I'm standing in front of my room window, feeling satisfied with the events going on outside. Jacob, my alpha, is returning successfully from the war with the rogues today. It's been months since I've seen him and I'm so excited.
I feel for the locket he gave me before leaving. It was his token of love for me and a promise that no matter what happens, we will be together forever. I believed him; I still do. Tears well in my eyes like always, but I wipe them off, and blow out a long breath, putting on my best smile. It's a happy day.
"Luna Rose!" My personal maid, Tara, shouts from the entrance of my room, calling my attention.
With a frown on my face, I saunter over to where she stands. I'm wondering what the problem is, but then, as I see what she's holding, I immediately gasp and scream. There's fear in her eyes and she's screaming after me, too.
"Tara!" I can't take my eyes away from the glaring scorch mark on my dress. Some of the fabric of the bodice of my pretty silver dress has also been melted away.
She stalks backwards and away from me as I approach, still staring wide-eyed at the burn on my special dress caused by the box iron. The medal for the most clumsy human to walk the earth will go to her, Tara Darlington, without effort.
This is the dress Jacob will see me wearing and desire me. The royal tailor made it perfectly for this day and for me to hex my Alpha's eyes alone. Now it's gone. Few hours to his return and I have no clothes to wear.
"How could you burn my dress?!" I whisper-yell, burning with anger.
"I'm sorry, Luna!" she trembles, shielding her face with her arms. "I heard a sound from the kitchen and I couldn't afford to ignore what might have been danger."
My pale cheeks flame red like my hair. If glares can kill, Tara will have a thousand talons stuck in her chest by now. I hate her at this moment, but I hate myself more because there's nothing I can do about this. My dress is gone and I won't be able to compete with the crowd of high society ladies that will gather to welcome Jacob.
I cross my arms, narrowing my eyes at her. "Admit you went to steal pancakes from Piper."
"I—"
I raise my finger. "Ey, admit it."
The guilty look on her face irks me the more. She says, "But the sound—"
I release a long sigh and end it with a loud groan. She will be the death of me. I snatch the ruined dress from her, sulking at the view and plopping down on the edge of my bed.
Tara scratches the side of her head through her matted blonde hair. Guilt weighs on her shoulders. She wants to speak a few times, but can't get the words out.
"What am I going to do now?" I mutter.
Then Tara says suddenly, "I can fix this!"
"How?" I ask.
"There's a new seamstress in town. I'm certain she can fix this."
I raise my gaze to find hope swirling in her eyes. Tara suddenly believes there's a way around my ill luck. I'm sceptical about it at first, but I decide to trust her. She leaves and just as soon; I hear the knock on my room door. It's her. Again.
"What?"
She smiles nervously. "Can I get a few fents?"
I stare at her blankly for a minute and roll my eyes. Sure, she burns my dress and expects me to give her money to repair it. I walk over to the chest of drawers at a corner and fish a few fents that will do.
She thanks me and leaves again. I back the door and just as I'm about to return to my spot at the window, a knock sounds on the door again.
I storm towards it and throw it open, ready to chew Tara's head off, but the slap that lands on my cheek sends me reeling backwards.
"Mother!" I yelp.
The stern-looking face on the other side of the door glowers at me. I cower and quake under her gaze because she's the most feared woman in all of Blood River. I'm on my arse, still holding my left cheek and reliving the memory of the stinging slap.
"Who's your mother?"
I don't dear speak again, biting my tongue to let the words stay put. She walks into my room and chokes me with her presence like she can't care less.
"My son will be here soon and you're just squaddling around unprepared!"
"Mo—"
"Shut up! I told him you'll bring only bad luck to us and now look at it. The guests are arriving. You're not even dressed yet!"
I stand on my feet again, recovering from the shame of the past moment, and press my lips into a thin line.
"Forgive me." My voice is small. "I'll be right down."
She glares daggers at me one last time before whirling around and exiting my room.
When I am alone finally, I face-palm myself and sigh because a certain someone has just burnt my dress and my mate's family is bound to roast me alive.
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Hours later, I step into the gathering outside with one thing on my mind. Never trust Tara. I see the looks. The eyes watching me are mocking and my confidence is somewhere beneath my feet, being crushed to death by my toes. I can only be happy because Jacob has finally arrived.
"I can't believe she couldn't find something new. Her clothes are so last season." I hear giggling behind me, but I don’t look, even as my wolf, Carla, growls with anger. I will her to calm down. It's not time to prove to those morons how hard she can bite.
Jacob's brother and sister are standing ahead beside the same woman that dealt me an unforgettable wake up call this morning. The She-devil that has made my life miserable ever since I turned eighteen and was handed over by my father to my betrothed.
They are not happy with the way I've worn a dress from my armoire and not sewn a new one for his homecoming. The elders scowl at me, and no matter how hard I try to keep my chin up, I want the earth to swallow me and save me from their stares.
That is, until I see Jacob and everything else around me disappears. He looks so handsome in that leather jerkin and his closed cropped blonde hair. I want to run my fingers down his cut jaw and stare into his beautiful blue eyes forever.
"My Luna," he says as I approach, looking at only me and not at those jealous wannabes in the crowd. He has eyes for only me.
I take his open palm, and my skin is velvety against his calloused ones. I don't mind the feeling. In fact, it is something I've grown to love.
"You look stunning." He whispers in my ear when I take my stand beside him, facing the entire pack gathered to welcome him. I can't hide the smile or the rose tint on my cheek as he says that. It doesn't matter what I wear. I'm his and he's mine.
The first elder speaks up. "The Alpha has warred with the rogues for many months and the tyrant Ralph has been defeated!"
They are happy as soon as they hear our greatest enemies are no more and that Jacob, their alpha, has allayed their greatest fears. All our sleepless nights will be no more. The Blood River pack is free, but I am not. If I didn't have Jacob, I won't have survived these many years of being an outcast in my Alpha's home.
"It's a new dawn for us and today we celebrate!" He concludes and the resounding roars reach the skies.
The event rolls on, regardless of my thoughts. After a few hours, I have Jacob all to myself. We are in our bedroom together and his hands have me trapped against him. I'm enjoying the view of his eyes and I'm mesmerised.
"I have missed you, Rose." He plants his forehead on mine and I let my lids fall closed as the moment sparks butterflies in my belly.
I say, "Then let's not waste anymore time."
"I agree."
He kisses me. I'm burning with love and desire and he's the only thing that can put off my fire. The only thing that can ignite it as well. I war with his clothes as his lips drive me off the brink of sanity.
But he drags his mouth away suddenly and says in between, "As much as I want all of you right now, Roselyn. I've been running through the woods for hours to get to you."
He kisses the back of my hand after that, and I giggle at the glint of mischief in his gaze. Jacob continues. "I must take a shower."
I scrunch my nose at him and giggle louder at the look on his face, even though I'm disappointed he didn't throw me on our bed and ravish me. I guess the wait will continue, but soon, he'll have me.
I help him out of his jacket and shove his back towards the bathroom door. When I'm alone, I plop down on the bed and press his jacket against my nose, relishing his scent. My wolf purrs at the delicious scent of my mate and I groan, pressing it against my heart and smiling like the biggest idiot in all of Blood River.
I can't exactly say what made me crack my eyes open and catch that random spot on the leather jacket. It was a red stain that smelled like castor oil and some other weird mixes. I frown at the sight and run my thumb over the stain.
It's fresh and very much like lipstick.
It's after dark already, but I can't sleep. Jacob lay like a log of wood beside me, snoring softly. My back is to him and I've made sure a pillow separates the two of us in the wide bed. My heart is extremely fragile. It may be nothing, but I can't help the blaring feeling of dread inside me.What if I'm right to feel this way?I pinch my eyes closed at the thought, shaking my head slightly and rolling onto my back with my eyes facing the ceiling above. I refuse to think about it. But...I must consider the possibilities. After all, it already happened once.Jacob fucked me in our bed after having his shower. He wasn't gentle with me and his kisses were like I've always remembered; like he can't get enough. I could feel he loves me and no one else, like I am the only woman capable of bringing him peace and making him happy. My hand runs over my belly unconsciously. I'm all these things, yet I have caused his number one misfortune.A single tear drops and rolls down the side of my face,
It's my worst nightmare. I can't believe he's standing there and treating me like I do not matter, and I don't understand why. We've been through a lot already. He's my alpha and he shouldn't be saying these things to me."What has the Night Valley pack done to deserve this, Jacob?" I ask, and he turns to leave, ignoring me. I don't let him get far. Jacob halts when my hands grab his ankle as I fall to the floor, begging for the life of my father and brother. Dante is my twin and I can't imagine my life without him in it. Jacob can't do this to me. Even if it means swallowing my pride as Luna, I will beg whoever I need to for this nightmare to end.I can feel his eyes on me, and I sob, lowering my gaze and pressing my head to his leg. "Please, reconsider. Don't take my family away from me. I'll do anything you want." He growls. "Get up!" But I can't. I need him to say he will discard his previous thoughts and stop the sound of war bells still sounding outside. Snot slips past my l
I flee from the throne room as fast as I can. I can't imagine being in Jacob's presence. Last night was a lie. All the things he said to me were lies after he had warmed another woman's bed and got her pregnant. The pain in my chest is killing me. I want to claw my heart out. My feet lead me to the pack's inn. Sylvia is the only one I have at this moment. Everyone sees me as the devil. I bang on her door and notice the surprise on her face when she sees it's me, like a deer caught in headlights. Her bump is visible under the loose garment she put on. She quickly recovers and pulls me inside her room, locking the door behind her. Sylvia wipes my tears away, but they are dropping. There's nothing that can stop the hole drilling into my heart. "He betrayed me," I say, and she doesn't ask me how. In fact, she doesn't look shocked. It's funny how just last night she was assuring me otherwise. "Goodness, you knew!" I gasp slightly, feeling betrayal prick my heart like a sharp needle. "
I had always been told how cunning witches could be, and not to trust them. Isador looks mischievous in her black flowing cape too. Even though I don't know what she would expect from me after helping me, I come to a conclusion that I have no other choice at this very moment. I also think of the fact that I would get two wishes when I actually came for just one. It was a win for me, really.It was already night time by now and the humid air caused my hair to stick to my face. I brushed them off.”Fine then. Let's get to it.” I say.Isador smiles at me. She looks like she could have been in her mid-years but the way she spoke and her voice said something different. So it was hard to really know.She guides me a little further into the forest until we stand before a dingy looking hut that stood on the stump of a tree, with a thatch roof and a wooden staircase leading to the front door.It was the perfect symbolism of a witch's hut. I had read of in old archives about witches, in my p
I cannot understand a single thing that goes on at that moment. My head bangs and for a moment I feel the world scattering at my Feet. I didn't know if I was to cry or if I was to laugh. "No Dante! This cannot be possible!" Tears trickle down my face at once as I ponder on Dante's death. I remembered him and the relationship we had. It was beautiful and serene bug then death had come to snatch him away from me. The tears trickles down non stop down my face while Isador stares on with her hands akimbo. I am sure she is waiting for me to stop crying so she can ask me to carry out her wish. I am prepared for it as I sit up from the floor. I gaze right into her eyes, wiping the tears that clouded my face."Are you alright now?" She ask in a sarcastic manner that somehow irritate me and made me upset. "Yes, I am... A bit.." Those are the ones that I could bring myself to say. Her eyes blue with a rare kind of glint, one that I try so hard to understand."So it's time for you to make your
I head back to blood moon pack, the one place I do not want to be, I can’t stop thinking about my last conversation with Dante before I witness the life drain out of him. when the mind link ends, I know he is gone My head is streaming with thoughts, I can’t understand why Jacob would do this, is this his plan all along? To replace me with another woman? The words of my mother-in-law kept ringing in my head I still wonder what the witch wants from me I can’t help but feel the sting of betrayal, one thing is sure Things won’t be the same between I and Jacob, I have been sitting in my chambers for hours staring into space while I let my thoughts fly free I decide to take a walk, but then there is a knock on the door. “Come in” I say Tara my personal maid peep her head through the door probably to check if it is okay to come in since she knows I’m upset. “Its okay Tara you can come in” I said “Luna rose, sorry for the disturbance but I will like to inform you that the alpha m
I stopball my actions, my mind is twirling, did he just say Sylvia? My wolf is running wild with rage. Does that mean the other woman is Sylvia? No this can’t be true I must be hearing things I remember a strange comment Vince told me a while back, now I understand. Now that I think of it the dots starts to connect from the lipstick stain, to Sylvia’s unsurprised expression, and the pregnancy. How did I not realize this sooner. I feel so stupid and used. Jacob was never mine to start with. He’s been sleeping with my best friend ever since the first day of our arranged mating. All the lies, the betrayal, especially with my best friend I feel Jacob stiffen under me. I am still straddling him. He seems to have sobered up a little and realized his slip up. Our eyes meet and I could see fear in his, because while I see fear in his eyes all he sees is rage in mine. Jacob is stunned. He doesn’t recognize who he is staring at anymore If looks could kill, he would be dead already. I a
I am glad I have left the Chambers without been seen, I have already avoid the guards and all that was left is to leave the inner courtyard and escape to the gate and then leave without been detected.My bag is hung on my shoulder and as I see that the coast was clear, I lung forward only to bump into someone, I silently pray it wasn't a guard or am elder but my face turn sour as Sylvia's face came in view.I shake my head because I think I was seeing things, is it because she has betray me and I am hurt that I'm seeing her face now? I ask myself but her voice jolt me out of my reverie."Going somewhere?" Sylvia asked.It is evident from her tone that she is mocking me, her stance means she came for war and I wasn't even prepared.