Reagan
A day of sparring is my favorite way to spend my birthday. I’m not the party girl that my twin sisters are and I’m not the prim and proper Council member that my sister, Leana, is. At heart, I’m a fighter, just like my father. And since everyone here knew that I wasn’t their mate, they let loose and really fought me.
I took every one of them down.
Now, I’m in my bedroom, getting ready for my party. The pack sprites are here doing my hair in the beautifully intricate way that they have. My mother, my sisters, my brothers’ mates, Meadow, Lily, Riley, Aunt Grace and Aunt Cara are all here. The house is full of women and babies since each of my sisters and brothers have young children. I’ve grown up with a lot of family members in a loud, bustling packhouse, so the noise doesn’t bother me at all. If anything, it makes me feel more normal than I have in the last two days dealing with all of the male suitors who are here hoping to be my mate.
“There are still some people arriving, Reagan. But most everyone is here. Only a handful from out west are still unaccounted for. I think there was some sort of snowstorm or something that kept them from leaving three days ago,” Emlyn says.
She’s always been so poised, so composed. She’s a perfect Luna, a perfect mate for my brother. I wonder if there’s a male version of her that I’ll be mated to since I’m so much like Rich.
“If he’s not here, he’s not here. I’m sure he’s somewhere. I doubt the Moon Goddess is going to keep from having a mate simply because my parents had so many children.”
“Every one of you was and still is a blessing to me,” my mother says.
“Actually, I was thinking that the smart ones waited. I mean, all the men who came early got their asses handed to them today, Rea. So, not only are they leaving here without a Luna, they’ll be leaving with their pride bruised,” Leana says.
“Which just proves the point that none of them is worthy of my daughter,” my father says, walking in. “Ladies, may I have a moment alone with Reagan.”
Everyone stands. My father takes a moment to kiss all of the pups as they pass. Most of them are his grandpups, but even the ones that aren’t related by blood are family to him, just like they are for the all of the Guardians.
When everyone steps out of the room, my father eyes meet mine in the mirror that I’m facing. “That was some pretty fantastic sparring out there today,” he says proudly.
I smile brightly and turn. “Mom says I was a bit overzealous.”
He snorts. “Well, I think we both know that your mother is a kinder, gentler person than either you or I are,” he says. “You look beautiful, my daughter. But you always do. I want you to know that no matter what happens tonight, if your mate isn’t here, you always have a place here in the pack. But, more than that, I will take you all over the world to find him if need be. I only want you to be happy and I’ll do everything in my power to make sure that you are.”
“Thanks, Dad,” I say, standing up. Alayla and I agreed that we only want our fated mate. I’ve seen every one of my brothers and sisters, every Guardian find their fated mate and I want the love that they all share. I’m not willing to settle for less.
“Shall we go get this party started?” I ask him.
“May I have the honor of escorting the second most beautiful woman in the pack tonight,” he says, offering me his arm. My father has always been very clear that the most beautiful woman to him is my mother.
“I would be honored,” I say.
We arrive at the packhouse to the same sort of fanfare as last night, except more, if that’s even possible. I knew before I walked in the door that my mate wasn’t here. My father had glanced at me as we walked up and then squeezed the hand that was wrapped around his arm.
Now, I’m moving around the room, talking to the men who came hoping to find their mate and who will be leaving alone tomorrow, when I suddenly feel Alayla becoming restless in my head.
‘Alayla, what is it?’ I ask her.
Rather than answering, I follow my wolf's lead as she guides me and I excuse myself from the conversation I’m in. My nose goes up in the air and I notice several of my family members around the room suddenly turning their attention to me.
‘Alayla, what do you smell?’
‘Him,’ she purrs a moment before the scent of burned oak and whiskey fills my nose, making my head spin. I’m just dizzy enough that it takes me a moment too long to register the possessive snarl and the unfamiliar voice crying out to their Alpha before a large beautiful man is standing in front of me.
His eyes are wild with his wolf and before Alayla can call him what he is, our mate, he rips my head to the side and sinks his teeth into my marking spot.
I scream as pain ignites inside my body. I’m not sure if someone pulls him off of me, or if it’s my own Guardian power that blasts out of me, but he’s ripped off my neck, leaving bloody, torn flesh in its wake.
My hand flies to my neck, feeling hot, sticky blood oozing from my mating spot. Sickening betrayal slithers through me. He marked me. He marked me without my consent.
Alayla begins howling in my head.
“Angel, get her out of here,” my father snarls.
I can’t see him, can’t see the man who I was ready to call mate, because there are a wall of Alphas, Guardians, and royals between me and him.
My mother, Malin, and Quinn surround me and begin leading me up the stairs to the Alpha floor.
“Please don’t kill him. He didn’t know what he was doing,” I hear a man pleading. I stop and look down, seeing a man crumpled on the floor and another man standing in front of him. Circling the two men is a wall of angry people, my father and Rich standing in front of them. The heat of anger is thick around the room. Even without the pack link, I’d know that our entire pack is ready to kill this man, this Alpha, for what he did to me.
“The fuck he didn’t,” Rich snarls. “You dare to come into my pack and disrespect me, my sister, my family, and my pack like that.”
“Please, please, Alpha. He was nearly feral. Coming here was our last chance to save him. I know what Samson did wasn’t right, but he was so close to being put down. Please have mercy on him,” the man begs.
“Reagan ...” my mom begins but I hold up a hand. Who is this man who is begging for the life of his Alpha? Who is this person willing to stand in front of what must feel like suffocating, pulsing anger to try and protect his Alpha? And what type of Alpha warrants that type of love and devotion?
“Elias, step aside. Do not try to protect me,” a deep, rich voice says. It resonates inside me, pulling on something deep and primal.
‘Don’t kill him,’ I say to Rich and my father in the mind link. Both men’s heads snap up in my direction. The man on the floor lifts his head and even from here, I can see his warm, amber colored eyes which are filled with regret.
‘Reagan ...’ my father begins.
‘He fucking marked you, Rea,’ Rich snarls at the same time.
‘I am well aware of what he did to me, Richard,” I growl back. ‘But he is MY mate and I say he lives,’ I say, my tone brooking no argument.
Both men growl as they turn back to my mate.
“My sister says you live. For now,” Rich snarls at him.
The amber eyes move from my brother and back up to me.
“Come on, Reagan, let’s go,” my mother says softly.
I turn and let my mother lead me up the stairs so I can wash away the blood of my violent marking. But I already know that the mate mark won’t wash away.
KieranI’m furious at my wolf, but more furious at myself. I should have been stronger, should have been able to keep him contained.“Please don’t kill him,” Elias says again.“Elias, if you don’t fucking move out from in front of me, I’m demoting you.”“It would be worth it if you lived, Alpha,” he says.I drag myself to my feet. I shouldn’t be able to stand after the power that ripped me off my mate. But her power, all that fucking power that flowed into me for the few moments that Samson’s canines were in her neck, has strengthened me. And while I’m still at risk of going feral if we don’t complete our bond, Samson is much more manageable right now.“Your Gamma is very protective of you,” the older man, obviously my mate’s father, says.“My name is Alpha Kieran. I come from a pack out west. We literally just arrived and when my wolf smelled his mate, he took over. If I were in my right mind, I never would have marked her without her consent. But unfortunately, what my Gamma said is
ReaganAfter washing off the blood and looking at the horrible looking mate mark that looks like a vampire tried to rip my throat out, I put on comfortable clothes that Quinn got for me.“I want to talk to the man who was standing in front of ...” It doesn’t feel right to say it, but it’s true. “My mate. Do you know who he is?”I watch my mother’s eyes go unfocused. “Your father says he’s Alpha Kieran’s Gamma.”Alpha Kieran. I didn’t even know the name of the man who marked me.“I’m assuming he’s from out west? Is that why he arrived so late?”“Your brother asked the patrols when they arrived. They said they’d just arrived, indicating that they had been driving for two days,” my mother says.“What can we do, Reagan?” Malin asks me.“Whatever you need, we’re here for you,” Quinn adds.“I’m not really sure what I need. Maybe a drink. But first, I want to talk to the Gamma.”I look at myself in the mirror, pulling the shirt up so my hideous mate mark doesn’t show. Then I pull my hair over
KieranWow. Just wow. I haven’t been able to keep Samson in line for a long time, but this little slip of a woman, our mate, not only called him forward, but then she smacked my nose. Thankfully, Samson was forward and took the brunt of her slap as she intended. At least, I hope that’s what she intended.The shock resonating through me from Samson makes me want to laugh out loud. I might, if I wasn’t still so angry with him for what he did. He deserves everything she does to him and more.‘I was going feral,’ he says.‘Not an excuse. You’re a fucking Alpha wolf.’‘All the more reason that I was struggling,’ he growls.“Did you just growl at me?” my mate’s wolf snarls.The power emanating off of her is incredible. I felt it when Samson sank his canines into her neck but still. This level of power is unheard of.‘Not unheard of, just rare. I told you, she’s a Guardian,’ Samson says.‘What does that even mean?’ I ask him.‘I think you’re about to find out,’ he says as our mate stands up a
ReaganI’m not sure how I feel about my mate’s eager acceptance of my offer, but I’ve made it and I’ll stick to it. I have a lot to do before tomorrow.When I step out of the office, I’m not surprised to see Rich and my father standing there.“Give him a room. If you don’t trust him, put him with Gamma Elias,’ I say as I walk past them.“Reagan,” Rich says. He’s still my Alpha so I stop and look at him. “What are you going to do?”“What needs to be done,” I say, and keep walking. I already know that neither man is going to be happy with my decision, but it’s MY decision to make.I’m not surprised when my father catches up quickly and falls into step beside me.“And what exactly needs to be done, Reagan?” he asks me.“I need to decide if he’s worthy of me accepting him as a mate.”“Agreed. How do you propose to do that?”“I’m going back to his pack,” I say.My father grabs my arm and spins me toward him. “The fuck you are!”“Yes, Dad, I am. I am a grown woman, a Guardian. You know I’m p
KieranI was put in a room with Elias. We were given food, two beds, and two guards at the door. I told Elias to get some sleep. The man looks like he hasn’t slept in months and he probably hasn’t. I, however, can't sleep.Unlike before when I couldn’t sleep because Samson was being loud and obsessive in my head, now I’m trying to figure out how to make sure that my mate decides to accept me. Samson isn’t prowling around in my head like before, but he isn’t exactly settled either.I wanted to walk off the stress of the day, but when I opened the door, the guards had politely but firmly told me to return to my room. Since I’m sure Samson would try to find Reagan again, I do as they say and continue to pace.“Are you okay, Alpha?” Elias says, sitting up in his bed and rubbing his eyes.“How bad is the pack, Elias?” I ask him.The silence in the room speaks volumes.“That bad, huh? Is it all because of me?”“No. But the lack of leadership has been ... a problem. One that I hope will be re
ReaganI put the address into the GPS and begin driving, watching my family in the rearview mirror as they stand and watch me leave. I drag my focus back to the road when I can no longer see them. I’m not afraid. I know I can handle anything that Kieran, Samson, or the pack throw at me, but that doesn’t change the hollow feeling of loneliness that I get as I get on the interstate and begin heading west. I'm leaving everything that I know and everyone that I love behind. Well, except for Meadow.Kieran pulls out his phone which is connected to the Bluetooth in the car and dials a number that begins ringing through the vehicle.“Yes, Alpha?” Elias answers.“Where did we stop two nights ago? We can stop there tonight.”“That was about twelve hours away Alpha. I drove fifteen hours the day before. Since we’re not in a huge hurry, we could break the trip into three days.”“Two is fine,” I tell him.“I’ve got a place about halfway. I’ll text it to you, Rea,” Meadow says.I get the address an
KieranBaby steps. I take baby steps so I can keep in control. I’ve been out of control for too long. Samson has been out of my control for too long.I sit, as my mate suggested and begin eating the food that Elias got for me. He even heated it up as if I’m incapable of doing that for myself. Sadly, he’s right. As I take a bite of food, forcing it down, I watch him going through my things, expertly navigating my bags and collecting what I’ll need for tonight and setting it out in easy reach for me to access without any thought at all.“Elias.”“Yes, Alpha?” he asks, not looking at me.“Elias!” I say, putting more force behind it.He stops and looks at me. “Yes, Alpha?”“Go shower. You’ve been taking care of me for far too long. I’ll be okay. My mate is in the next room. I can smell her.” I don’t mention that I can feel her emotions, although I can. Concern is what I’m getting from her.He looks at where he’s laying out my things like he’s desperate to finish what he started.“Elias, I
Reagan“I’ve never seen a wolf this close to going feral before,” Meadow says quietly as I return to our room.“It doesn’t happen often. Most Alphas would have taken a chosen mate by now for this very reason,” I say.“Why do you think he didn’t take a chosen mate?” she asks.“Elias said he only wanted me.”“Is that why you’re doing this? Because you feel guilty?” Meadow asks.“Yes and no. He waited for me and I value that. It means that he appreciates the mate bond and will probably stay true to it. But I also don’t ever want to see an Alpha have to be put down because they go feral.”I look over at her. “He’s my mate. We’ve always been taught that the Moon Goddess doesn’t make mistakes. If that’s the case and he waited for me, I need to see this through.”“You already like Kieran, don’t you?” she asks, smiling.“It’s not him that’s the problem. It’s Samson.”“Is his wolf as strong as his name implies?” she asks.“Yes, he is. He’s very strong. If he wasn’t, he’d have gone feral by now.
I wasn’t sure what Elias was going to say and a very small part of me worried that Reagan might snap his neck if she didn’t like what he said to her, but she’d held up her hand and Samson slammed our mouth shut.‘Trust our mate. She says she trusts Elias. Trust her that she means it,’ he said.Elias’ honesty doesn’t surprise me but hearing a second person say how quickly Samson went feral makes both of us angry. We were being undermined and poisoned, and I’m already confident that I know who it was.When Reagan lays it out so clearly, I realize how foolish I was to trust Markus. The entire pack turns to look at him. Everyone knows he has the most to gain if I'd gone feral. He would have taken over the pack and no one would have questioned it.“I was protecting all of you!” he yells.“Did you do it, Markus? Did you put silver in my drink?” I ask him. Now it’s my turn to stalk him.“No,” he snarls. That is the truth.“What about Reagan’s? Did you put silver in her drink?” I ask him.“I
ReaganI’m pleasantly surprised at how the pack responded to the news that I accepted Kieran. It means many of them not only accepted me but they are happy that he is whole again. I wouldn’t have accepted him if I hadn’t believed that he was a good man, worthy of the Guardian gifts that he’ll receive from being mated to me. But hearing the happiness from the pack reinforces that I made the right decision.“I cannot BELIEVE you didn’t tell me!” Meadow says, coming over to pull me in a hug. Since her scent has a strong cold, stinging scent to it, I pull back and look at her.“Something you want to share?” I ask her.“I’m not marked,” she says, showing me her neck.“But you shared your blood, didn’t you?” I ask her.“How did you ...” she begins, but I tap my nose.“Don’t insult me. You know I’m a Guardian,” I tell her.“Fine. I told him I wasn’t ready for him to mark me yet, but ... that he could taste my blood,” she says.“It was the most delicate, delicious, intoxicating taste that has
KieranI’ve barely been asleep for two hours, but I’m so energized, so excited, so ready to announce that Reagan is mine to the pack. She’s right about those enhanced senses. At some point last night I heard my Gamma’s grunts and roars along with the strangest trilling sound I’ve ever heard.I expect to see my Gamma with a mate mark and a smile this morning.I tease my mate awake, sliding inside her. “Time to wake up beautiful,” I tell her, pleased when I feel her body responding to me quickly.“If I pretend to sleep will you keep doing what you’re doing,” she murmurs.“Nope. I will smack that ass, and make you come faster,” I growl. I feel fucking giddy this morning.She turns and looks at me over her shoulder. “Is that supposed to deter me?”“No. It was a warning. We don’t have a lot of time.” I slap her ass, taking her mouth in a dominant kiss as I thrust hard and fast, making her come twice before I release inside her again.“I’m starting to understand why I’ve walked in on my par
ReaganI felt my mate’s mind heal. I wonder if it was the same for my mother when she mated with my father, although she was still weak from years of being held captive by a vampire coven and my father wasn't as feral as Samson.As soon as Alayla sank her canines into his neck, accepting him as ours, his mind had healed and then behind that had been a nearly overwhelming wave of appreciation and relief, so much relief that he was healed.We stay like that for a long time, holding each other and letting our wolves push their venom into the other, scenting each other so everyone will know that we are now one.When we finally pull our canines out of each other's necks, I slide off of Kieran, laying beside him. He keeps one arm around me, brushing my hair away from face, looking at me like he’s never truly seen me before.“Why? What made you decide to accept me now?” he asks.“There were a lot of reasons. First, you’ve never once lied to me. I would know if you had. Your pack members aren
KieranI was trying to focus on what Reagan was saying, but her hands were rubbing against my chest and the moment she pressed her lips against mine, I lost all control. I had her pressed against the wall, grinding against her in my desperation.I expected her to push me away, but she didn’t. Instead she pulled my hips against her. Her hands against my bare ass making me realize that I lost the towel somewhere.“Yes, Kieran,” she purrs.That’s all the incentive I need. I slide my hands to her thighs and lift her up. She wraps her strong legs around me and I take her to the bed. She holds on as I crawl onto the bed, settling myself over her.“Tell me right now if this isn’t what you want,” I growl, my mouth sucking eagerly down her neck to her throat.“I want this,” she breathes.“Are you sure,” I say, lifting my head and holding on to the last vestiges of my control. I watch as her canines extend.“I’m sure,” she says, before they snick back into her gums.I take her mouth again, my h
ReaganAfter dinner, I checked on the omegas. I was worried that my violent display might have scared them. They were terrified, but not because I killed Camila. They all thought that I was going to blame Tessa.“She didn’t know, Luna. We can all vouch for her. Tessa would never do that,” Corinna says. They’ve basically created a wall in front of her.“I know that,” I tell them.“But she gave you the drink,” Elsie says.“I also know that Tessa would have been terrified to touch that glass if she’d known it contained silver. If she had splashed even a little on herself, it would have burned her, just like it would have burned any of you.”“You’re not mad, Luna?” Tessa asks, poking her head around Corinna.“At you? No. At Camila? Obviously, I was very angry. I’m angry because she tried to hurt Kieran. I’m angry because she put you and anyone else who touched that drink at risk of being injured.”“You should be careful of Olivia, Luna. She and Camila were friends,” Elsie says.“Anyone el
Markus“She killed her, Beta! She fucking killed Camila right in the middle of the dining hall! During dinner!” Olivia yells.“Keep you fucking voice down,” I snarl at her.I’d felt the tether to Camila snap. It was unfortunate, but this is war and there are always casualties in war. I was willing to make Camila my Luna when I became Alpha, but she was becoming overly confident and arrogant. I’ve heard of Guardians. I know that they are very powerful. But Camila didn’t want to listen and now she’s paid the price.“What are they going to do when they figure out that I’m the one who put the silver in their drinks!” she whisper yells at me.I look at Aaron, Nathan, and Penelope. The six of us, including Camila, had planned to take over the pack when Kieran went feral. We were going to be the new ranked members of the pack. Yeah, we helped Samson out a bit. At first it wasn’t as impactful, but as he got weaker and more out of control, the silver we were lacing his food and drinks with imp
ReaganI look down at the amulet that is glowing on my chest. I lift it up to see it better.“Well, I guess that works,” I say, smiling at my friend. I hold the amulet while I put the drink back down. The light dies away.When I pick it up again, it lights up. I lift the drink to my nose and sniff it. There’s the faintest hint of something metallic.“Reagan put it down,” Kieran, or more accurately Samson, growls.“What is it?” one of the warriors at the table asks. The entire room has gone quiet, watching because of Meadow’s outburst.I stand, holding up my glass.“Who brought this to the table?” I ask, looking around.“I ... I ... I did,” Tessa says, stuttering.“Did you pour it for me?” I ask her.“I did. I got all of your drinks. Is something wrong with it? I can get you a new one?” she says, looking terrified.I can feel the fury rolling off of Kieran. I pick up his glass and sniff it as well. Metallic.“Don’t drink that,” I say to him. “You probably shouldn’t either,” I say to Me
KieranMy heart feels light, lighter than I remember it feeling in eons. Reagan intends to accept me. It’s just a matter of time.‘Thank the goddess for that,’ Samson murmurs in my head.‘Yeah, don’t do anything stupid and screw it up,’ I tell him.‘Hey, she liked my purring.’‘You didn’t even know you were doing it,’ I say, rolling my eyes at him.‘I was having fantastic dreams about me and Alayla running together, playing together, and ...’‘Stop! I don’t want to hear about anything that you and Alayla do in your dreams,’ I tell him.I spend the day going through more things that have been going on while I was going feral. I’m looking back on every decision that Markus made to double-check that his decisions were correct. Some make sense, others not so much.Before I know it, it’s time for afternoon warrior training. I’ve just stepped out of my office when I run into Meadow and Reagan.“Hello beautiful,” I say to my mate, leaning down to press a kiss to her soft, warm lips.She smil