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EMMA'S POV
"Your sister has maybe three months without the treatment." Dr. Martinez's words echo in my head as I race through the hotel's kitchen, my hands shaking so badly I nearly drop the tray of chocolate soufflés. Three months. Ninety days. That's all Lily has left unless I can somehow pull together two hundred thousand dollars for an experimental treatment that insurance won't cover. Two hundred thousand dollars. I can't even afford this month's rent. "Chen, those soufflés needed to be plated five minutes ago!" Chef Bernard's voice cuts through my panic. I nod and force my trembling hands steady. The soufflés are perfect, risen exactly right, the kind of work that should make me proud. Instead, all I can think about is Lily lying in that hospital bed, her skin too pale, her smile too tired. I'm arranging the final garnish when someone slams into me from behind. The tray tips, and I watch in horror as six perfect chocolate soufflés tumble to the floor in a cascade of shattered porcelain and ruined dessert. The kitchen goes silent. "What the hell, Chen?" Bernard's face turns purple. "That's for the Westbrook table. Do you have any idea who….." "I'm sorry, I'll remake them, I just need……" "There's no time to remake them! Mr. Westbrook specifically requested those for his investors!" Bernard is shouting now, and everyone is staring, and my phone is buzzing in my pocket with what's probably another hospital bill I can't pay. Something inside me breaks. I run. Through the kitchen, past the shocked faces of the other cooks, straight into the walk-in freezer. The cold hits me like a slap, but I don't care. I sink onto a crate of vegetables and let the tears come, huge gasping sobs that hurt my chest. Three months. Two hundred thousand dollars. Impossible. I don't know how long I sit there crying before the freezer door opens. I expect Chef Bernard coming to fire me, but instead, a man in an expensive suit steps inside. Even through my tears, I recognize him. Dominic Westbrook. The owner of this hotel and about fifty others around the world. I've seen him maybe twice in the two years I've worked here, always from a distance, always surrounded by people in suits carrying tablets and phones. He's taller than I expected. Dark hair, sharp jawline, eyes that look like they've never smiled in their life. "I'm so sorry about your dinner," I manage to choke out, wiping my face with my sleeve. "I'll pay for it, I'll—" "Are you alright?" His voice is cold, clipped, but there's something in his expression that looks almost like concern. The question is so unexpected that I start crying harder. "No. No, I'm not alright. My sister is dying, and I can't save her, and I just ruined your dinner, and I'm probably fired, and I don't know what to do anymore." I should shut up. I should stop talking immediately. But exhaustion and fear and two years of holding everything together by myself all come pouring out in the freezing cold of this walk-in, to a billionaire who definitely doesn't care about my problems. "Your sister is dying?" he asks quietly. I nod, hiccuping. "Leukemia. She needs an experimental treatment that costs two hundred thousand dollars, and insurance won't cover it, and I've been working double shifts for two years, but it's not enough. It's never enough. And now she has maybe three months, and I can't….." My voice breaks. "I can't save her." Dominic Westbrook studies me with those cold eyes. For a long moment, he says nothing. Then he pulls out his phone, types something, and puts it away. "What's your name?" "Emma. Emma Chen." "Emma, how would you feel about two hundred thousand dollars?" I stare at him. "What?" "Actually, let's make it five hundred thousand. Two hundred for your sister's treatment, three hundred for you to start over after this is done." My heart is pounding. "I don't understand. Why would you…" "I need something from you. Call it a business arrangement." He crosses his arms, his expression unreadable. "I need you to carry my child." The words don't make sense. I must have heard him wrong. "I'm sorry, what?" "I need a surrogate. I'll pay you five hundred thousand dollars to carry and deliver my child. All medical expenses covered, of course. You'll sign a contract agreeing to the terms, and once the baby is born, you walk away. Clean, simple, no complications." I should say no. This is insane. But all I can think about is Lily, getting thinner every time I visit, her light dimming a little more each day. "Why me?" I whisper. Something flickers across his face. "Why not you? You need money. I need a surrogate. My assistant tells me our last four candidates rejected the offer because they wanted something more... personal. I don't do personal. This is business. You seem like someone who understands that desperation doesn't leave room for sentiment." He's right. I am desperate. Desperate enough to consider this absolutely crazy proposal from a man I don't know. "I would have to carry your baby for nine months and then just... give it up?" "That's the arrangement, yes. You'd be well compensated. Your sister would get her treatment. You'd have enough money to go back to culinary school, start your own restaurant, whatever you want. All I need is your womb for nine months and your signature on a contract." The clinical way he says it should offend me. Instead, it makes the whole thing feel manageable. Not a baby. A job. A transaction. "I need to think about it," I say. "You have twenty-four hours. Come to my office tomorrow at six PM with your answer." He pulls out a business card and hands it to me. His fingers are cold. "If you say yes, my lawyers will have the contract ready. If you say no, I'll forget this conversation ever happened, and you can keep your job here. Chef Bernard won't fire you. I'll handle it." He turns to leave, then pauses at the door. "For what it's worth, I'm sorry about your sister." Then he's gone, and I'm alone in the freezer holding a business card that might be my sister's only chance at survival. I sit there until my hands are numb from cold, turning the card over and over. Dominic Westbrook. CEO, Westbrook Hotels International. A phone number printed in plain black ink. Five hundred thousand dollars. Lily's life. Nine months of my life. My phone buzzes. It's a text from Lily: "How's work? Don't worry about me. I'm fine." She's lying. She's not fine. She won't be fine unless I can somehow perform a miracle. I look down at the business card in my hand. Maybe miracles come in unexpected forms. Maybe they come in the shape of cold-eyed billionaires who need something only you can give them. I put the card in my pocket and leave the freezer. Chef Bernard is waiting outside, looking furious, but before he can say anything, his phone rings. He answers, listens, and his expression changes completely. "Yes, Mr. Westbrook. Of course, Mr. Westbrook. Right away." He hangs up and looks at me like I've just grown a second head. "Get back to work, Chen." I nod and return to my station, my mind spinning. Twenty-four hours to decide if I'm willing to carry a stranger's child for money. Twenty-four hours to choose between my own future and my sister's life. But really, there's no choice at all. There never was. "Emma?" One of the other cooks touches my arm. "Are you okay? What did Mr. Westbrook want?" I force a smile. "Nothing. Just apologizing for the disruption." It's the first lie I tell. It won't be the last.Dominic’s POVNobody argues with me.That should have been my first warning.Usually, when I make a decision while angry, Marcus argues.Emma argues.Mrs. Kowalski definitely argues.This time, nobody says a word.Emma rises from her chair and walks toward me.Her hand slides into mine.“Don’t go there looking for a fight.”I look at her.“I’m not.”She raises an eyebrow.We both know that’s a lie.“Dominic.”“I’m going for answers.”“You can get answers without declaring war.”Marcus snorts into his coffee.I ignore him.Emma squeezes my hand.“Promise me you’ll listen before you react.”“I’ll listen.”“That’s not what I asked.”I sigh.“I’ll try.”She studies me for a second.Then she nods.It’s the best she’s getting.An hour later,
Emma’s POVFor a second, I can’t breathe.The sounds of the city fade into the background.Cars.People.Traffic.Everything disappears.I stare at Dominic.“How?”His jaw tightens.“I don’t know yet.”“What does that mean?”“It means Marcus hasn’t seen the entire filing.”His hand remains wrapped around mine.Firm.Steady.Like he’s afraid I’ll disappear if he lets go.“We need to get home,” he says.The drive back to the penthouse is silent.Not because we don’t want to talk.Because neither of us knows what to say.The twins are asleep at home with their nanny.Our wedding is four weeks away.Lily is finally healthy.For the first time in years, everything was beginning to feel stable.Now Raymond is trying to destroy it.Again.By the time
Emma’s POVThe dress shop smells faintly of lavender and expensive fabric.Dominic keeps his promise.Mostly.He waits outside.For exactly seven minutes.Then I catch his reflection in the front window pretending to study a display of handbags while very obviously checking whether I’m still alive.Mrs. Kowalski, who somehow invited herself along after overhearing our plans, follows my gaze and snorts.“He’s terrible at pretending.”“I know.”“He has been pacing.”“It’s been seven minutes.”“He started pacing at minute two.”I laugh despite myself.The consultant helping me smiles.“The fiancé?”The word lands softly.Not shocking anymore.Not frightening.Just true.“Yes,” I say.The answer still feels new.Wonderful.Mine.The consultant leads me toward another fitting room.I’ve already rejected six dresses.One looked too formal.One felt too young.One made me look like a decorative cake topper.Mrs. Kowalski hated that one almost as much as I did.“This one,” she says now, thrus
Dominic's POVWe mail the letter at eight fifteen.Emma holds it until the last second, standing at the post box on the corner of Clement, and then she lets it go with the specific expression of someone releasing something they've been carrying for a long time. Not grief. Something cleaner than grief.Done."Okay," she says."Okay," I say.We walk to the Japanese place.The chef sees us through the window before we're in the door and by the time we sit the tea is already coming and he's nodding at Emma with recognition and she nods back and I watch this small exchange and think about all the ways she makes herself known to people without trying.She just shows up consistently and pays attention and eventually she's someone the chef starts the tea for.That's it. That's the whole of it.I've been watching her do this for months and it still strik
Emma's POV Four weeks out I start having a recurring thought I can't shake. Not anxiety. Not cold feet. Just this quiet persistent awareness that something is still unfinished. Something I need to do before I walk into that library and stand beside Dominic and say the words. It takes me three days to identify what it is. My mother. Not to invite her. She left when Lily was six and I was nine and the last address I had was eight years old and probably wrong. Not to reconcile. There's nothing to reconcile because reconciliation requires two people who both want the thing. Just to know I tried. I don't tell Dominic immediately. I sit with it for two days first, testing whether it's real or whether it's the pregnancy making me sentimental about things that don't deserve sentiment. By Thursday I'm certain it's real and I find him
Emma's POVTuesday I tell Celeste, not about the wedding. About the tart variation first because that's what she asked for and Celeste operates on the principle that professional things come before personal ones in professional spaces.I present both concepts. The lavender honey and the blood orange version. She tastes the lavender from Sunday's test and goes quiet in the focused way that means she's actually evaluating."The base shatters," she says."Yes.""The lavender is restrained.""Twelve minutes exactly."She sets the fork down. "Both on the menu. I want the blood orange tested by next Friday.""Done."She looks at me. "Now tell me the other thing."I look at the counter. "Six weeks."The kitchen behind us does its sounds. Someone running water. The morning prep.Celeste is completely still."Six
Dominic's POVDr. Patel's office is on the Upper East Side.We leave the girls with Mrs. Kowalski and take the car and Emma is quiet in the way she gets when she's containing something, not anxious exactly, just holding it carefully until there's somewhere to put it.I
Emma's POVThree weeks after we got back from Singapore I woke up nauseous.Not dramatically. Just the low persistent kind that sits at the back of the throat and makes coffee smell wrong. I notice it Tuesday morning when Dominic puts my cup on the counter and I take o
Dominic's POVThe week after we get back settles into itself quietly. Emma goes back to her Tuesday and Thursday shifts. I go back to the office. The girls resume their routines with Mrs. Kowalski and the apartment finds its rhythm again like it never left.Jet lag tak
Emma's POV We fly home on a Friday morning. The city is still dark when we leave the hotel. I stand at the window for a moment before we go, looking at Singapore doing its pre-dawn thing, the heat already present even at this hour, the lights still going be







