Chapter 2

Rene’s POV

“He wants me to go to Coverts Lisa.. Coverts! He wants me to cheat!” I said on the phone with my cousin. Sitting outside the hospital

“But Rene.. Is it really cheating if he permits you to?”

“Omg Lisa! Don't tell me.. What has gotten into you two?”

“Honey you and I know you’ve had it bad for the past year. And trust me, your emotions flying around is pent up frustration due to lack of sex! You really need to get your back blown out like he said.”

“God.. Lisa!”

“And dear Nathan! Bless him. He is such an understanding and good man. He loves you and cares about your well-being. I have never seen any man that considerate. He wants you to do it Rene.. He wants you to get over this”

“Lisa…”

“And please Rene don’t pretend you weren't just fingering yourself last night with p**n sounds all over your room”

My eyes widened. “Lisa!” I almost screamed, embarrassed. “You.. You heard?”

“Yes.. Yes.. You were a bit loud honey”

“Christ!” I exhaled.. Smiling a little to myself at the memory.

“Be honest girl, tell me you need a dick and tongue wrapped up in your pussy” she teased. I could hear the amusement from her voice.

“Lisa please..”

“Come on.. Tell me girl, be honest!”

“Lisa…”

“God please Rene stop being stubborn

“Okay fine! I need a dick and a tongue wrapped up in my pussy” I said, my voice a bit high as I admitted while I turned around, facing two bodies.

Nathan’s two best friends. Kai and Remy.

“Shit” I whispered.. They didn't just hear what I said. Remy’s smirk clearly showed he did while Kai’s face was passive but from the darkening of his eyes, I knew he heard.

Remy and Nathan had started their firm fresh out of NCCU law school, and with a lot of hard work, had turned it into a successful practice. And Kai... Well, I wasn’t sure what Kai did.

He was cold, not saying much around me. But he was a nice guy and had his shit together. The guys often joked that he was the “Tommy” of the group, because for the life of them, they did not know what he did for a living. They were all a handsome, accomplished bunch. Nathan was the glue that held them all together.

“Uhm… hi guys” I said awkwardly.. Biting my lips out of embarrassment. I quickly ended the call with Lisa.

“Hey baby girl” Remy said to me, walking closer to me. His smirk was still on his face. Kai stayed rooted.

“Remy.. Uhm.. Nathan has been waiting for you guys” i said, smiling nervously.

“I know that.. we were just going in when we heard something” he smirked.

“Please Remy.. let’s just. Let’s pretend we didn’t hear any of that okay?”

“Okay whatever you say Mama but tell me.. you really want to get a tongue wrapped up in there?”

“Remy!” I shoved him lightly

“Okay okay..” he laughed, putting his hands up.

Kai smiled lightly and they both headed into the hospital.

I got to the house in ten minutes, pulling Lisa’s hair.

“Look what you caused! I’m so embarrassed!” I yelled as I chased Lisa round the room.

“Wait wait calm down.. what do you think hmm? Wouldn’t it be nice tho? That they know.. you know.. Remy and Kai.. hot bodies…” she winked.

“Lisa!” I screamed, chasing her then she held my hands tightly.

“Let’s go to Coverts” she said with a serious tone

“Lisa…”

“I’m serious.. let’s do it.. we’d go and i’m not having any no!”

“Lisa…i.. i don’t know” i looked at her.. while she stared at me.

“Don’t just stare at me! Say something!”

“Rene, what do you want me to say? What kind of request is that for a dying man to make?”

“Right!” I sat down with my weight. “I can’t do that. I can’t break my vows that way.”

Lisa nodded. “I understand totally. But then again, Nathan is asking you to do this. He’s giving you permission to rekindle that dormant part of yourself. How long has it been, again?”

“It’s been a year. Three months, to be exact.”

“A year of no loving? With recent touching yourself?”

I shook my head. “I can’t focus on that right now. I just want Nathan to...” I dropped my head and pounded my fist against my laps. “I know he’s dying. I just want to be there. He can’t push me away into some man’s arms before he’s gone. That makes no sense!”

Lisa frowned. “I don't think he’s doing that, Rene. I think he just wants you to think about something else other than him.”

I bit the corner of my lips. I understood that was exactly what Nathan wanted me to do. How could i think about anyone else but him? For the past Five years, i had only slept with one man.

The idea of stripping down for another terrified me. I was far from a virgin when I met Nathan, but I had never thought about anyone else since then. Who would want me, anyway? I wasn’t the Greek goddess that Nathan fell in love with…young, fine, and tight. I was having gray hairs now, my tits were a little saggy and well my stomach that needed shapewear to look decent in anything. Not to mention, my pussy didn’t get wet without the help of lube most of the time. I’d be a hassle to anyone looking to be pleased sexually.

“Lisa, no one wants to see me naked. I’m sure of it.”

Lisa waved her hands. “Oh, please girl! You still got hips that won’t quit, big titties, and a beautiful face. Someone is going to want you.”

I raised a brow. “I see you didn’t mention my ass.”

“Uhm. You aren’t working with much in that department, so... Thank God you were blessed with a pretty face.”

Lisa’s phone pinged as she took it. “Holy shit! Remy just posted” she came to me, showing me.

It was Remy, Kai and Nathan in Nathan’s hospital room. Kai was reaching into the fridge, taking a bottle of water. I watched as he drank the entire bottle in three gulps. His Adam’s Apple bobbed, and I wondered if he consumed everything with fervor.

“God, what I wouldn’t give to mount that man! He is so fine. Every time I see him, he’s always a gentleman. All of Nathan’s boys are so fine! I can’t stand it.”

“You’re shameless,” I smiled.

Lisa was right, though. Nathan’s friends were handsome guys, but all very different. Remy was divorced, yet never talked a bad word about his difficult ex-wife, even giving her a hefty alimony payment because she’d helped him through law school. And Kai, well... I didn’t know a thing about his love life. If he was gay, straight, or whatever. He didn’t bring women around them. He never talked about dates or any of that. He was just that secretive.

Lisa groaned. “I know. But he seems like such a good dude! The kind you make your man!”

“You are trying to make him your man, Lisa?”

“Maybe just for the night.” Lisa laughed “Yeah, you would do that.”

“But back to your business. What are you going to do?” I blew out a breath. “I don’t know, Lisa. Seems risky.”

it’s really expensive.”

Lisa folded her arms. “Okay? What are you trying to say?”

“How much is membership?”

“The initial f*e is ten grand, with a yearly f*e of two. Wait, that was the price for couples. It could be more for single folks. I don’t remember. I haven’t gone in years.”

“Shit! Are you fucking serious?” Lisa’s eyes nearly bulged out of her head.

I laughed. “I told you it was expensive. You don’t have to do this, Lisa. Seriously, I don't even know if I should.”

“Well, if you decide to go, I am going with you. Period.”

I sighed, shaking my head.. “Okay.. let’s do this”