LOGINZahra's POV
“I thought teenagers needed loads of sleep? Or is that just my sons excuse for being lazy?”
Shit!! Gamma Austin’s Booming voice makes me jump, I duck, spin on my bench towards the noise and drop my textbook. My heart is fluttering in my chest as I stare wide eyed at him, it takes a couple of seconds for my brain to register that I’m not under attack. I look up to see Gamma Austin ‘s eyebrows are raised and he’s staring at me like I’ve lost my mind.
“Sorry, I wasn’t paying attention to my surroundings, Atomic structure fascinates me” I lie, still slightly out of breath after my mini panic attack.
“How long have you been here? It’s not even 5.30am yet?”
I check my watch, “only about 5 minutes” technically not a lie, he didn’t ask how long I’ve been out exercising for.
Gamma Austin gives me a slight smirk, as if he knows exactly what I’m hiding.
I ignore it and go and put my book away, and head over to the training area in the middle of the field to start stretching out
Our training facilities are amazing, like something straight out of a movie. Picture a field the size of 5 football fields—about 7 acres—divided by painted lines into three separate areas. At busier sessions, there’s enough space for three different training programs to run at the same time, which is good because Blood Moon has over 250 warriors. Every warrior who isn’t on duty has to attend morning training, which means there are always around 200 warriors plus about 20-50 normal pack members in attendance. Normally not may non warriors make it to morning training, especially in the week, because it’s so early. Evening sessions are more of a mix of abilities. Warriors have to attend two sessions a day when not on duty, and the rest of the pack has to attend at least 3 sessions per week. Generally, Monday and Wednesday evenings and Saturday and sunday morning sessions are the busiest.
There’s a 2.5-mile track that loops around the field, perfect for running laps. If you’re feeling particularly masochistic, there are also 5 and 10-mile trails that wind through the woods. And trust me, some of these wolves are masochists. Not me, though. I’m here for the obstacle course set back by the trees. It’s hands down my favourite part of training. Ropes, beams, climbing walls—it’s a playground for those who like to push themselves to the limit. Then there’s the massive gym complex, complete with an indoor sparring area, boxing rings, weights, and all the usual gym fare. Oh, and don’t forget the basement pool, sauna, and jacuzzi. We’re not savages; we like our luxuries after being pummelled in training. It’s all shiny and new, something Alpha Lucas is rightly proud of.
As more wolves gather for the early morning session, I, as usual, drift towards the back of the group, keeping my head down. I’m not exactly here to make friends; I’m here to train. With this many wolves around, it’s easy to blend in. Most of the wolves training this early are warriors, meaning they’re at least four years older than me. The other ranked members train at least once a day, but they always stick to the afternoon sessions. My brother and his friends are far too lazy to wake up for 5:30 a.m. training, and my two friends, Sienna and Abby, wouldn’t dream of joining me this early either.
I'm the only one desperate enough to show up to every session like it’s a lifeline. Because it is. I train whenever I can, squeezing in sessions like I’m running on borrowed time… because, well, I am. I’ve been clawing my way through the ranks, finally making it to the advanced group about a month ago. And just four weeks ago, Delta Greg invited me to join the elite sessions on Tuesday and Thursday evenings. Yeah, I’m still buzzing about that. It means I’m one step closer to my ultimate goal; getting out of here. Away from my father, away from the constant eyes on me, and into a future I can finally control.
We all know where we stand, so as the wolves gather, we naturally split off into our groups, beginner, intermediate, and advanced, each presided over by a trainer. I head to the advanced section, keeping to myself as always, but with a little extra spring in my step. Because every session, every drill, is one step closer to freedom.
Gamma Austin is leading our group this morning. I watch closely as he talks us through the attack combination were working on today. I’m buzzing, we’ve been mainly focussed on defence for weeks, and I can’t wait to finally be able to hit something
We pair off, and, predictably, I’m left on my own. Austin comes over to partner with me as usual. Honestly, I prefer it this way. I’m learning so much faster with him or the other trainers as my partner, and it saves me from any unnecessary chit-chat. It’s a win-win.
I circle around the sparring circle drawn on the grass, keeping my frame poised and alert just like I’ve been taught. My focus is locked on Austin, tuning out the other pairs practicing around us. He gives me a slight smile, his eyes crinkling as he takes in my stance. Stepping forward, I feint left, pivoting sharply on my heel, and drive my fist upward in a perfect arc. He barely has time to block. His eyes widen, a mix of surprise and pride flashing across his face, and then he grins.
“Excellent. You’re getting faster and more powerful. Just remember to reset your stance immediately afterward,” he says.
“Yes, sir,” I reply, my voice steady.
The others are still working through the first technique, so Austin stays with me, demonstrating a couple more advanced moves. I mimic his steps and movements, fine-tuning each one under his watchful eye. Once he’s satisfied, he moves on to help the rest of the class, leaving me to practice on my own.
The session ramps up, each move more challenging than the last. We transition into grappling techniques, and I feel the burn in my muscles as I execute a shoulder throw, sending Gamma Austin to the ground with a satisfying thud. He’s quick to recover, of course, and we flow straight into counters and reversals. I duck under his outstretched arm, twisting to his side and locking his arm behind his back in a textbook hammerlock.
“Good,” he says with a nod, signalling for me to release.
Sweat drips down my face, but I keep my movements sharp and my mind clear. As the session comes to an end, Gamma Austin claps me on the shoulder, a wide smile on his face. “Great job. Your brother can’t take me down yet, and it’s not very often someone can. You’re a 14-year-old, wolf-less she-wolf, and you just did it. Keep up the good work.”
Pride surges through me, and I can feel a blush creeping across my face. “Thank you, sir. That means a lot,” I say, my voice full of sincerity. Praise like this from the Gamma isn’t handed out lightly. It’s a high compliment, and I’ll treasure it.
Max's POVThe next morning, after another sleepless night, I follow my dad into the main meeting room. The air smells like coffee and grief. King James sits at the head of the table. Beta Nicholas to his right. Tobias and Aiden beside him. Lucas, Xander, and Zach opposite. A councilman I do not recognise flips through a leather folder. A house maid sets coffee pots and plates of biscuits in the centre and retreats from the room.everyone nods in acknowledgment of our arrival, but No one speaks. I pour myself a cup of coffee and settle into my chair to wait.Andrew arrives a few minutes later. He looks hollowed out. it's clear, he's not slept, over the last four days He looks like he's lost weight and He moves like his bones ache. I have heard the stories. When a wolf loses a mate, sometimes the wolf dies of grief. Sometimes the human goes with them. Sometimes what remains is a shell. It is too early to know which road Andrew is on, but dad said Aether is silent. If the silence holds fo
Max's POVTobias pats my shoulder. "Come on, man. Let’s head outside. The others will be here soon."I tip back the rest of the beer, feel it hit an empty stomach, and stand. In the bedroom I shrug into my suit jacket. It is tight across the chest but it holds. Tobias clocks it and smirks. I huff a laugh. First one in days. It feels strange in my throat.Outside, people stream from the packhouse to the woods along a lantern‑lit path. I keep my head down and my hands in my pockets. The clearing is already thick with smell of smoke from the last two days. Four pyres stand in the centre: Seb. Luna Anne. Zoe. Rebecca. The pack forms a ring at the edge of the trees, lining up back into the cover of the trees as the numbers swell, bodies pressed close.Tobias and I move to the front where a small platform has been raised. Andrew is there. Dad has an arm
Max's POVThe packhouse feels hollow. Black ribbons hang from banisters. Voices stay low, as if volume might break something that is already cracked. We lost nearly two hundred. Everyone here can name at least one of them.I take a coffee and a muffin from the dining hall because that is what a functioning person does. The coffee tastes burnt. The muffin turns to paste after two bites. I toss the rest and climb to my father’s old office. It is mine now, apparently. The title sits in the room like an unwelcome guest.I work because work is something I can control. Eli’s rotation notes. Ralph’s border reports. I sign where I have to and flag what I cannot decide yet. My phone buzzes beside my elbow.Tobias: I will not ask how you are. I am sure the answer is o
Max's POVI stare at the ceiling while daylight crawls across it, thin and grey. Another night with no sleep. My head is a hive and I am the only thing it stings.I have not slept since my best friend was murdered in front of me. Since I was not where I should have been. My Alpha. I let him down. I was busy watching Xander's back, worrying about his cousin, instead of standing where Sebastian needed me. Now our pack has no future, and that sits in my chest like broken glass.My stomach rolls again. I swallow against bile and breathe through it until the nausea backs off. The last three days I have thrown up more than I have in ten years. Every time I replay the fight, or my thoughts drift to Xander, every time I reach the same point where I chose the wrong alpha to flank, my gut empties. Coward’s body. I grit my teeth until my jaw aches.Yesterday’s meeting will not stop playing in my mind. Alpha Lucas at the head of the table, face drawn, voice steady like a blade laid flat.“Max. Hu
Xander's POVMy vision blurs. The air splits with two howls, a long, broken, mournful note. One after the other, blending together, a harmony of misery.Seb, and Uncle Drew.The sound chills me to the marrow. Its the kind of agony that isn’t just heard, it’s felt. Every wolf freezes for half a heartbeat. Max staggers beside me as the bond to his Luna snaps. Around us, every Silver Dawn warrior falters, some nearly dropping where they stand. The heart of their pack has just been snuffed out.I scan the battlefield, frantic. Then I see him. Sphinx!He stumbles upright, then launches forward. He’s not fighting anymore. He’s destroying. A whirlwind of teeth and fury, blood caking his muzzle, eyes blazing feral. He’s gone berserk, tearing through rogues with a savagery I’ve never seen from him before. His unit try to cover him, but he breaks through their line, chasing the rogues too far, too fast.Medus surges away from me, toward his Alpha, desperate to protect him. To be beside him in h
Xander's POVZach’s voice is tight, even through the link.‘I’m on my way, I’m in the pack house!’ I yell back through the link.Max and I barely make it through the back doors before we shift, Medus and Atlas hitting the ground in sync. The scene before us makes my blood run cold.Carnage. Pure fucking carnage.Wolves are everywhere. Rogues flood the garden, tearing through decorations and tables as if they were nothing. They’re not the ragged, half-starved rogues I’ve seen before. They’re lean, powerful, and moving like a trained unit. The stench gives them away — foul, rotting, wrong.Medus and Atlas surge forward side by side, our training taking over. The garden is a ruin, blood splattered across the grass, screams mixing with snarls and the sickening sound of flesh tearing. Wolves crash into each other in a blur of fur and teeth.Silver Dawn’s warriors are arriving now, charging straight into the fray, but the rogues keep pouring from the treeline like a tide of shadows.The sme







