Warning !!! There are lots of harsh and inappropriate words. For those who don't like harsh words, you can leave it.
___________________________________"You son of a bitch!"
"WHAT THE HELL. YOU TWO ARE DOING!" shouted Gerald as soon as he saw me appear. Maybe seeing our appearance are both messy, especially David, he's shirtless.
"WHO THE HELL, YOU THINKING YOU'RE!" Gerald was furious. His face was already red, holding his anger. David casually looked at Gerald, who was angry. David put his hand on his chest and gave Gerald a scornful look. I was hiding, horrified to see an enraged Gerald. I timidly saw staring at Gerald. He stared straight at me. The angry glint on those green eyes was unmistakable. I didn't dare look at Gerald.
Gerald grabbed my hand roughly, and I immediately pulled forward. Tripping on my own feet, luckily, he could hold my body. Otherwise, I would fall.
"WHAT KIND OF WOMAN ARE YOU! BOTH WITH OTHER MAN. LOOK YOUR CLOTHES!" Gerald pointed at my shirt. And I just realized I hadn't buttoned the shirt that opened yet. How stupid I am. Gerald turned my body roughly and pulled the zipper dress.
"Go back!" Gerald grabbed my hand roughly. I stumbled, even the baby in my belly shaking too with Gerald's strong pull, and he squeezed my hand hard.
"Don't be rude to your wife," warned David, he was following us. David blocks Gerald's path, stretching out his arms. They gave each other glances wanting to kill each opponent. They used to be very close friends, but now they are enemies. Sad but true!
"Don't let it. My hand goes up to your face again. This time, it won't shape again." Gerald warned David. David's handsome face gave him a smirk that mock Gerald. David's hands are on his chest. And since earlier, he was not wearing clothes. But I can't do anything while it's silent. I'm in the wrong position.
"You forgot, Sir? I have not retrack the report. Do you want to be subject to multiple penaltys?" David taunts Gerald even more.
"I don't care! Don't disturb my life anymore." I saw Gerald's patience running out.
Gerald wanted to punch David, hands hanging back, ready to give David a raw punch. I was right behind Gerald. Even his elbow hit my nose. Because with all my strength and my weak position, I fell.
Brakk !!!
With all his might, Gerald kicked David. My body also rocked because of Gerald's kick.
"Damn it! I'll make sure your life won't be safe. And Miss will come back with me." Shouted David.
Gerald paid no heed and carried me out anyway. I saw my favorite car already parking in front. Gerald's car remains my favorite car because the person who was carrying me is the favorite human, even though he is very annoying and a jerk.
Gerald opened the car door. He rudely put me on the co-driver seat as if I just a dumped. Yeah, again, Gerald so rugged. Hopefully, my baby will be save.
Gerald enters with the car door slamming as hard as possible and wants to show that he is furious. And I ignore Gerald, preferring to take care of my nose.
Blood coming out of my nose, not as hard as it was in the beginning. But I still feel the blood still flowing.
With the wet tissue, Gerald cleaned the blood on my nose. I'm just silent because my head is dizzy. Hit by the hands of a rage. Moreover, I am small. I feel like sleeping, and my head feels very heavy. I leaned my head and closed my eyes. I Hope the dizziness in the my head will soon pass.
"I'm not going to apologize, which just happened. Think of it, payback for your shameless behavior." I opened my eyes wearily and looked at Gerald.
"Sorry," I said softly, looking down. Yes, I was wrong.
"Don't try to test my patience. If I'm angry, I can take you to the cemetery too." This bastard asked me to argue even though I wanted to calm my head.
"I'm doing it for your good."
"Don't be stupid, Rara! Do you think I'm stupid and get into that animal-human game? I won't! I know it's just a game. So don't be too stupid, with all the people saying." My heart hurts, hearing Gerald say I'm 'stupid' even though many say I'm stupid, but it doesn't affect me that much. But whatever comes out of Gerald's mouth has too much effect on me.
My tears are falling. I just looked straight at the street. I don't know the truth and what my fate is like now. When together, we would always fight, but if we were apart, I missed him.
"Don't trust anyone from now on. Just trust me. Do you understand?!" Gerald shouted. I ignored it and kept looking at the street.
"Do you hear me?!" This time Gerald's voice was louder.
"Can you lower your voice?. My head dizzy." I said while massaging my temples. My head feels heavy, even my eyes too.
"No need for many reasons! I already known well, where are you like. Anyway, don't listen to anyone's words except me." I rolled my eyes. If only I were on the right side. I'm going to chop up Gerald for his big mouth.
"I wonder, your mouth is more terrible than gossip girls." I defend him.
"I just want what's best for you." He said defensively.
"You think it's best for me. Without you knowing it, your words hurt me." My tears flowed more profusely.
"I just wanted to let you know."
"I don't know why. I feel like you're not the old Gerald anymore."
"Which one was before? I'm still me! I told you everything that comes and makes you sick because of your behavior."
"Yes, I was always wrong. Without you knowing, all these stupid deeds, I did it for you. For our sake, happiness. But, you never understand. You think that I'm always stupid. Yes, I am dumb. But behind all this, I did it for you. " I said with a sob. Whatever Gerald's got to do, I'm always crying and always weak. Coming back to arguing, it is better to be far apart. Rather than close together and happen like this.
"Protecting? Sounds interesting. Can you tell me where you protect me?" Gerald asked with the amuse sound. This bastard. My heart is getting more and more broken into pieces. He's always good at making my mood fall apart.
"From David. I'm protecting you because then he'll retract the report and you can go to college. You can go to jail." I defended myself and tried to give Gerald the understanding that everything I did was for his good. I will never be selfish if he understands me just a little.
"Woah, I'm flattered. Thank you, for you protection!" Gerald said sarcastically. "You think I'm stupid, Rara? I told you. I'm not a fool who plays small games like cat shit. So, you mean protecting that you and he's free to be alone and free to make out?" My heart is breaking, even more, I feel like I don't want to trust Gerald anymore. Even though it was almost, but I didn't make it there.
"Yes."
"Tell me again, where did you protect me?" Gerald pressed.
With a deep breath, I'm tired when it always ends up like this. But, this man seems to miss a lot. "You forgot? I've always protected you from my mother."
"Huh? That's your own mother's fault and business, who told her not to like me." Gerald drunk?
I stared hard at him. He was very relaxed. That bad words came out of Gerald's mouth. He thought they were just words, even though they affected me. Damn it!
"You can say anything bad about me. But don't you ever spoil my mother!" I replied fiercely.
"Where did I make fun of your mother?"
"Looks like I have to follow Mother's advice. We should divorce." actually, I want to test him. Rara and Gerald = arguing. This is us.
Cit.
Gerald makes sudden brakes and pulls the car away roughly. He hit the steering.
"You say that easy?" His anger started to ignite.
I looked back at him with a challenging look. I'm not afraid of him. I also don't want to always give in to him.
"Yes? What's wrong?" I raised my eyebrows.
"Damn it! You idiot!" cursed Gerald. This debate will not end if I continue to serve Gerald. His breath sounded heavy.
He took a deep breath. "So what are you doing with that bastard at his house? I seem to have missed a lot of information."
"Do you want me to answer honestly?" I looked at Gerald.
"Yes."
"You can see for yourself, two adults of the opposite sex are just alone in a room. You can guess why." I borrowed David's words earlier.
"Take off your clothes." The orders.
"What?" I asked incredulously if Gerald likes to be harsh.
"Take off your clothes."
"You are crazy!" I screaming. Gerald is crazy!
"Just open it." Gerald's orders.
"No!" I balked.
"Open, Rara. Tsk!" Gerald chuckled in disgust. And his aura is already makes me fear.
With a heavy heart, I unbuttoned my shirt. I'm sure Gerald will check my body for any signs of David's traces.
I took off the dress. And let it fall.
Gerald examined my neck down to my breasts and then my stomach.
He groped my stomach. It felt as if he had electrocuted as his hand stroked my belly. During pregnancy, he never rubbed my stomach. Maybe, this is the baby's response. My daughter is happy. Her daddy strokes her. But, his daddy is insensitive.
"You are pregnant, someone's child. But you dare to do it with other people. So, the child will be born later as half devil half angel." My tears came down again. Gerald's mouth is impressive, this is his baby, but he has no heart to say something to his daughter.
"Right, I don't think you deserve to be the father of my baby."
"Yes, you guys have already claimed our children to each other."
"Finish? I'm cold." I'm getting sick of seeing Gerald. If this guy isn't the one I love, I'll kick him away.
"Open your panties," Gerald ordered again.
"You're insane! Where is your brain! Someone will see it!" I say incredulously, to Gerald's growing craziness.
"Didn't you already show your body into everyone?" I don't have any pride anymore as a woman in the eyes of man who are my husband's. Should be, he was the first to respect me, not look down on me.
"That's right! But why do you still want cheap stuff like this?" I replied, challenging Gerald.
"Unfortunately, you are unemployed." The answer is relaxed and flat. Poker face! Seriously, this damn bastard!
"Hurry up open it!" Gerald ordered. With a heavy heart, I opened my panties.
Just watch out if he's messing around. I'm going to stuff these panties into Gerald's mouth.
I feel like a cheap whore already. Even prostitutes have a price when Gerald treats me so low now. My God, what am I really, in his eyes?
I just sat there stiff. And let Gerald examine my whole body. His hand touched the bottom of the mine. He played it there. I just closed my eyes, don't let it sigh.
"How come your pussy is wet?" asked Gerald.
What? Fuck!
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I want to make fun on Gerald. I don't have a stomachache. But I'm just tired, not in the mood to serve him right now. But I suddenly felt guilty after seeing him panic. I Always, acting stupid, that makes us both hurt."Pain? Why? Cramp?" Gerald asked in a panic.I shook my head. "I don't know it's sick. Let me rest, you can go to college." I said in a weak voice, to be sure. But guilt keeps hitting me."I can't, I was worried something bad happen to you. Like last night." Gerald brushed his hair, and his face was terrified."It's okay, thereafter if I get sick or whatever, I'll just call. But you have to move quickly, okay?" I held my stomach."Yes, sorry for making you sick." Gerald said with a worried expression. He kissed my forehead for a long time, damn it!. Yet if our husband asks us to refuse, it will be a severe sin, how bad I'm. Mostly like me, who made him dizzy. I'm currently pregnant. I shouldn't be like this. I bit my lower lip, holding ba