Climbing in I sit seeing Marcus and Demitri talking outside, Demitri gets in his car as Marcus joins me. He begins driving, not saying anything, he stops outside the small restaurant, and walking in I see the woman smile at me. I'm not in the mood for reunions, I walk past and sit down, Marcus following me as Demitri and Analise order. They walk over with the drinks handing me one as I slowly drink it.
"I am sorry Puddin." I look at Demitri confused.
"As I said, I knew you were relying on me when you lost her, and I ran, I could have come back, hell I could have called. I did call, but I felt like it was too late, when I called your dad mentioned you on drugs and everything. I knew then you were bad, I didn't think I could save you." I nod, this isn't his fault.
"You're not to blame Demitri, no one is other than me, I shouldn't have hidden this and pretended like it was real." Marcus shakes his head looking at me.
"No, it is everyone's fault Anaya, yo
I open the door and walk out, his eyes staying fixed on me. "Erm, Kitty am I missing something?" I laugh walking towards him, his eyes staying on me. "No Master, but you remember how we kind of relived that first business meeting date we had?" He nods smiling. "I liked it, so I thought if we can do it for our first date, why can't we do it for other days? Like our wedding? I still had the dress and everything, and somehow it still fits." I laugh looking down. "So, Kitty, tonight is just like our wedding all over again?" I nod smiling. "Well, let's skip past the whole ceremony, me crying in agony, the meal all that. Let's skip to our first dance, and then back to our room." He nods standing up and walking towards me, his arms wrapping around my body. "I wonder Kitty." His fingers pull at the dress, his eyes going to look under it, my hands stopping him. "You will soon see if it is the same lingerie Master, now, the dance?" He lo
Getting outside the car is there Demitri and Analise waiting. We get in, none of us talking as we get taken to the venue. Getting out we walk in and take our seats, Shaun turning and looking at us. Well this is going to be fun, I watch as he walks over to us. "Upset anyone else, and I swear I throw you out." I look at him confused, who have I upset? "Oh, pipe down Shaun, all I did was tell your mum the truth days before the wedding. It was you who made Anaya cry on her wedding day. Go back up there before your wife walks in." Shaun looks at Demitri and walks off. "Sorted Puddin, you can enjoy Ivy's wedding and ignore him. I nod, I hope so, I watch as he walks back over, great. "Just a warning, I know things. So, if you two want to act like assholes over the baby she lost today, guarantee one of you will be divorced." He turns and walks off, I look between Marcus and Demitri confused. "It will be nothing, he has moaned leave him to it puddin."
We get off the plane, Marcus driving us home, I watch as Demitri and Analise walk into theirs. Getting out I walk to our door Marcus behind me."I am not leaving Kitty, not a fucking chance." I turn and look at him."I need to think Marcus, I need to figure this shit out in my mind. You have no idea how much I am fucking hurting right now. I just need time." I try to walk but his hands stop me."Please Kitty, I will just follow you all night, don't make me go to Jacksons because I can't live with the thought of walking back in here and finding out I lost you when I could have been fighting for you." I look at him."You never joined her again, just that one-time Marcus?" He nods."So, if I asked for every scene from when you were in the UK, she would send me them and it proves that?" He nods looking at me, I still don't know what to believe."This whole wedding was a mistake, Kitty, we should never have fucking gone." I stare at him."There you are back to making excuses and passing th
I see Issy walking towards us. "You are awful, why the hell would you do that Marcus why?" I look at Issy, she hasn't taken this well at all. "I can't believe you phoned and got me sent home for being mentally unstable, you had no rights, you, MJ and Dad had no fucking right." "I tried stopping her, Luna and Alex are next door with Demitri." I nod and smile at Jackson, I am glad, they don't need to see this argument. "I did what we all thought was best Issy, I get it, I do. Hell, even your dad gets it, losing Wayne was bad, but you have Elsie to think about." She stands staring at him. "It was my choice Marcus, mine and mine alone. You had no right removing that choice from me, if I want to live over there I could, it has nothing to do with you. I wasn't hurting anyone." I knew this would happen, she has been forced back here, forced to see where she married Wayne, everything. "Oh, grow up Issy, you're hurting Elsie, or does she not matter in your mind? She lost her fucking dad,
I feel someone watching me, my body slowly waking up, I open my eyes and jump slightly, Lucy stood in front of me staring at me. "Marcus she is awake" I look at her confused as MJ walks through. "Thanks, babe." He kisses her as she walks out, she calls him Marcus. "Sorry, Dad said to wake you, here." He hands me the phone, taking it, I hold it to my ear. "Yes?" I look at MJ watching as he walks out towards Lucy. "Right Kitty, get your arse in bed, I am sitting with Demitri sorting something with the house, it is getting late get in bed." I nod. "I was asleep, sure on the chair in the living room, but I could have just slept here." I laugh, there was no need to wake me. "Just go get some sleep Kitty, Alex and Luna are in bed, and things are sorted with her, don't worry." Nodding I hang up, walking out I see Lucy and MJ sitting and talking, a shiver running down my spine. Why would she just stand staring at me? I walk ups
We watch as MJ disappears. "I would have come back, Kitty." I feel myself laugh looking at him. "You can't say that Master, even then when you came back you still couldn't tell me you would have come back, that is what scared me then, that you would choose to leave me and have me think you moved on and watch me fuck Demitri rather than coming back and admitting you didn't know who it was." I don't want to argue, but right now Shaun has brought everything back up. "Kitty, what do you want? I thought I was doing what was best." I look at him shaking my head. "You have no idea how I feel Master, and you wouldn't. Look around you, when have you ever sat there and thought I didn't love you enough to come back? That I loved you so little I would happily stay hidden away for six, ten years hell even a lifetime? Then finding out I had lied for years, for most of our marriage and lied about what happened in England? What sort of husband or father does that?" A
The door opens, I know it will be Jackson. "Say it to my face!" I hear Marcus's shout as he pulls me off the sofa and away from Demitri, his face in mine, I stand looking at him confused. Demitri trying to pull him away. "What was it, Anaya? I am right, the photo was a fucking excuse and you do love him." I stare at him confused. I didn't say that. "You said that, not me." I look at him confused. "Then you admitted it to fucking him!" His finger points at Demitri, I look towards the door Jackson walking in, Lucy said he was sitting outside the house. Was it this house? Did he hear everything? "Marcus get your arse home, I know you're upset, just come home, calm down then talk to her." I stare at him, his hands still gripping my arms. "Let go of me, Marcus." I stare at him, this isn't him. "Why? So, you can go cuddle up with Demitri?" I stare back at him. "Because you're fucking scaring me, this isn't you Marcus." I star
"He was been honest Anaya." I look up at Analise, I can't even look at her I feel guilty. I watch as she walks over and sits down. "He and Marcus spoke about it, years ago, back way before we got married. All three of us spoke about it. Demitri right now hates himself so don't hate him, they thought keeping it from you was the best, Demitri now realises all it caused was all this." I hate myself more though. "I was jealous, hell that was why I ran that Anaya, I could see no matter what that love wouldn't go, no amount of time no matter how much I hoped it would. Sadly, one way would only ensure he stopped loving you as much, and I wouldn't be so cruel to wish that on anyone." "Anyway, as I said, I ran I was jealous as hell, but I did realise he loved me, maybe not as much as he loved you, but he did. I was willing to put it behind us because I could see you and Marcus were perfect, and that you had a chance to have Demitri and you refused over and over.