Since that day, my relationship is no longer okay. My relationship ruined. Gerald and I no longer greeted us. Even though it's the seat, he didn't scold me and spent a lot of his time outside. He just came home to buy the stock of foods, then left again without a word. Sometimes I want to cry and hold him back to stay, but we maintain our selfish nature. Until I was at the saturation stage and very ignorant
I don't care about Gerald. It's up to him what he wants to do. I can eat that's enough for me, and there is a place to stay in my opinion, everything is more than enough. However, I holding tightness in the chest, which can explode at any time. But I endured for my baby.
My birth age has entered eight months. My stomach is getting swollen, and my legs are swollen too. The kicks in my gut I just felt Only I could feel the pain in my stomach when my baby kicks too hard. I just imagined a beautiful family picture. Imagine, there is Gerald he
Fighting all alone feels indescribable. Sad, disappointed, want to throw tantrums, want to be angry, hate, emotional, frustrated. But to whom?What worries me, it's been three weeks more than the doctor expected. And I never gave birth. Although I often experience contraction. However, the amniotic fluid has not broken until now. And even more unlucky, I have a husband who is always frivolous. I haven't considered it anymore. Relationships that were once bland are now like ups and downs and even ebb to continuity until he don't know where to go home. Gerald never ate at home again. However, I have prepared the food. In the end, I finished the food myeself. He came home to buy food after that hurriedly left. Even though sometimes, he found me in pain, holding a pain in my stomach. In Gerald's eyes, I no longer exist.I cried, faced my back luck. I should have gone to the doctor to check the womb. I'm afraid something terrible happened—all the evil thoughts running through
Kelsea Ballerini Willson.Healthy baby girl, born with normal delivery weighing 3.20 kg and a length of 47 cm. On March 20, 12:14 p.m. in Germany.I did not think that I have become a real mother. The journey and the long wait all paid off. My baby was born safely, although the delivery drained me. Until I promised I wouldn't give birth again. That pain tore my body.Even now, I still feel pain. Mine, the bottom is sewn and leaves me motionless. But, it seems better to give birth naturally. Because if the cesarean section will be complicated. Just drinking water is difficult, let alone defecating. Even though I have given birth, I still often feel contractions. I always think of cramps under my stomach. I, too, frequently urinate and sweat at night. The doctor said it was normal because my body was leaking fluids. After giving birth like this, the thing that makes me suffer is the difficulty in passing urine because all my bones are crushed.Nothing has chang
There is nothing happier, enjoying the role of a mother. My beautiful baby. Even though she's only one month, but her body is very healthy as if she was five months old.I before didn't have social media auto download—all social media for sharing and showing off the install. I want to show the whole world that I have a lovely and adorable daughter.Every day I dress up with different accessories. I kissed her fat cheek and smelled the baby's scent. I put Kelsea's hat and shirt in one package. Oh my God, my little angel. I am very grateful. My little angel has appeared in the world.God damn it, that crazy woman who attempted to abort my pregnancy. However, my baby loved her mommy more, so she chose to stay.I managed to take a picture of Kelsea that I had dressed up so that I didn't forget to post it right away.Nothing is more meaningful for a mother except seeing the development of her baby.Kelsea Ballerini Willson.And you know what, all
"Cilup ... ba ...""Cilup ... ba ...""Cilup ... ba ..."Many times, I played with Kelsea. Although, the response wasn't that serious. Two months old baby doesn't understand when invited to play. As far as I know, if it's been six months or maybe four months, she will respond. Laugh too. Kelsea is only a two-month-old baby who spends more of her time sleeping."Ugh ... how annoyed. When did you grow up, baby? Mommy can't wait to take you out and teach you how to cook," I kissed my baby's whole face, babbling. Kelsea's response was only grinding, hands, and feet. She tried, putting her hand in her mouth. I just let it go, because according to the articles I read, it's good for baby growth. And it's a sign that the baby is healthy. As far as I know, many parents are worried about babies taking their own hands and feet. It turns out that parenting is essential. No, I'm not smart. With a piece of knowledge that I
Someone : I have something to tell you. Don't let Gerald know it. Please, meet up now.I got the message, and I don't know who. I'm curious, and I'm confused, I'm scared. Feelings of fear dominate. Bad feeling, which I never felt in my life. Although I hope everything is fine, my mind is no longer in it's place.My chest is rumbling. What is this? My God, I hope nothing is bad. The bad feeling came back like I was going to pick up my disaster. However, I have to confirm beforehand.Miss Rara: How about my baby?Someone: Don't bring the baby's.I sat for so long, asking what to do. Leaving my baby and confirming what happened or staying here with a mountain of curiosity. I sat for a long time, looking at the two humans I loved for a long time. I love my baby, as well as my husband. Hopefully, everything is well, and happiness is always with my family.I stared at Gerald for a long time. And I take my decision. Gerald is still there. I can leave my
UUwek... Uweeek ... Uweekk ...I depicted very clearly, my baby's face. Kelsea. How Kelsea cried, Kelsea woke up and looked for food sources. I forgot, my bbay. I have to live. Kelsea needs me. My baby is ignorant and innocent. My baby forgives Mommy. It's just the two of us left now.I opened my eyes; the beads fell again. I don't want to wake up. For just a breath of air, I hate my life. The world is too cruel to me, the world is unfair, and fate is so happy to make fun of me. Thinking of this, I closed my eyes again. The desire between death and life bothered me. I hate my life, but Kelsea needs me. My baby is innocent; I can't punish her for that damn human mistake!"Please, wake up!" Eloy patted my cheek lightly. Slowly, I relented and opened my eyes."Where I'm?""Side of the road." I adjusted my eyes to the light, and I saw a crowd of people huddled in the middle of the road. I thought I was hit by a car to death. Even though I haven't had the ch
Now play:Don't Say You Love Me - Fifth Harmony_____________________________I can't bear to step into the apartment. But my baby needs me now. When I want to do something daring and crazy, it's always Kelsea's face that appears in front of me. My beautiful daughter always helps me from doing reckless things.Everything is just a plan because I'm only a mother for my baby. And a wife, who has been betrayed to the root. It hurts, it's too big for me. I plan to meet that woman, could not imagine it. Every time I wanted to commit a crime, Kelsea's face always crossed my path, and I realized that my daughter still really needed me, and I didn't do anything wrong.By arguing with Eloy, I was tired of pretending to be strong and could only cry. I am willing to strengthen everything for my child. All for the sake of Kelsea, because if I'm stressed, it will have an impact on my baby. I must be strong even though this test is very tough for me. I can't stand it
Playlist: Love You Goodbye - One DirectionGerald's POVFlashback🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯"I am pregnant!" I'm just ignoring this sassy girl. Why should she confide in me? If she's pregnant, then? Do I have to celebrate? I have to go head over heels because she's pregnant? I've experienced dealing with pregnant women who are super unstable and spoiled. But what Rara did still made me happy. Although sometimes I get annoyed too. But I understand my wife and love her very much.Since Kelsea was born a month ago, we have both learned to be parents. I was no longer fighting over trivial matters. Although sometimes I have to be spoiled and feel children's presence makes Rara's attention focus more on Kelsea than me. I also want to be stroked because my wife is addicted to me.This crazy girl is still standing in front of me.I kept going and ignored the presence of celestial beings in front of me and watched the Youtube tutorial. See how to