Chapter Nineteen: Pendant

Chapter 19: Pendant

Chapter Nineteen

"The present changes the past. Looking back you do not find what you left behind."

-Kiran Desai.

Lilie

Lucas and I first bought candles and flowers before going to Mom's grave. When I was in front of Mom's grave I sat on the grass and enjoyed the breeze of the air.

I put the flower on the side of her grave as well as the candle and lit it. I carefully wiped Mom's grave, I was still wondering because it was still fine and I knew someone was still cleaning it.

"I'm sorry Mama if I only visited you today," I began and sat down on the grass. "Something bad happened," I added and closed my eyes for a moment to reminisce that we made.

“Mom, do you know we miss you, you and Papa. Even though I contributed to him, I still miss him. Is Dad visiting you? ” I asked with tears in my eyes and stopped for a moment because I su