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CHAPTER TWENTY
LOOKING at colleges is hard. Especially when you don't even know what you want to do with your life.
Talking with Mr. Williams helped me realize that I should really take back control of my life and start preparing for my future. But that's the thing. How am I supposed to prepare for the future when I don't know what I'm preparing myself for?
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