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I never thought heartbreak could evolve into something deeper, but the pain I felt after hearing Spencer’s revelations about the sins Derrick had hidden behind his charming smile was too much. However, I rejected Spencer's offer. What if it was another trap? I didn't trust him. But when I entered the mansion, I heard laughter. Getting to the living room, I saw Florida in Derrick's lap as they kissed, devouring each other's mouths. Pain overtook me again. And I turned away to escape the torture, but Florida’s voice stopped me. “Oh, for God’s sake, Clara,” she snapped, shoving Derrick’s arm off her waist as she stood up. “Can you stop lurking around like a ghost? Why don’t you just accept the truth that your marriage is over? Derrick is mine now, so go rent an apartment while he processes your divorce.” Her words struck me harder than a slap. My lips parted, but no sound came out. Derrick didn’t even defend me. Instead, he rose calmly, adjusting his shirt as if he were a respectable man instead of the traitor he was. “Florida is right,” he said. “You need to move out, Clara. I can help you with the money.” Something inside me snapped. I took one step forward, clenching my fists. “I don’t need your help. And if I leave this house, I leave with Rose.” Derrick’s expression hardened, and Florida’s smug smile stretched wider. “You think you can just take her?” Derrick scoffed, his voice rising. “You’re bankrupt, Clara. You have no home, no resources, nothing. Even the court wouldn’t give you custody. Do you think Rose would leave her comfortable life to live in your mess?” My eyes reddened at his guts, “You did it on purpose, you loaned all that money to keep me in debt.” I say, my heart breaking all over again. Who is this man? His words cut deep because they were true. For a moment, I was afraid that he would win, and I would lose my daughter. But then, my mind darted back to Spencer’s offer, “I can help you. You’ll have your company, your life, and your daughter back.” I turned on my heels without another word because I was close to crying, and I refused to give Derrick the satisfaction of seeing my tears. Halfway up the stairs, my phone buzzed and Spencer’s name flashed across the screen. “Have you made up your mind?” I stared at the text message he sent until the words blurred. A part of me still despised him for leaving me years ago. But another part of me knew I couldn’t do this alone. ~~~~ My heart thuds loudly as I curl my feet to my chest, pulling myself as small as I can. I didn't want them to find me; it had been just three weeks, yet the bullying hadn't stopped. They still humiliated me and hurt me. They said I was weak, not strong enough to be in prison. “Where is she?” The leader of the girl gang says, her voice edging closer to me. “Corner of her bed as usual.” The other one states, causing them to laugh. Without another word, a strong arm grips mine, tugging me harshly out of my spot. “Deal with her.” The leader spits, moving to the side of my bed to sit “Please–” the words are barely out when a hard fist collides with the side of my jaw. My head snaps to the side as thick red liquid spurts out of my mouth, as pain floods my system, causing me to cry out. My eyes snap open as my body immediately shoots out of the bed, liquid soaking my body. It was horrible in there; tears ran down my face as sobs after sobs raked through my body. “Aww, Derrick, stop.” Florida's voice resonates through the walls of their room into mine. My ears are bleeding from having to listen to them all day. I tried to sleep, yet the nightmares won't let me. I stayed cooped up in my new room, the one beside my matrimonial room. I can't believe he is sharing it with her now. That smile that was just for me, the wardrobe, his body, the bathroom where we made love, that resulted in having our sweet baby. I can't believe he is giving it all to her. I spent years inside a prison filled with torture and trauma, all for him, and he does this to me. I can't sleep without nightmares while he is happily fucking my best friend. My face burns as that familiar feeling rushes back up my throat. Rage, pure, blinded rage. I hate him, I hate her. I HATE THEM ALL!!! “Ahhh!!” A loud scream tears out of my lips as I swing my hand forward, pushing all the items on the table to the floor. The door to the room bangs open, revealing a wide-eyed Derrick and a smirking Florida. “Don't worry about it love, I will take care of this.” She says, waving her hand to send him away. He nods before leaving me with the snake of a best friend. Slowly, she stalks inside the room. “It hurts, right? Watching me be all lovey dovey with him, well, that's how I felt when you took everything that belonged to me.” She snarls, sending her hand forward to push me. I move back, but my body moves too fast for her. I pull my fingers together like I was taught in prison and send my fist flying right into her jaw. A blood-curdling scream wracks out of her mouth as her lips split open, paving the way for red liquid to spurt out. Good. “I hate you. And I will end you.” I murmur, my voice too low for how raging I feel on the inside. Without thinking, I send my arms forward, shoving her out of the room before slamming the door closed and locking it as I hear Derrick pounding on the door. Oh shit! He is going to kill me. At that moment, my phone chimes, and I rush towards it. Sliding it open, the text I see has blood draining from my face as I stumble backwards. No way in hell this is happening!Chapter 21I squint my eyes, not wanting to believe I just saw Clary’s mop of hair pass by. The lady turns, her eyes meeting mine, and a swift smile graces my lips.It's not Clary.“That was really dope,” Spencer says, a little snort escaping from his lips.“Yeah, yeah. Honestly, I am just tired of crying. Now they bite me, I bite twice as hard.” I grit out, my fingers forming into a tight fist.“That's my girl.” He says, running his palm down my back to my waist before giving it a light pat.My stomach turns, butterflies exploding through as a warm lava spreads around my belly.I can't hold the little smile that tugs at my lips as I think What the hell was that?"“Come on, let's go. They should start soon.” He urges, taking a step forward.I oblige, moving too as we head into the court building. It's not that much of a fancy building; the place stands out as a normal building colored in black and white. The designs are elegant, so that the black is less than the white, yet they some
Chapter 20 I run my fingers over my plain pants, the material smooth beneath my touch. My eyes flicker to the mirror one last time to take a look at myself.The cream cotton top I am wearing looks really fitting with the burgundy colored plain trousers I paired it with. The colors make the outfit look extra elegant.Today was the first hearing at the court because obviously that bastard took me to court on the basis of being unstable.Too unstable to mother my child, also because of the divorce. My throat burns as I take in a very deep breath, slowly letting it out again.I can do this.My eyes flicker to my door through the mirror when I hear a small creaking sound.Clary stands at my door, hand in the air as she tries to knock on the already-opened door.“Come in, Clary,” I murmur, turning around to see her properly.“Are you ready to kick some ass?” She asks, her lips curling up in the semblance of a smile.“Umm—not really more like burn them down, but yeah, that too.” I chuckle,
Chapter 19My body slowly slumps against the door, head racked as different thoughts run through my mind.Are they really willing to go this far? Is Derrick that evil that he doesn't even have any sort of remorse towards me, after all he did to me?I press my lips tightly together, refusing to shed any more tears. Enough is enough; it's time I fight back with all my might.I have Spencer with me now, and with his resources, I can do a lot of damage when I want to—not if, because I will do so much damage.The loud buzzing of my phone has me dragging myself up from the floor to pick up my phone from the table.Spencer called.I don't hesitate to take the call.“Hey, how are you doing?” Is the first thing he asks me causing my insides to warm up, a small smile stretching my lips?“I am doing okay, better now. The lawyer came asking me to sign the divorce papers.” I explain, quickly briefing him on what happened.“The next move would be to try to take you to court. I will get my lawyers r
Chapter 18“How was it?” Clarissa asks as soon as I step into the living room, she is literally bouncing on her feet.“What's with all the excitement?” I question, not bothering to grace her own question with a response.“Heyyyyyyy! Don't answer a question with a question; it's rude.” She whines, pushing her lips forward in a pout.A light chuckle escapes from my lips, “If you turn on the TV, you would definitely know how it went, wouldn't you?” I ask, my lips stretching up in a side smile.I can't believe how calm I feel at the moment. Spencer did warn me that they would bite back; they should go ahead, but right now, I am just so happy that I took a step against them.Not that much of a big step, but a step nevertheless. Very soon, I will pay them back and get my daughter all to myself.“You are smiling, I guess it went well then,” Clary says, eyes shining as her fingers move to her hair as usual.I don't respond as I make my way to my room, sleep calling my name very loudly.~“CLA
Chapter 17I slide off the bed, reaching for my phone as I dial my contact at the good morning show.“Hello, Mrs Florida, how may I help you? It's quite late.” Matthew, during an interview on the Good Morning show, asks through the phone, his voice heavy as he sounds annoyed.I don't pay heed to it.“Oh, Matthew, I was just wondering how much you said that was that package you needed to get the other day?” I ask, taking a strand of my hair as I roll it in between my fingertips.I hear shuffling at the other end, indicating that he is getting up, and I have his full attention.“Umm— it's just a thousand dollars. Why do you ask?” He questions, even though he already knows why.Matthew Adams, host of the Good Morning show, is one of the country's largest shows. He is in his forties with blond hair and black eyes, always dressed in fancy suits, even though there is nothing fancy about him.“It's fine, I will wire the money to you right now–”.“What do I need to do?” He cuts me off.Now, t
Chapter 16“Mommy, I want to eat some apples. I am hungry.” That tiny voice that always gets me on edge sweeps into my ears.I snap my eyes away from my mirror, my mask still slightly wet on my face as I stop patting it down. “What am I supposed to do about it, huh? You want me to leave my precious routine and tend to your stupid hunger. Get out of my face.” I bark, sending a sharp glare her way.She sniffs, shuffling back as she turns to leave, but I reach out, grabbing her by the ear and squeezing.“Ahhhh, mommy, please stop. I am sorry.” She cries out, throwing her little legs in the air.“How many times have I told you never to show your face near me unless your father is around or we go for an interview?” I ask, pulling at her ear harder, not minding her tears or cries.“I am sorry, I am just so hungry, Mommy.” Her tears rush down like a river as her entire face goes red from crying.I let go of her ear, using my feet, I pushed at her tiny legs, causing her to fall on the hard t







