 Masuk
MasukMy breath caught in my throat as the low baritone rang in my head and heat flooded my face, my breath coming out shallow.
Maybe it was from the fact that he acknowledged I was his and even noted that he had been waiting for him, or was it the sultry tone in which he had said it? I had never taken any liking to male voices, but this may soon be my new obsession, and goddess help the day he would get to moan my name. “H-hy.” I murmured shyly, my earlier bravado evaporating fast into thin air. I had always dreamt of the day I would see my mate and how I would run to him and hug him. How he would likely kiss me and promise me heaven and earth before he whisked me away. Now that I was in front of him, I could do no such thing. He towered easily above me, his aura so strong and powerful that my wolf wanted nothing but to bend her knees and bare her neck. The man carried himself with such grace and excellence that even the black tee and gray pants managed to exude as much power as if he were in a suit. “Are you—” His words were cut short as his eyes glazed over, and I took the opportunity to truly stare at him. My eyes flickered to the slightly overgrown beards that fill his chin. I wasn’t really a fan of beards, and I would have to tell him to trim it a little. His hair was cropped in an undercut, his hands tucked in his pockets as he went into a mood of concentration. Apart from the fact that he was deviously handsome, there was an unmistakable presence to him, one I hadn’t felt since my own alpha. My eyes widened, my brain suddenly forming the relationship, and I gasped. He was the alpha! “I have to go, Ryan.” His words cut through my thoughts, but I was still spellbound from the realization. Not only had the goddess managed to vindicate me, but she had also managed to give me the best. Words couldn’t form in my mouth, not even to correct him that I no longer go by Ryan; instead, I watched him go, trying to cram as much of an image of him into my brain as I could until he was out of sight. It wasn’t until his scent faded with his departure that I remembered he had asked us to meet in the garden later that day. I contemplated going to the garden straight away, too eager to meet up with him. For a moment, my mind went to Thalia, but I dismissed it as soon as it came. Even if I met up with her, my thoughts would constantly drift to him, leaving me unable to concentrate. Left with no choice, I chose to go home in hopes that I would get to complete the shower I had missed out on earlier. It was a miracle he hadn’t called me out on my strange scent, probably too excited at finding his mate, but I wasn’t going to risk it anymore. I headed home, slipping quietly through the empty living room and straight to my room. Shedding my clothes, I stepped into the shower, letting the hot stream of water wash over me. Reaching for the loofah, I lathered a generous amount of body wash on it, scrubbing my body until I could hear the squeaky sound, and when I came out, I was all red. I stared at the wardrobe, searching for something decent to wear, but every outfit hanging there had been gifted to me. My hand curled into a fist, my lips twisting into a frown. I wanted something of my own, something worthy enough to impress my mate, but all I found were clothes that felt foreign, as if they had no right to be in my wardrobe. Scanning my collection again, I managed to dig out a plain pair of jeans, one Raina had worn only once. Her fat ass hadn’t been able to squeeze into them, so she had dumped them on me. I paired the jeans with a ribbed brown crop top, dried my hair, brushed it back, and I was ready. Slipping downstairs, I found my parents curled up in their love chair. One glance was enough to decide they weren’t worth my time, so I breezed right past them. “Ryan, you will come back here right now!” Mother yelled, her voice carrying through the living room, but I was already at the door, my finger closing in on the doorknob and shutting it with a bang. Fresh air rushed into my lungs as I came out, my mouth slightly opened as I took it in greedily. I took another minute to just gather myself before I headed for the garden. My chest was pounding against my ribcage as I neared the area, my feet skipping lightly on the grasses. Anticipation crawled in my throat, everything within me ready to meet my mate. I managed to keep myself in check and settled under the shade nearby, waiting. Minutes ticked by, the quiet only punctuated by the chirping of the birds, when a familiar scent drifted through the air. It was faint but unmistakable, and my eyes caught on a folded piece of paper tucked on a tree. I reached for it, unfolded the note, and began to read. “Dear mate, I am unable to keep my promise of our meeting, as I am swamped with work now, but we will meet at the bonfire slated for this evening. I can’t wait to see you.” My fingers gripped tightly on the note, my eyes going over the scrawl written until I was sure I had memorized every word and every pattern of the stroke. His scent clung to the piece of paper, filling my head, my brain, and clouding everything, and I brought it to my nose, inhaling deeply. I managed to stabilize myself after sniffing it like a hundred times, and I went back to my former position. He had said he missed me and wanted me to meet him at the bonfire. Going back home was out of the option again, so I was just going to wait here until it was time for the event. And finally I would get to have my mate to myself.
I woke up to a warm body beside me, the heat so enticing I found myself shifting towards the source, my lips curling in a smile. It was the first for me, waking up next to someone who wasn’t Thalia.All of my flings had been quick encounters, either on the garage floor, in the garden, or, if I was lucky, on a bed. But the minute the transaction was over, I was chased out like a stray feral cat, left to clean up alone.I shook my head, refusing to relive such thoughts. It was in the past now; this was different, and I had someone with me.Speaking of different, Micah had been staring at me, his eyes too bright-eyed, too hungry for someone who had just woken up. My smile widened, my heart racing so fast.“Hello.” I murmured under my breath, unwilling to grace him with the smelly breath.“Raya.” His voice caressed my skin, brushing across it like soft fingers. “Can’t sleep?” He asked with a sleep-laden voice, and I nodded.“I am still trying to get used to it all.” I admitted, looking ar
It wasn’t until the sun had dipped low on the horizon that Micah whisked me outside the pack. My ears twitched, picking up the frantic rhythm of the drums, thrumming a crazy sound that had me bopping my head.I clutched his hands tighter as we made our way through uncharted waters. The moon was slowly making its entrance, giving light to the crowd that had gathered in front of his house.Unlike other packs, there was no central pack house. Everyone lived on their own in bungalows scattered around the pack, with extra ones built for newcomers.The men stood shirtless, dressed in what could be a ceremonial garb of bear skin, while others were cloaked in hides of deer and elk. The females were in long white dresses that swept the earth, looking every bit like angels.A hush passed through the crowd when Micah stepped forward, and they all turned to face him. “Welcome home!” A voice cried from the crowd, and the others echoed it, their excitement very palpable to others.This they did to
My heart slammed so hard in my chest that I swore the entire vehicle could hear it. “Are you alright?” Micah asked, his voice luring me out of my reverie, and I could only nod. “It will be fine; we are very welcoming in my pack.”Yeah, welcoming, just what I wanted.Only I could wake up more the next morning to see that they were driving a stake through my heart.“Yes. I am ready to meet your pack.” The lie slid out easily from my mouth, my heart more than willing to back it up.I was a likeable person after all. Thalia and Theo—even though the thought of him still hurt—could testify, and his pack would have no choice but to adore me.Micah stepped out of the car, and within seconds, the door to my side opened, and I stepped out, marching on the steady ground.I closed my eyes, taking in a deep breath, inhaling what will now be home. There was a peace and serenity that attacked my senses, the trees swaying gently as the breeze blew across us.A scent of belonging circled me so strong
The journey was a long one, but I was blissfully unaware of it for the most part. I only had to sit for a few minutes staring at the scenery, but I was unable to keep my eyes open for long. The toil of the night before had gotten to me, my body weary from the tears I had shed and the weight on me.Or maybe it was my own way of avoiding the fact that I had left my family behind and escaped to an unknown place.I had refused to think of their betrayal, my mind glossing over the fact that the words we exchanged the day before were the last memory I had of them. Instead, I chose to focus on my mate.Thinking of him, my nose twitched as the scent of beef jerky filled the air, tangled with his musk, and, never one to decline food either, I slowly opened my eyes.“Hello,” Micah’s voice washed over me, the deep timbre like a soothing balm easing my weary heart. A contented sigh left my lips, the sides of my mouth tugging in a small smile. This was truly my new reality.I was with someone wh
“Thalia!” I gasped, my eyes making out the blazing green eyes in the dark. “I thought you were asleep.”“Yeah, right.” She hissed, her voice cutting through the dark like a blade. “You were just going to slip away like a thief. Really, Raya?”“It is not as you think, Tee.” I sighed, moving closer to take her hands, but she pulled back. “I don’t know how—” I tried to look for words to describe my state, but none could come out, and she shook her head. “You are truly heartless, Raya. Were you really going to leave with that? Only a goodbye whisper in the dark, and I would never see you again? Really?” Her voice rose, her anger becoming so noticeable that I winced from the impact.“I am sorry.” I whispered, finally reaching for her hand and squeezing it gently. “I am horrible at goodbyes; I just… I wish I wouldn’t have to.”“That is a pathetic excuse.” She hissed, eyeing me, but I could already detect the crack in her voice, and my lips twitched in a smile.“I know, and I am sorry.” I w
My feet dragged across the grass, each step heavier than the last as if the ground itself were pulling me down. Their words circled in my brain like a hungry kettle of vultures around a carcass, yet my brain was still reaching out to them. I blamed the blood that still ran through my veins, the one that made my steps slower while the bond tried to reach out to them.For a second, I let myself imagine that Father would rush out to me, that Mother would come running to me, seeking forgiveness and reassuring me that all they had said was a plot to just get to me.I should have known it was always like before—false hope.My breath was ragged, each one like I was pulling air from a clogged straw, and it was never sufficient enough to fuel me.I gathered myself, like I had always done, maybe for the last time, straightened my shoulders, and made my way to the pack house, my comfort in Thalia.Ignoring the whispers that followed me was harder than anything, their taunts now a rhythm in my h








