive knuckles with the muscular majestic veins popping out in different sections. Then he diverts this attention to me and I snap my gaze away immediately. I think I should really get out of
(AMELIA)okay this is serious issue. He is totally heading towards me. I thought this was just my imagination at first but damn, he is fucking approaching me!!!! Fuck....... but I thought .........holy shit.......what the fuck....... like what the hell ....... what the fuck is going on right now? I remain in my position gazing at him with shock and anticipation. As soon as he's three inches away from me, I slowly find myself stepping back trying as much as I can to stay away from him as he advances closer and closer and closer and closer ........ I find myself stuck against the door to the entrance of the house unable to move back anymore. I bite my lip so bad.This is bad. "Why the hell are you acting this way, Dad? " Maybe that will pacify him. I call and the expression of his face shows the impression that what I said totally affected him really really bad.He chuckles and shakes his head finally closing the distance between us with maximum full speed pinning me against the door
(AMELIA)"Amelia.. Amelia. " I immediately jerk awake as fast as ever on the bed leaning against my arms as I look around me. I bat my eyes too Make the picture surrounding me a little bit clearer. My eyes are a little bit blurry as i squints them finally using my palms to rub my eyes seriously. I look around to see Mr Mitchell and Lily around me smiling with Mr Mitchell leaning against the door to her room, folding his arms and smirking. What the hell is going on? I wonder and glance at my wristwatch. My eyes go wide with so much intensity that I get up against the bed.shit. Holy fuck. This is a freaking 12:00 a.m. It's 12:00 midnight? Already? How? What the f*** ........ I immediately spring off the bed and begin to rush up and down like a crazy lady as I immediately pack my books inside my back.. what the hell came over for me? I sincerely promised my mom that I'm going to be back home as soon enough early before ........ holy s***. My mom. I take a glance at my phone
(AMELIA)She must have told them that she's okay and it is fine but I know that deep down, she is not that elated. God dammit. This is so infuriating. I facepalm myself and immediately pick up my phone from the bed. I dail her number and place the phone on my ear waiting for her to pick up the call. "Come on mom. Pick pick pick up pick up pick up. pick up please." I keep on muttering to myself as I pace about the room with one hand gripping the phone to my ear and the other hand over to my waist. I definitely know that she might be asleep by this time but I am hoping deep down within me that she picks up this call. I won't to be able to get myself tonight if I don't speak to her immediately about this. After a very long while of pacing and waiting, the call finally ends without her picking it and I sigh. "Come on Mom. Just fucking pick up the call." I whisper and dail her number again. I place the phone in my ear and continue pacing up and down the room with frustration biting m
(AMELIA)If I had actually claimed to have experienced the most terrifying worst moment of my life previously, then I must have just been kidding or exaggerating. Because this right now, is actually going to be the most terrifying exasperating moment of my life. I can't believe this is happening. Mr Mitchell wants to ...... Oh my God he wants to meet with me to talk with me in the middle of the night while Lily is asleep and her mom is not around? Is he trying to toy with my thinking faculty or what? Just what the hell is going on here right now? Why does he want to see me? What does he want with me? I am trying everything as possible as I can to keep my distance away from him but he doesn't seem to be getting the memo. I am currently sitting down on the bed leaning against my pillow with my arms folded as I stare into space with a lot of random thoughts spinning, running back and forth in my brain. I shut my eyes and shake my head before facepalming myself. I really don't know how
(AMELIA)"Actually, I have a lot to discuss with you. " He says softly as he slowly approaches me forcing me to step backwards a little bit. He notices my resistance and smiles. " I'm so sorry about that. Can we head over to my bedroom? " He asks and I scoff. Seriously? Is he really thinking I am so childish and stupid? I shake my head immediately. "No. I think it's best we just discuss whatever you want to discuss here right now." I say and he raises an eyebrow before glance at the bedroom door which is obviously lily's room. His scoffs and shakes his head." I am sorry but the discussion can't hold here Amelia. I don't want to risk Lily waking up and hearing all what I'm about to say. Since my bedroom isn't comfortable for you, why don't we just head to the guest room?" He asks and I shut my eyes." I am sorry but that's not going to work either." I reply and he halts in his position staring at me for a long while." So where do you want us to talk about this?' I point to the grou