LOGINI woke to the sting of cold, hard tiles against my cheek. Something… no everything was wrong.
My ribs burned, the dull throb spreading through my side like a slow, creeping poison. My head pounded, heavy and disoriented, but the taste of blood was sharp and metallic on my tongue—impossible to ignore. For a moment, I stayed still, hoping the pain would fade if I didn’t move. But it didn’t. The sharp ache in my ribs worsened when I shifted, and fear followed close behind. Cracked ribs. Maybe worse. The thought coiled in my stomach like a viper.But I ignored it. My fingers brushed my forehead, flinching at the dried blood crusted over my skin. And the realisation hits bad. No one had come to help me. Not a single soul. They’d left me here, broken and bleeding on the diner floor, like trash waiting to be swept away. Talk about humanity. Its really dead. No one wants to deal with the murder of an ugly begged in a diner. Gritting my teeth, I planted my palms on the ground, forcing my body to move. Pain clawed through me as I pressed against the wall, using it to steady myself as I struggled to my feet. My legs wobbled beneath me, and the breath I sucked in came sharp and shallow. I wanted to scream, but I swallowed it down. Not here. Not now. Lilly….I need to find her. Where did they take her? What if they do something to her…. the horrors of what all they could left me sick at my stomach. My heart drummed in my ears. I reached the door and stepped outside to see it was dark. The streets were nearly empty, the soft glow of lanterns casting distorted shadows on the cobblestones. A clock in the distance chimed faintly—it was past midnight. Hours. I was out for hours. “Lilly,” I croaked, my voice barely louder than a whisper. I swallowed hard, ignoring the way my throat scratched raw. “Lilly!” I stumbled in the direction they took her, my vision swimming and eyes moist. The cold air bit at my torn clothes, stinging the exposed cuts and bruises beneath. My ribs screamed in protest, but I forced myself onward, scanning the empty streets for any sign of her. I stopped the first person I saw—a woman bundled in a shawl, her steps hurried. “Please,” I begged, gripping her arm before she could pass me. “Have you seen a girl? Dark hair, brown eyes—she was dragged out of the diner—” I was desperate. I needed a clue. Anything. The woman’s eyes darted to my face, and the way she recoiled hit harder than any blow I’d taken tonight. Her gaze lingered on my scar, her lips curling in disgust, before she ripped her arm free and muttered something under her breath. She hurried away without a second glance, clutching her shawl tighter as though I carried the plague. I didn’t stop. I couldn’t. The next man I approached barely looked at me before shaking his head, his expression blank and indifferent. It was the same with the next. And the next. Every rejection chipped away at the fragile hope I clung to, but I refused to let it die. “Someone, please!” My voice cracked as I called out to the darkened streets. “She’s in danger!” Silence answered me, heavy and suffocating and I feel the held tears dripping down my eyes. My legs faltered, but I forced myself to keep moving, my ribs threatening to give out with every step. Finally, an old man sitting on the steps of a boarded-up shop looked up as I staggered toward him. His face was worn, lined with age and hardship, but his eyes—sharp and calculating—met mine without flinching. “Girl,” he said, his voice raspy. “What’s happened to you?” “Three men,” I gasped, the words tumbling out in a rush. “They took my friend. Dragged her out of the diner. I don’t know where they went—please, sir, do you know anything? Can you help me?” His frown deepened as he studied me. The silence stretched, suffocating, before he finally said, “I saw them.” Hope lights in my chest, my eyes snap up. “ I don’t know where they took your friend. But if they’re the kind of men I think they were, there’s only one man who might help you.” “Who?” I asked, desperation thick in my voice. “Who is it?” “The Alpha King,” he said quietly, as though the name itself held weight. “Write a letter to the royal court. If your case is important enough, it might be heard.” A bitter laugh escaped me before I could stop it, and the sound scraped against my throat. A letter? Seriously? Waiting for someone to read it? Lilly didn’t have that kind of time. She could be forced or worse rap- No. I didn’t have that kind of time! “No,” I said, shaking my head. “No, I can’t wait for a letter. I can’t wait for permission to ask for help.” Without another word, I turned away from the old man and stumbled forward. This was the last resort. I need to try. I pushed my tattered body to its edge and finally my staggering steps stop to look up at the huge castle in the distance. A little more Eve… Come on. By the time I reached the metal doors, my legs were barely holding me up. I raised my fist and slammed it against the cold steel, ignoring the way my ribs screamed in protest. “Help!” I yelled, my voice hoarse. “Please, I need help!” Two guards appeared from the shadows, their armor glinting under the torchlight. They took one look at me—at the blood on my face, the torn clothes, the scar—and their scowls deepened. “Step away from the gates,” one of them barked, his hand resting on the hilt of his sword. “ Leave!” “Please!” I begged, my voice breaking. “They took my friend—she’s in danger!” The second guard stepped forward, his hand grabbing my arm. “I said, step away—” “ I won’t dammit! They took her! Help me dammit!” I screamed, my patience on edge and the guard was taken back for a second. He blinked to sigh. “ Book an appointment and come tomorrow -” “ No! I don't have time! Please! Just for a minute. I need to talk to the Alpha King.” “ Woman. He is the Alpha King. Not a man you met on the street-” “ I don't care! Get me in dammit!” I start banging on the doors. Not caring about the blood lining on my palms and the guards sigh to come out. I thought they were helping when they gripped my arm and start dragging me out. My body ached with the wounds, but I squirmed. My tears fall like a waterfall. “ Let me go! Aghh!” My hope was diminishing. My limbs failing when suddenly a cold commanding voice cut through the tension like a knife. “ Leave her.” The guards froze, stepping aside as a man emerged from the shadows. His tall figure was imposing, and when I look up my heart froze. “Eve?” Beta John’s voice softened, his brows furrowing in confusion. “What are you doing here?” Relief flooded me so suddenly that my knees nearly gave out. I caught myself on the gate, my voice trembling as I whispered, “They took her, Sir. They took Lilly. Please, I need your help. Please!”If someone had ever asked me to choose between death or pride, I would have chosen death. I would die before I let anyone stain my pride.And maybe Zain knew this.Because with every stroke of the whip, I not only feel fresh blood seeping down my back to pool beneath me — I feel my clothes… my pride, or rather the tattered remains of it, being stripped from my body.He is doing it intentionally — striking the same place over and over again.And you know the worst part? I can’t use my hands, can’t shield myself from the hungry eyes of the bystanders watching.My bra barely hangs around my chest. The boxers still cover my bottom, but they’re tearing from behind.I look no better than a naked portrait painted in red and filth — exposed and waiting to be unveiled.As if realizing I’ve figured out his intent, I feel Zain’s hot breath near my ear, amusement dripping from his tone.“Just look at all those men staring at you, Eve. They’re waiting for it… waiting to see their so-called Queen,
It wasn’t my fault. Nothing was ever my fault.My mother running away after betraying my dad.My face resembling my mother’s.His hatred for me because I looked like her…a ghost he never managed to kill.I am not her. I was never her.Yet he made sure to direct all his hate towards me, carving it into my skin like a prophecy he never let heal. What did I do to deserve all this? Nothing. But monsters rarely need reasons.“ Wh-at are you do-ing here?”I manage to spit out the words along with blood from my lips, the metallic taste clinging to my teeth, and he tilts his head to look at me. Of course. He still thinks I am that weak, useless girl who used to beg him to love her …the girl who apologized so much her voice bled out of her throat… when it was never her fault.He steps closer.I don’t look away.My eyes stay rooted on him, nails digging into my palms until I feel skin tear.And then grasp ,his fingers clamp around my chin, yanking my face up, forcing my neck into a sharp angle
Rotten eggs and filth drip down from my body and face, my eyes stay lowered as something wet drips down my lashes.I was crying.The woman who thought she was enough, the woman who fought everyday to keep herself alive for the last twenty eight years was finally giving up. Tired… I am indeed tired of living. Tired of fighting for myself. Tired of fooling myself that I was enough.Pathetic. Useless. My existence never meant a thing for anyone. If I die this second… there is not even one soul who will shed a single tear for me.Not a single person will visit my grave… if they even give me a grave in the first place. “Enough.”A voice breaks through the chaos. Beta John’s voice echoes, the crowd settled down. “Please,” I manage, voice cracking. “He’s alive, isn’t he? Tell me he’s alive. Let me see him once. Just once, before—”“Silence,” Karun commands. “The Council has deliberated. Until the king awakens to confirm your innocence, or your guilt, judgment falls upon the evidence befor
The first thing I feel is the cold. The kind that seeps through bones and reminds you you’re still alive only because death hasn’t bothered to collect you yet.Blood has long dried into the cracks of the floor, forming a map of my every scream that echoed here. My body lies curled on the same stone that has become my bed, coffin, and grave all at once.I hear footsteps.Slow. Rhythmic. Familiar.But they aren’t like everyday. They don’t leave. When the door creaks open, light spills across the floor but I didn’t even have the energy to look up and see who it is.“Rise and shine, your Majesty,” a voice whispered sweetened with mockery. Violet.“Today’s your big day.”What did she mean by that? Were they going to kill me finally? I don’t move. Couldn’t.My wrists are swollen from the chains; my lips cracked, my throat raw. When I try to speak, only air comes out along with that metallic taste of blood. Violet crouches beside me, tilting her head. Her gloved hand grabs my chin roughly
Days… weeks… months…I don’t know how long it’s been. Time has dissolved into a blur of pain and silence.The tortures stopped a while ago , maybe days, maybe lifetimes after I began blacking out between sessions. My body had become too unresponsive to entertain them.Violet still visits.Not out of mercy, no, she kicks me in the ribs every few days to make sure I’m still breathing. Once she confirms that I am, she leaves without a word.Maybe she got bored of me.Or maybe she found better things to do like dealing with the rogues clawing their way back in greater numbers, tearing into the eastern villages.It’s been five days since I last saw another face.The only sound breaking this silence is the creak of the dungeon door once a day, followed by the guard’s voice….sharp, guttural, indifferent.“Eat.”He slides a metal bowl across the floor, the sound scraping through the stone like a curse.Rice. Thin soup. The bare minimum for survival.But even that betrays me , I’ve been vomiti
Seven days later...Cold.It’s so damn cold. My body keeps shivering every few seconds…..trust me, I’ve tried to control it… but I’ve long failed.Darkness. That’s all I see, day and night. Blood, piss, and damp…..that’s all I smell here. Most of it’s mine… the rest isn’t. My mind has gone numb to the screams echoing around me, from the silhouettes that share my cellblock and the guards outside who talk like we’re already dead. From the little I catch, more and more prisoners are being dragged in every day.Rogues.They’re all rogues.After Kill got poisoned, I heard the rogue attacks multiplied. The cartel had been underestimated — they were far larger, far more organized than the council or Kill ever expected.The door to my cell creaked open, and I cringed instinctively. I tried to move, but couldn’t. My wrists were tied above my head, arms stretched raw and sore, my head barely supported by the wall behind me. I pressed my thighs together and tried to curl into myself ….note tried







