MasukThe shrieks of my sisters greeted me as I neared home, and I took a deep breath, preparing myself for the dungeon I had come to know as home.
My thighs were sticky and clammy, my movement funny, an aftermath of Theo’s ruthless passion. I wanted nothing more than to wash myself thoroughly, in hopes that I would be clean enough before I meet my mate, and after that I hop into bed. Another excited scream greeted me as I reached the door, my hands closing on the cold knob, and I inhaled a large whiff of air. They were family after all; I only had to endure them for a moment. The wooden door, now a rusty bronze from age, creaked as I opened it, and my eyes zoned in on my parents cuddling together on the loveseat and peeping over a phone. My sisters were at the other end of the room, several white shopping bags lying at their feet, and their hands dipped into them every now and then, screaming from their new buys. I stared at my sibling, their actions so in sync that they could be triplets if it weren’t for their contrasting looks. Rebecca, an exact duplicate of my mother, with full lips, long straight hair, and a well-rounded figure. Mother would always brag that she stole all of her fine features, and it should explain why she was always biased towards her. Rachel was my father, towering over us all at 6’1. She had his smile and his kindness, a trait that had earned her a spot as my favorite sibling. Not that I liked any of them. Raina was a perfect mixture of both, only it had earned her favoritism from everyone, and she was spoiled to a fault. I was sure the goddess had made a mistake in making me the last born. Raina had a haughty mouth and an attitude to match with it; it was even worse because she was older than me, and I often got the brunt of her mischief. Meanwhile, there I was. Plain old Jane with hand-me-downs that have seen more than 3 generations and a name that didn’t even belong to me. “Ryan.” My father perked up as he noticed my presence, the crinkles on his eyes forming as his smile widened. His nose flared as he perceived the pungent stench of cum surrounding me, and his lips pulled tight in a thin line. “Have you been frolicking with the beta’s son?” “His name is Theo!” I snapped, annoyed he had been reduced to just his connection with his father. However, the scene from before flashed in my mind, the wide smile he had been sporting, and my mood turned sour. “He found his mate.” I announced to no one in particular. A sound of disappointment echoed from my siblings’ lips, Rachel’s more pronounced as she somehow held hopes he would come for her, and I would have laughed in her face if I wasn’t so gutted. My eyes scanned the living room, landing on the shopping box from earlier. “Where is mine?” I asked, walking towards a bag and yanking one up. “What did you get for me?” A pregnant silence filled the air, and suddenly everyone found something else more interesting. The guilt was practically written on their face, and I wished I could say I was disappointed. “Ryan,” my mother began, her voice now a soft, patronizing timbre. “We really couldn’t find anything you would like. I know you love the color blue, and…” “No!” I snapped, unable to listen to her pathetic excuse anymore. “No, I don't. In fact, I hate the color blue so much that I would rather go naked than put that disgusting shit on.” “Ryan!” My father barked, his eyes flashing gold for a moment, ever ready to support his mate, but I turned my glare at him. “The name is Raya. R A Y A. It is always amusing how it is that you keep forgetting things about a particular sibling, but your brain manages to work when it involves the other three.” “Ryan, that is no way to talk to our parents.” Raina cut in, trying to be the voice of reasoning. I turned my glare to her, my eyes almost ablaze in fury. “You don’t have the right to school me on anything. I will talk to them however I want. How can you even understand when you have always been the favored child?” My gaze moved from her to my family, but their eyes darted elsewhere, unable to hold my gaze. I shook my head slowly, a bitter smile slowly forming on my lips. “You know what, fuck you all!” I stormed out of the house, not waiting for their reaction. Not while the rage was still bubbling inside, threatening to spill. This time my feet led me to the pack house, just in time to see the entourage of the new park filing inside. My eyes merely glanced over them, too absorbed in my own anger to care for their presence when the only thing I wanted was to see Thalia and rant. She had once suggested I move in with her, understanding my plight, but I had placed hopes in my parents whilst refusing to take up space that others would need. It was too late now to consider it anyways. I passed the living area, all the way to the indoor kitchen where the stairs were located, and I climbed onto them. However, a hand shot up from the dark corner of the stair, pulling me towards him. I gasped, my mouth parting to let out a scream when it hit me. Electricity sizzled where he touched me, the sparks going crazy just being in close proximity with him. My pulse raced, my mouth already watering as the scent continued to fill my nose and my head even. I raised my head to look at him, my eyes dilating as I took him in, and then he opened his mouth, sealing our fates. “Hello mate, I have been waiting for you.”“We are here.” Rowan announced over the soft noise of the music from the radio, and I tried to look at the ‘here’ through the window. It was a tall white building, its many floors impossible to count from inside the car, but from what little I could see, it was beautiful.Rowan opened his door and came out, coming to mine, and he opened it, helping me out. My breath hitched, not from the sparks or electricity running through us, but from a familiarity that felt dangerously inviting, and I took another deep breath.Goddess, help me.He gave his keys to the valet, and we entered the building, straight to an elevator.I stood rigid as the elevator began to move, my heart racing so loud I could hear it. Despite that I was a wolf, I had a phobia of heights, and it was even worse that I was in an enclosed metal contraption that was going as fast as it could, yet there seemed to be no end.“Are you alright?” Rowan’s voice broke through the daze, and I stared at him with wide eyes.“Hmm?” My
Somehow, the month had flown by in a flurry of activities, most of them far too loud for me, but I endured it for the extra cash.The overly bright decoration, annoying music about a fucking sleigh, and even annoying humans scattered about in red, white, and green clothes were too much, but I had passed through the hurdle.And overall, it had been a great month, with a lot of tips, and right now I was standing in front of my wardrobe, not that it could be called so. The dark brown construction was already falling apart, the door barely closed, and it only contained a few of my clothes.My eyes scanned what little I had, trying to find a suitable outfit that would fit the party. I mean, what do humans even wear when they go to parties?I wouldn’t want to stand out too much, especially with so many of them there, and I wanted to enjoy myself without worrying about what I had on.An annoyed sigh left my lips, and I padded to my bed, reaching for my phone that was lying in the middle, and
I froze as I felt the foreign sensation on my lips. It was warm and inviting, but when the soft press of his lips on mine finally registered, my hands came between us, and I pushed him off gently.“You can’t do that.” I croaked out in a voice that betrayed what I was feeling.But what exactly was I feeling?However, Rowan's voice broke the daze before I could contemplate it too much. “I am sorry; I was carried away.” He apologized, but there was a mischievous glint in his eyes that may as well have said he was not at all sorry, and I wasn’t sure what to feel.“Y-yea.” I croaked, but I cleared my throat, blinking as if to clear the coating of redness that had spread on my cheeks, and I waved it aside. “It is alright; let us just go.”We walked side by side, the silence thick enough for a knife to slice through, but I was too in my head to care about it. Why the hell would he kiss me? The thought kept running through my head, yet no answers were forthcoming, and I blew a breath of frus
I was excited, oddly enough. It was weird that I was going out with someone I barely knew a week ago, and it was even weirder that I had never stepped out of the regular cycle of work and home.Yet here I was excited to go on a date with a man. Okay, it wasn’t a date; we were only going to get a phone together, and it was enough for me to shiver in my boots.By 3pm, I was ready, dressed in one of my new acquisitions: black jeans with thigh-high boots, a wine sleeveless top, and a woolen sweater. Nothing too much, but not so bad that I end up looking like a slob. I ran a tube of red lipstick on my lips, took one look at it in the hand mirror I had, and swiped my palm at it.I shouldn’t be doing too much; after all, it wasn’t a date. We were just going to get a phone for myself.Right on cue, a knock sounded on my door, causing my heart to skip a beat despite itself, and I held a palm to the treacherous organ, willing it to be still.I rose, picking up the small mirror I kept on the be
Rowan froze mid-scroll the moment he saw me, his phone instantly forgotten. He raised his eyes to meet mine, pressing the power button without taking his gaze away.A gasp caught in my throat as those brown eyes beheld me, the truth in them almost frightening. Hastily, I placed the tray down, putting down his food, and he offered me a smile, one that made the side of his eyes crinkle.“This looks good.” He said, nodding in approval, and I beamed, standing straighter.“It even tastes better.” I replied, and he gave me a small smile before taking a fork and picking up the pasta. I watched as he brought it to his mouth, his eyes widening as he got a first taste, and I almost pumped my fist in the air at his reaction.“You like it?”Rowan chewed slowly, savoring every bite, and he shook his head. “I lovee it.” He drawled, his voice excited and slightly high, and my smile widened even more.I gave myself a mental pat on the back. The creamy tomato rigatoni could never go wrong, not with th
My breath hitched at the reason he had come, though I wasn’t sure I truly hated the way it made me feel. However, I drew in a slow breath, schooled my face, and positioned my pen ready to take his order.“What would you like?” I asked, keeping my voice steady so I didn’t give anything away, and his eyes racked through me slowly, as if I were the menu.My skin bristled, and I was unsure what to feel when he stared at me like I was the only thing that mattered, but thank the goddess for the notepad in my hands, and I clutched it hard as I waited for him.“Hmmm.” He hummed, running a hand over his jaw as his long fingers flexed slightly. For a man, his fingers were well manicured, no cuticle in sight, trimmed short even and I nodded in approval. At least he was neat. “Surprise me.”“Surprise you?” My eyebrow pulled together, and I tilted my head. “I am no chef; I am just a server.” I reminded him, but his lips had pulled slightly in a grin, and he shrugged.“It doesn’t matter; you are th







