ALINA
I just walked into THE MONSTER’S home.
I stood stiffly in Luca Marino's study, trying not to stare at the blood on the floor near the corner.
The dry smell of cigars and whiskey filled the room. The huge desk in front of me looked like it belonged to a king—or a very dangerous man.
This was a bad idea.
A terrible idea.
But my father was dead, my family was falling apart, and my younger brother and sister were depending on me.
There was no turning back.
The door slammed open behind me. Heavy footsteps followed, then stopped.
"Who the hell are you?" The voice was deep like the depths of the ocean. Deep and cold.
I turned into the darkest pair of eyes I'd ever seen.
Luca Marino. The Monster.
My mouth went dry.
He was tall, with messy black hair and sharp dark eyes that felt like they could pin me to the wall.
His black shirt was rolled up to his elbows, revealing strong arms, one of which was stained with blood.
A tattoo of a beautiful mermaid was on his forearm, so clear it looked alive.
He curled his lips, but his eyes didn't smile. "I asked a question."
"I'm Alina Costa." My voice came out stronger than I expected considering how scared I was suddenly. I knew that Luca knew exactly who I was. There was no way he'd be here to see me if he didn't.
His head tilted slightly. "You're the Costa girl. The one with all the family problems."
My jaw tightened. Everyone knew the Costa family. Everyone knew my father was dead. "I didn't come here to talk about my family."
Luca leaned against his desk, folding his arms. I wanted to squirm under his harsh eyes. "Then why are you here? I was in the middle of something." He held up his bloody arm like it was a joke. "You interrupted."
"I need to marry you."
The curl of his lips disappeared. For a second, he just stared at me, his dark eyes searching my face like I was a puzzle he didn't understand.
Then he laughed like I'd said something very funny. A real laugh. His eyes lit up and I realized they were more brown than black.
"Marry me?" He shook his head. "You're out of your mind."
I didn’t flinch. I could be dead if he didn't agree. Out of my mind was easy. "Probably. But I don't have another choice."
His laugh faded, but he still looked amused. "If you're desperate for a husband, you should pick someone else. I am Luca Marino, The Monster.”
He was the monster because it was said he could crush a man's head with his hands. Looking at him, I almost believed it. He was huge, at least six feet, two inches tall. And heavily muscled.
He could certainly crush me if he wanted to.
I nodded slowly, my fingers shaking now. I wiped them behind my back. "That's exactly why I picked you."
His eyes narrowed. Now he was paying attention. "Go ahead, explain."
I dragged air into my chest which was beating too fast and hard. "My father is dead. My uncles are fighting over the Mafia. The rivals see me as easy prey. My family is falling apart. If I don't act, my brother and sister won't survive this. And neither will I."
"And you think I'm your solution?"
"You're the only one everyone's afraid of. No one will touch me if I'm your wife."
Luca raised an eyebrow. "What makes you think I won't kill you myself?"
My heart pounded, but I held his eyes. If I didn't convince him, I had wasted my time coming here. "Because I have something you don't."
He leaned forward, smiling like he didn't believe that was possible. "And what's that?"
"Loyalty. Connections. And the one thing all those men out there want—control of the Costa family."
For a moment, the room was silent except for the ticking of the clock on the wall. Luca didn't look away, and I refused to back down.
I had spent weeks repeating these words over and over again. Telling myself that fear was a luxury I couldn't pay for.
Payment would be my father's hard work, my family's life. My life.
"I should throw you out of here," Luca said finally.
"Then do it." I lifted my head, hiding the snake in my hands. "But you won't. Because you're too smart to pass up a chance like this."
Luca stared at me, his face blank.
"Why me?" he asked suddenly.
"My father's most trusted man helped me make a list," I said simply. "The most dangerous men alive. Your name was at the top."
The corner of his mouth curved and he flattened it, almost like he was trying not to smile.
"And you thought, 'Hey, I'll marry the most dangerous guy in the world'? That's your plan?"
"I need someone who can scare them. Someone who can keep my family alive." My voice went soft."And I need someone I can trust not to stab me in the back."
His head tilted again, studying me like I was some rare animal he hadn't seen before. "You think you can trust me?"
"No," I admitted. "But I can't trust anyone else, either."
He let out a low whistle, shaking his head. "You've got guts. I'll give you that."
"I'm serious," I pressed. "Leave the love or romance. It's a deal. You protect me, and you get something in return."
"And what's that?”
"My name," I said. "The Costa name still carries weight. If you marry me, no one will question your power. You'll be untouchable."
His gaze flickered with something I couldn’t quite read. He pushed off the desk and walked closer, stopping just a foot away from me.
"You're playing a dangerous game, Alina Costa."
"I know."
He stepped even closer, towering over me now. "Do you?"
My breath caught. His voice was low, almost a whisper, but it sent shivers down my spine.
"I could destroy you," Luca said. "Everything you love. Everything you're trying to protect."
I swallowed hard, meeting his eyes. "Then do it."
Silence sat between us, heavy and electric.
Finally, Luca chuckled, shaking his head. "You're either the bravest woman I've ever met or the stupidest."
"Maybe both," I said. I could be both.
He took a step back, still watching me. "You've got my attention, Costa. Let's see if you can keep it."
I exhaled slowly, my heart pounding like a drum. I had him.
"Why don't we start with why you think I won't kill you?" he asked suddenly, casual but his eyes deadly serious, and he pulled a knife from his waist.
And just like that, the room felt colder.
I froze.
ALINAWhat the hell was Victoria doing with Riot Alvarado?The thought spun around in my head like a tornado as Riot’s grin sharpened into something predatory.“You’ve got some bloody guts showing your face here after what you did to me,” he hissed, leaning in so close I could smell the whiskey on his breath.His arm where I had cut off the wrist was tied neatly with a black velvet material threaded with gold. My spine stiffened, fury crashing through the fear. “I didn’t do anything to you. You did that to yourself. You hurt a woman. You deserve whatever you got.” Luca stood before I could say more, his body forming a solid wall between Riot and me. His voice was deadly calm. “Sit down, Riot. Don’t try to cause a scene or you won’t like my reaction.”Victoria stepped in quickly, her hand reaching for Riot’s arm like she could control him. “He’s not trying to cause a scene, Luca. He’s just surprised to see her. We both are.”She smiled like this was some sweet accident. I wanted to
LUCAI’d seen Alina angry, seen her happy. I'd also seen her twisted in pleasure under me.But I had never seen her like this. She was pale, quiet and shaking.I gripped the steering wheel with one hand, holding her fingers with my other hand. She wouldn’t let go, not even to fix her hair when the wind blew it into her face.“I’ll call Elena, tell her we won’t make it to the gala and she can cancel with the Talciros.” I said, eyes on the road as I drove home.“No.” Her voice was soft but sharp. “I’m not hiding. I’m going. I refuse to let myself be scared into hiding.” I glanced at her, anger thrumming under my skin. I wanted to find who had done this to her and skin them alive. And I would. But for now, I needed to make sure she was mentally fine. “Alina, I don't know if that's a good idea.” “I think it’s my uncles,” she muttered suddenly, looking out the window. “Maybe they haven't stopped. Maybe Enzo told Uncle Alberto something.”I shook my head. “It’s not them.”She looked at
ALINAMy hands trembled so violently that the box nearly fell from my fingers.The beeping filled my ears like a countdown to death. My breath hitched. I tried to suck in air, but my lungs wouldn’t cooperate. The room was shaking around me. The words on the note blurred before my eyes, but they were already burned into my memory.I staggered backward, knocking into my desk. My knees gave out and I sank to the floor, the cold tile biting through my dress. Was this real? Was this actually happening?“Alina!” Ethan’s voice sounded miles away. “We have to move now!”But I couldn’t move. I couldn’t even blink. My whole body felt frozen in place, locked in that moment with the ticking sound of death.I had just tried on the most beautiful dress of my life.And then, someone wanted to make sure I wouldn’t live long enough to wear it.“We need to get her out of here. Now. I think she’s in shock,” he told Mikhail, already moving toward me.Mikhail was already dialing someone. His face was p
ALINAIn a moment, I was standing beside Luca, holding the bouquet he had gotten for me, feeling the hurt on my wrist.The next moment, I was in the car, beside his secretary, heading to a place I didn't know.“Aren’t you with the dress? Why can't I just wear it?” I asked her for the third time.She smiled patiently. “I'm sorry, Mrs. Marino, but I am working under instructions from the Talciro family. The dress they have for you is at their boutique, and needs fitting.” I nodded. Elena probably didn't know anymore than I did about anything.I knew about the Talciro family. In fact, everyone in Chicago did. But choosing me specifically for a custom dress that needed me to come for a fitting was strange.No wonder Luca had gotten so angry when I refused his command to go with him to the gala.Immediately we reached the Talciro boutique, we were led up and soon, we stepped into the most extravagant boutique I had ever seen. Elena gasped dramatically, her eyes shining like diamonds. She
LUCA“Have the clothes taken to the house. No one touches them until my wife does, understand?” I smoothly commanded Elena. She nodded and left my office. I knew everything would be done exactly as I wanted.The clothes for the Talciro gala ball had arrived. The event was in two days and it would be the first time Alina and I would be attending an event together. I felt sorry that I had hurt her in the morning. I planned to apologize by getting her flowers and a new diamond necklace. I went personally to pick up the roses and had a selection of diamonds brought in so I could pick. Once I had both, I went back home. The last person I expected to see immediately I stepped in was my father. I groaned, pausing at the door, but he had already seen me.“Come in, Luca.” He said, waving me into the house as though it was his. I dropped the bouquet of flowers carefully on the table. I could feel my father watching me suspiciously.“Why are you carrying flowers around like a woman?” “Fa
ALINAThe next morning, I woke early and dressed fast. I went into the kitchen and made a sumptuous meal for my brother with the chef's help. I wanted to leave early so I could get back early. I also didn't want to run into Luca if I was very honest. The enormous platters of meals were packed into the car and we left. Lorenzo went with me. We picked up my cousin Enzo at his house and he came into my car with me. He smiled winsomely, looking very handsome like his father. “It's been a while. I didn't believe Valentina when she said I would be going to see Adriano with you.” He laughed. I shifted away from him. I wasn't very comfortable with him. I didn't trust Enzo. I was already fighting with his father, why was he smiling and looking so agreeable?Enzo looked too slick with his gelled black hair and wide, handsome smile. “I've been busy. Running my father's business takes time and effort.” I looked out of the window. I really didn't want a long conversation with him. He must
ALINAI knew I shouldn't have said that. But I refused to apologize to him. “You regret marrying me? Which of us should be saying that?” Luca gritted out. His dark, handsome face had a regal air even when he was angry. “I don't care. I married you to be my husband. My protector and the father of my unborn children. It is assumed that a married couple will have children!” I felt betrayed by his actions. What did he expect me to do now? “I did not come to beg you. You will come to the Talciro ball as my wife.” Luca said, taking my hand and squeezing it hard. I gasped aloud, my wrist hurting from his actions. “Leave me alone! You're hurting me.” I cried out. He let my wrist go, looking disgusted with himself. He ran his eyes to my wrist which was throbbing in pain. The anger died in his eyes. “Why do you always insist on being so stubborn, Alina?” I refused to answer him. I had nothing to say to him anymore. My wrist was hurting so he found a first aid box and tied it for me. He
LUCAI felt guilty as I said the words. I didn't do anything wrong, but the look of hurt on her face made me feel guilty anyway. “You don't want children with me?” Alina asked, pain stripping her voice raw. “Yes. Or with any other woman. I vowed never to have kids.” I bit out. I had promised myself never to bring a child into the world. The Mafia was deadly. I didn't want my son to lack emotions the way I did, or to see blood and death the way I did everyday. Alina separated herself from me physically, sat on the bed and held her head. “Why didn't you say this before we got married?” She asked, sobbing. “We were married in three days. There wasn’t time to discuss everything.”I was late for work. I had come in to see how she was doing. I didn't intend to start a fight with her. I looked at my watch and frowned. “Look, I have to go to work now. Maybe we can talk about this later?” “I want children.” Alina said. I walked to the door and opened it. “We will talk about this immed
ALINAWhat did he mean by that? I had never had an orgasm that good and I was still feeling woozy. I pushed Luca away but he refused to let me go. Instead, he stepped out of the water and carried me in his arms to our room. He dropped me on the bed and climbed into the bed beside me too. His skin was warm and mine was too. “Are you really going to make love to me now?” I asked, my voice shaking. “I've never seen a woman as bold as you.” Luca said, laughing in a deep way that made my chest beat faster. He pulled his clothes off and pressed me into the bed with his body. His face looked handsome like a god as he watched me moan under him. “Yes, Sunshine. I will make love to you now.” Luca said, dragging my legs apart gently. I spread my legs for him, closing my eyes as I felt the head of him between my thighs. When I had entered the pool, I didn't expect that it would end up with us having sex. I closed my eyes and shuddered in both pain and pleasure as I felt him push inside