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Zanaya's POV
"Are you happy?"
My eyes squinted as I stare at Seth's face.
I was lying on the couch with my head on his lap while he continously stroke me hair, sending shivers within me.
"Of course." I said as I give him my best smile.
Why won't I be happy?
I have my job, my family, adorable fans, cool set of friends, and a loving and handsome boyfriend slash husband.
Though a lot of things have happened, a lot of heartaches and pain, I'd still chose to be with him.
After the surprise birthday party that they prepared for me, I woke up next morning with Seth lying beside me, our clothing scattered all over the floor
Yep. I just had my very first birthday sex.
I can clearly remember how Seth pinched my cheeks after he caught me pretending to be asleep wh
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