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Chapter 91

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Penelope

I woke up expecting the day to feel different. There was something almost comforting about believing that my letters had finally left the convent. I had spent days feeling completely powerless, unable to speak to Miguel, unable to leave, unable to make even the smallest decision about my own life.But the letters had changed that. At least, that was what I believed. My words were out there now. Mother Superior knew what I wanted. Miguel knew what I felt.

Even if neither of them responde
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