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LOSING IT

作者: Faye’s Pen
last update publish date: 2026-05-28 01:06:39

ALAN

I’M SO SORRY, SIR.

ABOUT ALL THE OTHER MESSAGES I SENT YOU TOO. I THOUGHT YOU WERE HARMING MY SISTER.

DON’T TAKE IT OUT ON HER. NOT IN THAT WAY… I’M ONLY TRYING TO ASK YOU NOT TO BE ANGRY WITH HER. IT’S ALL ME. I DID IT. I’M TRULY SORRY.

I’M SORRY.

PLEASE.

HELLO, SIR.

I drop my phone onto the table and rest my head against the chair.

My thoughts drift until a knock interrupts them.

“Come in,” I say without opening my eyes.

“Good afternoon, sir. I’m Garrett. The private investigator.”

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