Se connecterMonday rolls in looking and smelling good. I wake up and prepare for school with a smile on my face. I like school. It calms me and gives me a sense of purpose. I one time told Ryan the same thing and he looked at me weird. Ryan is what I call a total slacker. He is a guy with a terrifyingly high IQ but he seems determined to misuse it because I know if he put his mind to it, he would be rolling in As.
"Gavin, Hurry up or your gonna be late on your first day."Mom yells from downstairs "Coming ." I yell back and directly bolt out of the room and rush downstairs. I find Dad already in the car and mom runs towards us carrying packed lunch boxes. "Mom, you do realize that we have cafeterias where we are going,right?" I ask as I receive the lunch boxes from her. "Yea yes I know but today is your first day so I gotta pack something for you." She says looking at me askance and I just smile sheepishly. "Babe, aren't you going to work today?" Dad asks over me "Nope ,I work from home today." Mom replies. Mom is a hotshot interior designer and her job is very flexible sometimes since she has her own company and all. "Ok then. See you this evening." I say waving out the car "Bye baby. Mommy loves you and don't forget to share that with Ryan too. I packed for you both." she says while waving at us. I inwardly cringe because my mom can be a lot sometimes. Dad drives out of the compound and then looks at me. In our family, mom is the quiet unobtrusive parent while dad is the parent who wants to know everything about his child. "Before you say anything, I don't know and I will tell you if I figure it out ok." I say immediately he tried to open his mouth. He smiles and just shakes his head at me. Not long after, we reach school and he drops me off at the school gate. The SHIH building looms infront of me and for a moment I am intimidated by the sheer look of it but then I hear a voice I know too well screaming my name and suddenly all my nerves disappear. "Twinnieeeeeeeee." Ceci screams my name as though nobody is around and I turn to her with a huge smile. She rushes to wards me for a hug and I hug her back . "Good morning Mr.Montez" she says looking behind me and it's only then that I realize that Dad hasn't left yet. "Morning,Cecily." he replies "Bye Dad" I wave at him as he pulls away from the side walk. Ceci puts her hand on the crook of my elbow and we walk towards the school together. "Soooooooo....?" she says looking at me with one quirked eyebrow "What?" I look back at her as though I am clueless on what she is implying "Do you want to talk about it?" she asks looking at me with an all too knowing gaze. Sometimes I wonder if this girl is a worm in my brain or something. " No,babes.Don't worry about it." I reply."I promise I will tell you when I feel like it,ok." I add when she doesn't seem to want to drop it As first year high schoolers, we are summoned to the main hall for assembly where we are told various rules and regulations, what the school stands for and after what feels like hours we are finally let out. We immediately rush to the dean's office for our schedules and the fact that all our classes match makes us so happy we are practically jumping up and down. As we come out of the office , we collide with the football team and Ryan. I try to wave at him but he pretends not to see me which really baffles me since before his little avoiding game, we had not fought or anything of the sort. It's as we move out of the office and the football team packs in that I finally seem to glimpse at why Ryan has chosen to be distant. "Who is that ?You know him?" One guy who seems to be the captain of the team asks. "Not personally. We are neighbors" Ryan answers and I am not sure why but that sends a shooting pain in my chest. All this while I thought we were atleast friends turns out we are just neighbors. "Indeed. He looks like a sissy. Steer clear of him." That same guy speaks again and when I wait for a defense that doesn't to be forth coming from Ryan, I pull Ceci away from there at the fastest speed I can manage while feeling my eyes burning hot. "Why would Ryan speak like that?" Ceci asks and I just shrug because the stone lodged in my throat at the moment won't let me speak. Since I have met her, Ryan has been our topic of conversation since he was my first friend when we moved to Saber hills and I just couldn't not tell my new bestie about him. However, it seems the sentiment wasn't shared and now the acid I feel in my stomach is so bitter I feel like vomiting when I very well know my stomach is as empty as they come. "Babes no offense but why do you react as though this is a break up ?" she asks and I look at her askance "Ryan was my .........." I start to say but then think better of it."Forget it. You won't understand." I say sighing "Explain it to me so that I can understand next time but for now we are going to be late for our first class." she says looking at her watch and we immediately rush down the building and towards our first class of high school.The rest of the week goes by with us having tutoring sessions in my room at the end of every day. What surprises me most is how receptive he is to the tutoring because the Ryan I knew never liked studying one bit. Our interactions at school are still stiff, but now we at least text—well, it’s mostly him texting me every night to let me know he got home safely after our sessions, and me pretending like I don’t care while secretly kicking my legs and smiling like an idiot whenever I receive them.Friday comes too quickly, and as usual, Dad drives me to school. The fact that they haven’t resumed their teasing since the first day of tutoring is baffling to me, but I’m not about to complain since their teasing can be really embarrassing.I walk into school and realize people are crowded around the notice board. Curious, I go to see what’s so interesting and realize they’ve posted the football season schedule. Of course, SHIH is going against their arch enemies, Wolf Peak High School. The c
I immediately start organizing the study materials we are going to need for the tutoring session, and along with them, I tidy up my room as soon as I get upstairs. A while later, I head back downstairs only to realize that Mom is home.Today she is dressed in a green dress that complements her figure quite well. However, she doesn’t look good at all, and my heart drops because my mom is not the kind of person to wear her emotions on her face. If she isn’t even bothering to hide them today, then it must be bad.“Hey, Mom. Good evening. What’s wrong?” I say as I move toward her and give her a one-armed hug.“Just the usual, baby. How was school?” she asks, giving me a wan smile, her beautiful brown eyes dull.“The clients are being difficult again?” I ask knowingly.“Yep.”“Why can’t you just drop them?”“We already signed a contract, baby. I can’t just go back on it.”“I sometimes wish you were a bit unprincipled, you know. I hate seeing you like this,” I say with a sigh.“But baby, it
The next day rolls in feeling kind of slow. I’m nervous about having to tutor Ryan, and I’m also dreading his reaction to the fact that I’m the one doing the tutoring. As usual, Dad drops me off at school on his way to work, and I march in as though it’s a battlefield.Soon enough, I head to my first class. Just as I sit down, I feel a shadow loom over my desk. I raise my head—and there he is. Ryan.I swallow the lump in my throat. The fact that I’m this nervous talking to my best friend of over six years is heartbreaking. It sends a sharp stab through my stomach. This was the guy I trusted to always have my back. Now he’s the very person I have to watch out for… because he might be the one doing the stabbing.“I heard you’re going to be my tutor for the foreseeable future,” he says by way of greeting.“Good morning to you too, Ryan. And yes, Madam Agatha already informed me yesterday,” I reply, looking up at him defiantly.“And you agreed just like that?” he asks, incredulous.“Was I
Tuesday rolls in looking and feeling good. I enter school with a pep in my step, actually smiling as I walk towards my locker. I wait for a little while, and soon I hear those peppy steps I know so well. I turn to see Ceci hopping towards me as usual. “Well, well, well… someone looks happy today,” she says, arching her eyebrow. “I actually am. Considering yesterday’s situation, I thought I’d be feeling down today, but for some reason, I’m just really happy,” I tell her with a shrug. I close my locker, and we head towards our science class. Mr. Kepner, our science teacher, might not be strict about lateness, but that man holds grudges. Last semester, just because Osbert—one of Ryan’s blockhead friends—came late to class, he made him do a personalized test covering everything he had taught while Osbert was absent. To this day, I haven’t seen him come late again—and that’s saying something, considering how these footballers act like divas. We soon reach the classroom, and it’s alrea
The holiday comes to an end all too soon, and we head back to school. On the very first day, you can feel the excitement in the air. I just want to roll my eyes at everyone—I don’t really get the appeal of football.I walk toward my locker and soon spot Ceci bouncing in, as though she has springs under her feet. That girl’s hyper energy is something that needs to be studied because nobody should be that full of energy all the time.“Hey, twinee,” she greets me when she finally stops in front of me.“Hey. What’s got you so hyped up?” I ask.“It’s football season, baby. The only time we’re allowed to ogle those meatheads without reservation.” She wiggles her eyebrows, and I just laugh, shaking my head. Ceci has a weird obsession with looking at ripped men, and while I get the appeal, hers is on another level.“Let’s go to class,” I say, slamming my locker shut and grabbing her hand.“You’re the only person I know who isn’t excited about football season,” she says, shaking her head.“Wel
The holiday kicks off and I use my time to read all the novels I have been pushing aside, my series that I am woefully behind on and of course the events I missed out on. If you don't already know, I am an avid Cdrama fan, a certified bl lover and of course a face con. One week in to the holiday, Mom and Aunt Elise start making subtle moves that they seem to think aren't very obvious.First, Mom sends me to Ryan's home to deliver pie that she says "she made too much" and I just go along with it .Then Aunt Elise also sends Ryan to our house with a basket of fruits which she claims to have bought too many. When they see that these covert techniques don't seem to be working, they organize a little gathering between our families. I try to decline joining but Mom literally drags me there completely ignoring my opinion.We get there and we find Aunt Elise in the kitchen with Uncle James helping her to cut potatoes."Good afternoon, Mr. and Mrs. Montague." I say by way of greeting."Good







