The countdown to the upcoming Modern Literature of Europe lecture crept by in agonizing slowness. Every passing second felt stretched into an eternity, though it amounted to just two days. Secretly, I found myself yearning to see him again, a desire I refused to admit aloud. His absence made the campus, not the largest expanse, but sizable enough to conceal him from my curious gaze.
My attire for the day cascaded with deliberate elegance: an off-white shirt of satin texture gliding over my form, accentuated by a sleek black sweater vest. Paired with brown slacks, I meticulously folded the sleeves of my shirt, adding a touch of casual sophistication. Opting for a low ponytail, I allowed tendrils of hair to lazily frame my face, lending a subtle allure. A mere hint of moisturizer and sunscreen graced my skin, and as I set the sunscreen aside, my fingers grazed over my modest collection of lipsticks. Feeling a streak of boldness, I chose a dark shade of brown, one that harmonized with the warmth of my brown skin. Gazing at my reflection, content with the sight, I grabbed my bag, slipped into my shoes, and gracefully departed my apartment.
As I met Zoe on campus, she greeted me with an invitation, “Care for a coffee before our class?”
“I think I've had my fair share of caffeine for the day,” I chuckled, tucking my phone into my bag.
“These morning lectures makes me want to die,” Zoe groaned. “Why can't they schedule them for like afternoon?”
“Well, we can't have everything we wish for, can we?” I replied, playfully raising an eyebrow, which earned a resigned sigh from her.
Excitement sparkled in Zoe's eyes as she linked her arm with mine. “I found this new café. How about checking it out after class?”
“Sounds good, but I need to return a book at the library first. I'll catch up with you afterward.”
With a mischievous glint, Zoe suggested, “Shall we invite Luca?”
“Sure, but do you think he’ll be free?” I inquired.
“Absolutely,” she assured me. “He seemed quite invested.”
“Invested? In what” I echoed, genuinely surprised.
“Come on, don’t tell me I'm the only one who noticed how he was eyeing you,” Zoe retorted, rolling her eyes.
The way he was eyeing me? I didn’t notice he was looking at me at all.
I began to respond, only to be interrupted by a familiar voice. “Excuse me, ladies," His voice broke the barriers of my thoughts, filling my head with a melody I subconsciously sought after.
“Hurry along, class starts in five,” Izan reminded us probably on his way to our class and I glanced back. I felt my heart pick up its pace just at the sight of him. His eyes were fixed upon my face or so I thought before he overtook us. Zoe and I were quick to pick up our pace and followed him into the class.
In the midst of my constant trance, lost in the allure of his voice, one could call me a madman. His speech flowed effortlessly, each word a serenade that echoed softly off the walls. With every gaze from those hazel eyes, my heart performed a ballet of fluttering beats. I yearned for a flicker of recognition in his gaze, seeking a connection in the depths of those enchanting orbs, yet found none. Just as swiftly as the minutes slipped away, the class ended. And I found myself walking out of the class with Zoe by my side.
“Luca said he would be joining us.” Zoe announced, thumbs tapping away at her phone as I dug into the depths of my bag.
“What's up? Looking for something?” Zoe's curiosity surfaced.
“I can't seem find the book I was supposed to return,” I sighed, giving up on my search and zipping up the bag. “I think I might have left it in the class. You go on, I'll catch up once I grab it!” My words hurried out as I darted back toward the classroom, not waiting for Zoe's response.
I was rushing toward the classroom when suddenly, someone appeared right in front of the door. Momentum carried me forward, and before I could halt, I collided headfirst into a solid chest, saved only by a quick grip on my arm that prevented an embarrassing fall.
“Are you okay?” Izan's concerned voice cut through the haze as he steadied me, a jolt of electricity coursing through my veins at his touch. Words stumbled and tangled in my throat, my heart racing, as the warmth of his contact engulfed me like a tidal surge breaking against the riverbank. The warmth of his touch disappeared as suddenly as it had appeared, and I instinctively took a step back, craving space between us.
“Yes. I-I'm sorry,” I stammered, instantly casting my gaze downward, unable to bear the intensity of his stare.
“May I ask why you were in such a hurry?” he asked in a gentle voice.
“I believe I left my book inside, Sir,” I replied, my voice somewhat steadier.
“Is this the one?” Izan held out the book I'd been looking for, relief flooding me as I accepted it.
“Yes! Thank you,” I expressed my gratitude, taking the book from him.
“It was on the table. Please be more careful next time,” he advised with a hint of concern.
“I will, Sir. Thank you,” I assured, clutching the book tightly against me as he nodded.“Have a good day, Ms. Hanan,” he bid before stepping into the hallway.“You too, Sir.” A smile automatically crossed my lips as he walked away, leaving me with a strange fluttering sensation lingering in my chest.“Will that be all for today, Ms Hanan?” the librarian inquired politely as I returned the borrowed book to the library counter.“Yes, thank you,” I replied with a smile and turned around to leave only to remember something I needed.“There actually is something I needed help with. I'm looking for ‘The Anxiety of Influence’ by Harold Bloom,” I asked.“Of course. We have the book. It’s in the literature criticism section, aisle three, third shelf from the top,” the librarian directed, her tone helpful as I set off to locate the book.Navigating through the shelves, I traced the spine labels, scanning each row for the sought-after title. Finally, I spotted it, neatly nestled between other c
It was a lazy Saturday, and I found myself engrossed in a conversation with Zoe over the phone. She was still grilling me for being late to our café meet-up earlier in that week when I had stumbled into Izan. Luca was quick to brush it off but Zoe, well, she is Zoe.“Are you certain you will be able to make it tonight?” Zoe’s voice rang with a hint of exasperation, the question feeling all too familiar.It was a lazy Saturday, and I found myself engrossed in a conversation with Zoe over the phone. She was still grilling me for being late to our café meet-up earlier in that week when I had stumbled into Izan. Luca was quick to brush it off but Zoe, well, she is Zoe.“Are you certain you will be able to make it tonight?” Zoe’s voice rang with a hint of exasperation, the question feeling all too familiar.“Yeah, yeah,” I sighed, a twinge of guilt in my voice. “I just need to find something to wear for your party.”“I have tons of dresses. Just make it on time for the dinner, will you?” Z
After the initial exchange, silence draped over us like a heavy curtain. It was not the comfortable kind of silence one might appreciate, at least not from my end. I kept my fingers busy on the keyboard, eyes glued to the screen, purposely avoiding any chance of our eyes meeting again.Despite my efforts, I couldn’t help but sneak peeks at Izan from time to time. He was totally absorbed in his book, jotting down notes like a pro. His pen danced between his fingers effortlessly, all his attention on the pages. I felt like a mere ghost of a person, invisible to him in the midst of all those words. It was like the world faded away around him, leaving me here, anxious and tapping my feet to disguise the nerves I couldn’t really explain. I shook my head, trying to snap out of it, and turned my focus back to the blank page on my laptop.I felt my frustration mounting as I sifted through the pile of books, notes, and endless tabs, trying to make sense of this paper. With a sigh, I slouched i
“Let’s find you something fabulous to wear,” Zoe exclaimed, rummaging through her wardrobe and presenting me with a series of outfit options.As we stood in her bedroom surrounded by an array of outfits strewn across the bed, Zoe’s eyes sparkled with excitement, eager to help me choose the perfect outfit for the night.“So, which one should we start with?” Zoe murmured eyeing all the options of dresses of different colours, design and style. I stood there frozen as I stared at the pile of clothes in front of me.It had been only five minutes since we reached her new apartment that was bustling with preparation for the housewarming party. And I was already in a robe, out of my simple peasant clothing. And the options of outfits laid in front of me was more than overwhelming.The first dress she handed me was a vibrant cobalt blue, its intricate lace overlay glistening under the room’s soft light. The dress hugged the figure in all the right places, but as I looked at my reflection, I
Their kindness and warmth were undeniable, the scent of old money surrounded them, along with a hint of sophistication that hinted at their wealthy and refined upbringing. Yet, despite their privileged background, they exuded a down-to-earth charm that made me feel at home in their presence.The evening flowed smoothly as guests arrived, filling the space with chatter and joy. We gathered around the dining table, where a feast awaited us. Every dish served was a work of art, bursting with flavour that delighted the senses. From the appetizers to the main course and desserts, each bite was a culinary delight, showcasing the skill of the chef and the essence of fine dining.As we chatted and laughed, time flew by like it always does when you're having fun. Before I knew it, the evening came to an end, and guests began saying their goodbyes, expressing gratitude as they left. As the dinner wrapped up, Zoe and I headed to the club. Stepping out of the car into the cool night air, faces f
I ran into the washroom, my heart racing at an uncountable speed, I feared it would leap out at any given moment. Closing the door of stall behind me, I leaned against the cool surface, trying to catch up to the millions of thoughts running through my head. “What on earth was that!” I screamed into the empty space, my voice echoing off the tiled walls as I struggled to process what had happened in the past few minutes. Did it really just happen, or was it just another one of those dreams? Did Izan really just do that? Confusion clouded my mind, making it impossible to understand or comprehend what is reality and what felt like a surreal dream. The whole situation felt like a blur, making me dizzy, leaving me gasping for a sense of stability. But whatever it was, reality or a dream, I couldn’t hide in there for long. I needed to leave, right at that moment, or else being stuck in that space with those thoughts would drive me to the brinks of insanity. Hurriedly, I said my farewells a
Three days after the seminar, everything seemed back to normal. Zoe and I were walking across campus, sharing a laugh over some silly joke, when the bright sky suddenly turned grey and rain started pouring down. We panicked and hurried to find shelter. I found refuge in a small alcove, my heart was racing as rain soaked through my hair and clothes. My heart did a flip when I found Izan Dejanovic standing there, his hair tousled by the rain, holding his glasses in hand. If I thought he was good-looking before, in that moment, he looked downright mesmerizing. The way he was looking could leave anyone speechless and on their knees.Our eyes met, and his beautiful hazels widened with surprise, he swiftly turned away, looking elsewhere. A rosy hue tinged his cheeks as he cleared his throat. Frowning slightly, I tried to act normal and greet him, hoping he would not notice how nervous I was. “Hello, Professor Dejanovic.” But he merely nodded in response.‘Okay,’ confusion clouded me and I
Panic, that’s all I felt as I rushed down the stairs of my building. Izan’s voice, and the address he gave me repeating itself in my head over and over again. My nerves were everywhere as I started running down the street. He was hurt, and he needed help. All I could think was that he was hurt and every rational thinking escaped me. All I knew was that I had to get to him, as fast as possible. I was scared, I was afraid that something really bad might have happened to me. My heart was wrenching in my chest, tears building in my eyes as I ran to the end of the street and stopped in front of the road sign, he had told me about. I frantically looked around, it was dark, empty, only a few people passing by at that late hour of the night.I needed to find him, as soon as possible or it might get too late. I felt utterly helpless, I didn’t know what to do, I couldn’t find him. Just as tears was about to fall from my eyes, a sudden movement at a distant dark ally caught my attention. I could