Alpha Martinez Although they have just wheeled my mate into the operating room, it feels as if they have been in there for too long. Something tells me that things are not going to end well for me. I have had this ominous hunch since the doctors took my mate into the operating theatre. Although I am trying to be strong for her sake, deep inside, I am breaking apart. When will all these problems end? Why should it always be my mate who gets dealt the worst cards of fate?When I could still hear her screams, I was agonized but still hopeful. However, when they took her into the operating room and her screams ceased, a certain fear engulfed me. There was solace in hearing her screams. The waiting game is unsettling. None of us has said a word to the other. We are all engrossed in our own thoughts. Sapphire has been pacing up and down chanting softly in her weird language. Only the goddess knows what she is doing. I have a feeling she is praying for May in her own way. The queen looks
May Everything happened so fast. One minute I was writhing and screaming my head off in pain, and the next minute, suffocating darkness enveloped me. The darkness scared me and it felt eerily familiar. I have been here before and the realization of the truth broke my heart into pieces. I knew that I gave birth to a child as I heard his screams before I was completely engulfed by the darkness. I felt angry and helpless. Why did I have to die and leave my child motherless? Everything is now meaningless. This endless darkness is suffocating me. I try to search for the light but do not find any. Just like the last time I was here, I refuse to stay in this dark place. I start walking hoping to stumble upon the moon goddess once again. This time, the walk seems longer and agonizing. It takes me a while to realize that it is because my heart is shattered. Unlike the last time I was caught up in this darkness, this time I just cannot embrace this darkness. I so desire to return to my chil
Unknown What sorcery is this? Who could have done this? I may not have my full strength but no magic evades me. However, what just transpired is beyond me! Could it have been the moon goddess or is it the white witch? I hate not having answers to my questions. What's worse is Ramos has once again failed me! Why ever I keep rescuing him, beats me! Has there been some improvement in the werewolf realm that I know nothing about? What sort of power is that? Who has the power to raise people from the dead? Not even Zeus dares defy the rules that were set since the beginning of time. Vampires have always been stubborn and do as they please. Amongst all the supernatural beings, they are the only ones who can awaken a dead person and turn them into a vampire. However, that can only be done in the few minutes that the person dies. This turning process has to be done before rigor mortis sets in. That is the only way it can be successful. Wolves, though they cannot raise the dead, they can
May I struggle to open my eyes for a while but I can distinctly hear voices in the room. However, the voice I long to hear the most is not present. "She is indeed breathing! This is a miracle! One that will surely go down in the books of history! How did this happen? Is it the moon goddess? I wish she could just wake up and relay to us all that happened."This is king Royale's voice. He sounds quite excited as he speaks. Then I feel myself being lifted and I guess they are taking me elsewhere. Luckily, I do not have to keep guessing as the people carrying me begin taking. It turns out that it is the queen and Sapphire. "We have to put her back in the guest room they were sharing. Since Martinez is unconscious, the bed is big enough to accommodate the two of them. Let us put them there and allow the mate bond to heal both of them. You and I can take turns looking after the baby." The queen explains to Sapphire. Feeling at ease, I stop forcing my eyes to open. I am not sure if there
May The first few days after I returned from the netherworld, I was coupled up in the royal palace guest room recuperating. Leslie has been very helpful. Motherhood is not easy and much more terrifying than I ever imagined. The baby wakes up several times during the night and I will be too darn sleepy to care. Luckily, Leslie is here for me. I know that alone I would not have managed this motherhood business. Apart from having to wake up when in a deep slumber to feed the baby, everything else is fine. Being a mother gives me an oddly satisfying sense of security. Instead of me being protective, I know that my baby has the power to protect me. He did and brought me back from the dead. I feel as if I am the luckiest human being in the whole universe. As stupid as this sounds, I am actually grateful to my sister Flo and my ex-boyfriend, Louis, for attempting to murder me. They thought that I had died and to hide their crime, they drove hundreds of miles to dump my body in the wilder
May As I had just undergone a horrendous ordeal and was not yet fully healed, the Queen and the elders insisted that I stay in the Royal Pack until the baby reached six weeks. Juan had to rush back to Blood Moon Pack to help his father run the pack since Mom Marina is here with me. She definitely will not be living anytime soon. She is over the moon with the idea of having a grandchild. Although I know they are werewolves, I am not a fan of calling my baby a pup. It just sounds wrong. Maybe I will get used to it with time. Everyone has been expectantly waiting to see when the moon goddess will visit me. I have tried to tell them that it will not be a visit like the one they anticipate. Yet no one is ready to hear me out. When dusk fell, the level of excitement in the Royal Pack reached its peak. I was not sharing the same sentiments as everyone else. Therefore, I decided to retire to bed earlier. I have begun breastfeeding hence the night routine has slightly changed. I insisted o
May I slowly force my head up to look at my father who has the widest grin I have ever seen. He is so happy that even without knowing why everyone seems to be tapping into his unadulterated joy. Before anyone can ask what he is talking about, everyone looks up. Until now, I am still feeling weak from all the excruciating pain and no one has dared step closer to help me up. Not even my mate. I wonder why they all seem to shun me now. Or are they scared? No matter how hard I try, I cannot look up because my shoulder blades hurt like hell. I have no idea why and why it feels as if I am carrying something heavy on my back. Everyone seems to be getting their eyes from my direction as if looking at me hurts them. It does not make sense. Although their behaviour is confusing me, I am not angry. The truth is I want to be angry but it feels like a foreign emotion that does not sit well with me. I want to ask them why they are all avoiding looking at me. In fact, I want to scream in anger f
Alpha Martinez When May told us all that the moon goddess promised to visit her after seven days, we were all excited to meet her. As the days rolled by, the level of excitement grew to overwhelming heights. Each of us hoped to catch a glimpse of our creator. Most of us wanted to ask the burning questions within us. What I know is that we all wanted to know how May came back to life after she had died for hours. Above everything else, I am the happiest wolf alive. It is not every day that one's mate gets brought back from the dead. Not only that but my son whom Ramos had abducted was brought back to me safely. The agony I felt is something I will never wish upon anyone. When I saw my mate lying lifeless on the operating table and heard that my newborn son had been abducted, a part of me died. I lost all my desire to live. I just wanted to die and leave everything behind. I know it sounds selfish but my heart was in turmoil. It was just too much for me to handle. I recall how I sh