The smell of disinfectant reached my nose giving away to where I was at that moment. I can hear my parent's voices not far from where I am. I know that I owe them an explanation. But I am not ready to give that to them right now.That is why I am pretending to be asleep even though I am already awake. I thought that my little stunt was flawless until I hear a familiar voice whispering in my ear.“Do you want me to tell them to go home?” DK asked. Still, I pretended that I was asleep.I felt DK move and heard footsteps which stopped and then followed by DK’s voice. “I know you’re all worried about Anya but it would be best if all of you go home and rest,” DK said, loud enough for me to hear, “I promise you that if something happens, I will call you immediately.”“I would stay,” I heard my father offer, “If her wolf wakes up and goes on a rampage I am afraid that you would get hurt.” “I won’t,” DK said confidently and I can just imagine how he arrogantly smiles, “I think her wolf rec
The sun’s rays peak through my window lighting up my dark room where I lay in bed wide awake. I had been repeating the turn of events last night over and over again in my head. And I admit that I have made the biggest mistake in my life, hurting the only woman I have ever loved. I don’t know what came to me, why I did what I did. Because looking back now, I really don’t have enough reason to break up with her.‘You just want to make excuses because you are pathetic,’ my wolf Hades said angrily. He was always angry since I left Purple Hill to be with my father Nori and Aunt Dana leaving Anya behind to look for my ‘biological parents’ as Aunt Dana calls them.I know that it was not enough of an excuse, but back then I guess I just really wanted to know a part of me that has been in the dark and somewhat lost ever since I became aware of the world around me. ‘Because of you I lost my Mate,’ Hades hissed, he had been blaming me since Anya announced that she already has a Chosen Mate whi
“Hey, Little wolf,” Mikey shouted happily, raising his right arm and waving at me, “I’m back,” he said excitedly. The loud cheers around me started tuning out as the time seemed to move in slow motion. I thought that after all that I’d said to him, and after what my wolf almost did to him. He would just leave. But here he was, being the old Mikey that I know and love acting like nothing bad had happened between us, just infuriates me. I wanted to scream at him, beat the shit out of him. Just to make him feel worse than I do. I feel my heart racing as I clench my hand thinking of all the ways that I can make him pay. What’s more frustrating than his smiling face was the way he looks. I never thought that he would look this good with his unruly wavy hair that he chose to keep short before. And to make it worse, I hate the fact that our new warrior she-wolves are giggling beside me because of how sexy he looks without his shirt on. I swear to God I will rip that smile from his face
Mikey stretched his hand out in front of me and said, “Hi, my name is Mikey.”I look at Mikey’s outstretched hand, I know that if I held on to it right now I will never let go. I was about to give in to what my heart has been longing for ever since he told me that no one can have him but him. But whenever I remember how he had easily disregarded me, over the years that we were together, the anger that was hiding in the darkness, just outside my heart shows up. The way he made me feel like I was some old clothes he no longer need that he would either throw or give away. Like I was the most useless person to him that worth nothing at all.And now he comes back like nothing had happened?I am so angry with him right now and yet all my heart was feeling is all the love that I have for him. I missed him. I missed him so much. But I am also so angry. I remember how I pleaded, how I begged. How I called him over and over again but he never budged, he never listened. And in the end, he
Was there a time in your life when you wish you could turn back time?If you don’t have any thoughts like that, then I guess you’re one of the lucky ones. As for me, I have one moment that I wish I could go back to. A moment that I wish never happened. Unfortunately for me, I am now living that reality as a consequence of my mistake.A mistake that shouldn’t have happened if only I used my brains. ‘How can you use your brain if you don’t have one?’ My sarcastic and anger-filled wolf, Hades asks. I leaned against the makeshift ring as I look at Anya. I know that we had a moment, and I know that she still feels the same way as I do. The way everything blurred out like we were in our own world as time slowed down when our eyes met as I called her by her pet name, little wolf right after I knocked out my opponent gave me hope.The Anya I knew was still there. I look from across the gym and saw Anya with her Chosen Mate, seeing them together is not helping me. Instead of thinking of wa
Another sleepless night. Sleep didn't visit me no matter how tired I was last night. I just lay down on my bed looking at my ceiling with thoughts of Anya. This has been slowly becoming my daily routine ever since the day she announced her Chosen Mate.Every day is a new day and yet I feel like I was stuck in a neverending suffering.I slowly got up and took a shower as I prepare to go to the training academy. I have to admit that I was both excited and irritated to start training again.Excited because I will be able to see Anya every day in training. Irritated because the douchebag will be there. I took one last look in the mirror before leaving my house. The drive to the training academy was quiet and smooth as I enjoy the scenery that passed before me. I was so busy settling in that I haven’t had a run with Hades around the border like I used to. And even if I wanted to do it now, I won’t be able to because my stupid mutt and I are not on speaking terms right now. I parked m
Last night I was pretty shaken up after my interaction with Mikey. I know that I still love him and there was no doubt about it. I was just surprised that even with all my pain and anger my love for him overpowered them. And because of my overwhelming emotions, I was so scared that my wolf would suddenly show up and turn into a rampage again so DK and I decided that I would stay in one of the rooms of the guesthouse that he was staying at to keep guard of my wolf. I was relieved to know that DK always has my back. “Well, good morning,” he greeted, “Were you able to rest?” DK asks as I walked out of the room and saw him preparing breakfast.“Yeah,” I replied as I took the seat at the breakfast counter in front of him, “I didn’t know that you can cook,” I said honestly. “There’s a lot of things that I am good at, Miss Anya, would you want me to show it all to you?” He asked teasingly. “Stop it,” I said in an irritated voice but with a smile on my face. “Are you going into training
Everywhere I turn all I see is darkness…“Mikey!” A voice I know so well shouted, “Stop it, please,” the voice begged.But when I turned to see who it was, all I see was darkness. And yet the sound of her voice soothes my broken soul. “Aren’t you friends?” Someone in the dark shouted. I wanted to answer back but no voice came out, and once again I was surrounded with darkness. “Why is he not healing himself?” The voice I know asked. I can feel the panic in her voice and the way she worries about me makes my heart flutter.I turned to look for that person but then darkness surrounds me once again. “We need more blood!” A man shouted.“Why is he not healing on his own?!” A woman asks.And once again darkness enveloped me, as I drifted to sleep.I don’t really know what happened earlier. All I can remember was the match that I was having with Uncle Calvin. I never knew that he could fight the way that he did. He has a very different fighting style than my dad, Uncle Leon, and Uncle D