MasukMy breath caught in my throat as the low baritone rang in my head and heat flooded my face, my breath coming out shallow.
Maybe it was from the fact that he acknowledged I was his and even noted that he had been waiting for him, or was it the sultry tone in which he had said it? I had never taken any liking to male voices, but this may soon be my new obsession, and goddess help the day he would get to moan my name. “H-hy.” I murmured shyly, my earlier bravado evaporating fast into thin air. I had always dreamt of the day I would see my mate and how I would run to him and hug him. How he would likely kiss me and promise me heaven and earth before he whisked me away. Now that I was in front of him, I could do no such thing. He towered easily above me, his aura so strong and powerful that my wolf wanted nothing but to bend her knees and bare her neck. The man carried himself with such grace and excellence that even the black tee and gray pants managed to exude as much power as if he were in a suit. “Are you—” His words were cut short as his eyes glazed over, and I took the opportunity to truly stare at him. My eyes flickered to the slightly overgrown beards that fill his chin. I wasn’t really a fan of beards, and I would have to tell him to trim it a little. His hair was cropped in an undercut, his hands tucked in his pockets as he went into a mood of concentration. Apart from the fact that he was deviously handsome, there was an unmistakable presence to him, one I hadn’t felt since my own alpha. My eyes widened, my brain suddenly forming the relationship, and I gasped. He was the alpha! “I have to go, Ryan.” His words cut through my thoughts, but I was still spellbound from the realization. Not only had the goddess managed to vindicate me, but she had also managed to give me the best. Words couldn’t form in my mouth, not even to correct him that I no longer go by Ryan; instead, I watched him go, trying to cram as much of an image of him into my brain as I could until he was out of sight. It wasn’t until his scent faded with his departure that I remembered he had asked us to meet in the garden later that day. I contemplated going to the garden straight away, too eager to meet up with him. For a moment, my mind went to Thalia, but I dismissed it as soon as it came. Even if I met up with her, my thoughts would constantly drift to him, leaving me unable to concentrate. Left with no choice, I chose to go home in hopes that I would get to complete the shower I had missed out on earlier. It was a miracle he hadn’t called me out on my strange scent, probably too excited at finding his mate, but I wasn’t going to risk it anymore. I headed home, slipping quietly through the empty living room and straight to my room. Shedding my clothes, I stepped into the shower, letting the hot stream of water wash over me. Reaching for the loofah, I lathered a generous amount of body wash on it, scrubbing my body until I could hear the squeaky sound, and when I came out, I was all red. I stared at the wardrobe, searching for something decent to wear, but every outfit hanging there had been gifted to me. My hand curled into a fist, my lips twisting into a frown. I wanted something of my own, something worthy enough to impress my mate, but all I found were clothes that felt foreign, as if they had no right to be in my wardrobe. Scanning my collection again, I managed to dig out a plain pair of jeans, one Raina had worn only once. Her fat ass hadn’t been able to squeeze into them, so she had dumped them on me. I paired the jeans with a ribbed brown crop top, dried my hair, brushed it back, and I was ready. Slipping downstairs, I found my parents curled up in their love chair. One glance was enough to decide they weren’t worth my time, so I breezed right past them. “Ryan, you will come back here right now!” Mother yelled, her voice carrying through the living room, but I was already at the door, my finger closing in on the doorknob and shutting it with a bang. Fresh air rushed into my lungs as I came out, my mouth slightly opened as I took it in greedily. I took another minute to just gather myself before I headed for the garden. My chest was pounding against my ribcage as I neared the area, my feet skipping lightly on the grasses. Anticipation crawled in my throat, everything within me ready to meet my mate. I managed to keep myself in check and settled under the shade nearby, waiting. Minutes ticked by, the quiet only punctuated by the chirping of the birds, when a familiar scent drifted through the air. It was faint but unmistakable, and my eyes caught on a folded piece of paper tucked on a tree. I reached for it, unfolded the note, and began to read. “Dear mate, I am unable to keep my promise of our meeting, as I am swamped with work now, but we will meet at the bonfire slated for this evening. I can’t wait to see you.” My fingers gripped tightly on the note, my eyes going over the scrawl written until I was sure I had memorized every word and every pattern of the stroke. His scent clung to the piece of paper, filling my head, my brain, and clouding everything, and I brought it to my nose, inhaling deeply. I managed to stabilize myself after sniffing it like a hundred times, and I went back to my former position. He had said he missed me and wanted me to meet him at the bonfire. Going back home was out of the option again, so I was just going to wait here until it was time for the event. And finally I would get to have my mate to myself.“We are here.” Rowan announced over the soft noise of the music from the radio, and I tried to look at the ‘here’ through the window. It was a tall white building, its many floors impossible to count from inside the car, but from what little I could see, it was beautiful.Rowan opened his door and came out, coming to mine, and he opened it, helping me out. My breath hitched, not from the sparks or electricity running through us, but from a familiarity that felt dangerously inviting, and I took another deep breath.Goddess, help me.He gave his keys to the valet, and we entered the building, straight to an elevator.I stood rigid as the elevator began to move, my heart racing so loud I could hear it. Despite that I was a wolf, I had a phobia of heights, and it was even worse that I was in an enclosed metal contraption that was going as fast as it could, yet there seemed to be no end.“Are you alright?” Rowan’s voice broke through the daze, and I stared at him with wide eyes.“Hmm?” My
Somehow, the month had flown by in a flurry of activities, most of them far too loud for me, but I endured it for the extra cash.The overly bright decoration, annoying music about a fucking sleigh, and even annoying humans scattered about in red, white, and green clothes were too much, but I had passed through the hurdle.And overall, it had been a great month, with a lot of tips, and right now I was standing in front of my wardrobe, not that it could be called so. The dark brown construction was already falling apart, the door barely closed, and it only contained a few of my clothes.My eyes scanned what little I had, trying to find a suitable outfit that would fit the party. I mean, what do humans even wear when they go to parties?I wouldn’t want to stand out too much, especially with so many of them there, and I wanted to enjoy myself without worrying about what I had on.An annoyed sigh left my lips, and I padded to my bed, reaching for my phone that was lying in the middle, and
I froze as I felt the foreign sensation on my lips. It was warm and inviting, but when the soft press of his lips on mine finally registered, my hands came between us, and I pushed him off gently.“You can’t do that.” I croaked out in a voice that betrayed what I was feeling.But what exactly was I feeling?However, Rowan's voice broke the daze before I could contemplate it too much. “I am sorry; I was carried away.” He apologized, but there was a mischievous glint in his eyes that may as well have said he was not at all sorry, and I wasn’t sure what to feel.“Y-yea.” I croaked, but I cleared my throat, blinking as if to clear the coating of redness that had spread on my cheeks, and I waved it aside. “It is alright; let us just go.”We walked side by side, the silence thick enough for a knife to slice through, but I was too in my head to care about it. Why the hell would he kiss me? The thought kept running through my head, yet no answers were forthcoming, and I blew a breath of frus
I was excited, oddly enough. It was weird that I was going out with someone I barely knew a week ago, and it was even weirder that I had never stepped out of the regular cycle of work and home.Yet here I was excited to go on a date with a man. Okay, it wasn’t a date; we were only going to get a phone together, and it was enough for me to shiver in my boots.By 3pm, I was ready, dressed in one of my new acquisitions: black jeans with thigh-high boots, a wine sleeveless top, and a woolen sweater. Nothing too much, but not so bad that I end up looking like a slob. I ran a tube of red lipstick on my lips, took one look at it in the hand mirror I had, and swiped my palm at it.I shouldn’t be doing too much; after all, it wasn’t a date. We were just going to get a phone for myself.Right on cue, a knock sounded on my door, causing my heart to skip a beat despite itself, and I held a palm to the treacherous organ, willing it to be still.I rose, picking up the small mirror I kept on the be
Rowan froze mid-scroll the moment he saw me, his phone instantly forgotten. He raised his eyes to meet mine, pressing the power button without taking his gaze away.A gasp caught in my throat as those brown eyes beheld me, the truth in them almost frightening. Hastily, I placed the tray down, putting down his food, and he offered me a smile, one that made the side of his eyes crinkle.“This looks good.” He said, nodding in approval, and I beamed, standing straighter.“It even tastes better.” I replied, and he gave me a small smile before taking a fork and picking up the pasta. I watched as he brought it to his mouth, his eyes widening as he got a first taste, and I almost pumped my fist in the air at his reaction.“You like it?”Rowan chewed slowly, savoring every bite, and he shook his head. “I lovee it.” He drawled, his voice excited and slightly high, and my smile widened even more.I gave myself a mental pat on the back. The creamy tomato rigatoni could never go wrong, not with th
My breath hitched at the reason he had come, though I wasn’t sure I truly hated the way it made me feel. However, I drew in a slow breath, schooled my face, and positioned my pen ready to take his order.“What would you like?” I asked, keeping my voice steady so I didn’t give anything away, and his eyes racked through me slowly, as if I were the menu.My skin bristled, and I was unsure what to feel when he stared at me like I was the only thing that mattered, but thank the goddess for the notepad in my hands, and I clutched it hard as I waited for him.“Hmmm.” He hummed, running a hand over his jaw as his long fingers flexed slightly. For a man, his fingers were well manicured, no cuticle in sight, trimmed short even and I nodded in approval. At least he was neat. “Surprise me.”“Surprise you?” My eyebrow pulled together, and I tilted my head. “I am no chef; I am just a server.” I reminded him, but his lips had pulled slightly in a grin, and he shrugged.“It doesn’t matter; you are th







