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Chapter 18
Willow's POV
It's only been an hour free from Maddox's bedroom, and I'm already scared that he'll find me here again and drag me back there: the place where some of my biggest regrets and worst memories live.
There's nothing I wish more right now than wanting to go back and time and tell myself to not give my innocence to him; to just say I wasn't ready, then when he least expected it, runaway as far as I possibly can.
Currently I am curled up in this nice warm bed, skimming through Crave HBO, trying to find a good show to binge on. I've got nothing else to do but hide, so why not? After yesterday, I think I deserve a bit of a break.
Not only did I put both heavy arm chairs against the door, I've also made sure the windows were shut tight and curtained. Luckily there's a nice little bathroom in here for me, so I don't have to make trips out to god-knows-where and be caught by a guard, or worse, the devil himself...
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