LOGINThe street buzzed with life and I hummed a tone, feeling lighter after seeing the smiles and laughter of everyone back at the shelter. Through I knew my happiness was borrowed at best but we should enjoy the little we get, right?
“Scar,” Lilly’s voice cut through my thoughts. “You can fool them,” she said, her voice low, almost conspiratorial. “Not me. Where did you get all those coins, Scar?” Busted. We had been together since we were 7 at the orphanage. Of course she would know. “I didn’t do anything wrong, Lilly. I swear,” I said quickly, holding my hands up in defense. “Did you steal again, Scar?” Her voice was steady, but her suspicion was a blade, her eyes narrowed at me. I sighed, stepping closer to her and sliding an arm around her neck, gently tugging her toward the side of the street, away from prying eyes. “Stop overthinking,” I said with a small grin. “How about I treat you to drinks and some yummy food? My treat.” Her expression softened slightly, though her skepticism lingered. “You’re just trying to change the subject.” “Maybe I am,” I admitted, smiling sheepishly. “But I’m serious, Lil. Trust me. I didn’t do anything wrong.” She stared at me for a beat longer before tapping my chest with her fingers. “You’re lucky I trust you. For now.” I exhaled a quiet sigh of relief. Saved. We walked together, and I treated her to her favorite ice cream, watching the earlier suspicion melt away like the dessert in her hands. But then, as we strolled down the street, her tone shifted. “A news came,” she said quietly, her voice barely above a whisper. I tensed. “What news?” “Those without a residence emblem will be searched for and deported soon,” she murmured, her eyes darting nervously around as though someone might overhear. “It’s not official yet, but it’s coming.” The weight of her words sank into my chest like a stone. My stomach churned as panic threatened to bubble over. Years of living in the Royal Kingdom illegally, surviving on the fringes of society, flashed through my mind. If we were caught, if they deported us… “Why?” I croaked. “What’s the point of forcing people out?” Lilly’s expression darkened, her lips pressing into a thin line. “It’s his doing,” she muttered. “The Alpha King’s subordinates proposed it, and he agreed. They’re tightening everything, Scar. Soon, there won’t be any place for people like us.” My throat felt dry as memories of cold gray eyes flashed in my mind. If only he had a little mercy for people like us. But then what can one expect. All rogues aren't like us. Majority are dangerous. Lilly shook her head bitterly, her voice thick with disdain. “And yet women still worship him like he’s some kind of god. They see his beauty and ignore the rest. It’s disgusting. That man is pure evil.” I didn't know what to say. Unlike Lilly, I don't despise people so easily. Everyone has their own story, right? “Maybe we’re the ones in the wrong, Lil. We don’t belong here. We’re intruders.” She hesitated, her resolve wavering. “So what? They think we’re supposed to survive as rogues? There’s no humanity in this. None.” The conversation lingered in the air between us like a bad taste. I tried to shake it off as we reached a diner and pushed open the door. “Okay forget about it. Lets celebrate today. Order whatever you want, Lil,” I said, forcing a smile. “I’ll be right back.” Her eyes lit up, and she grinned. “Oh, it’s my lucky day!” I slipped away to the restroom, needing a moment to collect myself, but when I returned, the air had shifted. Lilly sat stiffly at the table, her face pale, her earlier joy completely gone. Behind her, three men lounged at a table, their eyes locked onto her like predators sizing up prey. Like they haven’t seen a woman before in their life. “Come on, sweet cheeks. Join us for a meal. We’ll treat you, and maybe you can treat us too..." One of them grins, his voice sleazy and dripping with entitlement. Another laughs. “Damn, look at that ass. She’s full.” “I can’t wait to get my hands on her—” I feel my blood turn cold, my fists clenching. These bastards have no shame. “Scar, just ignore them,” Lilly says, her voice strained, trying to keep the peace. She places her hand on mine, but I can’t let it go. I won’t. “Hey, sweet cheeks. Don’t ignore us. You’ll have a good time, I swear. Come on—” “She’s not interested. Can’t you get the clue?” I cut in, my voice sharp. The leader’s face twists into a snarl. “We’re not talking to you, you ugly bitch. We want her.” The insult didn’t sting as much as the way they looked at Lilly. Like she was something to be claimed, something they could take without consequence. Lilly tugged on my arm, her voice trembling. “Let’s just go. Please. They are too strong.” All the men had the same tattoo on their necks. They are warriors of some pack, but this doesn't mean they can do whatever the hell they want! My blood boils. I have to keep it together. Just breathe, Scar. We get up to leave, but when I turn to make sure she’s behind me, my heart stops. One of those bastards has his filthy hands around her waist, tugging her back into his lap. Lilly struggles, her face twisted with fear. “Ah, let me go!” she cries, but he doesn’t let go. He just laughs, his hands roaming, trailed over her as though he had every right, and my blood boiled. “Stay still, baby, we are gonna have so much fun tonight.” he murmured, his voice low and sickeningly smooth as his disgusting hand grabbed her ass and she cries. “ Aghh! Please!” The other men cheered him on, their jeering voices fueling the fire in my chest. And that was it. My patience snapped. I lunged, grabbing his arm and pulling with everything I had. “Let her go!” I screamed, my voice raw with desperation. He shoved me back with ease, and I stumbled, but I didn’t stop. Everyone at diner was watching us and I turned around to them. “Help us! “Please, someone help!” No one moved. They averted their eyes, murmuring quietly among themselves. And my heart sank. I was helpless. These men belonged to a neighboring pack, high-ranking warriors untouchable by anyone here.No one would get in trouble for us. The realization hit me like a slap, but I didn’t care. I threw myself at them again, clawing and fighting with everything I had. The leader growled, grabbing me by the collar and throwing me to the floor. Pain erupted through my back as I hit the wall, bringing down the tables and chairs. “ Scar! Noo!” My mind goes numb as I feel something wet dripping down my forehead. Blood. But I didn't care. I look up to see Lilly screaming, tears streaming down her face as they dragged her toward the door. “Scar! Please, no! Don’t!” I clawed at the floor, trying to pull myself toward her, but another one of them kicked me in the ribs, the impact stealing my breath. Through the haze of pain, I saw her being dragged out into the night, her cries fading as the door slammed shut. No… Lilly... Stop… “ Leave her… take me… leave her please…” The leader crouched down beside me, his smirk cold and cruel. “ Who would take an ugly bitch like you, slut?” Something wet hits my face and I realised the bastard had spit on my face. My fists clenched but I was too weak to even move. “ Hideous things like you don't even deserve to breathe the same air as us let alone be looked at.So why don't I relive this world of your pathetic existence.” I watch his mocking hazel eyes through my blurred vision, my mind was numb, and my body had long surrendered to this. And then I feel it. His hands around my neck. He was choking me. Cutting my air supply. My lungs started protesting, limbs kick and squirm. But soon darkness crept in at the edges of my vision, and the last thing I saw before everything went black was his laughter ringing in my ears. “ Die bitch.”If someone had ever asked me to choose between death or pride, I would have chosen death. I would die before I let anyone stain my pride.And maybe Zain knew this.Because with every stroke of the whip, I not only feel fresh blood seeping down my back to pool beneath me — I feel my clothes… my pride, or rather the tattered remains of it, being stripped from my body.He is doing it intentionally — striking the same place over and over again.And you know the worst part? I can’t use my hands, can’t shield myself from the hungry eyes of the bystanders watching.My bra barely hangs around my chest. The boxers still cover my bottom, but they’re tearing from behind.I look no better than a naked portrait painted in red and filth — exposed and waiting to be unveiled.As if realizing I’ve figured out his intent, I feel Zain’s hot breath near my ear, amusement dripping from his tone.“Just look at all those men staring at you, Eve. They’re waiting for it… waiting to see their so-called Queen,
It wasn’t my fault. Nothing was ever my fault.My mother running away after betraying my dad.My face resembling my mother’s.His hatred for me because I looked like her…a ghost he never managed to kill.I am not her. I was never her.Yet he made sure to direct all his hate towards me, carving it into my skin like a prophecy he never let heal. What did I do to deserve all this? Nothing. But monsters rarely need reasons.“ Wh-at are you do-ing here?”I manage to spit out the words along with blood from my lips, the metallic taste clinging to my teeth, and he tilts his head to look at me. Of course. He still thinks I am that weak, useless girl who used to beg him to love her …the girl who apologized so much her voice bled out of her throat… when it was never her fault.He steps closer.I don’t look away.My eyes stay rooted on him, nails digging into my palms until I feel skin tear.And then grasp ,his fingers clamp around my chin, yanking my face up, forcing my neck into a sharp angle
Rotten eggs and filth drip down from my body and face, my eyes stay lowered as something wet drips down my lashes.I was crying.The woman who thought she was enough, the woman who fought everyday to keep herself alive for the last twenty eight years was finally giving up. Tired… I am indeed tired of living. Tired of fighting for myself. Tired of fooling myself that I was enough.Pathetic. Useless. My existence never meant a thing for anyone. If I die this second… there is not even one soul who will shed a single tear for me.Not a single person will visit my grave… if they even give me a grave in the first place. “Enough.”A voice breaks through the chaos. Beta John’s voice echoes, the crowd settled down. “Please,” I manage, voice cracking. “He’s alive, isn’t he? Tell me he’s alive. Let me see him once. Just once, before—”“Silence,” Karun commands. “The Council has deliberated. Until the king awakens to confirm your innocence, or your guilt, judgment falls upon the evidence befor
The first thing I feel is the cold. The kind that seeps through bones and reminds you you’re still alive only because death hasn’t bothered to collect you yet.Blood has long dried into the cracks of the floor, forming a map of my every scream that echoed here. My body lies curled on the same stone that has become my bed, coffin, and grave all at once.I hear footsteps.Slow. Rhythmic. Familiar.But they aren’t like everyday. They don’t leave. When the door creaks open, light spills across the floor but I didn’t even have the energy to look up and see who it is.“Rise and shine, your Majesty,” a voice whispered sweetened with mockery. Violet.“Today’s your big day.”What did she mean by that? Were they going to kill me finally? I don’t move. Couldn’t.My wrists are swollen from the chains; my lips cracked, my throat raw. When I try to speak, only air comes out along with that metallic taste of blood. Violet crouches beside me, tilting her head. Her gloved hand grabs my chin roughly
Days… weeks… months…I don’t know how long it’s been. Time has dissolved into a blur of pain and silence.The tortures stopped a while ago , maybe days, maybe lifetimes after I began blacking out between sessions. My body had become too unresponsive to entertain them.Violet still visits.Not out of mercy, no, she kicks me in the ribs every few days to make sure I’m still breathing. Once she confirms that I am, she leaves without a word.Maybe she got bored of me.Or maybe she found better things to do like dealing with the rogues clawing their way back in greater numbers, tearing into the eastern villages.It’s been five days since I last saw another face.The only sound breaking this silence is the creak of the dungeon door once a day, followed by the guard’s voice….sharp, guttural, indifferent.“Eat.”He slides a metal bowl across the floor, the sound scraping through the stone like a curse.Rice. Thin soup. The bare minimum for survival.But even that betrays me , I’ve been vomiti
Seven days later...Cold.It’s so damn cold. My body keeps shivering every few seconds…..trust me, I’ve tried to control it… but I’ve long failed.Darkness. That’s all I see, day and night. Blood, piss, and damp…..that’s all I smell here. Most of it’s mine… the rest isn’t. My mind has gone numb to the screams echoing around me, from the silhouettes that share my cellblock and the guards outside who talk like we’re already dead. From the little I catch, more and more prisoners are being dragged in every day.Rogues.They’re all rogues.After Kill got poisoned, I heard the rogue attacks multiplied. The cartel had been underestimated — they were far larger, far more organized than the council or Kill ever expected.The door to my cell creaked open, and I cringed instinctively. I tried to move, but couldn’t. My wrists were tied above my head, arms stretched raw and sore, my head barely supported by the wall behind me. I pressed my thighs together and tried to curl into myself ….note tried







