LOGINChapter 5
Zara Fen POV The woods swallowed me the moment I crossed the boundary. Light thinned quickly beneath the trees. Branches tangled overhead, blocking the rising sun. The air smelled damp and sour, layered with old blood and rot. My boots sank into soft earth with every step. I did not slow down. Hesitation got wolves killed. The blade felt heavy in my hand, its grip worn smooth by use. I kept it low and ready, my senses stretched tight. Every sound felt too loud. Every silence felt worse. The bond burned under my skin. Not comforting. Not guiding. Warning. I moved deeper into the woods, following the faint marks left behind by Dawnridge patrols. Broken branches. Drag marks. Dark stains pressed into the ground where blood had soaked and dried. Someone had been hurt here. Someone had not come back. A sound snapped to my left. I froze instantly. Something moved between the trees. Too slow to be wind. Too deliberate to be an animal passing through. I lowered my stance, blade lifted slightly. My wolf stirred inside me, tense and alert. Fear curled through my chest, sharp and controlled. Panic would get me torn apart. I waited. The woods breathed around me. Nothing came. I exhaled slowly and moved again, this time angling toward higher ground. Staying low made it easier to be ambushed. I needed visibility, even if it meant exposure. The ground rose unevenly, roots twisting like traps beneath my feet. I stepped carefully, listening, counting my breaths. Then I smelled it. Blood. Fresh. My pulse spiked. I followed the scent, every instinct screaming caution. The trees thinned slightly ahead, opening into a small clearing choked with ferns and fallen branches. The token lay near the center. Bone. Carved. Dark with drying blood. Relief flared too fast. Something moved. A low growl rolled through the clearing, vibrating through the ground rather than the air. I spun. Three shapes emerged from the shadows. Wolves. But not pack wolves. Their eyes were wrong. Too wide. Too empty. Their movements were jerky, uncoordinated, like bodies being driven by instinct alone. Feral. Rogues. My grip tightened on the blade. They circled slowly, testing distance. One limped, its flank torn open and leaking blood. The others ignored it. Weakness meant nothing to them. I backed toward a fallen tree, keeping it at my side to limit angles. My wolf pressed forward, snarling, desperate for release. Not yet. One lunged. I barely sidestepped in time, blade slicing across its shoulder. It howled, but the sound was wrong. Flat. Empty. The second attacked immediately. I dropped low and stabbed upward, the blade sinking into flesh. Hot blood soaked my hand. The wolf collapsed, twitching violently before going still. The third did not retreat. It charged. Pain exploded across my arm as its teeth tore into me. I screamed and drove the blade down again and again until it released me, collapsing in a heap. Silence crashed down. My arm burned fiercely. Blood soaked my sleeve, warm and slippery. I staggered back, breathing hard, vision narrowing. I did not stop. Stopping meant dying. I grabbed the token and shoved it into my jacket, then moved again, forcing my legs to obey. The bond flared sharply, pain threading through my chest, as if reacting to the violence. Something was wrong. The woods went quiet again. Too quiet. No insects. No distant animal calls. I felt it then. Being watched. Not by wolves. By something heavier. The ground trembled faintly beneath my feet. I turned slowly. A massive shape shifted between the trees. Taller than any wolf I had ever seen. Its eyes glowed low and red, fixed entirely on me. A corrupted beast. Half shifted. Twisted by prolonged exposure to feral territory. Its breath steamed in the cold air. I ran. Branches tore at my skin as I sprinted blindly through the undergrowth. My lungs burned. My injured arm throbbed violently with each step. Behind me, the beast crashed through the forest, fast and relentless. I burst into another clearing and skidded to a stop. A ravine cut through the ground ahead, deep and jagged. No way around it. The beast lunged. I turned and jumped. Pain ripped through my body as I hit the far side hard, rolling down rocky ground before slamming into a tree. Stars exploded across my vision. I pushed up anyway. The beast snarled from the other side of the ravine, pacing, searching for a crossing. I didn’t wait. I staggered away, every step agony, my vision blurring with exhaustion and blood loss. The sun was climbing now. Time was running out. I broke through the last line of trees and stumbled into the clearing. Dawnridge stood ahead. Wolves were already gathered. I collapsed to my knees at the edge of the clearing, gasping for air, blood soaking into the dirt beneath me. Hands reached for me. Voices rose. “She’s alive.” “She came back.” I forced my shaking hand into my jacket and pulled out the token, dropping it onto the ground in front of me. Bone hit stone. Silence fell. I lifted my head slowly. “I’m not finished,” I said hoarsely. Then everything went black.Chapter 5Zara Fen POVThe woods swallowed me the moment I crossed the boundary.Light thinned quickly beneath the trees. Branches tangled overhead, blocking the rising sun. The air smelled damp and sour, layered with old blood and rot. My boots sank into soft earth with every step.I did not slow down.Hesitation got wolves killed.The blade felt heavy in my hand, its grip worn smooth by use. I kept it low and ready, my senses stretched tight. Every sound felt too loud. Every silence felt worse.The bond burned under my skin.Not comforting. Not guiding.Warning.I moved deeper into the woods, following the faint marks left behind by Dawnridge patrols. Broken branches. Drag marks. Dark stains pressed into the ground where blood had soaked and dried.Someone had been hurt here.Someone had not come back.A sound snapped to my left.I froze instantly.Something moved between the trees. Too slow to be wind. Too deliberate to be an animal passing through.I lowered my stance, blade lifte
Chapter 4 Zara Fen POV They woke me before dawn. A sharp knock hit the door once. Then again, harder. Emily was already moving, her body tense as she crossed the small room. “It’s time,” a voice said from outside. No greeting. No courtesy. Emily looked at me. “Whatever happens,” she said quietly, “don’t bow your head.” I nodded, though my stomach twisted painfully. We stepped outside into the cold morning air. The sky was still dark, streaked faintly with gray. Fires burned low across the settlement, casting long shadows over the stone clearing at the center of Dawnridge. Wolves were already gathering. Not quietly. Not respectfully. They formed a wide circle around the clearing, talking openly, eyes sharp with curiosity. This was not a ceremony. There was no reverence here. This was judgment. I felt it immediately. The weight of being watched. Measured. Emily walked beside me until a guard stepped into her path. “Only the one on trial,” he said. Emily stopped. Her jaw t
Chapter 3Zara Fen POVWe reached the border just before dawn.Silvercrest ended without ceremony. No guards. No warnings. Just a narrow road that dissolved into forest and unfamiliar land. Emily slowed the car and pulled to the side, the engine idling softly.“This is it,” she said.I looked back once.The faint lights of Silvercrest were already gone, swallowed by distance and darkness. My chest tightened, but there was no relief in leaving. Only exhaustion and the steady burn of the bond beneath my skin.Emily turned the car back onto the road and drove forward.The trees grew taller as we crossed into Dawnridge territory. The air felt heavier here, dense with unfamiliar scents. Wolves watched from the shadows as we passed. Not hostile. Not welcoming.Aware.When the road finally opened into a clearing, I saw the pack settlement.Stone buildings clustered between tall pines. Fires burned low in metal pits. Wolves moved openly through the space, some in human form, some partially sh
Chapter 2Zara Fen POVThe hall stayed silent for a moment after Alpha Lir turned away.Then the noise came back all at once.Whispers spread like sparks catching dry grass. Wolves leaned toward each other, voices low but sharp. No one tried to hide it. There was nothing left to protect.“She was rejected.”“By the Alpha himself.”“A cursed wolf really thought she could become Luna.”I stood where I was, my chest burning, my legs locked in place. The bond screamed inside me, raw and furious, but it did not loosen. It refused to let me forget what had just happened.The priests recovered first.One of them stepped forward, his staff striking the stone floor loudly enough to command attention. “The ceremony is concluded,” he announced. “Return to your places.”No one moved.Another priest glanced toward Alpha Lir. When he saw Lir had already turned his back, his shoulders stiffened.“Zara Fen,” the first priest said, his tone changing. Harder. More official. “Step forward.”My feet felt
Chapter 1Zara Fen POV“Kneel.”The command cracked through the ceremony hall, sharp and absolute, forcing everyone to drop at once.Everyone knelt.Those already bonded went down without hesitation, while the unbonded remained standing.Elara stood at the front, and I stood one step behind her.Silence tightened around us, immediate and suffocating. It pressed in from every direction. Eyes burned heavy with expectation. I kept my head up, my back straight. This was how the mating rite always began. Unbonded females did not kneel. They stood waiting on the Moon Goddess. That rule did not make it easier.Behind me, my stepmother remained standing as well. I did not turn. I already knew the look on her face. She never hid her satisfaction when attention found me.“Zara Fen,” the priest called.“Step forward.”My stomach tightened, but I moved at once. Hesitation would only draw more eyes.The ceremony hall was full, packed with wolves, elders, and visiting leaders. Gold banners hung fro
PrefaceZara Fen POVIn Silvercrest, survival depended on rank.If you were born strong, the pack protected you. If you were useful, mistakes were forgiven. If you were powerful, rules bent quietly in your favor.If you were none of those things, the pack reminded you where you stood.My father was an Alpha warrior. He led patrols, defended borders, and bled for Silvercrest without hesitation. When he died during the Silvercrest Rogue War, the pack honored him for one night. They lit torches. They spoke his name with pride. They promised his sacrifice would never be forgotten.By the next morning, his name was already fading.Whatever protection his position gave me disappeared with him. I was no longer the Alpha’s daughter. I was simply something left behind.My birth mother left before dawn.No one stopped her. No one questioned her. Wolves leave when they sense danger. That was the excuse everyone used, even though no one could explain what danger she was running from.I was taken







