Invitation

Justin Bieber- Sorry

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What you sow, you reap. Either this is just a myth or a parable that already applies to all sinners. I feel that now. I reap what karma is after what has happened to me in recent years.

I felt what the hell was after Alisia left and lost Rara. In the past, there was Alisi who strengthened me and always convinced me. Now ... I am like, the pillar of life. It feels I want to die. But, God didn't allow me. And I haven't atoned for my sin. I think this life torments me, and nothing allows me to stand on this blue planet happily.

God, nature, my family, Rara's family, author, readers, as if conspiring to punish me not to tell me where Rara is. And everything is like laughing now, seeing my suffering.

Two years of searching, and I never found a bright spot. Four years apart, one-word Rara, I never heard one bit. As if that woman's name had never been created in this world. As if Rara was a herd of aliens who h