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Let's Us Separate!
I am entering the 7-th month of pregnancy. Two months from now, and I'm going to be a real mother.
My stomach is getting bigger. Because I am small, my body is not like around sheep. Even though my stomach is enlarged and rounded, I can also see small veins are creeping along my stomach. After giving birth, my stomach will shrink and varicose. Hopefully, Gerald doesn't feel like my body anymore. After all, this is like every woman who gives birth. I'm planning on giving birth naturally. I hope it goes smoothly. I've been waiting for the second to give birth.
Today's checked schedule, as well as knowing the position of the baby. Hopefully, it's in the right position. I'm afraid there are many dramas like the experiences of other mothers. Moreover, this is my first experience, making me unable to do much except surrender to the situation.
Gerald and I checked with the doctor today because he's an automatic translator. The snow was still falling, the volume didn't eve
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