Chapter Six
“Noah, can you please give me a moment?” I request, trying to mask the sudden rise of emotion that threatens to overwhelm you. “Of course,” he replies, his eyes never leaving yours. There’s a moment of stillness as you navigate the sudden intrusion of the outside world into your private sanctuary. The message- ‘Rachel, I see you’re still playing games. Guess you’re not over our breakup yet, huh? Just so you know, I saw you are trying to play games by dating my brother. Don’t you think you’re going a bit too far with your little revenge plan? Or maybe you’re just that desperate for attention. Let’s be honest, we both know you’re not over me.’ As I read the message, I was lost and I couldn't control myself. “What are you reading?” Noah asked as he moved closer to me. “Nothing” I said as I cover the screen” “Are you keeping something from me now?” “No, I said No” “Your words may say no, but your body language tells a different story”Noah's gaze narrows, as if he can sense the tension coiled within me. He takes a step closer, gently reaching for the phone. "Rachel," he says, his voice low and steady. "Whatever it is, you can tell me. Remember, I'm your contract husband. I'm here for you.” “No, it's fine. It's nothing …” as I was trying to talk, he dragged me closer and my phone landed in his hand somehow. “Hmm, are you not over him, truly?” He said after reading the message. “Who said I am not over him? He's only saying his own and I don't care about him anymore” “He knows you better than I do” I went to my room and packed what I had to pack then we left for his house. Noah's words hung in the air like a blade, sharp and piercing. I clench my jaw, unwilling to let him see the hurt his words have caused. But deep down, I know there's a kernel of truth to his accusation. The drive to Noah's house is a silent, tense affair. I stare out the window, lost in thought, while Noah keeps his eyes on the road. As we arrive, he walks to my side of the car and opens the door for me. His expression is unreadable. "Welcome home," he says, the words feeling hollow and cold. “Thank you” We were walking inside when one of the maids reached to him “Welcome boss, your secretary is inside waiting for you“ “Alright thank you” The maid left. “Did she call you that she would be waiting for you?” “No, she didn't” “Then definitely this is not thee first time coming to your house unannounced” “Any problem? She's my secretary” “It's not even my concern, you are my contract husband after all” We got inside the room and I couldn't find her. “I thought they said your secretary is waiting for you here” “Yes, she might be in my room” “What? She's your secretary? Does she even have your room key? Is she your secretary on the other part too?” “What do you mean?....” He paused and continued, “I will meet you here son” He said and left for his room. “Secretary coming to his house, not even his house but his persona room, what exactly do they want to discuss that they can't say it here” My mind races as I wait for Noah to return. I know that I shouldn't care about his relationship with his secretary, but something about this situation feels off. I went to my room, took a shower and then rested. After some minutes, Anna came to my room. “Ma'am your food is ready” “Oh! I'll come to the dining room now to eat” I said, and continued “Is Noah eating already?” “No, he's in his room” “What? Is the lady still there also? Anna hesitates, her eyes flickering with hesitation. "I'm not sure, ma'am. Mr. Noah didn't say anything to me." A knot of anxiety tightens in my stomach. "Is there something you're not telling me, Anna?" Anna wrings her hands, her gaze darting towards the door. "Ma'am, I'm not supposed to say anything, but... I heard voices in Mr. Noah's room earlier. They didn't sound like they were talking about work.” Her words confirm my anger, “Really? What are they talking about? But Noah said he's not the type to flirt around and I have heard this from many people. Well, Anna you told me that too, didn't you” “It can be about business too, I really can't say. It can be about business in a different way, just go and eat ma'am, I am sure you have a stressful day” “Really, just clear the way, let me go…” “Where ma'am? No you can't, you need to eat first” “Alright, no problem” I said, and I went to the dining room. As I push the food around on my plate, a sudden determination grips me. I stand up, wipe my hands on a napkin, and make my way to Noah's room. The only way to quell this gnawing feeling is to confront the truth, no matter how painful. I left the dining room. “Oh! No” I muttered, “Rachel remember you are just in a contract relationship with him, no intimacy, no falling in love, just to stay in his house till the contract ended” I stopped while approaching his room. I went back to the dining room “What's going on ma'am?” Anna asked. “I never told you anything is wrong with me” “I am sorry ma'am. Be fine” “Be fine also” Although Anna pretended not to know what was bothering me, I sensed she did. Determined to focus on my meal, I tried to push the intrusive thoughts out of my mind. But, just as I attempted to take a bite, a low moan reverberated through the walls, interrupting my efforts to maintain composure.Chapter Ninety Six: PeaceThe room was quiet, the hum of the evening outside barely heard through the windows. Rachel sat on the bed, pulled her knees up close to her chest, and looked down at her hands. It had been an emotional day in surges which would leave one drained and still feel lighter than it had in weeks. She had heard Noah's words, taken the weight of his forgiveness, and finally-finally-allowed herself to believe that moving on was possible.But it was not only the past that weighed upon her with Noah. It was something deeper, far deeper, which she carried with her for much longer: the weight of decisions taken and actions she had led herself into in this position she is in presently. And none of these would have been possible without Vanessa.That made Rachel stop and think. Her friend, her confidante-her best friend-had always been there for her. In the maelstrom of their pain together, however, there was a part inside Rachel that wondered whether those choices had been
Chapter Ninety Five: The Unannounced VisitThe air was cool that evening, with that certain sting that made one clinch the jacket tighter and quicken the steps. Noah and Stephanie just stepped out of the restaurant, with the silence between them thick with dinner. Noah's mind had raced since their conversation, but his resolve had only been strengthened. He had to do this. He needed to see Rachel, to tell her he had forgiven her and wanted nothing other than for the two of them to be free to move on in life and find peace.Stephanie walked beside him, her hand clasped in his. She knew what he was doing, and as much as the wiser part of her still harbored her own reservations about the situation, she did understand that Noah needed this for his healing. She couldn't deny that a part of her was nervous, too-this wasn't going to be an easy conversation. But they couldn't ignore the past forever. Sometimes, closure was the only way forward.They turned to the building that housed Rachel's
Chapter Ninety Four: A Dinner Between HeartsEvening had worn into the comfortable silence; Noah sat opposite Stephanie, watching as she carefully placed the settings of the dishes she prepared for the better part of the afternoon. The hum of the kitchen at the restaurant behind him was accompanied by clinking of fine china and silverware, with wafting smells of fresh vegetables and herbs that reminded him of how much he had missed homely comforts.With a quiet contentedness that only can come from cooking for somebody dear, Stephanie smiled brightly at him across the table. She had always been a fantastic cook, and tonight wasn't going to be an exception. There was such delicacy in the balance of tastes and flavors on his plate to confirm her genius, but more important than anything was the fire that lit with her presence there, and her laughter that danced around the room in its voice.You know, she said, sipping her wine, I think this might be the best meal I've made in weeks. Mayb
Chapter Ninety Three: Rachel's Inner StruggleRachel sat alone in the darkened room of her apartment, hands clasped tightly around a mug of tea that she hadn't sipped. The warmth from the cup seeped into her palms but did nothing to quell the chill gnawing at her chest. She hadn't been able to get out of bed for the past few days, but today, her mind couldn't afford the luxury of lingering in self-pity any longer.She knew no longer what to do with herself as the world kept blurring into one big confusion of pain. The weight of her actions weighed heavily upon her, at times insurmountable. She quit her job, the one thing that anchored her into some kind of routine, just to get away from the tension slowly choking her. The thought of facing Noah after everything that had happened-after having betrayed him and watched him move on with Stephanie-was just too much to bear. Her guilt was eating her from the inside out, spiraling further down each passing day.The betrayal nipped at her con
Chapter Ninety Two: The fight of Rachel and Vanessa's Growing PressureShe sat on the edge of her bed and stared into the quiet night out her window. The city glowed alive, but every one of its lights, so it seemed, was farther away from the storm brewing in her heart. An ache inside her chest made her feel the air thicken enough to suffocate her with every desperate attempt to get more air in. It wasn't the night that was heavy, but the torment inside of her, her guilt, the betrayal, and all her wrong choices.Each time her mind drifted to Noah and the days with him, she remembered how he loved her, took care of her, and was there for her during the days when she needed it most. It now felt like the memories had been poisoned. Every touch he had given her, every word of love, every gesture was clouded in the knowledge that she had betrayed him. Not just once but twice-first by dating James, then by her part in Stephanie's kidnapping. She had crossed lines she could never uncross.Tea
Chapter Ninety One: GuiltThe soft, rhythmic sound of the rain tapping against the windowpane provided almost a melancholic soundtrack to Rachel's thoughts. She sat alone in her small apartment, the dim light from the lamp casting long shadows on the walls. She stood stiff, her hands curled into fists where her nails had dug deep into her palms to steady some unevenly escaping breaths from her chest. The whirlwind of turmoil, guilt, and regret all swirled within her mind.Rachel had sat here for hours without the slightest idea how much time had actually elapsed since she last checked her watch. Outside, the world had dulled to a gray haze, rain diffusing reality and fantasy. Her head was filled with visions of what had taken place during the last days. The look on Stephanie's terrified face when they took her away-when she and Vanessa dragged her away-stayed in her mind, awake or asleep. It was a memory that she could not shake, no matter how hard she tried.She thought of Noah and h