LOGINFor one terrifying, intoxicating second, I almost let myself fall.
Zane’s nearness was a living thing, heavy and consuming. His hand skimmed over my waist as though he was mapping every curve for memory. His breath ghosted against my skin, warm, daring, promising. My pulse drummed like a war cry, begging me to either run or give in—anything but stay caught in this unbearable limbo.
Then his lips brushed the corner of mine. Not a kiss. Not really. Just the cruelest whisper of what could be, a taste of the danger I had been trying so hard to resist. My body betrayed me, leaning closer, craving the contact even as my mind screamed at me to pull back.
I could feel his erection poke my abdomen, and my panties pooled with my juice as a response. He lifted me up against the door until his erection was directly rubbing against my core.
He moved slowly, and the friction drove me crazy. I was this close to surrender.
And I might have. I might have surrendered—
If not for the sudden, sharp vibration in his pocket.
The sound split the spell like glass shattering. My breath rushed back in a gasp, my palms pressing against his chest as though I had found my strength again. Zane’s jaw tightened, annoyance flashing across his perfect features. For a moment, I thought he might ignore the call, but then his gaze flicked down to the phone and something in his expression shifted. Serious. Focused.
“Saved by the bell,” he whispered, as his eyes snapped back to mine, blazing, sharp enough to cut. “Don’t get too comfortable. Fate won’t always intervene.”
He slid his thumb along my lower lip, slow and deliberate, as though committing the shape of my mouth to memory. My breath hitched, and before I could move, his other hand trailed lower, brushing against my hip with sinful precision. It was not a grope, not crude—but calculated. Possessive. Like a signature.
“That’s mine,” he murmured, so quietly I wondered if I had imagined it.
The phone buzzed again, more insistent this time. With a growl of frustration, he pulled away, shrugging his shirt halfway back over his shoulders though he didn’t bother to button it. He answered the call, his tone instantly shifting into clipped professionalism. I barely heard the words, only fragments—“urgent,” “boardroom,” “immediately.”
I should have bolted then, taken my chance while his attention was elsewhere. But I was frozen, watching him transform from the dangerously seductive man who had me pinned against the wall into the ruthless businessman commanding empires. It was whiplash, and yet both sides of him were equally magnetic.
He ended the call with a sharp tap, his gaze sliding back to me. I thought—hoped—he might leave without another word. But Zane Wilde didn’t seem like a man who left loose ends.
He closed the distance again, slower this time, deliberate. His fingers brushed along my jaw, trailing down the side of my throat until they rested over the rapid beat of my pulse. His smirk returned, darker, more dangerous now.
“Remember this,” he whispered, leaning down until his lips grazed the shell of my ear. His hand slid lower, tracing a path along my chest, his touch searing, branding me. He pinched my hardened nipple through my dress, and I gasped out this time, not able to hold it back.
By the time his hand reached the curve of my hip, my body was trembling—whether from need or fury, I couldn’t even tell anymore. He rubbed my core with his fingers through my dress, earning muffled moans from me.
Then he stepped back, straightening his cuffs as though nothing had happened. “I’ll be back. And when I am, sweetheart…” His eyes burned with promise. “You won’t have the excuse of a ringing phone to save you.”
The door unlocked with a soft click, and before I could gather my wits, he was gone, leaving only the echo of his touch and the dizzying scent of his cologne behind.
I collapsed into the nearest chair, my hands shaking. My heart was still hammering, my lips still tingling from where his had nearly claimed them.
Zane Wilde was dangerous—more dangerous than I had imagined. And I hated myself for the truth that gnawed at me in the silence of his absence.
Part of me couldn’t wait to see him again.
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I got home late in the evening, but my mind was anything but quiet.
Zane Wilde.
His name pulsed in my head with every beat of my heart, a rhythm I couldn’t shut off no matter how hard I tried. I should have been angry. Outraged. Disgusted by the way he had cornered me, touched me, claimed me without permission. Any other man, and I would have been.
But Zane Wilde wasn’t any other man.
Every memory of his icy-blue stare replayed in my mind like a film stuck on loop. The press of his chest against mine, the heat of his breath against my ear, the way his voice had dropped when he promised I’d scream his name—each fragment lingered, twisting itself around me until I could barely breathe.
By the time I reached my apartment, I felt like I was walking in a haze. I tossed my clutch on the counter, kicked off my heels, and stood in the dim silence of my living room, fighting with myself.
Why did I feel this way?
Why did I want to feel this way?
I pressed my palms to my face, trying to erase the image of him standing there—shirt open, chest bared, eyes dark with hunger—but it only grew sharper. Every detail of him was etched into me: the rough scrape of his stubble as it grazed my cheek, the commanding strength in his hand when he pinned me, the arrogant smirk that told me he already knew what I was too afraid to admit.
I had almost given in. God help me, I had wanted to.
And worse—somewhere deep inside, buried under layers of denial—I wished we hadn’t been interrupted.
The thought made me shudder, both in shame and in want. I crawled into bed, desperate for sleep, but even then I couldn’t escape him. Zane Wilde followed me into my dreams like a shadow that refused to let go.
There, in the world behind my eyelids, there were no locked doors, no ringing phones, no interruptions. There was only him.
I dreamt of Zane inside me, taking me with the same intensity he carried in every word, every look. His hands branded my skin as though I belonged to him, his mouth claimed mine in a kiss that left me breathless. I felt his hardened cock moving within me, relentless and consuming, driving me to a place I hadn’t touched in almost a year.
In the dream, I didn’t resist. I didn’t fight. I wrapped myself around him and begged for more.
And the way he gave it to me—hard, demanding, merciless—felt like the exact thing I had been starving for all along.
I woke with a gasp, tangled in sweat-damp sheets, my body trembling, my thighs slick with a need I hadn’t allowed myself to acknowledge in so long. My chest heaved as I pressed a hand over my heart, trying to ground myself in reality.
But reality was no safer. Because even wide awake, I could still feel him.
Zane Wilde was in my blood now. In my thoughts. In my body.
And I didn’t know how to stop him.
A week later, I sat at my desk outside Zane’s office, staring at my screen, the cursor blinking steadily in the middle of a document I had read three times and still couldn’t process.My whole body was sore from last night lovemaking.Zane has been demanding sex incessantly, ever since I returned back to his house.And I was scared to complain about it, because for one I know Zane hates to be rejected, and second I love it when he touches me, but this was getting more than i can handle.“Vivian.”I looked up.Clarissa stood a few feet away from my desk, her tablet tucked neatly against her side. Her expression wasn’t sharp today.It wasn’t mocking.It was… neutral.“Can I have a word?” she asked.That alone made my stomach tighten.Clarissa didn’t ask.She directed.She implied.She maneuvered.But she didn’t ask.Still, I nodded.“Of course.”She glanced briefly toward Zane’s office door, confirming it was closed, then turned and walked toward the far end of the corridor.I followed.
Home.The word settled deep in my chest.I hesitated.Just for a second.But in that second…I remembered everything.The way he looked at me.The way he touched me.The way he trusted me.The way he said he needed me.And just like that—My resistance collapsed.“Okay,” I said quietly.His breath hitched slightly.“Okay?” he repeated.I nodded.“Yes.”Relief flickered across his face.Subtle.But real.I glanced back toward Amanda’s building briefly.She was still standing at the door.Watching.Concern etched into her expression.I knew she wouldn’t approve.I knew she thought I was making a mistake.Maybe I was.But it didn’t matter.Because this wasn’t logic.This was love.And love didn’t alway
Morning came slowly.Not because the sun didn’t rise.But because I didn’t want to meet it.I had barely slept. The kind of restless, broken sleep where your body shuts down for minutes at a time but your mind never really lets go. Every time I drifted, I saw it again—The bedroom.The woman.Zane’s voice.I never promised exclusivity.I turned on my side, burying my face deeper into the pillow, willing the memory away.It didn’t go.A knock sounded lightly on the door.Then Amanda’s voice—too bright. Too awake.“Vivian… wake up.”I groaned softly. “No.”“Vivian, I’m serious. You need to see this.”Something in her tone pulled me out of my haze.Not urgency.Excitement.That alone made me frown.“I don’t need to see anything,” I muttere
Moments later, I found myself standing in front of Amanda’s apartment door, my hand hovering just inches from the bell.I didn’t remember leaving Zane’s house.Didn’t remember how I got into the Uber.Didn’t remember the route.Everything between the moment I tore myself from his grip and now felt like a blur of motion and noise and something sharp tearing through my chest.But the pain?That was crystal clear.It sat heavy in my lungs, making it hard to breathe. It pressed against my ribs like something alive, something angry, something broken.I swallowed hard and finally pressed the bell.A few seconds passed.Then the door swung open.Amanda stood there, dressed in soft home clothes, her hair tied up loosely, a glass of wine in her hand.Her brows furrowed instantly.“Vivian?”Her eyes swept over me — my disheveled hair, my trembling h
I didn’t remember walking down the stairs.One moment I was standing in that doorway, my world tilting off its axis… and the next, I was in the living room, my heartbeat loud in my ears, my steps unsteady but determined.I just knew one thing.I had to leave.Now.Before I broke in a way I wouldn’t recover from.My fingers tightened around my bag as I moved toward the door, each step faster than the last, like instinct had taken over where logic had failed.“Vivian.”His voice cut through the air behind me.Low.Sharp.Too close.I didn’t stop.I couldn’t.“Vivian.”This time, firmer.Closer.My hand had just reached the door handle when I felt it—His grip around my wrist.Strong.Unyielding.I froze.For a second, I couldn’t breathe.Slowly, I turned.
The drive back felt shorter than it should have.Amanda had hugged me tightly before I left, her earlier questions still lingering between us like unfinished sentences.Are you his woman?I had laughed it off then. Deflected. Changed the subject.But now, alone in the backseat as the city blurred past the window, the question kept replaying in my mind.Not loud.Not urgent.Just… persistent.By the time the car turned into Zane’s estate, my thoughts were tangled.I told myself I was overthinking.That what we had didn’t need labels.That actions mattered more than words.Still… something felt unsettled.The gates opened.The car rolled in.And that’s when I saw it.Zane’s car was already parked.My brows pulled together slightly.He wasn’t supposed to be home this early.He had meetings scheduled into the evening.“Plans changed,” I murmured to myself as I stepped out.A small, unexpected warmth flickered in my chest.Maybe I’d get to see him earlier.Maybe we’d have wine together.Ma
The door hadn’t even finished clicking shut behind Zane before I sank onto the couch like my legs could no longer support me.My heart was still racing. My palms were damp. The air felt too thick to breathe properly.Amanda came out of her room slowly, studying my face the way someone does when the
Things got intense so fast, I didn’t even remember moving.One second, I was standing there, drowning in the familiar pull of him—of us, and the next, I was in Zane’s arms, my back pressed against his chest, his hands gripping my waist like he was afraid I’d vanish again if he loosened his hold.I
Weeks passed, slow, suffocating, and unprogressive. The kind that drag on, day after day, leaving behind nothing but disappointment and exhaustion.I applied everywhere.PR firms. Media houses. Consulting agencies. Startups. Corporations that promised growth and culture and opportunity while sendin
The call came three days later.I was standing in line at a café, clutching a paper cup of coffee I didn’t really want, when my phone started vibrating in my hand. I glanced down absently, then froze.Zane Wilde.My stomach dropped so fast it felt like I’d missed a step on a staircase.For a second







