 Masuk
MasukThe shrieks of my sisters greeted me as I neared home, and I took a deep breath, preparing myself for the dungeon I had come to know as home.
My thighs were sticky and clammy, my movement funny, an aftermath of Theo’s ruthless passion. I wanted nothing more than to wash myself thoroughly, in hopes that I would be clean enough before I meet my mate, and after that I hop into bed. Another excited scream greeted me as I reached the door, my hands closing on the cold knob, and I inhaled a large whiff of air. They were family after all; I only had to endure them for a moment. The wooden door, now a rusty bronze from age, creaked as I opened it, and my eyes zoned in on my parents cuddling together on the loveseat and peeping over a phone. My sisters were at the other end of the room, several white shopping bags lying at their feet, and their hands dipped into them every now and then, screaming from their new buys. I stared at my sibling, their actions so in sync that they could be triplets if it weren’t for their contrasting looks. Rebecca, an exact duplicate of my mother, with full lips, long straight hair, and a well-rounded figure. Mother would always brag that she stole all of her fine features, and it should explain why she was always biased towards her. Rachel was my father, towering over us all at 6’1. She had his smile and his kindness, a trait that had earned her a spot as my favorite sibling. Not that I liked any of them. Raina was a perfect mixture of both, only it had earned her favoritism from everyone, and she was spoiled to a fault. I was sure the goddess had made a mistake in making me the last born. Raina had a haughty mouth and an attitude to match with it; it was even worse because she was older than me, and I often got the brunt of her mischief. Meanwhile, there I was. Plain old Jane with hand-me-downs that have seen more than 3 generations and a name that didn’t even belong to me. “Ryan.” My father perked up as he noticed my presence, the crinkles on his eyes forming as his smile widened. His nose flared as he perceived the pungent stench of cum surrounding me, and his lips pulled tight in a thin line. “Have you been frolicking with the beta’s son?” “His name is Theo!” I snapped, annoyed he had been reduced to just his connection with his father. However, the scene from before flashed in my mind, the wide smile he had been sporting, and my mood turned sour. “He found his mate.” I announced to no one in particular. A sound of disappointment echoed from my siblings’ lips, Rachel’s more pronounced as she somehow held hopes he would come for her, and I would have laughed in her face if I wasn’t so gutted. My eyes scanned the living room, landing on the shopping box from earlier. “Where is mine?” I asked, walking towards a bag and yanking one up. “What did you get for me?” A pregnant silence filled the air, and suddenly everyone found something else more interesting. The guilt was practically written on their face, and I wished I could say I was disappointed. “Ryan,” my mother began, her voice now a soft, patronizing timbre. “We really couldn’t find anything you would like. I know you love the color blue, and…” “No!” I snapped, unable to listen to her pathetic excuse anymore. “No, I don't. In fact, I hate the color blue so much that I would rather go naked than put that disgusting shit on.” “Ryan!” My father barked, his eyes flashing gold for a moment, ever ready to support his mate, but I turned my glare at him. “The name is Raya. R A Y A. It is always amusing how it is that you keep forgetting things about a particular sibling, but your brain manages to work when it involves the other three.” “Ryan, that is no way to talk to our parents.” Raina cut in, trying to be the voice of reasoning. I turned my glare to her, my eyes almost ablaze in fury. “You don’t have the right to school me on anything. I will talk to them however I want. How can you even understand when you have always been the favored child?” My gaze moved from her to my family, but their eyes darted elsewhere, unable to hold my gaze. I shook my head slowly, a bitter smile slowly forming on my lips. “You know what, fuck you all!” I stormed out of the house, not waiting for their reaction. Not while the rage was still bubbling inside, threatening to spill. This time my feet led me to the pack house, just in time to see the entourage of the new park filing inside. My eyes merely glanced over them, too absorbed in my own anger to care for their presence when the only thing I wanted was to see Thalia and rant. She had once suggested I move in with her, understanding my plight, but I had placed hopes in my parents whilst refusing to take up space that others would need. It was too late now to consider it anyways. I passed the living area, all the way to the indoor kitchen where the stairs were located, and I climbed onto them. However, a hand shot up from the dark corner of the stair, pulling me towards him. I gasped, my mouth parting to let out a scream when it hit me. Electricity sizzled where he touched me, the sparks going crazy just being in close proximity with him. My pulse raced, my mouth already watering as the scent continued to fill my nose and my head even. I raised my head to look at him, my eyes dilating as I took him in, and then he opened his mouth, sealing our fates. “Hello mate, I have been waiting for you.”
I woke up to a warm body beside me, the heat so enticing I found myself shifting towards the source, my lips curling in a smile. It was the first for me, waking up next to someone who wasn’t Thalia.All of my flings had been quick encounters, either on the garage floor, in the garden, or, if I was lucky, on a bed. But the minute the transaction was over, I was chased out like a stray feral cat, left to clean up alone.I shook my head, refusing to relive such thoughts. It was in the past now; this was different, and I had someone with me.Speaking of different, Micah had been staring at me, his eyes too bright-eyed, too hungry for someone who had just woken up. My smile widened, my heart racing so fast.“Hello.” I murmured under my breath, unwilling to grace him with the smelly breath.“Raya.” His voice caressed my skin, brushing across it like soft fingers. “Can’t sleep?” He asked with a sleep-laden voice, and I nodded.“I am still trying to get used to it all.” I admitted, looking ar
It wasn’t until the sun had dipped low on the horizon that Micah whisked me outside the pack. My ears twitched, picking up the frantic rhythm of the drums, thrumming a crazy sound that had me bopping my head.I clutched his hands tighter as we made our way through uncharted waters. The moon was slowly making its entrance, giving light to the crowd that had gathered in front of his house.Unlike other packs, there was no central pack house. Everyone lived on their own in bungalows scattered around the pack, with extra ones built for newcomers.The men stood shirtless, dressed in what could be a ceremonial garb of bear skin, while others were cloaked in hides of deer and elk. The females were in long white dresses that swept the earth, looking every bit like angels.A hush passed through the crowd when Micah stepped forward, and they all turned to face him. “Welcome home!” A voice cried from the crowd, and the others echoed it, their excitement very palpable to others.This they did to
My heart slammed so hard in my chest that I swore the entire vehicle could hear it. “Are you alright?” Micah asked, his voice luring me out of my reverie, and I could only nod. “It will be fine; we are very welcoming in my pack.”Yeah, welcoming, just what I wanted.Only I could wake up more the next morning to see that they were driving a stake through my heart.“Yes. I am ready to meet your pack.” The lie slid out easily from my mouth, my heart more than willing to back it up.I was a likeable person after all. Thalia and Theo—even though the thought of him still hurt—could testify, and his pack would have no choice but to adore me.Micah stepped out of the car, and within seconds, the door to my side opened, and I stepped out, marching on the steady ground.I closed my eyes, taking in a deep breath, inhaling what will now be home. There was a peace and serenity that attacked my senses, the trees swaying gently as the breeze blew across us.A scent of belonging circled me so strong
The journey was a long one, but I was blissfully unaware of it for the most part. I only had to sit for a few minutes staring at the scenery, but I was unable to keep my eyes open for long. The toil of the night before had gotten to me, my body weary from the tears I had shed and the weight on me.Or maybe it was my own way of avoiding the fact that I had left my family behind and escaped to an unknown place.I had refused to think of their betrayal, my mind glossing over the fact that the words we exchanged the day before were the last memory I had of them. Instead, I chose to focus on my mate.Thinking of him, my nose twitched as the scent of beef jerky filled the air, tangled with his musk, and, never one to decline food either, I slowly opened my eyes.“Hello,” Micah’s voice washed over me, the deep timbre like a soothing balm easing my weary heart. A contented sigh left my lips, the sides of my mouth tugging in a small smile. This was truly my new reality.I was with someone wh
“Thalia!” I gasped, my eyes making out the blazing green eyes in the dark. “I thought you were asleep.”“Yeah, right.” She hissed, her voice cutting through the dark like a blade. “You were just going to slip away like a thief. Really, Raya?”“It is not as you think, Tee.” I sighed, moving closer to take her hands, but she pulled back. “I don’t know how—” I tried to look for words to describe my state, but none could come out, and she shook her head. “You are truly heartless, Raya. Were you really going to leave with that? Only a goodbye whisper in the dark, and I would never see you again? Really?” Her voice rose, her anger becoming so noticeable that I winced from the impact.“I am sorry.” I whispered, finally reaching for her hand and squeezing it gently. “I am horrible at goodbyes; I just… I wish I wouldn’t have to.”“That is a pathetic excuse.” She hissed, eyeing me, but I could already detect the crack in her voice, and my lips twitched in a smile.“I know, and I am sorry.” I w
My feet dragged across the grass, each step heavier than the last as if the ground itself were pulling me down. Their words circled in my brain like a hungry kettle of vultures around a carcass, yet my brain was still reaching out to them. I blamed the blood that still ran through my veins, the one that made my steps slower while the bond tried to reach out to them.For a second, I let myself imagine that Father would rush out to me, that Mother would come running to me, seeking forgiveness and reassuring me that all they had said was a plot to just get to me.I should have known it was always like before—false hope.My breath was ragged, each one like I was pulling air from a clogged straw, and it was never sufficient enough to fuel me.I gathered myself, like I had always done, maybe for the last time, straightened my shoulders, and made my way to the pack house, my comfort in Thalia.Ignoring the whispers that followed me was harder than anything, their taunts now a rhythm in my h








