"Can someone Save Me?" Lilie De Vega always asks that to herself after all the doubts, self-hatred, fear, and sorrow that she had been holding for a long time. For her, no one will save her, no one will listen to all the hatred and doubts that the world has given to her. No one will ever help her to find the light that she had been looking for a long time because, for her, she's a mess and worthless. Not until the man named Lucas Nixon Montiero, came and saved her. Also to prove that she's worth it and a beautiful mess. BookLihat lebih banyak
"She's the one who saves me."Note: You may encounter some typographical errors and wrong grammar. And I'm sorry about that. I will edit it soon.LucasI'm a mess, I don't know where to go. My mind is in a mess right now. I'm like a puzzle who is finding his missing pieces, until now.I don't know what to do in my life right now, I can't see where the right path and light is. I don't know where they hope they are saying. All I can do is to stare at the river whenever I want to jump in.I'm in a mess.My mind is in darkness.Can someone save me?I feel like I am a lost puppy who is waiting for his owner to find me. I stare at the sky and smiled. All my life, all I can do is to take care of everything, all I can do is to pursue everything they want.They say, my life is perfect, our life is perfect. But they are wrong, I
"You're worth the wait."Lilie"Are you tired of me Lucas?" I made a weak promise and I knew he heard because he moved a little. He was still turning his back on me so I could not see his reaction.I feel like something is blocking my throat because I can't say the word I want to say to him."L-Lucas ..." I only said his name and waited for his answer. My eyes also started to water. So I approached him and grabbed his arm. I was just surprised when he suddenly removed it as if he was burning when I touched it."Rest Lilie, let's just talk in some other time," he promised coldly so I nodded and took three steps away from him.
"Darling, I'm always here for you, you don't have to carry all the pain in your heart."LilieSometimes in our lives, some people leave our side that we do not expect, sometimes someone comes back but the others, will never come back to our lives.We will be surprised one day, they will no longer be by our side. Even though it's more painful, when we are used to them being always here next to us they will disappear like bubbles.It is hard to forget someone you love even if you are only given a moment. But sometimes we have to accept that something will be lost in our lives even in extreme pain.We need to say goodbye even if we don't want to, we need to acce
"Learn to forgive someone, even they hurt you so much."Lilie"Dad, I'm Lilie," I assured crying and he tightened his grip on my hand. I could see how happy he was when he saw me.I sat down next to him and he slowly wiped the tears from my eyes. "Lilie, my daughter. Forgive me, ” he cried like me.“P-papa, I have forgiven you for a long time, I have forgiven you. You are not at fault for me anymore, ” I promised again but he just shook his head and continued."Forgive me, Lilie ... I killed your Mom." Because of what he said I was confused. What does Dad mean? What did he kill Mama for?"Wel
"I'm here, no one will hurt you now. "Lilie"Miss, this is a good thing I will do for you," he whispered in my ear while I was trembling with fear."Who are you? Please, don't do this to me," I begged as I moved my body away from him. I shuddered even more in fear when he touched my lower back."Darling!" I just sighed when someone woke me up. Looking to my side I saw Lucas worried too much about me."Why are you crying?" he asked as he wiped away my tears. I suddenly hugged him and there cried, he gently stroked my hair and back.“Did you have a nightmare again?
Chapter 31: You're a masterpiece"There are so many artworks that they handed to me, but for me, you are always my favorite artworks."LilieEven though tears were blurring my cheeks, I turned to Keegan who was smiling at us and I signaled to them what it was.They just smiled and nodded at the three of me so I turned to face Lucas who was singing and looking at me now.I don’t know how I will feel right now. My knees are shaking, my heart is beating too fast and most of all, I have a lot of pleasure in my chest right now.He continued singing and I could see how tears were flowing from his eyes. So what
Chapter 30: Graduation GiftLearn to forgive, but not to forget. "Lilie"Keegan, those things you say are not funny," I said seriously and drank coffee. I saw how his face becomes more serious.“What I am telling you is true, Lilie. Lucas has taken care of you since you came home. ”"How did that happen?" I ask.“Ever since you said Lucas is what you need, I called him right away. I told him everything ... everything. ”“Honestly, at first I was still struggling because I did not know what to say and how to tell Lucas everything. Until I have the courage. ”I just listen to him seriously and seriously, at any moment my heart seems to explode with what I hear."By the time you left the hospital, it was time for Lucas to
Chapter 29: I'm Not The One"You have to face the reality."LilieMy heart stopped beating even though I was breathing, my heartbeat got stronger because I heard his baritone voice."Is the ring I made for you okay?" I heard him say. Maybe it was for Alexa, so I have hurt again."Yes, will you take it now, Mr. Montiero?"I could not get out of my seat, even though my leg was shaking. I took a deep breath first and was about to step on my feet when I heard his voice again."Excuse me."Shit! He's just behind me! What will I do?!I was about to face and I was about to prepare myself when the sales lady spoke. So Lucas went there and I took this opportunity to go out.When I came out I just cried, I leaned against a wall and grabbed my trembling knees. Lucas and I almost met, alm
Chapter 28: I Saw Him"When you are meant for each other, God will find a way to be the two of you together, again."Lilie"Keegan, I'm nervous," I said so I felt Julie hold my hand and she spoke.“Lilie, don't be nervous, we are here, oh! So you can do it ... you will soon see, are you still going back. ” Julie encouraged me so I rubbed her face once pinched her cheek."Thank you, Julie," I replied with a smile and let go of her cheek, I heard her complain.“You're so bad! You need to pinch my cheek. ”We are now in the hospital and just waiting for Doctor Jade. I even laughed because I was so nervous even though I had not been subjected to surgery.My emotions are mixed now, nervousness, fear, joy, and most of all excitement. I was even more nervous when Doctor Jade spoke and called me. I alm
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