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Her pulse still hadn’t calmed. It beat hard in her throat. The stubborn rhythm echoing the edge of his words.

She hated that about him— no, she hated that she wanted him for it. Every exchange between them pressed something inside her, something she spent years burying under polish, control, and command.

She leaned back in her chair, staring blindly at the spreadsheet glowing on her screen. Numbers blurred, words floating across the screen, her focus shifting from reality to an abstract world.

Her mind replayed the tilt of his mouth when he challenged her, the steady weight of his gaze, and how close he’d leaned across her desk, crowding her space like it already belonged to him.

The vein on his neck that begged to be kissed. Every breath he took, increasing the bulge a little. God help her, she hadn’t even studied him properly until today. But now, the memory drew itself in perfect, punishing details.

Tristan Cross wasn’t like the other men who filled her boardroom, big bellies hidden behind expensive suits, eyes glued to their watches.

He was built leaner, harder, with the kind of body that looked like it had been honed by discipline rather than convenience. Broad shoulders that clung to his crisp white shirt, the fabric straining just slightly when he moved, hinting at muscle beneath.

His jaw was perfectly chiseled, cut clean like the edges of a blade, softened only by the faint shadow of stubble that always seemed intentional.

And his eyes... Those eyes were the worst. Dark, unreadable, but so steady they stripped her bare without touching her.

Whenever he looked at her, really looked, she felt as though he could see every secret she worked so hard to bury. Commanding her to be his because he knows her secrets.

Her thighs pressed together, a flush of heat working its way down from her groin to her middle. The sudden ache heady and humiliating.

She shifted in her chair, tugging her skirt lower though no one could see.

She thought of his hands. Those big, veiny hands, with blunt fingers that looked more suited to gripping than to typing.

Hands that would hold too firmly, press too hard, leave marks. The kind of hands she wanted on her.

Ava’s breath stuttered. She pushed away from the desk, rising abruptly, the scrape of her chair loud against the floor.

“I need air, space, clarity,” she whispered, touching her neck that felt too warm all of a sudden.

She paced to the window, staring at the city stretched out below, all the tall buildings and moving cars.

She was the CEO of this company, master of deals, employer of over eighty people, the woman who could walk into a room of seasoned executives and make them shiver.

But here she was, pining over a man like a schoolgirl, wanting a man who wasn’t her husband.

Her reflection in the glass made her wince. She looked the part of the CEO, black silk blouse tucked into a pencil skirt, hair sleek, makeup untouched. But her eyes betrayed her. Too bright, too hungry, so much longing for something that’s so out of reach.

She pressed her palms to the glass, willing the cool surface to purge the heat out of her.

It didn’t. If anything, it strengthened the ache creeping low in her stomach.

Her gaze dropped to the faint outline of her own lips, and she thought of biting them— remembering the way she had when Tristan leaned too close.

The memory was clear enough that she felt it again: the sting, the tremble, the anticipation.

She let out a shaky sigh. “God, what’s wrong with me?”

The office hummed around her, muffled sounds of keyboards and phones bleeding faintly through the walls. It was ordinary, safe, expected.

Her eyes turned to the door. Closed.

She crossed the room quickly, locked it, then leaned against it for a moment, her heart thrumming like she’d committed a crime.

Maybe she had— maybe she would.

By the time she returned to her chair, her palms were sweaty. She sat, pushed the laptop aside, and folded forward, elbows on the desk, forehead pressed into her palms.

“I'll just take a minute to breathe. Just breathe Ava. Just clear your mind.”

But when she closed her eyes, Tristan came roaring back. His voice. The way his body filled her doorway, casual and commanding in the same breath.

Her knees parted without permission.

Her hands crept lower over, over her thigh, a flush of heat running through her. She traced the edge of her pencil skirt and pulled it up, and worked her way up to the fold of her sex.

Heat greeted her immediately, shamelessly. She bit her lip to stifle the moan that rose in her throat.

Her head tilted backwards against the chair, her breath catching in her throat as her fingers moved with desperate precision.

Every brush, every stroke made the ache even worse. Every movement paired with an image of him standing behind her, leaning over her desk, Tristan pinning her wrists to the armrest, commanding her to do dirty things she had never tried before.

She tried to think of Xander. She desperately wanted to think about her husband, of his soft smile, his gentle touch. But the thought slipped like water through her fingers, replaced by Tristan’s dark green eyes and the growl of his voice when he said “You’re not always right, Ava.”

Her fingers worked faster. Her body arched breath coming in ragged, too loud in the stillness of her office.

She muffled a moan against the back of her wrist, shame tangling with need until she couldn’t tell them apart.

The release hit hard, fast, hot enough to make her bite down on her lip until she tasted copper.

Her thighs trembled from the height of her climax, her chest heaved, and for one wild second, the world blurred into nothing but heat and passion and the echo of his name in her head.

Then it was over.

Silence reclaimed the room, heavier than before. Her panting breath, the only sound she could hear.

Ava slumped back, dragging her hand from beneath her skirt, chest rising and falling too fast. Sweat dampened her spine, sticking her silk fabric shirt to skin.

She stared at the ceiling, willing her heartbeat to steady. Instead, a wave of guilt slammed her chest, harder than the pleasure had.

“I'm married damn it! What have I just done?”

She loved Xander. He deserved better than this—better than her shaking in her office, touching herself to the thought of another man.

Her eyes burned, but she refused to cry. She straightened, tugging her skirt back into place, smoothing her blouse, reclaiming the mask of order.

Her desk looked the same, her office immaculate, her reflection in the glass composed once more. But inside, she was undone.

She had crossed a line with Tristan Cross she didn't even know existed. And no matter how hard she tried, she couldn’t blur it anymore.